• Been doing a lot of AI-assisted coding at work and after work and it’s been great!
  • Even current-day AI adds a lot of value for coders. Like: a lot.

• Noding from work :)
• I spent the last few days:
  • With my mum, enjoying her last days in Zürich this year.
  • With [[KM]], in [[Copenhagen]] for the first time — it was great!
  • Working, mostly catching up with procedural things but also doing some AI stuff.
  • Playing (after work), mostly coding the Agora with AI. It’s a wonderful experience!

• Read about [[catharsis]]
  • Seems like there’s literature suggesting catharsis as a kind of self-fulfilling prophecy
  • It makes sense within the context of online games
    • The timing of this uptick in literature is suspect however
    • It coincides with broader trends of violent game scapegoating
      • Contrasts with recent data
  • The original definition from the [[poetics]] is also fuzzy
    • [[gadamer]] has a nice summary¹ cited here
    • The only mention of catharsis in [[impro]] is within the status chapter²
      • It refers to the experience of the audience watching a tragedy
      • Seems more in line with the original definition than the broader venting one

• Oh wow.
• What’s been happening.
• It’s quite something.

I love you, my friend! You reader. I know you will be here eventually, and I thank you for your attention and for the way you are.

• Read [[azathoth]] by [[lovecraft]]
  • A very short and evocative prose poem
  • Supposed to be a fragment of a longer unfinished work
  • [[go]] https://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/az.aspx
• Messing around more with [[gemini cli]]
  • Agents like it and [[aider]] are very interesting
    • Haven’t tried [[codex]] and [[claude code]] due to region block
  • Feels like at the limit they can solve for most particulars in a brute way of sorts
  • You end up with unwieldly unreadable functions if not careful
  • Maybe the human input mostly requires considerations of design and architecture
    • Perhaps a useful free read in that vein would be something like this
• Also getting into [[the bazaar]]
  • Kinda like [[tft]]
  • Stuck on a theory reading loop as opposed to playing
    • Also do that with chess a lot!

• Had a great weekend with my mum and [[KM]] :)
• Missing [[Lady Burup]]! We will reunite tonight.
• Feeling quite productive at work, partly because of using AI and partly because of having handed off enough "legacy" state/projects to be able to focus on new things.

• I’m back!
  • Says the guy who’s back all the time :)
  • I went to anagora.org/journals again today and it made me so happy, I love seeing the writing of others here in the Agora!
• Hmm, nvim is broken in [[guanyin]] somehow…
  • [[Sidequest]]?
    • I asked chatgpt 5 to try something new and it troubleshooted the issue for me and told me to add something to my init.lua but it hasn’t worked so far.
    • Done :)
• So anyway…?
  • [[KM]] :)
  • [[EC]] :)
  • [[Burup]]:
    • mi [[Lady Burup]]!
    • clean the toilet
  • [[Agora]]:
    • thought about journals (see above)
    • thought of themes, see [[creme brulee]] and [[creme brulette]]
    • coding
    • autopull full text search and see what happens? (tm) — found an interesting empty node that had text mentions but no noding, and the Agora was much more interesting after expanding it
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • [[The revolution for the benefit of sentient beings]]

• Watched [[broken by concept]] ep 261
  • They were discussing a [[league]] player who had a thorough note taking system for matches
  • The hosts were aghast at the whole thing!
  • It reminded me of the [[printf]] system for [[sc2]] which is also [[excel]] based
    • See here
  • Trying to extrapolate from those systems into a more general noding approach [[?]]
    • Seems hard given the nature of spreadsheets

• [[km]] :)

• Back noding in this computer, let’s see if it’s still syncing :)
  • Hmm, this nvim doesn’t seem to be at target state :) Trying to fix now.
  • Well, that wasn’t it, chezmoi says no updates but somehow outline (bulletpoints) mode isn’t working as I expect it :(

2025-08-03

• [[Tweaks to org-agenda on mobile to save space]].

• #push [[Ekumen]]
  • [[Ekumen]] with [[Eduardo Mercovich]] :D
  • [[Interacción Humana]]
  • [[Sutty]]
    • [[Economía Cooperativa]]
    • [[Proceso Generativo]]
      • a lo largo de (por defecto) 4 sesiones
    • [[Iteraciones]]
  • [[Fediverso]]
  • [[beeper]]
  • [[next actions]]:
    • Tell Dan and Melissa?
      • CoSocial.ca + Social.coop "base case"?
    • Llenar el cuestionario :)
      • Compartir tesis
    • Repositorio de git :)
      • Para el ágora! Y la tesis?
    • -> Christopher Alexander y la gobernancia de AIs
• [[KM]] :D
• [[ekumen org]]
  • We also had fun generating AI videos! Some of them were actually quite eerie, but somehow funny, so they worked. I’m making them with [[Veo 3]]. The fact that they come with generated audio is quite something.

2025-08-01

• I currently can’t access [[Emacs Wiki]].
  • This looks like why: https://www.reddit.com/r/emacs/comments/1m2lzkr/emacswiki_down/

• a [[document]]
  • About [[Agora Server]] and the wider [[Agora]] project:
  • #go https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BQdPNfNsgnMSpbZ_J1gJQqQ5Fo44JtiQPDrDnZ7x7hA/edit?tab=t.0
• [[beethoven]]
• Beautiful [[Las Jaras]] of July (month 7 / [[Avalokiteshvara]]) despite being sick with a fever. Thank you all, my friends and loved ones! And the [[universe]]!
• I did AI coding (meaning coding in tandem with Gemini 2.5) both at work and for the Agora/Flancia. I quite enjoy it!
• Bought [[tickets]] for my mum :)
  • And some [[gifts]]! :D
• [[KM]] is beautiful
• Sad about [[AI]] (not Artificial Intelligence in this case) but respectful/mindful, and thankful as well
  • Just closed a tab about [[Bursa]] and other places in [[Turkey]]

• Had a very nice start of the day with my mum and Burup.
  • Then very nice lunch with [[KM]]!
  • Then idem conversation with [[TW]]
    • He told me to look up [[positional embeddings]] as they are key to understanding how attention works in practice

• Back home on my free day :) I took the day off to do something with my mum off-peak (meaning not in the weekend). We were going to go to the [[St Beatus Caves]] but due to the weather we changed plans as she wants to go to [[Ikea]] ([[KM]] called it the artificial cave and it’s very fitting!).
• I’m typing this on my new small [[RK61]] keyboard and I quite like it! It is a very limited layout as it’s only 61 keys, so maybe not ideal for some use cases, but definitely good enough for doing general purpose writing.
• [[KM]] :)
• [[burup forever]]

2025-07-17

• A partially corrupted Metabase database. Dangit.

• I met [[KM]] this week and it was wonderful!
• The reference Agora at anagora.org is partly broken and the server it mostly depends on nowadays might be on the way out so further downtime could be expected, I’ll be noding about troubleshooting activities here and posting to https://social.coop/@flancian/114865307000829931. Please excuse any disruption!

2025-07-16

• [[Emacs]]:
  • Useful when searching: rgrep.
    • I have a bunch of files named the same, of regular meetings I have with the same person on different dates.
      • i.e. something like ‘Catchup with Shevek yyyy-mm-dd’, with corresponding file names catchup-with-shevek-2025-07-16.org.
    • I wanted to search for a specific term, but only from meetings with Shevek.
    • M-x rgrep, then search term when prompted, then catchup-with-shevek*.org for the file pattern when prompted.

• Mi mamá tose mucho mientras duerme :(
  • Espero que se le pase pronto!
  • En todo caso la pasamos muy bien en Calp! Me hizo muy bien.
• I am now writing in [[tara]], the "main" project computer as of now :)
  • I have just [[meditated]].
  • I am thankful for existence!
  • I am thinking of my commitment to try to work for the benefit of sentient beings.
• Also I am wondering why nvim in [[guanyin]] is sort of broken, extensions that work fine in [[paramita]] and [[tara]] don’t quite behave like I expect here. I suspect a [[chezmoi]] conflict, let’s see…
  • (These are the sidequests that make up so much of life… I try to enjoy them!)
  • I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :)
    • It is the smallest keyboard I have typed on in very long, but I am happy to report it works! Maybe I wouldn’t use it for coding initially as some key combinations I use are relatively awkward to press (it involves extra modifiers), but it is very pleasant to type prose or [[Agora]] text in which I’m very happy about, and it seems to easily support three bluetooth connections. I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :) I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :)
      • (See, [[nvim]] is indenting for some reason when I start a new line while doing outlines… I’m rolling with it for now…)
        • (OK, I spoke too soon, it turns out that [[paramita]] is broken too! Editing wise. So it could be I have fixed nvim only in [[tara]] and forgot to push that change to [[chezmoi]]…)
  • Hmm
    • Yep, it’s fixed in Tara!
    • How nice to have a working vim based setup for the Agora again ;)
    • Now to figure out why it’s broken elsewhere \o/
    • Oh, I was missing bullets.vim in my init.lua! And tara somehow still had it, I think because removing plugins from init.lua doesn’t actually uninstall them (this is good to remember as it means that my nvim is not yet [[fully reproducible]] starting from init.lua).
    • Fixed then! :D

• Back here after a long while!
• I spent ten days with my mum in [[Calp]], [[Spain]] — I expected to write and code a lot, as I usually do (expect, not do, during holidays). In the end we mostly spent time in the sea or the pool, spoke, read and played [[Rummy]]. I have no regrets!
• As I write this, we are in the [[Alicante]] airport waiting for our flight. I am looking forward to being reunited with [[Lady Burup]]!

• Internet restored!
• Downtime made me go through a couple of books and half a dozen podcasts
  • Of note is The work of David Lynch
    • Belated listen given his passing in January
    • Makes me want to rewatch both old [[dune]] and [[twin peaks]]
  • Also this¹ passage from [[jay rubin]] in [[making sense of japanese]]
    • Regarding the active vs. passive voice in the Hiroshima monument inscription
    • Strange book when it comes to translation/language learning
      • The focus is on how to approach things that are difficult/impossible to translate

2025-07-05

• I was getting this error:
  • Before-save hook error: (wrong-type-argument org-roam-node nil)
  • Narrowed it down to when orgrr adds a #+zettel property to the file, it does it before all other properties, and org-roam doesn’t seem to like that.
• I like the look of Jeff Brown’s [[skg]] (Share Knowledge Graphs) project.
  • I haven’t clocked all the details, but a high level it has [[Agora]], [[FedWiki]] etc vibes.
  • Some discussion here.

2025-07-04

• [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].
  • [[Strike Debt]] campaign. [[Rolling Jubilee]].
• Private AI companies profiting off the back of public infrastructure and the commons with no return is not surprising.
  • Exploiting commonly owned resources for personal gain is what capitalists have done throughout history.
• [[Bookmarked]]:
  • Atmospheric Colonisation and Ecological Imperialism in the World System
  • Mark Carney caves to Trump and the tech industry
  • Tell the EU: Keep AI within Planetary Boundaries - Green Web Foundation
  • Protect Yourself From Meta’s Latest Attack on Privacy | Electronic Frontier Foundation
  • In Search of a Democratic Eco-Socialist Politics | SpringerLink
  • Why should the US decide who can have certain tech?
  • Alien | Typeset In The Future
  • A Sense of Rebellion
  • Excellent! Denmark Set to Replace Microsoft Office with Open Source Alternative
  • Wow! German State Ditches Microsoft for Open-Source Software

2025-07-03

• [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].

  • Naomi Klein’s Doppelganger referenced favourably.
  • Debt is one of the key drivers of individualisation.
  • Anti-debt movements, cancellation of student debt, credit card debt.

• [[#ACFM]] is consistently excellent.

2025-06-30

• [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].
  • To become an indebted person under advanced capitalism is to lose the ability to act collectively with others for democratic goals.
  • Student debt changed the logic of education from something communistic to something mercenary and transactional.

2025-06-29

• [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].
  • [[Debt: The First 5,000 Years]] by [[David Graeber]].
  • [[Everyday communism]]. Sociality.
  • Very little in everyday life operates like a market.
  • Even the internals of corporations don’t operate like markets.

• [[17]]
• [[53]]
• [[67]]
• [[2063]]
• [[7]]
• [[Höllgrotten]] today with my mum, it was lovely!
• I also cleaned the house, did some light project work, and enjoyed into the evening.

2025-06-28

• [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]]

2025-06-25

• Trying to figure out why a pair of Bluetooth headphones was suddenly, randomly, no longer pairing correctly to a laptop running under [[Windows 11]], and I am genuinely surprised how bad the experience is.
  • Useless error messages. Multiple interfaces to the same operation, unclear why to use one over the other. Different visuals for different config dialogs. Arcane dialogs and squirrelled away options.
  • This for a device that was clearly built to work on Windows.
  • The trope that [[Linux]] has a bad user experience vs Windows does not seem accurate.

• Reading [[essays-on-suffering-focused-ethics]]
  • Views are presented as counterintuitive, but I’ve actually found them to be the opposite
    • Classical utilitarianism is a lot less intuitive!
  • Seems like there are parallels with [[buddhism]]
    • [[william macaskill]] et al. disregard some suffering-focused views as nihilistic
      • What of the attainment of [[nirodha]]?
      • How helpful is it to talk about [[repugnant conclusions]] in the first place?
        • [[slippery slope]]
• Also reading [[frédéric bastiat]]
  • Likely the inventor of the now ubiquitous popular economics journalism
  • [[broken window fallacy]] [[opportunity costs]]

2025-06-24

• Managed another run. Doing the couch to 5k.

• The weekend was chill and great!
  • Mostly spent time with my mum who is visiting and Lady Burup.
  • We went to the river on Sunday as it was very warm (with my mum, not Lady Burup). It was very beautiful.
• I am talking to someone very interesting and that makes my whole life a bit better as well.

2025-06-23

• Watched: [[The AI Crisis We’re Ignoring]]
  • Seems pretty well-researched. I like this guy’s videos in general - he’s an ecosocialist.

2025-06-22

• First jog with the buggy. Not an unqualified success, but good to have done it.

  • It’s really hard to steer in jogging mode. Like playing as Bowser after getting used to Toad.

• [[Bookmarked]]:

  • People vs. Big Tech
    • tags: [[Big Tech]].

• Happy!