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📅 Date [[2025-04-18]]
  • Fixed [[wikivim]] on neovim :)
    • Yep, even bulleted lists :)
      • I can even use tab and shift-tab to indent/dedent!
    • It took a few tries but now vim feels like a nice Agora noding environment again, in particular in the computer where I now have my development environment up — [[tara]].
  • Back again after sleep :)
    • I have a nice focus day in front of me; I’ll try to get through a varied task list that I will keep partly here and partly on the back of an envelope that I intend to burn at the end of the day.
  • Spoke to my mum!
    • She found some books that belonged to my grandfather, [[Bargalló]].
📅 Date [[2025-04-17]]
  • My [[noding]] has become erratic :) In particular my journaling is less consistent than before.
    • Introspecting, this seems to be because of a combination of causes (as usual):
      • I have been spending time in working around computer bugs (like [[karuna]] crashing, my work keyboard being temporarily bricked by a firmware update, etc.) and working.
      • I lost or temporarily misplaced my [[default environment]], meaning the computer+workspace that I prefer for noding in the absence of temporary factors like being at some other computer.
      • I have been keeping mental context elsewhere, like [[snippets]] at work and physical papers around the house and the office.
      • I now will try to regain consistency.
📅 Date [[2025-04-13]]
  • Mi [[mamá]] me contó de la vez en que mi papá le pegó, ella hizo la denuncia en la comisaría antes de escaparse a la casa de los padres y los hijos de puta de la comisería llamaron a mi papá y le avisaron para que la fuera a buscar.
    • Mi [[tío]] desapareció tres días después de que mi papá (que era de la derecha peronista) lo llevó a un embarcadero de Tigre a una reunión de montoneros.
📅 Date [[2025-04-11]]
  • Good day at work!
    • Started cycling season by biking to work, which was great :)
    • Then good progress on some fronts, and a pleasant evening at home with Lady Burup and working a bit more.
    • Thinking about the future in a pleasant way.
  • TIL about [[Mahasthamaprapta]], one of the two attendants of [[Amida Nyorai]]/[[Amitabha]] with [[Avalokiteshvara]]! Gemini told me about them, a.k.a. [[Dashizhi]] in feminine form.

2025-04-11

📅 Date [[2025-04-10]]

2025-04-10

📅 Date [[2025-04-08]]
  • I must call the [[veterinary]] (for a checkup)
  • Life goes on! I try to enjoy it.
  • It was great catching up with friends more as of late, online and offline.
  • Work is tough/intense but OK; I’ve been feeling productive and I’m looking forward to working more on some projects.
  • -> [[next action]]

2025-04-08

📅 Date [[2025-04-06]]

2025-04-06

📅 Date [[2025-04-05]]

2025-04-05

📅 Date [[2025-04-03]]

2025-04-03

  • The [[Drake equation]] is fun to think about.

    • Even if it’s contested as to whether the figures it produces have any real meaning.
  • Enjoying a work collaboration we have going on at the moment.

    • Giving me an opportunity to dip my toe back into some technical nitty gritty.
    • It has been fun.
📅 Date [[2025-04-01]]
  • [[España 2025]]
  • I attended an AI conference today in the morning, it was great! I met interesting people.
  • I worked on AI, Partitioning, Rollouts.
  • Then I did [[Flancia]]!

2025-04-01

📅 Date [[2025-03-31]]
  • [[Las Jaras]]!
    • It was a great day all in all, I had enough bandwidth to do what I needed to do and start the week well; did also some planning for the upcoming months.
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]].
  • Worked until 19 or until 21 depending on how you count, I count the latter.
  • Threw [[476]] in the [[co2]] meter; it’s 17 * 28.
  • [[Midi]]
📅 Date [[2025-03-30]]
  • I talked to my mum and it was great.
    • We are making travel plans :)
  • I played [[Minecraft]] with [[Timur]], I appreciated it!
  • Then I reviewed and cleaned up notes, iterated on projects, spent time with Burup. It felt healing.

2025-03-30

📅 Date [[2025-03-29]]

2025-03-29

📅 Date [[2025-03-27]]

2025-03-27

📅 Date [[2025-03-23]]
  • Traveling to the US today!
  • Yesterday I thought again quite a bit about:
    • [[light]]
      • led me to read [[photon]] in Wikipedia, very nice article!
    • [[momentum]]
    • [[entropy]]
    • Quiz: what do momentum and entropy have in common?
  • [[Waking up]]:
    • It turns out there’s going to be a community meetup in Zürich on [[2025-04-01]]!
    • Maybe I could check it out. For more, see the email from [[2025-03-22]].
  • I need to do somthing to bring [[todo]], [[do]], [[next action]] and such under control :)
    • To begin with I think I just need to re-pick one as the ‘root’ and start going through it and try to keep my actual priorities at the top.
    • It’s going to be painful (because of the amount of stuff I’ve amassed! and the fact that even after all this I won’t be able to have all my todos there because I have a parallel life at work…) but probably worth it, so maybe I should just get right on with it.
    • -> done! I refactored [[todo]] a bit, and went through very old todos and actually found them even done. Maybe there’s a tune to the chaos I seem to operate in after all, at least some of the time ;)
  • I think having an offline wikipedia could be nice. Or a language model that I can run locally, albeit slowly, but hey… that will come :)
  • I enjoyed reading [[The discrete charm of the Turing machine]] by [[Greg Egan]]. This was in [[Instantiation]]; previously (in February) I read [[The Best of Greg Egan]], a selection of his short stories, and enjoyed them a lot!
    • He’s definitely one of my favorite living writers.
  • Now I’m giving [[Binding Chaos]] a taste, after finding it on my [[Kobo]] and also mentioned in my long term todo mentioned above.
  • Travel day!
    • As I write this I’m on the second plane today, about to tale off from Heathrow towards Raleigh.
  • Ladu Burup’s day as I leave — I will miss her! She’s in good hands though.
📅 Date [[2025-03-22]]
  • [[nostromo]] died today!
    • after almost dying many times.
    • I thank them for their service! beautiful computer.
    • [[paramita]] was ready to take its spot.
  • [[bouncepaw]] told me about [[xremap]] today! it looks great, like it could fix several issues I had in the back of my mind with the input layer in wayland.
  • New day but I’m working on my todos on [[2025-03-21]] :)
  • I implemented [[chill]] today (late yesterday) to set the light levels at home to a nice late night/hacking level using [[home assistant]], that was somewhere on my todo list :)
  • I read about [[router7]] by [[stapelberg]].

2025-03-22

  • [[Astronomy]].

  • [[Listened]]: [[Technofeudalism: What Killed Capitalism?]]

    • I think his history and overview of how big tech firms got to where they are seems good. And like I said, very well written.
    • I take the technofeudalism stuff with a pinch of salt. Interesting, but, debatable, and probably doesn’t matter all that much whether it’s something other than capitalism or not. How do we stop it is the most important thing.
📅 Date [[2025-03-21]]
  • [[todo]]:
    • I started packing for the [[us]]:
    • Things I want to do during the upcoming trip:
      • write in the [[zine]], I’ve been writing in my head for a while and it’s time to do some actual writing?
      • fix agora bot, hopefully earlier than the trip though?
        • I finally got to this on the flight to Durham on [[2025-03-23]] — untested, but at least I made two commits that I think should move the Agora mastodon bot in the right direction.
      • do some small FR for [[bull]]? which one?
      • fix [[betulagora]]
      • finish packing for the trip
      • check in

2025-03-21

📅 Date [[2025-03-20]]
  • I met [[smurp]] today!
    • It was great!
    • I got a [[cal]] after seeing it at his smurp.com/cal and previously.
  • [[zine]] -> [[us]]

2025-03-20

📅 Date [[2025-03-19]]
📅 Date [[2025-03-18]]

2025-03-18

📅 Date [[2025-03-16]]

2025-03-16

📅 Date [[2025-03-15]]
  • I cleaned the house in the morning while I was logged onto [[Flancia meet]] (quiet instance, but that’s alright of course) and it felt good to start the weekend that way; I did kitchen and bathroom floors.
  • We had a tough conversation with [[AG]] today, but I think it was the right thing.
  • I wrote a script named [[Burup]] to disable the laptop’s keyboard and touchpad so Burup can sleep on it while I continue to use the external keyboard and mouse for browsing/coding :) [[Claude]] helped me find the best way to do this in a 2025 Linux + Wayland install, my first impulse was to reach for xinput but that doesn’t cut it nowadays :) [[libinput]] CLI is reasonable though.
    • I think I need to also disable the trackpoint (nipple/joystick that comes with Lenovo laptops) as somehow she still was able to move focus while I was typing this :) The situation is already much improved though.
📅 Date [[2025-03-14]]
  • I found the card of a barista who once made a good coffee for me somewhere in Osaka: [[Kota Ikenaga]].
📅 Date [[2025-03-13]]
📅 Date [[2025-03-12]]
  • Move the Incubator meeting to US-friendly
  • Check PM AI chatroom
  • go/detectr — hold it until US takes it, or Gavin?
    • done (later), then Hao plus maybe Abi?
  • My new wireless router arrived and it’s already a great improvement in digital quality of life at home :) I hope it continues to work without fuss!
📅 Date [[2025-03-11]]
  • Loved the [[15 minutes]] flow
  • Played [[The Reluctant Groom]], plus [[Lady Burup]]‘s song :)
  • Back here something like 22 hours later, on the other side of the night and day and half there over :)
    • Work including oncall was occasionally heavy but still good, felt productive. Worked late and advanced some threads enough, but not as late as yesterday!
📅 Date [[2025-03-10]]
  • [[Lady Burup]] needs to lose some weight, will continue noding the process in [[burup forever]] :)
    • I also want to lose 2-3kg or convert them from fat (mostly in my abdomen) to muscle, I’ll try to do this in the following 1-2 months and report back. I currently weigh 76.5kg (I’m ~190cm tall).
    • So we’ll do it together, I say! :
📅 Date [[2025-03-09]]
  • I’m back!
    • In [[computer space]] (and time!)
    • Travelling was great but I’m looking forward to catching up with projects.
  • [[Agora]]:
    • Discussed [[2025]] with [[Timur]] in [[Flancia Meet]], also discussed [[Betula]] progress which is very exciting!
    • Thought about [[Fediverse]] integration, [[auth]] and data providers.
    • Also about simpler and more opaque stuff like [[autopull for numbers]]: number [[n]] should pull e.g. [[prime/n]] because that’s a related node for all integers.
    • Hmm, what was by [[root node]] again…? :)
📅 Date [[2025-03-03]]
  • Picked up my laptop after long. This has been quite an offline vacation!
  • In [[Buzios]] this week, reading about:
  • Also reading a compilation of short stories by [[Greg Egan]] :)
  • After a day by the beach, we went on a walk with [[AG]] to a lookout point near [[Ferradura]].
📅 Date [[2025-02-09]]
  • Back noding in [[neovim]] to make sure I keep my travel setup running.
    • I could also move to running [[bull]] locally in [[guanyin]] while I travel…
  • Started the day nicely with [[AG]].
  • Then did [[Sadhana]], things around the house, and advanced on many threads :)
    • During the week I finished the two trivial bull PRs I wanted to get in.
    • Now I’m thinking of shifting to a different PR (which?) and to [[Betula]], [[Social.coop]] and [[Agora]] work.
    • Sending something to the [[M&Ms]] :)
      • I enjoyed the process a lot! I hope they enjoy the result, even a subset :)
  • Thought about:
    • [[primes]], and again [[prime gaps]], which I now associate with the number #14 because 14 is a first notable prime gap on 113 - 127, and it easily answers ‘prime?’ for an interesting range
📅 Date [[2025-02-05]]
  • I updated the [[index]] of my garden after long, I think it’s a bit improved.
  • I donated 2x early today.
  • I also opened a lot of backlogged correspondence, asked for a [[tax return extension]] (until 2025-09-30) and bought some gifts :)
📅 Date [[2025-02-01]]

2025-02-01

  • Having an absolutely tedious time trying to figure out why the WiFi keeps on dropping out on some of the devices in our house.
📅 Date [[2025-01-31]]

2025-01-31

  • [[The Word for World is Forest]]

  • Lots of interesting people post interesting things on [[LinkedIn]]. If I want to read them, I have to use that platform. Accursed network effects.

📅 Date [[2025-01-28]]
  • [[bull]] now supports tabs in editing mode :)
    • enjoying it a lot!
    • I am thinking of which other quality of life improvements could easily be added to [[CodeMirror]] if Stapelberg agrees.
    • [[vim mode]] is probably going too far? :)
  • I realized I broke links in [[Agora graphs]] when I pushed the update to remove jquery; I know why, I just need to remember to fix it tonight after work.
    • fix it then :)
📅 Date [[2025-01-27]]
  • Noding this from [[bull]] in today’s page in the Agora, meaning anagora.org/2025-01-27; I wonder if this will create a 2025-01-27.md file or somehow just a ‘bare’ 2025-01-27 file. I’ll know soon enough :)
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]] and it was great as usual. We discussed work and open source; bull and the agora.
  • I finally bought the tickets for Argentina and Brazil! It feels nice to get that out of the way.
  • Work was fine!
  • After work, there was a short Social.coop [[TWG]] meeting with [[Dan Phiffer]] and it was great.
  • [[Lady Burup]] is very beautiful and a great companion as always!
  • Spoke to [[Jack Park]] after a while, I’m glad!
📅 Date [[2025-01-26]]
  • I signed up for deepseek.com to try [[deepseek r1]] and I found it quite good to begin with. Then I signed up for its API.
📅 Date [[2025-01-25]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-24]]

2025-01-24

  • Listening to [[The Word for World is Forest]]
    • From [[libro.fm]].
    • Really enjoying it. The reader is great.
    • [[Ursula K. Le Guin]] mercurial as always.
    • Though, when I say enjoying it… it’s a bit grim. This Don Donaldson character is a nasty piece of work, pure American colonialist.
📅 Date [[2025-01-17]]
  • I went to bed a bit later than expected, at around 3am, but it was a productive night and I still managed to sleep enough so I have no regrets :)
  • The [[dishwasher]] repairperson came over, fingers crossed I’ll have a dishwasher again! Not having it (after only a few years of having it) really made me appreciate it specially.
  • Then I plan to [[work]] mostly on [[AI]] stuff today.
  • Then we might go to [[Manor]] with [[AG]] :)
📅 Date [[2025-01-16]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-14]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-13]]
  • Yesterday I ended up working on Sunday as planned and I enjoyed it.
    • I also took time to practice, and play, and that made a large difference.
  • [[flow state]]:
  • I made the move to the office around lunch, now I’m heading into a longish in-office flow session which might last five hours! Wish me luck :)
  • [[bull]]:
    • I like the addition of ctrl+s to save a page a lot
    • I’m also using ctrl+e to edit — maybe it would be ideal if it started the editing session at the end of the document instead of the beginning?
    • Alternatively I think ctrl+s maybe should save but not go back to view mode; unsure.
  • Researching how to publish [[snippets]] at work from the command line :)

2025-01-13

  • Reading [[Not the End of the World]]
    • Hmm, just plainly stated that [[Degrowth]] is wrong.
    • There was a mention of ‘effective’ optimism. Hope that’s not aligned with effective altruism.
📅 Date [[2025-01-12]]

Daily Note 2025-01-10 / Holidays + Weekly Dump from 2024-12-21 to 2025-01-12

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Here’s what I been cooking behind the scenes for today, as well as the holidays dump during the break (2024-12-21 to 2025-01-05) and this school week (2025-01-06 to 2025-01-10), as well as the weekends (2025-01-11 and 2025-01-12).

I know it’s a long break from both doing the daily notes and the long-form blog content, mainly because of school and being hit by the burnout bus.

Holidays Dump 2024

Now let’s talk about what in the living hellscape happened I did during the holidays break, which involves High Seas Sticky Holidays:

School Week 2025-01-06 to 2025-01-10

  • preparing for upcoming Work Immersion schedule on February, among other things
  • shipped Leeksbot and dotfiles + NixOS configurations, seperated by just a day
  • done a lot of voting at the Wonderdome to bring my projects for other to vote, got the sea’s blessings for a extra 20% doubloons

The Weekends 2025-01-11 and 2025-01-12

TODO to self: go write this after [[High Seas]]

  • [[doing]]:
    • Copy/pasted from somewhere:
      • [[Demo mode]]:
        • This will slowly but ~surely happen :)
        • Add a toggle
        • Add code that plays a midi
        • Add code that plays an mp3
        • Add auto-scrolling, auto opening of zippies
      • [[Add users]]
  • [[worked]] and I liked it
  • [[donated]]
  • [[musikino]] is back!
  • [[prana]] now documented lightly in the Agora :)
    • as usual you can use e.g. anagora.org/go/prana/6 to do the yoga session for ‘day 6’, whatever that means to you. I usually do one of go/flow, go/move, etc. on rotation :)
  • [[Vajradhara]] and [[Vajrasattva]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-11]]
  • I resigned from the [[Social.coop]] [[Community Working Group]] the day after starting the [[vote to suspend meta]] after much discussion and a quick draft done with/for the community. It felt like it was the right time to disengage after I received criticism yet again for ‘moving too fast’ despite looping in people earlier and doing what I thought was a fully reasonable pro-social action to advance discussion (start a proposal on Loomio). This after concerns were escalated by multiple community members, including to the CWG, about Social.coop feeling like less of a safe space due to our lack of visible response.
    • One of the criticisms I got amounted (paraphrasing for effect) to needing to have more pre-meetings and go slower. I am fine not having pre-meetings or anything of the sort and doing more and talking less in 2025 as far as I can (within reason), so it seemed like a good moment to finish my CWG engagement (after several years) and focus on the Tech Working Group and the Organizing Circle instead. The CWG is now well-staffed so I am not needed there anymore, which I am thankful for to the people who remain!
    • In general the negativity I had gotten used to getting from some members was a bit of an energy drain, and I realized I could use my time more constructively for the community in the other engagements I plan to keep.
  • [[Bull]] is looking great! I’m now serving it (for myself only for the time being) at https://edit.anagora.org .

2025-01-11

📅 Date [[2025-01-10]]
  • I’m writing this with my new mechanical keyboard, a [[keychron q3 max]].
    • I got this for the office because the previous one was a bit too noisy for the office environment; not that I was the only one using a mechanical keyboard, or that the switches were the noisiest you could get, but I felt like I was contributing to a less inclusive than necessary environment by typing loudly with my headphones at times. And I really like typing with my headphones on :)
    • The one that I got, with [[gateron brown switches]], is really quite silent! And I like the tactile feedback enough.
    • I am enjoying the typing experience so I’m glad!
    • The one thing I would add is maybe a palm rest. I don’t usually use one, but this keyboard is high enough that I feel like that could make it more ergonomic.
    • Sometimes it seems to double-register my space bar presses though, which is a bit disconcerting — I hope it’s a matter of adjusting my typing style to the switches and not a hardware issue! I’ll keep an eye on it.
  • [[ekumen]]
  • [[social.coop]]
    • lots of talk about the Meta change in policies with respect to hateful speech.
    • then more talk.
    • then [[against meta]] went through draft revisions.
    • then the [[vote to suspend meta]].
📅 Date [[2025-01-09]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-08]]
  • First time starting a journal node from [[bull]] :)
    • I will be using the opportunity to take notes about the things I would change in Bull over time, as I try to use it as a default [[Agora editor]].
  • [[bull bugs]]:
    • I can’t seem to be able to indent blocks :) Pressing tab while editing moves to "view site information" in Chromium, which is surprising.
    • Thankfully ctrl+] works, which is awesome and a life saver, but the default behavior could be improved probably?
    • I’m also missing [[vim keys]], which [[Silverbullet]] has, although ideally that could be solved at the browser level (e.g. by [[vimium]]); maybe it’s an option for the editor module [[bull]] uses?
    • Anyway, better update to head before I file bugs :)
  • [[quotes]]:
    • "I have the solution, you just have to believe in it"
  • Today I read and wrote about the [[Meta]] terms and policies changes and the [[Fediverse]].
    • It seems social.coop will have a vote on whether to suspend threads.net.
  • Work was quite alright actually!
📅 Date [[2025-01-07]]

2025-01-07

  • This year, I am celebrating having a 10 year old laptop.
    • My [[Lenovo Thinkpad T450s]].
    • The release date for the T450s was 2015.
    • Though I got it second-hand in 2019.
📅 Date [[2025-01-06]]

2025-01-06

  • Read and finished [[Four Thousand Weeks]]
    • Thick time
    • Max Weber and Calvinism
    • I liked it in general. I’m on board with the general gist of the anti productivity sentiments.
      • Sometimes it came across a bit… wilfully contrary? Not sure.
📅 Date [[2025-01-04]]
  • [[pure land buddhism]] -> [[universal gate chapter]]
  • [[chilliad]]
  • [[secrets]]
  • love [[bitwascherei]] already
  • [[gotosocial]]:
    • Brought up social.agor.ai provisionally, considering which domain to run this on — and whether to do a [[split domain deployment]].
    • Which one is better as a handle for the Agora bot and a user?
      • @agora@agor.ai?
      • @flancian@agor.ai?
      • @agora@social.agor.ai?
      • @flancian@social.agor.ai?
      • @agora@flancia.agor.ai?
      • @flancian@flancia.agor.ai?
      • @agora@anagora.org?
      • @flancian@anagora.org?
      • They mean different things, of course. All but @agora@social.agor.ai while ‘allocating’ social.agor.ai require a split domain deployment as per the current setup I’m running for Agoras. It doesn’t sound too difficult to try split domains using traefik, I could give it a try. But in that case, should I run these in @agor.ai (shorter/cooler?) or in @flancia.agor.ai (most correct as I’m planning on having this instance handle the usernames in flancia.agor.ai or anagora.org?
    • Update (after discussing with people): I think I’m going with the simplest thing that might work, meaning social.agor.ai is one instance that different people and agoras can use for social services, and handles are foo@social.agor.ai.
📅 Date [[2025-01-02]]

2025-01-02

  • Planning to update spacemacs to latest.
    • As noted recently, usually something breaks in this process.
    • So I’ll look at ways to do this with minimal disruption.
    • I think trying to do it using multiple config directories seems a good approach.
      • That’ll be useful for if I ever want to run spacemacs and Doom side-by-side, too, for example, or my own vanilla Emacs.
    • One issue to resolve first - you need Emacs 29 for the –init-directory flag. I’m still on 28.1.
      • OK, I’ll try and tackle that first.
  • [[Updating to Emacs 29 on Linux Mint]]
📅 Date [[2025-01-01]]
  • [[New Years Eve]] was great, [[2025]] started great!
  • [[Yi Jian Mei]] is stuck in my head (in the sense that it comes up spontaneously every day or so) and I don’t mind
📅 Date [[2024-12-28]]
  • [[j0lms]]: [[plurality]]
  • [[flancia meet]]
    • was quiet but it still felt good to be ‘back’ :)
  • had coffee with my neighbours, it was great!
  • cleaned the house a bit
  • talked to my mum, I enjoyed it and it was great seeing her
  • started a new notebook (ha), this one is a square with a pixel grid — a gift from the [[nintendo museum]] by [[mpd]]
  • share photos
  • run collect over notebooks and papers, this usually makes me feel better (I have a lot of context all around, putting it back in one place/pile usually helps manage it/consolidate)
  • [[december 2024 adventure]]
  • [[agora writing]]
  • had interesting conversations in the [[fediverse]] about:
    • [[ai]]
    • [[sustainability]]
    • leading to [[ilich]], who I still haven’t read — will try to set up his book in my [[kobo]] to read it tonight/soon
  • I read about [[recursively enumerable]] sets and languages — I remembered these were some of my favorite back when I studied computer science when I was 27 or 28. This led me to read again about complexity classes, hierarchies and then [[diophantine]] sets :)
  • Also had a great time playing with [[Lady Burup]], and we even watched [[3blue1brown]] together! Pictures likely in the Fediverse :)

2024-12-28

  • Reading [[Four Thousand Weeks]]
    • The efficiency trap - the more efficient you get, the more things you will fit into to do list, ultimately not gaining any time.
    • Productivity techniques are a way of facilitating avoidance of making hard choices.
      • By claiming you can get more efficient and fit more in, you can avoid having to decide what not to do.
    • Pay yourself first.
    • Keep three things in progress.
📅 Date [[2024-12-27]]
📅 Date [[2024-12-26]]
📅 Date [[2024-12-24]]
📅 Date [[2024-12-23]]
  • Back home!
    • After 15 days spent in the US west coast (working) and then Japan (traveling with friends).
    • I slept home in Oerlikon alone as I crashed not so long after arriving due to jet lag; [[AG]] will come with [[Lady Burup]] later today.
    • I woke up at 6am after only 7 hours of sleep due to jetlag despite only getting five hours yesterday and I decided to just get up and start doing things; I’ll try to take a nap later today as needed.
  • Non-prioritized list of things I want to take a look at now that come to mind and I wanted to jot down:
    • [[Cline]] — I heard it’s a good AI plugin for [[vscode]] that is not too opinionated/walled-gardeny (is that a word? maybe it should be)
    • [[Posty]] — something cooked by [[Oliphant]] over at the Fediverse which sounds a lot like something I wanted to build/I wanted to see someone build)
    • This [[talk by Dan Dennett]] who passed away this year.
    • [[social.coop]] activity — some threads on Mastodon, some on Matrix, some on Loomio surely
  • All in all this is supposed to be a free "jetlag recovery day" so I’ll just try to enjoy it and also spend time offline.
  • I read [[Alan Watts]]‘s Wikipedia page (again? unsure) and I wondered again about his alcoholism and relatively early death at 58.
  • I finished [[The Moon is a Harsh Mistress]] today, after starting it and reading most of it yesterday during the flights. I liked it quite a bit! In particular the relationship between the protagonist/narrator and Mike/[[Mycroft]], the AI; and how it went straight into the topic of collaborating with AI towards the revolution.
📅 Date [[2024-12-21]]
  • Writing this on the flight from [[Tokyo]] to [[Copenhagen]] while on my way back to [[Zürich]].
    • I was (lightly) disappointed to see this flight did not head northwest as I expected, but rather northeast, despite what the map ‘navigation’ promised. This told me two things though:
      • "Western" planes are avoiding the whole of Russian airspace, likely because of the war. In retrospect I should have known this!
      • The navigation map available to the public in planes does not reflect in any way the course set by pilots. Instead it seems to just show the [[great circle]] to the destination from the current position. This held true through the trip. Indeed, the ‘projected path’ was roughly orthogonal to the true path at least until we reached the Bearing Strait (which is when I’m writing this).
    • I was planning on catching up on coding and writing (beyond this short entry), but I forgot to charge my laptop and there are no chargers in economy, so there goes that plan :) Well, I have plenty of reading to do so it’ll be fine.
📅 Date [[2024-12-15]]
  • I’m writing this on the [[Shinkansen]] from [[Hiroshima]] to [[Osaka]].
    • The [[Hiroshima Museum]], by which I mean the [[Hiroshima Peace Memorial Museum]], was very interesting and very shocking — even though I thought I knew what to expect, the effect on me was strong. I could notice it also on other people who were there.
    • In Osaka I intend to:
      • Try interesting food (of course) :)
        • [[Kushikatsu]]? Hopefully there’s a meat-free version.
      • Visit new neighborhoods, like [[Shinsekai]] and [[Den Den Town]].
📅 Date [[2024-12-13]]
📅 Date [[2024-12-08]]
  • I’m flying to [[San Francisco]] to work from [[Sunnyvale]] for a few days. As I write this I’m on a SAS A330 sitting in 51A with the seat next to me empty, the plane being about 70% full.
  • I started listening to [[Right Concentration]] by [[Leigh Brasington]] (sp?) on the way to Copenhagen where I made my short connection.
  • Now I’ve finally started properly reading the [[Fediversalist Papers]] (I’ve been waiting for such an occasion) and found the report immediately engrossing.
    • …and finished :) I tried taking good enough notes to then share with the Social.coop working groups and organizing Circle.
  • I’m still two hours away from San Francisco. Not much more battery left in my laptop, so maybe I’ll just keep reading something else.
  • I finished reading [[Thich Nhat Hanh]]‘s commentary on the [[Heart Sutra]]. I enjoyed it a lot :) Thank you Thich as usual.

2024-12-08

  • [[Read]]: [[Wasteland]]
    • In the epilogue, a bit of reflection on how we actually reduce waste.
    • Looks at [[ethical consumption]], [[zero waste]] and the [[circular economy]] with a critical eye. Them having been coopted by corporations.
    • Ultimately, his conclusion seems to be: [[degrowth]]. Consume less, produce less.
      • That doesn’t really address the problems of industrial waste though.
📅 Date [[2024-12-07]]

2024-12-07

  • Blurters gonna blurt.

    • [[microblurting]].
    • Going to try popping them in daily files in a subfolder.
  • Read: [[Wasteland]].

    • [[Nuclear waste]]. [[Sellafield]].
    • The book is great, well written and researched.
    • But I’m finding the subject matter ultimately quite depressing.
    • Particularly as it’s getting into [[industrial waste]]. It’s huge in scale.
    • [[Nuclear power]] and the corresponding waste is such a prime example of human hubris and folly.
    • This shit is going to be around for tens of thousands of years, yet we don’t seem to have a clue what we’re doing with it.
📅 Date [[2024-12-06]]

2024-12-06

📅 Date [[2024-12-05]]

2024-12-05

📅 Date [[2024-12-03]]

2024-12-03

📅 Date [[2024-12-02]]

2024-12-02

  • Read Where to draw the line? - by Gordon Brander

  • Note that [[Substack]] has it’s short form posts now.

    • A decent move, a combining of elements of the garden and the stream in one service.
    • Essentially another walled garden version of what [[IndieWeb]] does.
  • I love using [[spacemacs]] and [[Emacs]].

    • However, one big negative - I’m always scared to update spacemacs to latest, as well as packages from Melpa.
    • Pretty much at least one important thing breaks every time that I do, and as I need this for my work, I can’t often spare that time.
    • So I tend to put it off and lag behind.
    • I imagine there’s things I can do that would mitigate the risk and friction - I should look into those.
      • One simple idea is just to have two version running side-by-side. I might be able to do that actually, I think there’s a flag you can pass Emacs to say where to look for your conf folder.
📅 Date [[2024-12-01]]

2024-12-01

  • Continuing from yesterday, yeah it seems like the touch input doesn’t work great on the native Android Emacs build, either.
    • So, Termux’s text input view is probably the best option for now.
    • orgzly is brilliant for task management, but you don’t get the whole range of Emacs’ powers.
📅 Date [[2024-11-30]]
  • I’m writing this on the train to [[Bern]], after which I will make a few connections and make my way to [[Puidoux]] where I’ll join a [[party in the forest]].
    • It’s going to be quite cold tonight and the party goes on until Sunday afternoon, so I’m happy I got some [[Merino]] underpants and a long sleeved shirt yesterday :)
    • I caught up with [[Eerie Shell]] and [[Kris]] over messaging.
  • I say [[We Will Defeat Moloch]].

2024-11-30

  • [[Wasteland]]

  • Writing prose in [[Emacs]] with [[Termux]] is a little weird.

    • It’s because you have to workaround the fact that terminal emulators don’t generally work well with touch keyboards.
    • Termux solves this cleverly with a text input view you can access by swiping left on the extra keys row.
    • It’s neat, but not optimal for longer-form writing.
    • Options:
      • Use orgzly for longer text input.
      • Try Emacs native Android build again.
      • Stick with it, it’s not that bad.
  • Going all in on [[libre software]] and [[open hardware]] is a key part of [[digital ecosocialism]].

    • That said, use of proprietary alternatives may be necessary during transition.
  • Provisioning the [[knowledge commons]] with info on what software is good, how to use it, how to switch to it, etc, also very important.

  • [[Wasteland]]

  • [[Waste]] and what you do with it is an important part of any [[system]].

    • This is part of why I’m finding [[Wasteland]] so interesting.
      • Here the system is society.
    • You can try and reuse it circulate it back into your system. Or you sink it somewhere in the environment.
      • It seems though, nothing is ever truly a sink - it always comes back one way or another…
    • Or you try and reduce how much of it there is in the first place.
📅 Date [[2024-11-29]]

2024-11-29

📅 Date [[2024-11-28]]
  • [[2024-11-27]] took place as well (linking it so I can then go node it :)
  • Interesting conversation in [[Agora discuss]]!
    • [[Zicklag]] wrote about [[weird.one]], sounds very cool, it would be great to catch up synchronously with them and [[Erlend]].

2024-11-28

  • Watched [[Agentic Product Development]]
    • Not sure I understand how the talk relates to the title.
    • But I like the concepts discussed a lot.
      • To me it felt like a description of [[IndieWeb]] without really mentioning IndieWeb.
        • Except in the talk subtitle? And one side mention of IndieAuth.
📅 Date [[2024-11-27]]
  • I woke up with a headache for some reason, and it came back during the day, but otherwise I was fine.
  • I worked and then attended the [[end of year dinner]] with my coworkers.
    • There was also a [[bowling]] afternoon event which I skipped as I felt I was too behind work and I wanted to use the opportunity to catch up.
    • Even as I decided to skip it I knew that, with the passage time, I would remember the bowling event but not the afternoon working. But I decided to do it anyway as I also knew my mental state would be affected by not making progress on some tasks, and I think in the end it was a reasonable choice.
    • I enjoyed dinner. I actually like my coworkers, I’m lucky in that (and many ways!).
  • Then I returned home and I played with [[Lady Burup]] and played the piano.

2024-11-27

  • [[Wasteland]]

    • Now discussing [[reuse]]. Waste prevention.
  • Learned of [[Weird]] and [[Leaf]] from Zicklag on Agora Discuss.

    • Very interesting!
    • Weird: "prosocial network based on the cornerstone of the internet:Personal websites."
      • This is music to my ears.
  • [[Watched]] [[Why Ethical Consumerism Is a Trap]]

    • It’s a trap!
    • [[B Corps]] started off decent enough, but some problematic admissions recently (Nespresso?)
📅 Date [[2024-11-25]]

2024-11-25

📅 Date [[2024-11-24]]
  • Still recovering from disease (flu? covid? unsure) with [[AG]] — but feeling better thankfully, both of us.
  • Ended up testing [[backup restores]] for [[social.coop]] finally and it felt great! It was in the todo list for long.
  • Not so much progress on [[work-work]] this weekend — which I know might sound a bit weird, why is it that I sometimes plan to work on the weekends? The truth is that some of the things I need to do I find it hard to do during the week for a variety of reasons, like meeting load. So I sometimes use the weekend to catch up. But when I don’t I have to at some point ‘let go of it’, else it weights on me implicitly.
  • Spoke to my mum over [[Meet]] and it was great!
📅 Date [[2024-11-23]]
  • [[23]] is [[Lady Burup]]‘s day :)
    • A chill day at home, with snow outside. I’m taking care of [[AG]] a bit as she’s sick.
  • Todo for the day:
    • rest :)
    • fix mastodon embeds in the Agora? they are still broken after most instances updated to 4.3
      • I didn’t quite fix this yet but I found two bugs doing this and made progress :)
      • First, social.coop embed.js had not been updated in years. We need a step to update static content when updating the instance! I mentioned it in the room.
      • Second, I filed https://github.com/mastodon/mastodon/issues/33049 against Mastodon. I don’t get how their "new style" embeds are supposed to work, embed.js seems a bit weird. Let’s see what they say.
    • work: on that work document at least for one pomodoro
    • work: book meetings for the upcoming week (see paper notebook)
    • social.coop: CWG oncall
      • Some spam reports.
      • No new registrations since yesterday.
    • social.coop: TWG next steps towards alpha.social.coop
      • Hmm, what does this mean?
      • I guess I should fill that form to get a VPS from iocoop now that we have joined! That sounds simple enough/fun.
    • write
    • read

2024-11-23

  • [[Wasteland]].

    • When Blue Planet had its episode on plastic waste in the oceans, the anti-plastic public reaction gave the price of recycled plastic a huge boost.
      • Interesting to think how television programmes can still have such a system changing effect.
      • See also the documentary about the [[British Post Office scandal]].
    • Apparently a plastic bag was found at the bottom of the Mariana Trench.
  • I hope to find the time to start participating in the [[IndieWeb Carnival]].

    • I like it as a concept for nudging people to write in their blogs.
📅 Date [[2024-11-22]]
  • back to the office finally, after a few days sick working from home! it was nice going back.

2024-11-22

  • Downloaded [[Wasteland]] from [[libro.fm]].

    • But… now I can’t find my headphones.
  • Found them!

  • The opening to [[Wasteland]], where he outlines the scale of waste we produce worldwide, puts me in mind of the bit in [[Doughnut Economics]] where she discusses broadening our conception of the economy to be embedded within the biosphere.

    • How the economy has sources and sinks to the wider environment.
    • Wasteland tells just how much of a sink we treat the planet as, as we dump our waste into it.
📅 Date [[2024-11-21]]

2024-11-21

  • Finished rereading (listening) [[Doughnut Economics]].
    • Still relevant and useful.
    • I should write up some takeaways. (Maybe use that rubric from the OU module?)
📅 Date [[2024-11-20]]
  • I’m [[sick]]. Nothing serious, feels like the flu. [[AG]] got it over the weekend.
    • Working from home and catching some [[Meet University]] talks, although today only until 16. There’s an all hands later I may put in the background; I told my manager I was low energy and would focus on resting half a day.
  • I cut my hair, which usually makes me feel fresher, and it did. I also shaved everything except my mustache, for [[Movember]] (is it still a thing? I think so)
📅 Date [[2024-11-19]]
  • [[work]]
    • I woke up sick but I worked from home anyway.
    • [[Meet University]] was good!
  • then I rested after work, ate something, spent time with [[Burup]] and caught up with friends
  • then I thought about:
  • [[cwebber]] joined [[social.coop]] earlier this week!

2024-11-19

📅 Date [[2024-11-18]]

2024-11-18

  • [[wp cli]] is handy.

  • In a [[causal loop diagram]], where do you put actions, things that happen? I guess it’s a flow. But, what causes the flow?

📅 Date [[2024-11-17]]

2024-11-17

  • Reread Robin Sloan’s article on [[Stock and flow]].
    • As an analogy for garden and stream.
    • Not sure if it’s an analogy to [[stocks and flows]] specifically in systems thinking, or there’s a more generic economic concept.
    • Anyway - he makes a good point that it’s not good to be all stock, no flow.
    • He means it in the sense of, you should post to the stream a little bit, so people know what you’re up to.
    • I should consider that - I generally don’t post to social media streams, just to my journal here.
    • Which I like as it remains distraction free.
    • But it does reduce social interaction significantly.
📅 Date [[2024-11-16]]

2024-11-16

📅 Date [[2024-11-15]]
  • I [[worked]]; it was fine actually, I had a late review meeting (I don’t usually have meetings on Fridays) but it was interesting/felt worth it.
  • I met [[L]]! We spent some of the afternoon together. It was very nice to see her.
  • I then worked on [[social.coop]], scaling up (with [[Dan]]). Then I read/wrote/coded a bit.
📅 Date [[2024-11-14]]

2024-11-14

  • On Tuesday I went to a workshop on learning the basics of electrical repairs.

    • Was good to meet some other volunteers from the area.
      • The round of intros took up a lot of the session though…
    • Had a bit of an overview on useful tools and basic electronic components, wired a plug, and then started repairing broken items we had brought with us.
    • It’s a two parter. Next time we’ll look at using a [[multimeter]], [[PAT testing]], and the [[right to repair]].
  • [[Doughnut Economics]] has a good overview of what a [[system]] is and why [[systems thinking]] of useful.

📅 Date [[2024-11-11]]
  • I found a ‘task list’ (I have 7-8 at any given time, usually anything from a3 to a4, envelopes and forms and such that I reuse to write things to do later) which I sort of completed so I archived it. It had the number [[131]] on it, without further context, although it was close to a task related to Wikipedia in the Agora that I have advanced.
    • It is prime in case you’re wondering :) [[prime/131]].
    • Which reminds me about the notion of having prime/ be autopulled when n is a number. Hmm.
  • [[Algún día]]
  • Noding from [[paramita]] and from [[nostromo]] while I work on the Agora tonight.
    • I’m already showered and can go until the time I go to bed, probably early as I woke up at 6am due to double pages :)
    • I’ll enjoy the ride for however long it lasts!
    • I thought of [[2024-11-19]].
    • I thought of the future.
📅 Date [[2024-11-10]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • fix mastodon 4.3 embeds?
    • and what comes next?
  • [[writing]]:
    • I say I want to do more writing in long form/intelligibly to the average prose reader, but don’t often make time for it. Some time ago I said Sundays were going to be for this kind of writing more often, and I could try to uphold this today. Let’s see.
    • [[letters]]: some [[closed]], some [[open]]
  • To test [[collimation]]:
    • As it’s cloudy, maybe I’ll observe the distant LEDs in a construction crane ~500m away tonight.
📅 Date [[2024-11-09]]

2024-11-09

  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • The developer of the concept of [[GDP]], Simon Kuznets, didn’t think it was a good measure of national welfare.
  • Microblurting with a mindmap.

    • [[my blurts]]
    • After trying a few different mindmap apps on Android, going with miMind for now.
    • Alas, hand-writing PlantUML mind map markup doesn’t cut it for current purposes.
  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • The [[Holocene]] is an incredibly hospitable Earth and the favourable conditions would last for an unusually long time, were we humans not pushing the planet out of this period of stability.
    • We need to change the indicator for success from ever upwards and forwards growth to dynamically thriving in balance.
📅 Date [[2024-11-08]]

2024-11-08

  • Back in [[Silverbullet]] after a few days only making it to [[codium]] — which in some ways was good, as it means I managed to carve out some time for some playful coding through the week.
    • [[Stapelberg]] is now using [[Silverbullet]] as well and seems to like it as well although he did comment on the system requirements; I agree it can be intense in larger gardens. But still it is capable enough and a solid enough writing environment that it’s the best tool I know of in knowledge space currently.
  • Work was good, tough at times but I believe overall productive.
    • I’ve been feeling and looking a bit tired lately so I started taking iron again, and might take vitamin D supplements (as I’ve been doing seasonally with good effect).
  • Tomorrow I’ll see [[AG]] :)
  • This evening after work I started working on the Agora and writing. [[Lady Burup]] is sitting to my back on her green cushion.
  • Someone reached out over [[Telegram]].
  • I thought about [[Ekumen]].
  • I did [[Agora development]].
    • I iterated on more interface issues that had long nagged me/I had long wanted to work on.
    • Shipped iterations in the [[themes]].
    • Changed button location to have it make more sense given what it actually does.

2024-11-08

  • [[digital ecosocialism]]

  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • I like the seven ways to think like a 21st century economist:
      • Change the Goal
      • See the Big Picture
      • Nurture Human Nature
      • Get Savvy with Systems
      • Design to Distribute
      • Create to Regenerate
      • Be Agnostic about Growth
📅 Date [[2024-11-07]]

2024-11-07

  • Not sure how to process the US election 2024 results.
    • It feels pretty devastating. The short term and long term repercussions seem catastrophic.
    • Right now, avoiding all the news and analysis - too much to get lost in and I don’t have the headspace for it at the moment.
    • Finding ways to offer practical solidarity to threatened and affected groups in the US seems like the most productive action in the short term.
📅 Date [[2024-11-06]]
  • I shipped a fix to wiki.social.coop (the result of coworking with Dan through the week, it was great!)
  • I shipped some layout/theme improvements to anagora.org, it felt great as well. I like UI stuff actually it seems, in the right dosage.
  • I worked and I was a bit tired at times but it was good and interesting.
  • The [[US Election]] news hit hard, myself and many friends.
  • I spent time with [[Lady Burup]] in the evening :)
📅 Date [[2024-11-05]]

2024-11-05

📅 Date [[2024-11-04]]
  • Back to work :)
    • I had the day off but I decided to work anyway; the meeting load seemed manageable and I was able to carve out a good-sized flow block, so it seemed like a good idea to get the week started today.
    • Ended up working half a day, which seemed like a good compromise; I ticked a few things off my todo list to start the week in good shape, freeing the rest for some critical tasks hopefully.
  • Thought about social.coop after work
    • [[TWG]]:
      • meeting?
    • [[CWG]]:
      • Also the question of [[matrix]] for coordinating work, which is met with resistance by some working group members only. For me interop is the clear solution, let’s see.

2024-11-04

📅 Date [[2024-11-03]]
  • I’m going to try to go back to keeping more of my todo list here digitally.
  • Today was good; melancholy at times, but it ended up on high notes.
  • Tomorrow I have the day off, but I might work anyway.

2024-11-03

  • [[Some small experiments in ‘microblurting’]]

  • Finished [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]] (audiobook)

    • Fun and informative and very wide ranging on various science topics.
    • My immediate takeaway: the Universe is sublime, Earth is amazing, life is improbable and astonishing; human intelligence is incredible, yet we are astoundingly terrible stewards of life and the planet.
      • And we need to resolve that last issue immediately.
    • Listened via [[libro.fm]].
📅 Date [[2024-11-01]]
  • [[work]] from home as a technician was coming to fix the sinks, it’s great after the fact like a lot of maintenance tasks! I hope to be able to do it myself if it’s needed again, let’s see.
  • [[Ekumen]]
  • [[Feedback on the Agora]] by [[Eduardo]]:
    • No hay jerarquías y no hay orden
    • No hay jerarquías:
      • Nodo está en la misma jerarquía que wikipedia/wiktionary/results
      • (Sobre las divisiones entre ágora y no ágora)
      • Primero podría ir el ágora y después de adentro hacia afuera
    • Datos y metadatos están mezclados
    • Líneas y "1 + 1 = 3"
      • Espacio negativo
      • Alternancia entre colores y grises
    • Dos grupos:
      • info acá
      • e info en otros lados
    • Transclusión, etc.
    • Quizás un tabbed interface? Mostrar que e.g. wiktionary tiene contenido relevante pero no mostrarlo como elemento de primer nivel.

2024-11-01

  • What is the relationship between ecology and earth systems science?

  • I would like to learn more about [[systems ecology]].

📅 Date [[2024-10-31]]
  • [[Las Jaras]] is here!
    • How sweet it is
  • I’m trying to update the firmware of my [[8bitdo retro keyboard]] and it’s harder than expected due to the fact that [[8bitdo]] only supports Mac and Windows, but I’m making some progress.

2024-10-31

📅 Date [[2024-10-30]]

2024-10-30

  • I’m [[microblurting]].

  • Blurt

    • [[Data science]] is a combination of data analytics, statistics, and machine learning.
    • [[Data analytics]] looks at past data and explores patterns and issues. It is descriptive.
    • Statistics can be descriptive but also predictive?
    • [[Machine learning]] is primarily predictive?
  • Blurt

    • Data science is multidisciplinary, encompassing data analytics, statistics and machine learning, among other areas.
  • I’m thinking that blurting is probably better semi private.

    • It might not be of great interest for others to read half formed, quite possibly incorrect statements about various things.
    • Social streams are more interesting when they have some personal, subjective opinion based element I feel, rather than attempted recall of facts.
    • Though, it would be nice to receive feedback on some things. So perhaps semi private is good.
  • [[HeliBoard]] is going well.

    • Some nice features. Very customisable.
    • Being able to adjust the width of the one handed keyboard is very useful.
    • swipe typing works pretty well, though I have a sense not quite so good as gboard?
📅 Date [[2024-10-29]]
  • [[work]] was intense meetings, summit, then working late - but good I think.
  • [[go/flow/29]] is about [[trust]].

2024-10-29

  • [[Human physiology]] - the processes and functions of living organisms. Rather than, say, the structure of the body or evolutionary history.

  • [[Passive repetition]] can result in an [[illusion of knowing]].

    • Better to do [[active repetition]] when you can.
    • Writing in a digital garden or on social media is a form of active repetition.
  • Actually, you could also do passive repetition in a digital garden.

    • Just copying and pasting text from elsewhere would be largely passive repetition. Similar to just underlining or highlighting.
    • I think the journal aspect of a digital garden is good for active repetition.
    • A space to summarise ideas in your own words, and for "blurting".
    • So really, that’s more the stream than the garden?
    • I suppose you can do active recall in both. But I’d say the stream is your working area for it, and the garden where you store what sticks long term.
  • One of the key uses of a stream and garden for me is active recall and repetition. So worth thinking about it a bit more.

  • Trying [[HeliBoard]].

    • Mainly to avoid the annoying display of ‘Passwords’ that Gboard does when in [[Termux]].
    • Hey, turns out HeliBoard does it too. Must be a Termux issue.
    • Still, I like that this is fully open source and available via [[F-Droid]].
  • [[Learning blurt]]

  • Traditional social media / microblogging can also be great for active recall.

    • Particularly as dialogue and group discussion is an excellent prompt for active recall.
    • However for me they also have a huge problem - distraction.
    • I can’t go on the Fediverse without it ending up as a bit of a mindless scroll fest. (Which, admittedly of often a useful tool for information discovery…)
  • [[Learning blurt]]

    • [[Bacteria]]
      • Humans are teeming with them.
      • Trillions in the gut alone.
      • We couldn’t exist without them. They could happily exist without us.
      • [[Microbiology]]
  • I listened to a good ACFM episode on the gut microbiome recently: [[ACFM Trip 41: Trust Your Gut]]

  • I think I’ll explore "[[microblurting]]" as a thing.

    • Is microblurting a useful way to do active recall? Should one blurt in public spaces? We’ll find out.
📅 Date [[2024-10-28]]

2024-10-28

  • I biked to work and I’m happy I did, it wasn’t too cold and the exercise felt great both ways.
    • Now I’m cozy at home typing on my mechanical keyboard with Lady Burup (she occasionally also types, but also I just mean we’re spending time together :)).
    • I was also melancholy for personal reasons but it felt constructive, like processing.

2024-10-28

  • [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]]
    • So far: astrophysics, geology, chemistry, particle physics, quantum physics and a little bit of paleontology.
    • All fascinating but I think nowadays I’m most interested in the things closer to home - so, the geology, and hoping there will be some biology and maybe even ecology (though from memory I don’t think there is much of this last one).
    • There’s no social science - so no human history, anthropology, economics, etc. Have to go elsewhere for that. I might listen to [[The Dawn of Everything]] next.
📅 Date [[2024-10-27]]

2024-10-27

  • The first book I’ve got on [[libro.fm]] is [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]] by Bill Bryson.
    • I’ve really been enjoying learning about broad, general subject matters outside of my usual areas on [[Kinnu]].
    • This appealed in that same vein. Simple overview of lots of topics.
    • I’ve read it a few times many years ago and remember thoroughly enjoying it.
📅 Date [[2024-10-26]]
  • [[]]
  • Well, I’m here finally :)
    • I received my second keyboard and I installed it on the desk with [[Paramita]].
    • Typing on it feels amazing, and the workstation is now set up in a way that I think will entice me to write more often and for longer periods before context switching.
    • I find that, when I’m typing on a laptop keypad, the constant availability of the trackpad makes me context switch more often, as I react impulsively to notifications for example. When I am in this typing position, switching to a different context requires me to:
      • Reach out for the mouse, which is 30cm away.
      • Use a combination like Meta + hjkl to move to a different window using my [[window manager]]‘s shortcut, which usually means I’d be focusing to a different window that I had decided I wanted to work on (as it’s on my workspace)
      • Learn the shortcut for ‘react to last notification’, which I don’t know and I don’t intend to learn today :)
    • Now only remains the task of remembering what I want to do, which means updating my priority list and gathering an intent to follow it.

So today I want to work/play on:

I also met a new friend, [[Elena]], picked up the keyboard package and mailed out some forms, and thought about some personal matters/emotionally processed.

-> [[do]]

  • I enjoyed going through it a lot actually, several things got marked done! Wow.
  • It makes sense because I do follow a kind of system within my chaos, but it’s cool to see it corroborated.
  • Some things I actually did; some things are no longer relevant, e.g. Twitter bot stuff (as Musk killed that, for now at least).
  • Which led me to [[maybe Musk will wake up]]

Hi there! this is one of the first few livestreams I’ve done. I keep iterrating on the format. As it is now, I am recording my typing but I don’t know to which extent you can hear the music or anything I say. I need to check up the setup later, so excuse any disruption please :)

I will now [[flow]] with my friends [[bobby lyte]] and [[adriene]] :D

For more of this, check out https://anagora.org/yoga-with-x .

  • Actual yoga is coming soon. I’ve been enjoying typing on my mechanical keyboard and playing with Lady Burup. I fixed or worked around some hardware/setup issues along the way :)
  • Also did some light gardening in preparation for the winter.
  • [[Recursivity]].
  • No matter what, I keep coming back to [[neovim]] for editing my garden. It’s just too handy and fast. Silverbullet competes with other tabs in my browser windows, whereas [[wikivim]] is always somewhere in tmux.
  • I think that’s fine, they have different strengths?
    • Although I did want to experiment with [[silverbullet attachments]] as a simple way to make the [[Agora]] more multi-media (it’s the spirit of the 90s? :))

2024-10-26

  • Starting using [[libro.fm]]. For [[audiobooks]].
    • Seems great. Let’s you pick a bookshop (local or online) for some of the money to go to.
    • But, also very annoyed to discover that some audiobooks are ‘Audible Exclusives’. Meaning you can only get them on Audible.
    • What a scam. Imagine only being able to buy some books in certain bookshops.
    • libro has some resources on how to do something about it: https://blog.libro.fm/why-isnt-audiobook-available-libro-fm-what-to-do/
📅 Date [[2024-10-25]]

2024-10-25

  • Back in the Agora!
    • I shipped some small usability improvements this week. I intend to do some more of these during the weekend.
    • I re-discovered [[]] and it’s amazing, both broken and great.
    • [[Silverbullet]] cannot open it though, so the screenshot is in [[ellipsis]]
📅 Date [[2024-10-24]]

2024-10-24

📅 Date [[2024-10-21]]
  • I had a good day at work really.
    • I enjoyed typing on my new keyboard! I am looking forward actually, which is a nice motivation to go to work tomorrow again, and that in turn is nice to have as I have to go there anyway ;)
    • I may end up getting another one for writing at home though. I "knew" that I like typing on mechanical keyboards, but it took typing again in one to properly remember it :)
    • I worked until late back home even after the [[social.coop]] meeting, but that’s OK as well, I like starting the week strong.
  • Then I thought about the [[Revolution]].
📅 Date [[2024-10-20]]
  • [[AG]]
  • called my mum for [[mother’s day]] in Argentina
  • [[flancia meet]]:
  • I’m liking my new [[8bitdo]] keyboard a lot, and now that I’ve made the programmable buttons work even more :)
    • I set one big button to lock the screen and the other to write ‘yes’ and press enter; I figured programming one to take a full action that might be dangerous in some contexts was fun and reasonable enough for what IS a big red button after all, so if you press it in front of a prompt or a chat window you should be sufficiently aware of the risk :)
    • Typing here I remember how much I like typing, in a way. Another thing I like is that it forces me away from the laptop, where the touchpad is always available. Here I have to reach for the mouse, as in the olden days, and this is a small context switch that I might be able to catch myself doing when I intended to focus on the task at hand (writing).
    • I think this might enable me to write more and in longer form, which is something I’ve been meaning to do for a while. The last long form text I wrote publicly was the [[Agora Chapter]] of the book about [[Personal Knowledge Graphs]], which was published in [[2023]].

I guess at some point once you’ve written enough you can drop the bullet points and go back to full prose, whatever difference this makes. To some extent paragraphs are a two level list hierarchy, in the sense that every sentence that follows a previous instead of beginning a new paragraph can be though to be a children to one that preceded it.

  • I ran into [[Wittgenstein]] again and I thought again of reading him seriously/more fully, I have only read fragments of him so far and of course commentary to his work.
  • I guess bullet points can serve as asides in longer form prose, like parentheses or dashes, but perhaps more readable for the case of writers which tend to produce many asides and meta :)

So, anyway, writing makes me feel good; it feels cathartic you could say, and also just necessary at times. Noticing that something feels good also helps oneself do that thing again, remove resistances to doing it.

Why is it that I want to write so much? It is because [[writing is an aid to memory]], and [[writing is a tool for thinking]], and for communicating of course.

  • The laundry timer just went off.
  • And now I’m back, after putting laundry to dry (tumble) and another load :)

What do I want to remember so much, you might ask yourself. Well, to answer that thoroughly and clearly is that I like to build [[Agoras]].

2024-10-20

  • I’ve logged in to [[Fediverse]] again the last couple of days. To make a new connection and do some Restart related posting. But: already found myself scrolling aimlessly through things which though very interesting are of minimal relevance to my actual life. Might just be a phase, but, sadly I can’t spare that idle time right now.

  • I’ve been cultivating a setup for logging the [[repair data]] from [[Ulverston Repair Cafe]] that, once I’ve taken a copy of the paper forms on my phone, I can then log it all digitally and get it into Restarters.net, all from my phone.

📅 Date [[2024-10-19]]
  • Back!
    • Work week was alright.
    • Did some personal emotional processing during the week as well.
    • Now feeling good going into the weekend :)
  • Had good meetings, also one great today with [[edumerco]].
  • I reconnected with some old [[friends]] digitally and in analog space :)

2024-10-19

  • Let’s dust this off…

  • [[International Repair Day]] 2024 today.

    • Did a spell at [[Ulverston Repair Cafe]] popup cafe in [[Barrow]].
    • Fixed a printer (well, more just showed that it was working OK and put a fresh ink cartridge in).
  • For [[Restart]] for Repair Day I worked on the global map of events, the Open Repair Alliance report, and the Open Repair Alliance dataset. Proud of all of those.

📅 Date [[2024-10-17]]
  • Today is [[Maitreya]]! The 17th :)
  • Work was fine actually. I biked there and back, I’m enjoying the exercise before it gets too cold.
    • Was productive in the evening from home after reuniting with [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • Then I ate and did [[Flancia]].
📅 Date [[2024-10-12]]
📅 Date [[2024-10-11]]
📅 Date [[2024-10-08]]

2024-10-08

  • At [[work]], meaning in the office, after a few days out/WFH due to disease. It’s nice to see my coworkers/have in person conversations.
    • I had a productive day at home yesterday which hopefully will translate to a productive week in-office. Let’s see :)
  • No meetings after work tonight! Which is nice.
📅 Date [[2024-10-06]]
  • Continuing from [[2024-10-04]] :)
  • #push [[todo]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a ‘default Agora’ that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
            • Objections -> [[objectio]]
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
              • Lex Fridman et al?
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share?
  • [[AG]] stayed over and it was great.
  • I will now do two (planned) pomodoros to finish work for the day, in particular do some long standing expense reports. After that I will segue into the weekend :) But you could also say the weekend already started, I’m fine with the program and having a very chill day with [[Lady Burup]].
📅 Date [[2024-10-04]]
  • Sick so I [[WFH]], but nothing serious.
  • Resuming from [[2024-10-01]]:
  • [[agora development]]:
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a ‘default Agora’ that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
            • Objections -> [[objectio]]
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
              • Lex Fridman et al?
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share?
  • [[AG]] stayed over and it was great.
  • I will now do two (planned) pomodoros to finish work for the day, in particular do some long standing expense reports. After that I will segue into the weekend :) But you could also say the weekend already started, I’m fine with the program and having a very chill day with [[Lady Burup]].
  • [[ekumen]]
  • [[analytical seclusion]]:
    • [[sabbatical]]
    • may 2025-july 2025? one month to start with?
📅 Date [[2024-10-01]]
  • I read about [[polymers]] and [[acrylic]] a.k.a. [[PMMA]] via… the [[Cotton-Mouton Effect]] (?).
    • Also about [[Sky Pool, London]] which "was criticized as emblematic of economic inequalities in London.".
  • [[Magnets]]
  • [[Zine]] (enjoying it, working in [[overleaf]] with vim bindings is a pretty nice setup)
  • Thought of [[Right Resolve]], [[Right Speech]], [[Right Action]], [[Right Freedom]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • [[agor.ai]] is partly fixed since yesterday (finally!) in the sense that link.agor.ai and flancia.agor.ai are back up in [[hypatia]] \o/
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a ‘default Agora’ that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I fixed my [[wiki vim]] setup to allow for easy markdown editing again and things like interacting with checkboxes.
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • Objections
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share one tomorrow?
        • considering this shared (with two people to begin with) as of the week of [[2024-10-11]] :)
📅 Date [[2024-09-30]]
  • read about the [[Karmapa]]
  • I have this week off, will probably keep today and tomorrow off and resume work on Wednesday
  • #push [[do]]
    • I crafted, and then went through, a lengthy todo list :)
      • do laundry (2x)
      • donate (2x)
      • run [[collect]] over todo items/notebooks, they’ve gotten out of control as usual :)
        • add items to this todo list or ideally to the [[root node]] for my tasks
        • maybe add images directly, although that could take time it will be less time than entering manually, and I could pipe the collection to AI at some point?
      • write
        • zine (2-4x)
        • get java [[minecraft]]
        • one or more of:
          • open letter to musk
          • open letter to maitreya
          • open letter to lex and sam
      • code
        • get into a code-release flow again by shipping one little change to anagora.org
        • one or more of:
          • save button
          • activitypub support
          • agora bot posts updates from the agora?
          • users post updates from the agora?
      • systems
        • fix agor.ai
          • recycle
          • make free space
          • try again
📅 Date [[2024-09-28]]
📅 Date [[2024-09-27]]
  • I’m back :)
  • [[social.coop]]:
    • Updated moderation announcement
    • Review pass issue reported by edsu
  • [[bobby lyte]] mentioned the importance of "the shared and collective belief and energy toward a common goal" and I liked how he put it
📅 Date [[2024-09-24]]
  • [[work]] was OK.
    • tomorrow will be even better I think :)
    • it will start weirdly.
  • I thought of [[tanzwerk]] and [[hardturm]] again, and of cycling through the city, thanks to the Agora/my digital garden. Maybe during the weekend?
  • While using the Agora, I thought of some things:
    • It is a shame that so few different users show up in recent, BUT there are a few contributors I didn’t know about and that felt cool/interesting and I found several nodes by old friends I want to read.
    • It really should have a ‘pin’ or ‘star’ or ‘save’ button as "mvp" for storing state originating from the web client but not tied to an editor. I found some wikipedia-articles-within-the-Agora that I wanted to ‘pin’ as having been interesting, and just being able to save a subnode that says ‘flancian was here on X’ would suffice really. Like a visitors log, old web style maybe. Or just a bit in sqlite?
      • I need to find vera’s branch that took me too long to review :(
        • Better late than never? Or, well, in any case it is an inspiration.
      • I want to catch up with [[j0lms]]
  • I want to do [[yoga]] tonight.
  • It is 22 as I write this and I’d like to be in bed tonight by 1am.
  • Also, [[Tschenresi Sadhana]].
  • I’m back!
    • In the wrong location ;) [[sariputta]] has an old-style editor which adds journal entries to /journal :)
    • I’ll live with the discrepancy, they are coalesced reasonably well by the Agora in any case.
    • See also: [[2024-09-24]]
📅 Date [[2024-09-21]]
  • Back in [[Flancia]]!
    • Or did we ever leave?
    • [[Mallorca]] was beautiful!
    • Thank you [[AG]] for your kindness and your beauty.
    • Reunited with [[Lady Burup]] yesterday evening.
  • Today I cleaned and I worked around the house, catching up with:
  • Today I noticed that [[37]] = [[19]] + [[18]], meaning a centered hex number plus its center-less partner.
    • So it seems like a very good packing for two hex numbers, in one figure.
  • Then I [[flowed]].
  • [[zine]]
  • Music: [[rainbow folding]] and others
  • [[37]]
📅 Date [[2024-09-14]]
📅 Date [[2024-09-06]]
📅 Date [[2024-09-05]]
  • I’ve gotten [[paramita]] back up and running, it had broken in a variety of ways (broken nvim with a bus error, broken gammastep)
  • [[Jigme Rinpoche]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-28]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-19]]
  • [[Google IPO]] twenty years ago today
  • [[zine]]
  • [[AG]]
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]]
  • I banged my right elbow hard when moving near an open window, I hope it doesn’t swell :)
  • Good day overall in any case!
    • I cycled to work and back and it was great.
📅 Date [[2024-08-18]]

2024-08-18

  • Chill rainy Sunday at home :)
  • Spent it with [[AG]].
  • Then in the afternoon [[VK]] and her boyfriend [[Sascha]] came about, it was very nice!
  • [[feedback 2024]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-17]]

2024-08-17

  • [[Maitreya]]!
    • Maitreya on Saturday is extra special
  • [[Burup]]
    • I played the piano, I’m enjoying recording midis while practicing even if it’s sometimes cacophonic — as it sometimes isn’t :) and saving the midi seems interesting and would let me extract fragments later
  • [[Fediverse]]
  • Wrote [[practice.py]] on a lark :)
📅 Date [[2024-08-16]]

2024-08-16

  • I got here the long way around :)
    • For sure I did! Cool — back here something like… 18 hours later, at 22.
    • Yesterday night I had a wild ride restoring my preferred [[Agora editor]] to working order, and then exorcising my digital garden from a file over 100MB which I accidentally committed and made Github refuse me all service with insufficient explanation :)
  • [[Silverbullet]]:
    • Now running [[Silverbullet dev]] having worked around the actual trigger for the most critical part of https://github.com/silverbulletmd/silverbullet/issues/1010, which ended up being not due to garden scale only but also due to a recent change I had made to my config :)
      • Keeping an eye on the other performance issues.
      • You wouldn’t believe how much I missed having a web-based [[Agora editor]].
      • It made me think I still have to keep honest and actually offer this as a service in the [[Agora of Flancia]] — I would love to provide hosted Silverbullet for whoever wants it.
    • Thought of:
📅 Date [[2024-08-15]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-13]]
  • I played the piano and played with [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • A few days ago I learnt that [[stanines]] were/are a thing.
  • [[work]] happened, ups and downs, I was a bit tired; I think I should go to bed earlier on Mondays as Tuesdays demand energy :)
  • [[nostromo]] crashed again and then exhibited a [[heisenbug]] (I wrote about it on Fedi).
  • some [[social.coop]] work, it made me a bit sad to revert an experiment that I thought could be positive due to spirited pushback but it’s important to respect the experience of the community
    • it’s pretty out there how much time I’ve been spending trying to keep nostromo alive — it crashes quite often, I should prioritize that
    • [[backup nostromo]]
    • then maybe I could get a replacement, or just use it to the end but try to work around the issues with more automation? because they’re hardware triggered (overheating, plus some likely adapter related issues for what is a laptop with many functions)
  • some [[social.coop]] work, it made me a bit sad to revert an experiment that I thought could be positive due to spirited pushback but it’s important to respect the feedback of the community
  • thought about:
  • [[bangers]]:
  • [[silverbullet bug]] which makes it harder for me to write in the Agora :(
    • but things will hopefully get better :)
📅 Date [[2024-08-12]]
  • Found [[3493]] on the way to work today, it was great.
  • Then in the night I thought of [[cryptobuddhism]].
📅 Date [[2024-08-11]]
  • Sad morning but I think it was also cathartic.
  • Then I cleaned the house, and I did practice :)
  • Got back to [[Building Bridges]] after long, finally — it’s been on the backburner for a year or so, at least?
    • Will try to do a pass on it, with the occasion of also
    • Fixing formatting issues on [[Agora Chapter]] for legibility before sharing further
  • I need to fix the issue that on some computers [[wiki vim]] writes journals on /journal/.md and in some others I have it set it up to /.md
  • [[Flow state]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-10]]
  • I read what [[NG]] wrote
  • Bought shoes, which was on my todo list :)
  • Bought a book gift
  • Received a book gift :)
  • Found [[standardgalatic]]
  • I biked from [[AG]]‘s place to [[Flancia central]] in the midnight sun and it was beautiful :)
  • Then I saw [[VK]], it was great!
  • Then I flowed.
  • Updated [[bill flancian]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-05]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-03]]

2024-08-03

  • Now on the [[third]], early in the morning you could say :)


  • [[Flancia meet]] was quiet but I enjoyed it anyway, took the time to do stuff leisurely on the laptop.
  • [[Hzian]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-02]]
📅 Date [[2024-08-01]]

2024-08-01

  • Back on [[Silverbullet]] after a few days.
    • I moved my journals here also to the root of my garden, as I did with wiki vim a few days back, so you will see them at /YYYY-MM-DD.md from now on instead of at /journal/YYYY-MM-DD.md.
    • Happy to hear that [[vera]] is also using Silverbullet!
  • I read criticism of the [[Gemini ad]]: https://www.npr.org/2024/07/30/nx-s1-5056201/google-olympics-ai-ad
    • I first read the article and then I watched the ad.
    • You could say the ad does miss any note worth hitting; but I did like some aspects like the dad’s voice (is it the real one, though, I wonder?) and the fact that it’s not too long.
    • It has the usual by now out-of-touch aesthetic of Google ads, which you could call [[enterprise whimsy]].
    • And it’s just… a bit nonsensical, on top of the other criticisms. Why is the dad involved at all? He comes across as lazy. If this was an ad showing how the little girl can use Gemini to help her with her writing, it would feel a lot more natural/less problematic probably. It is true that kids are going to be using generative AI to learn how to write (presumably they are already doing this), and the ad could have shown some of that instead. Maybe this was considered but lawyers didn’t want to show too young people using the technology for some reason, and we got the lazy dad as a compromise?
    • Anyway. Google ads are pretty bad on average these days IMHO, so I’m not super surprised.
  • Yesterday [[2024-07-31]] in the [[Fellowship of the link]] call [[Aram]] shared a nice article he wrote as part of the [[semilink]] activity we were experimenting with: [[the internet is a series of webs]].
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • I wrote on the Agora today. This is a good day :)
    • I intend to also do some [[Agora development]].
      • I fixed an issue that [[vera]] reported with transclusion in Silverbullet — interesting.
      • I wrote a script to assist in Agora maintenance, health.sh

2023-08-01

📅 Date [[2024-07-30]]
  • I worked, it was fine — I almost didn’t as we were just returned from beautiful [[Ischia]] yesterday and Thursday is a national holiday, but in the end it was good as I made progress on several fronts and meetings were light for a Tuesday :)
  • Then I did some [[social.coop]] following up on some of yesterday’s topics from the [[twg]]
  • I thought of:
    • [[Magnets]] as usual ;)
    • By the way any of the ideas I write down, which I’m sure are old hat to any physicist and many common folk like me, are for the benefit of all beings if they ever turn out to be useful in any way; any [[patents]] are dedicated to the benefit of humanity and friends :)
    • [[Agora letters]]
      • Maybe sounds a bit better than just [[Open Letters]] for what I am trying to do — at least for me :) Because these are open letters with a particular intention? Or at least that’s a particular interesting subset of all [[open letters]] tracked in this [[Agora]] and elsewhere in the [[Internet]].

Today and yesterday I thought also of writing, in general — how much I do it and how much I don’t, how many of my thoughts seep into the ether as weak electromagnetic radiation and are only occasionally recorded. (That’s alright; with every thought "lost" we radiate some heat, we feel something, we experiment our beings and let the universe shape our consciousnesses).

For the purpose of focusing more often on writing I’ve started to think of [[Sariputta]] as my writing computer, keeping also [[Sila]] and [[Paramita]] as general purpose/development computers, and [[Nostromo]] as media centre/MIDI terminal.

📅 Date [[2024-07-27]]

2024-07-27

  • In [[Ischia]]! Now for a few days. This is the first I’ve noded as days have been quite intense in [[bodyspace]] (in a nice way).
  • I want to submit some poems for the [[zine]] that [[bouncepaw]] is editing by EOM, will try to work on those today from the beach. If not today, tomorrow.
📅 Date [[2024-07-23]]
  • What’s one [[feeling]] you can [[own]] and consistently deliver?
  • [[Search and Seizure]].
  • Short [[videos]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Contrast]]/paradox I want do X but Y is in the way
    • How am I going to do X?
    • Simple, universal to [[audience]], ideas
    • First word has to be a [[hook]] "Free" is good, "this" is bad
    • Hook has to be clear about what the conflict is and what is at the end
    • First frame has to be like title or thumbnail, high saturation and high contrast
    • [[Foreshadowing]] tells the user what gift they will get at the end
    • Rewatchable: Lists Easter eggs "Twists"?
    • Add conflict as the video goes on
    • [[But]],so But, [[therefore]]
      • South Park
    • Include a [[Why]]
    • Keep ending short but with a payoff
  • Incident management game collapsed:: true
    • Rescue -> recovery, budget drops drastically
  • A pilot is constantly seeking [[balance]]. collapsed:: true
    • "Redefine the fight"
    • Aviate navigate communicate
  • [[Links]] should be [[titles]] worth clicking on.
  • Let yourself be possessed by the web that has the [[problem]].
  • [[Constraints]] [[shape]] multiple [[parts]] into one.
  • "ecology is the science of understanding consequences"
  • [[Plants]] for BSk shortgrass prairie. collapsed:: true
    • Pediomelum esculentum id:: 66a01c43-fa3a-4c3a-8ddf-21bf715090c5 Blue grama Crested wheat Western wheatgrass
    • Textile Onion
    • Winterfat
    • Chokecherry
    • Fringed sagewort Arrowleaf balsamroot Hawksbeard Sticky purple geranium Scarlet globemallow Sulfur-flower buckwheat Tumblemustard Western wallflower Western yarrow Rosa woodsii
    • Antelope bitterbrush Gardner saltbush Greasewood (livestock need high calcium grasses to counter) Green rabbitbrush Mountain mahogany Shadscale saltbush Shrubby cinquefoil (good for goats, bad for cattle) Silver sagebrush Wax Currant
    • Mountain snowberry Serviceberry
  • “An earthquake achieves what the [[law]] promises but does not in practice maintain,” one of the survivors wrote. “The [[equality]] of all men.”
  • Anytime there’s a [[block]], move back and restart the [[attack]] from a stronger [[base]].
  • Getting past the [[elbow]], [[handfighting]] [[unarmed]] collapsed:: true
    • If their arms are down, [[attack]] the head. If they’re on the [[inside]], go around the [[outside]]. If their arms are up, go under for the body. If they’re narrow, go for the outsides. If they’re wide, go for the insides.
    • If they’re inside legs, they can attack legs but not so much upper body. If they’re outside, they can attack upper body but not so much legs.
  • "[[time]] given away…is time you don’t [[own]]"
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an alternative of [[order]].
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] disperse through [[time]].
  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]], Angles give you a way [[out]] or to [[flank]].
  • "never sit against a [[swarm]] [keep [[moving]]]"
  • John Allen Paulos on complex systems: "[[Uncertainty]] is the only certainty there is. And knowing how to live with insecurity is the only [[security]]."
  • Improve [[entertainment]] first before [[ask]].
  • [[Copywriting swipefile]]
  • A sensory 3d map of the [[odor]].
  • "it must hold the country by the [[sword]] or in [[fear]] of it"
    • "For if the vanquished has lately felt the sword, the victor may for a [[time]] carry an empty scabbard with impunity. But in the end, to rely on the scabbard alone brings more bloodshed than to have the sword always ready within."
  • What’s one [[feeling]] you can [[own]] and consistently deliver?
  • [[Search and Seizure]].
  • Short [[videos]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Contrast]]/paradox I want do X but Y is in the way
    • How am I going to do X?
    • Simple, universal to [[audience]], ideas
    • First word has to be a [[hook]] "Free" is good, "this" is bad
    • Hook has to be clear about what the conflict is and what is at the end
    • First frame has to be like title or thumbnail, high saturation and high contrast
    • [[Foreshadowing]] tells the user what gift they will get at the end
    • Rewatchable: Lists Easter eggs "Twists"?
    • Add conflict as the video goes on
    • [[But]],so But, [[therefore]]
      • South Park
    • Include a [[Why]]
    • Keep ending short but with a payoff
  • Incident management game collapsed:: true
    • Rescue -> recovery, budget drops drastically
  • A pilot is constantly seeking [[balance]]. collapsed:: true
    • "Redefine the fight"
    • Aviate navigate communicate
  • [[Links]] should be [[titles]] worth clicking on.
  • Let yourself be possessed by the web that has the [[problem]].
  • [[Constraints]] [[shape]] multiple [[parts]] into one.
  • "ecology is the science of understanding consequences"
  • [[Plants]] for BSk shortgrass prairie. collapsed:: true
    • Pediomelum esculentum id:: 66a01c43-fa3a-4c3a-8ddf-21bf715090c5 Blue grama Crested wheat Western wheatgrass
    • Textile Onion
    • Winterfat
    • Chokecherry
    • Fringed sagewort Arrowleaf balsamroot Hawksbeard Sticky purple geranium Scarlet globemallow Sulfur-flower buckwheat Tumblemustard Western wallflower Western yarrow Rosa woodsii
    • Antelope bitterbrush Gardner saltbush Greasewood (livestock need high calcium grasses to counter) Green rabbitbrush Mountain mahogany Shadscale saltbush Shrubby cinquefoil (good for goats, bad for cattle) Silver sagebrush Wax Currant
    • Mountain snowberry Serviceberry
  • “An earthquake achieves what the [[law]] promises but does not in practice maintain,” one of the survivors wrote. “The [[equality]] of all men.”
  • Anytime there’s a [[block]], move back and restart the [[attack]] from a stronger [[base]].
  • Getting past the [[elbow]], [[handfighting]] [[unarmed]] collapsed:: true
    • If their arms are down, [[attack]] the head. If they’re on the [[inside]], go around the [[outside]]. If their arms are up, go under for the body. If they’re narrow, go for the outsides. If they’re wide, go for the insides.
    • If they’re inside legs, they can attack legs but not so much upper body. If they’re outside, they can attack upper body but not so much legs.
  • "[[time]] given away…is time you don’t [[own]]"
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an alternative of [[order]].
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] disperse through [[time]].
  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]], Angles give you a way [[out]] or to [[flank]].
  • "never sit against a [[swarm]] [keep [[moving]]]"
  • John Allen Paulos on complex systems: "[[Uncertainty]] is the only certainty there is. And knowing how to live with insecurity is the only [[security]]."
  • Improve [[entertainment]] first before [[ask]].
  • [[Copywriting swipefile]]
  • A sensory 3d map of the [[odor]].
  • "it must hold the country by the [[sword]] or in [[fear]] of it"
    • "For if the vanquished has lately felt the sword, the victor may for a time carry an empty scabbard with impunity. But in the end, to rely on the scabbard alone brings more bloodshed than to have the sword always ready within."
📅 Date [[2024-07-22]]
📅 Date [[2024-07-21]]
  • Woke up with [[AG]], enjoyed the morning. Then I cleaned and did laundry and started packing for the trip :)
    • Also managed to lose one my earbuds while cleaning, but then I found it thanks to [[find my device]] which I didn’t know existed — it’s an option in [[bluetooth settings.]]- [[Flancia]]:
    • [[Flancia.org]]
    • Talking to [[Mohammed]] about getting formal verification about our charitable endeavours as the bank in Yemen is giving trouble/they seem to be suspicious of ill intent (which we don’t have).
    • Wrote https://flancia.org/homes today (I should have one it earlier, it was somewhere on my todo list — but here we are, I hope it helps).
📅 Date [[2024-07-20]]
  • So it turns out that for years I have been sometimes journaling in /YYYY-MM-DD.md and sometimes in journal/YYYY-MM-DD.md, depending on how I created the entry.
    • If I press e.g. ctrl-w ctrl-w in [[vim]], I go to the daily page as configured by [[wiki vim]] — which is the later.
    • If I link [[YYYY-MM-DD]] in the past, I usually will have a journal already, and wiki vim will redirect there.
    • If I link [[YYYY-MM-DD]] in the future, though, I will not have a journal yet, so the file will be created as a "common node", outside of journals.
    • I thought I had moved to a ‘flat space’ with everything including journals in the [[root of my garden]], but apparently that didn’t happen yet :)
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Fix some quirks?
      • Take e.g. [[2024-07-20]]:
        • Showing the whole path for a subnode was a good idea I think, it:
          • Makes it clear this is a filesystem-like thing, some users will immediately get the idea
          • Disambiguates between subnodes for free
          • Made it so that the header is now ‘user contributed ‘, I think I like it.
          • Also took the chance to add tooltips/make the UX more intuitive by adjusting where each part of the header links to.
      • Take e.g. [[zine]]
  • I intend to make it to [[Flancia Meet]] around 10AM UTC today.
  • [[zine]]
  • [[agora]]
  • [[AG]] told me about [[Arthur Koestler]]
  • We swam in [[Letten]] :)
  • Listening to [[Sam Harris]] with [[Christof Hoch]]. Interesting, they had a "sidebar" conversation I’d love to comment on among other things.
  • I read a bit about the life of [[Muhammed]] and his wives, like [[Aisha]].
  • I read about [[Thalassemia]]
  • [[Bryce Huebner]]
  • [[LM Studio]]
  • [[skreutzer]]
  • [[sensecraft]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Fix some quirks?
      • Take e.g. [[2024-07-20]]:
        • Showing the whole path for a subnode was a good idea I think, it:
          • Makes it clear this is a filesystem-like thing, some users will immediately get the idea
          • Disambiguates between subnodes for free
          • Made it so that the header is now ‘user contributed ‘, I think I like it.
          • Also took the chance to add tooltips/make the UX more intuitive by adjusting where each part of the header links to.
      • Take e.g. [[zine]]
  • I intend to make it to [[Flancia Meet]] around 10AM UTC today.
📅 Date [[2024-07-19]]
📅 Date [[2024-07-17]]
📅 Date [[2024-07-16]]
  • [[agora chapter]] is now one step closer to being properly readable in the Commons :)
    • I linked all wikilinks using [[apps script]]
    • I also have a version without [[ and ]] and… I have to say it might indeed be more readable than with :)
  • Caught up with [[collective sense commons]] after a long while and it was great/interesting!
  • [[topic maps]] by [[Jack Park]] is now linked.
📅 Date [[2024-07-14]]
  • [[Silverbullet]]:
    • The new [[Silverbullet]] supports transclusion!
      • It works using the syntax I think [[Obsidian]] also uses:
      • [[tabs]]

        will transclude the content of note [[tabs]].
      • In the case of the [[Agora]] this could be treated as a [[pull]] — but that transcludes the whole node below the current one, and maybe in this case what is intended is to transclude one particular resource in-place.
      • Oh, what currently happens is that the Agora assumes this is an image being transcluded — that is the one kind of direct transclusion we have implemented so far. I guess I could hack that codepath and see how hard it is to actually transclude e.g. the subnode with full subnode view in an iframe? Unsure.
    • In other [[Silverbullet]] news, today I figured out how to make dailies go to the node YYYY-MM-DD instead of to Journals/Day/YYYY-MM-DD:
      • You open special page /Library/Journal/New%20Page/Daily%20Note (template) in your instance.
      • You change suggestedName.
      • I commented out forPrefix but I’m unsure if you need that.
📅 Date [[2024-07-12]]
  • threw [[261]]
    • leading to [[hex/10]] = [[271]]: es todo perfecto como es.
    • I realized [[hex/6]] = [[97]] is prime, the last I had yet to memorize below 100. That concludes a particular interesting sequence, I guess :)
    • [[primes]]:
      • The number of primes below 100 is perhaps interesting to know: 25. So a fourth of the 100 first numbers are prime! Huh.
      • Knowing up to 1000 would unlock getting a statistical feel of how quickly primes ‘thin out’.
      • Of course we can also count to 10: 4 primes below 10, so about two fifths.
      • I think they thin out logarithmically but I’m not sure which base, I could look it up but maybe I’ll think about it :)
      • It would be cool if it was the natural logarithm. It’s the kind of thing that could happen :)
  • [[bluesky]]:
    • now has an [[agora bot]]!
    • it’s alpha but it works sometimes (tm)
    • #go at://anagora.bsky.social
      • is that a valid [[at protocol]] uri? I believe it sort of should be but I haven’t checked :)
  • [[primes]]:
  • I’m going back to [[Flancia book]], and it made me think of what I would in my best dreams try to publish during [[2025]]:
    • A new [[essay]].
    • A [[book]] (with publish meant loosely/playfully maybe).
    • A [[paper]].
  • [[paul bricman]]: [[straumli ai]]
    • is down?
  • [[celeste]]
    • is pretty great
📅 Date [[2024-07-11]]

Here we go. Once more onto the breach; maybe it is today we start writing a book I started writing years ago, and will take me or us many more years to write.

These its chapters.

📅 Date [[2024-07-08]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • I’ll be in Flancia as much as possible Monday and Tuesday; Wednesday I’m back to work.
    • (Decided to take a mini two day holiday with the occasion of my birthday and the anniversary of my dad’s death.)
  • Thank you [[AG]] and [[Brigitta]] for the beautiful weekend!
  • [[L]] told me about [[Brook Farm]] :)
  • I thought of:
📅 Date [[2024-07-03]]
  • [[work]]
  • then [[dinner]] with an ex-coworker (who fell to one of the 2023 layoff rounds) and people from my team
  • then… Flancia!
📅 Date [[2024-07-02]]

I’ve started recording my screen more often, as a way of screencasting — even though very often I don’t get to actually publish it. I have a [[Youtube channel]] but I mostly upload Yoga sessions there, at least so far. Still, just recording sometimes makes me feel reassured — because theoretically that means I may get to actually publish it in the future, or because others will find these files and look for anything [[interesting]] in them, or because even if they are lost they will influence my behavior in some ways.

I sometimes feel that I think and write more coherently when I remember to think about you, dear [[reader]], dear [[viewer]], please [[like]] and [[share]] if willing :)


I wrote the above, which I’m calling [[2024-07-02]], and then I’m moving on to do whatever’s next in the list, or whatever arises.

I was thinking recently of


Here’s a [[joke]]:

An alien and a human go into a bar.

The alien asks: how many drinks are you having?

The human says: just one.

  • One what?
  • One drink.
  • That’s in this reality, what about the imaginary part?
  • What do you mean?
  • In how many timelines are you right now?
  • What… what do you mean? Just the one
  • One reality, all real?
  • Yes

With a flash of insight, many aliens realize at once that humans don’t know the complex plane.


…of Agora development, and of the fact that I still need to fix [[agor.ai]], and…


Here again on [[2024-07-19]], is this cheating time? :)

📅 Date [[2024-06-29]]
  • Maybe it’s time to check [[Silverbullet]]‘s settings for journal entries? :)
📅 Date [[2024-06-28]]
  • [[work]] was fine :)
    • three days of summit, plus very interesting conversations with visitors from [[STO]] and the team!
    • tomorrow, no meetings except for an [[ER-CH]] one.
📅 Date [[2024-06-26]]

Daily Note 2024-06-26

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, :

  • "That’s where the jets lag, feat. Jet Lag The Game S10" - My note on Facebook Messenger

  • What I have been listening to (check today scrobbles):

    • To mix things up while watching [[JoeHillsTSD]]‘s stream featuring [[ZombieCleo]], I pulled up DJ X from Spotify webapp for some music listening.
    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/Eyz6LsEYNnM” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

📅 Date [[2024-06-25]]

Daily Note 2024-06-25

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 25, 2024:

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

📅 Date [[2024-06-24]]

Bella muy bella Burup, bella muy bella Burup!

Tara Burup Tara-burup!

Bella muy bella [[Burup]]:

Salve!


Bella muy bella Burup, bella muy bella Burup.

Mi true Burup, true Burup.

Bella muy bella [[Burup]]:

Sea!

  • [[work]] :)
    • This week is expected to be heavy duty due to a combination of:
      • [[oncall]]
      • visitors from [[Stockholm]] (with associated interesting discussion/training sessions)
      • a summit
    • But started out well enough with a quiet Monday… so far :)
  • [[2024-06-21]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-23]]

Daily Note 2024-06-23

!!! warning "This is a bit incomplete" But working on it as soon as possible, hopefully before Thurday.

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 23, 2024, alongside what’s happened in the past two weeks:

  • Pardon the week-long silence on the daily journaling. Just needed a quick recharge as well for warming up Minecraft skills (currently in peaceful mode for a lot of resource gathering sessions).

  • Did a cleanup chore with my sister (since we share the bedroom space, which sometimes chaotic when comes to schedules on the study table1) on 06-22.

  • Here’s what been cooked since last two weeks:

    • Officially brought the Bedrock edition on mobile (formerly known as Pocket Edition) for Android. Chaos at mining ensure, with my first death from falling gravel.[^2]
    • Who thought you want to go deeper into Minecraft lore, via the Legends spinoff? Like literally watching the full gameplay for 2-3+ hours[^3].
    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/mGv9joHumwQ” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>
  • What I have been listening to (check today scrobbles):

    • ….

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

  1. Currently planning on getting a new laptop for upgrades or get the screen repaired (*fingers crossed on shipping costs of the parts itself*) [^2]: There is second one, but I didn’t count it yet since I pulled the quick restore backup action from world backups as part of my Realms Plus trial. [^3]: The full video is literally 6+ hours, so I do some skips to speed things up.

  • I planned to do [[Agora]] work but in the end didn’t get to it; maybe I will be able to do a bit of it on Monday after work.
  • We managed to do a mini bike-and-run with [[AG]] and it was great :)
  • VC’d with my mum :)
  • Also VC’d with [[Berni]] as we watched the second half of [[Switzerland-Germany]] together.
  • And caught up with [[Kris]].
📅 Date [[2024-06-22]]
  • [[Sebek]] and family came over and we had lunch at home :) It was great!
    • [[Lady Burup]] found it hard to deal with two children at the same time, but I think she might get used to it with time (and the children will also learn how to communicate with her) ;)
  • Then [[Janosch]]‘s [[party]] with [[AG]] 🥳
  • Then [[2024-06-23]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-21]]
  • I [[worked]].
  • Then I attended the [[Helvetas]] yearly general assembly with [[AG]]. It was quite interersting! Highly participative (votes for accepting the yearly budget, etc.) and with a focus on the foundation’s activities in [[Bhutan]].
📅 Date [[2024-06-19]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-18]]
  • at [[work]] — relatively tough Monday and Tuesday with lots of meetings, but getting through them :)
  • [[new moon yoga]] was interesting the other day, even though (or maybe because) it didn’t come out on [[new moon]] at all :)
  • [[Flancia]], in my heart, is deep and meaningful.
  • [[bangers]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-14]]
  • Now using [[silverbullet]] as embedded in the Agora proper :)
    • It’s at the bottom.
    • It only works for me for now — sorry!
    • [[2024-06-14T16:18:08,984568739+02:00.png]]

      I know it’s a bit self-centered to add the edit box to anagora.org when only I can use it for now, but I wanted to experiment with the editing experience before investing a lot in developing it for others :) I hope it doesn’t get in the way of the experience of others.
  • Maybe it makes sense to make [[1]] my [[bootstrap]] screen, given that [[0]] is taken over by remote desktop usually.
    • In any case one of 0, 1 should probably be it at any given time?
    • This way in case I forget what my "main thread" is, I can visit it.
  • [[Hans Widmer]], in his dedicatory, taught me the word… [[umwerfend]]?
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • is again prominent in my heart
    • we ran with [[AG]] in Flancia
  • [[Agora development]]
    • will try [[bold usernames]] as I want to emphasize the social aspect of the Agora, and the [[Agorans]] are those who make the Agora amazing!
  • [[cats]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-12]]

Hello there, editor Andrei speaking on the line. This should be technically published exactly in the Philippine Indepedence Day, but since I am currently between a mini sabatical and EOSY rest for the next school year, I apologize if it took longer than expected. So I decided to publish it now from the backburner and finalize it later.

Hello world, and welcome back to the monthly dump/status update! Pardon the radio silence over the few months, I am just busy at school during those period, but since I am in the end-of-school-year break, we’re actually back for at least two issues of this, alongside the daily journaling on [my personal wiki] Buckle up, since there will be mentions about Gildedguy Story #8 and you don’t want to [get snuck-up on][md-spoilers-ep7], right?

By the way for the Agora community, I’ll be pointing my notes here while keeping the old ones up as an archive via the new [[@ajhalili2006-archive]] once the patch for sources YAML file are merged upstream soon.

And since this is the weekend (as of 2024-06-01) to officially kickoff my mini-sabbatical between school year, this is the first edition of my monthly dump of the year, also known as monthly status updates if you keen checking the archives. So read on to know what I am cooking behind the scenes.

The [[Gildedguy Story 8]] Premiere Experience

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I literally woke up early on May 12 to catch up the Twitch premiere ([original VOD link], [archived in 1080p] via Storj DCS) just few minutes before it start. Based on the first watch, not only it was another banger1 by [Michael Moy][mikedmoy] and the production team based on what the community saying, but there are new lore have been dropped since [[Gildedguy Story 7]]. I’ll be not able to take note them all here in detail, but please take a watch for yourself.

It’s a blast after all, so [grab your "I Was There In Premiere" badge][luma] for free if you’re there (either via Twitch or YouTube). And expect a in-depth post on it and more on [my blog] later this month (or just before the next school year starts). If you need some Gildedguy Stories-themed mixtape on your library, [I made one since March] and currently open for song suggestions.

Chores on Personal Wiki

Look at those grouped tabs

Since this Material for Mkdocs-powered site [started in last year][initial-commit], I am currently working to merge both the old digital garden and Jiroh’s Kooky Insane Stuff into here, alongside an upcoming one for Traumatized Autistics Department. Due to how the content migration is currently underway, you may see this non-dismissable banner on the top of every page similarly to this one below ([link to commit]):

!!! info "" :construction: Wiki under consturction Please accept our apologies for any broken links while migrating content from different repositories. Learn more

But wait, what’s [[Traumatized Autistics Department]]?

[Here]’s the Google Doc for the project README (currently a public draft), but in a nutshell, this is where

Meanwhile in Recap Time Squad

In summary for everyone asking, just self-documentation, janitorial and admin work on Recap Time Squad lately.

Nothing too heavy other than bringing the Staff SSO terms and mini reorganization chores in our [policy site], content updates on [the Squad Wiki], and even setting up a [brand assets repository] to host our different brand assets as we export them from Canva, similarily to the cdnjs/brand GitHub repo and others.

Signing off

That’s all for now and thanks for reading. Talk to you soon on the next edition, or [read the archives for this year so far][archive]. For occassional chaos on your feed and for comments, [follow me/tag on socials] or send a e-fanmail.

[archive]: https://wiki.andreijiroh.xyz/garden/daily-notes/archive/2024/ [original VOD link]: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2143318582 [archived in 1080p]: https://vod.cdn.andreijiroh.xyz/twitch/gildedguy/2143318582/vod.mp4 [luma]: https://lu.ma/gildedguy-story8 [blog]: https://ajhalili2006.substack.com [policy site]: https://github.com/recaptime-dev/legal-policies/commits?author=ajhalili2006&since=2024-04-30&until=2024-05-30 [follow me/tag on socials]: https://ajhalili2006.start.page [I made one since March]: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0qW0g1QAeChWLSKXuasuM3 [the Squad Wiki]: https://github.com/recaptime-dev/squad-wiki/commits?author=ajhalili2006&since=2024-04-30&until=2024-05-30 [brand assets repository]: https://github.com/recaptime-dev/brand-assets [mikedmoy]: https://wiki.andreijiroh.xyz/go/mikedmoy

  1. For Smosh fans, this may be obvious. (context)

  • Back in the Agora, back in Flancia :)
    • The visit from [[Berni]] and the birthday of [[AG]] were beautiful.
    • Now enjoying the rest of the [[week off]]:
      • catching up with housework (deep cleaning mode!)
      • catching up with messages and letters
        • reading and writing invites
        • doing writing in general
      • and [[flow]]!
  • Did some [[maintenance]] of home and computer setup; converged more [[wayland]] related configs after incorporating a new computer into my [[chezmoi]] setup and taking the occasion to do an iteration of improvements.
  • [[go/flow/12]] was great, one of my [[favorites]]
📅 Date [[2024-06-10]]
  • [[Day off]] from work as I spent some last time with [[Berni]]! It was beautiful having him over, and seeing many [[friends]] over the weekend.
  • Later did [[pomodoros]] with [[bobby lyte]].
  • Set up gifts for [[AG]] :)
  • Ordered something from [[Joom]] for the first time, let’s see how well it works :) It was than 3x+ cheaper than my previous magnets supplier
📅 Date [[2024-06-09]]

Daily Note 2024-06-09 and Weekly Wrap Issue No. 1

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today alongside anything else you missed this week, June 9, 2024:

  • For this week’s edition of the Weekly Wrap (stats galore)

    • What did you missed this week
    • From my Wakatime stats this week1: I am literally on VS Code for more than half a day (12h+) this week, mostly to edit Markdown files on my personal wiki locally, although I do use GitHub’s web editor (VS Code for Web edition) and Codespaces for some.
    • For the recap yesterday, apologies if I didn;t write one: Nothing particular happened, just a day off updating my personal wiki in the machine to rest up and catch up with my Duolingo streak before clock strikes midnight.
    • For my listening activity at Last.fm for the period of May 31 to June 6 (archived link):
      • Scrobbled 559 tracks (up 38% from last week), with 66 this week on 9:00 PM hour block.
      • Listened for almost 2 days (1 day 23 hours), averaging 80 scrobbles per day, with 126 as highest this week on June 3.
      • For the music ratio, I listened to 110 tracks (with ratio of 5.08 scrobbles/track compared to 87 with ratio of 6.43 last week) from 41 artists (ratio of 13.63 scrobbles/artist compared to 39 last week with ratio of 14.33) across 49 albums (ration of 11.41 scrobbles/album vs 36 last week with ratio of 15.53).
      • Top Album, Song and Track: [Starcadian] [^2] and his [Sunset Blood] album | [BOSSFIGHT]’s [Ballistic] (also top new track and album as single this week)
    • Perfect attendance this week on Duolingo’s Spanish or Vanish sessions (7 out of 7 days this week, totaling 174 days streak, compared with 6 last week).[^3]
  • What I have been listening to (check today’s scrobbles):

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    <iframe style=”border-radius:12px” src=”https://open.spotify.com/embed/episode/2WslH0ePLC8TvL6SGbzfME?utm_source=generator” width=”100%” height=”152” frameBorder=”0” allowfullscreen=”” allow=”autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture” loading=”lazy”>

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care, and keep it decent in the comments.

[Starcadian]: https://wiki.andreijiroh.xyz/multiverse/indie-music/starcadian.md [BOSSFIGHT]: https://wiki.andreijiroh.xyz/multiverse/monstercat/bossfight.md [Sunset Blood]: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLl2bxnbryx0AKbl8TGu8KA9z-khhYfKcS&si=Aebm6tSSF_8CFULV [Ballistic]: https://youtu.be/_aLxnMuwFxA

  1. Downloading dashboard stats involves upgrading to premium, so apologies if I couldn’t dump the screenshot of my dashboard for now here. [^2]: For the uninitated (hello there if you have watched [[Gildedguy Story 6]] earlier), he makes "ear movies" or music with lore in a nutshell. [^3]: Track my progress at https://www.duolingo.com/profile/ajhalili2006 and follow me if you do.

  • Very nice day with friends!
    • [[B]], [[AG]], [[V]].
  • Yesterday we visited [[Bern]] with [[B]] and saw [[L]].
📅 Date [[2024-06-07]]

Daily Note 2024-06-07

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 7, 2024:

  • Actually enabled comments for daily notes (currently on per-entry basis until meta officially graduates from Insiders-only status), using a self-hosted instance of giscus. You can try it out now below and it’ll be appear in the andreijiroh-dev organization discussions in GitHub.

  • Officially installed Node.js into my custom mkdocs Docker image through copying files from the official Docker image (and some symlink trickery)

  • Yesterday, I added docs for golinks, will work on Content Migration status reports later in the weekend.

  • What I have been listening to (check today’s scrobbles):

    • [[TTPD]] on Spotify?!? (interpretting the lyrics, ey? Also lurking around r/TaylorSwift for hints maybe.)
    <iframe style=”border-radius:12px” src=”https://open.spotify.com/embed/album/1Mo4aZ8pdj6L1jx8zSwJnt?utm_source=generator” width=”100%” height=”352” frameBorder=”0” allowfullscreen=”” allow=”autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture” loading=”lazy”>
    • I may feel like a madlad lately, but I listened to the whole album in order (from a community playlist) for the full experience. As my older sister told me, I may become the first (and only) Swiftie in the family once I go deeper into the discography in the future.

      <iframe width=”560” height=”315” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/videoseries?si=CZgrZ3F0GHNPCMGx&list=PLDr-FOmzEgAiySwqRFmMLmJ01nRDT4huy” title=”YouTube video player” frameborder=”0” allow=”accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share” referrerpolicy=”strict-origin-when-cross-origin” allowfullscreen>
    • Still playing some of Starcadian’s music on loop, of course.

    • Fresh from The Vergecast: Apple’s AI moment is coming at 40m55s (If they do AI-generated emojis as JPEG images through RCS at WWDC (some even shortened it as "dub dub"), that would be chaotically funny at same time bloody for Android users.)

    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/rz2ldM5hGzw” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care, and keep it decent in the comments.

2024-06-07

📅 Date [[2024-06-06]]

Daily Note 2024-06-06

EDIT 2024-06-07: My god I forgot writing what been cooked yesterday, but don’t fret. I’ll include it in [[2024-06-07]] instead.

Comments are disabled for this entry to avoid chaos.

  • Noding from [[work]] through [[silverbullet]] :)
  • Started the day with [[AG]], lovely as usual.
  • Today [[Berni]] arrives! He’ll be visiting for a few days.
  • Now noding from my phone :)
  • Some stuff I’d still like to get done before Berni arrives tonight:
    • Check books by the sofa
    • Vacuum below sofa
    • Answer one more comment from the stream at work.

2024-06-06

  • [[Digitisation]] vs [[digitalisation]]
    • Digitisation is basically turning the act of encoding analogue into digital.
    • Digitalisation is the wider process of more and more of processes of society being digitised and filtered through digital processes.
📅 Date [[2024-06-05]]

Daily Note 2024-06-05

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 5, 2024:

  • Nothing particular happened lately for now, just regular household chores and chilling out during the break

  • What I have been listening to (check today scrobbles):

    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/fBe7E-FKJqU” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>
  • Maybe seen about the Minecraft 15-Year Anniversary docuseries from their official channel then?

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

2024-06-05

📅 Date [[2024-06-04]]

Daily Note 2024-06-04

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 04, 2024:

  • The holy grails: Fanfictions, neck kisses (goddamnit [[Smallishbeans]])
    • Will link them later, it’s just past midnight Wednesday now.
  • What I have been listening to (check today scrobbles):
  • Just finished watching a short flim by Patrick McDonald featuring Amanda and Angela from Smosh
    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/2jOTqWgF9d0” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>
    * They are married couple in this movie’s storyline

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

2024-06-04

  • Why the fuck is [[The Guardian]] advertising some private healthcare subscription to me on their podcasts.

  • [[Commonism]].

    • Discussed in Agora Discuss.
  • Listened: [[Election Extra: Nigel Farage is back]]

    • [[Nigel Farage]], opportunist extraordinare, now leader of [[Reform UK]] party.
    • Bad for the Tories, which is usually good, but generally just bad for everyone all round. Especially if he gets elected to Clacton.
📅 Date [[2024-06-03]]

Daily Note 2024-06-03

Here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 3, 2024:

  • Literally lurking around Gildedguy fanart + community on Tumblr for fun and profit

  • Also I’ll be doing my usual Spanish lessons on Duolingo, maybe some German and Italian next soon.

  • Did a long late afternoon nap to recharge a bit

  • What I have been listening to (check today scrobbles):

    <iframe width=”1280” height=”720” src=”https://www.youtube.com/embed/Aoo9l_w2pq4” frameborder=”0” allowfullscreen>

That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

  • [[work]] was intense and even emotional, it being mostly a one day workshop — very productive. We had a great coordinator, [[Anna Raverat]].
    • then some meetings until 19:30.
  • edited [[tanka]].
  • reviewed [[notebooks]], which is my default activity when I start working on personal projects after work :)
    • I had this in an old page: "Write about [[blessed bits]] and the entropy in [[Lady Burup]]‘s writing", which I think I would enjoy :) She walks often over keyboards and has a knack for hacking (disabling wireless, even crashing Wayland on occasion to my surprise).

2024-06-03

📅 Date [[2024-06-02]]

It’s been more than 7 months since the last one and it’s nice I could do it all again here in the new wiki, and it’s good to be back again with the daily journaling hellscapes.

By the way, here’s a quick summary of what’s cooking behind the scenes today, June 2, 2024:

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That’s all for now, see you again soon for another daily note. If I miss something today, I may edit this page or just add it for next daily note instead. Take care.

  1. You may not realize this, but Starcadian’s music has lore in it, its storyline is similar Alan Walker’s and PYLOT’s, although this may hit hard for Lord Hurdon listeners. Also got hooked into Alien Victory first after [[Gildedguy Story 6]] [^2]: Listened first with MORE MORE MORE from one of the previews on X (Twitter) for Gildedguy: Automatica fan animation [^3]: Gonne too deep and the wiki page made me say "oh my god" in Scar’s voice

📅 Date [[2024-06-01]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-31]]

2024-05-31

📅 Date [[2024-05-29]]

2024-05-29

📅 Date [[2024-05-28]]
  • Interesting that in [[Silverbullet]] linking to a date and then visiting it doesn’t do the "right" thing in some sense, as it doesn’t navigate to the journal entry but rather to the node about the date.
    • In some ways this is the correct thing, as that’s the behavior I use elsewhere to get to the journal.
    • But by default alt-shift-d goes to Journal/Day/, so the two aren’t convergent when I would a priori wish them to be.
📅 Date [[2024-05-27]]

I found a weeks old todo to follow [[Peter Murray]] ([[peter_murray]] in [[hypothes.is]]) and I see why: he uses double square brackets in posts in platforms that don’t support them yet too!

It was an emotional weekend; Saturday being upbeat, Sunday being more meditative and at times low energy but ending well.

Today I worked and had a fully meetings free afternoon as the US was out due to [[memorial day]].

My mum was/is sick (pneumonia again) and that makes me think of death and impermanence. But it’s a good occasion to meditate.


I thought of someday maybe picking back up some of the draft short stories I started around [[2017]], like [[Caramel City]], [[Cannazon]] and the one about the [[Wu-Tang Clan]].


I received a letter about Christianity out of the blue the other day and today I came across it and saw it had a reference to jw.org, which ended up being [[Jehovah’s Witnesses]]. I have a negative affect towards the organization because of things I have heard about how the doctrine affects the freedom of its members, but the message that I received seemed innocuous enough. Interesting that they didn’t include the name of the organization anywhere, just the domain.


I’ve been meaning to work and play on:

📅 Date [[2024-05-26]]

2024-05-26

  • I finished off Week 3 of the [[Digital Capitalism online course]].

    • This week the topic was [[Digital colonialism]].
    • With mostly a focus on [[Data colonialism]].
    • In that focus on data I feel perhaps it omits some other colonial practices - such as in mining, manufacture and disposal related to ICT.
    • Still - good stuff.
  • Started listening to the masterclass for week 4, on the digital trade agenda.

    • The point about why corporations love trade deals is really enlightening - easy way for them to bypass democratic discussion; lobby to get their way; once a trade deal is made, it’s very hard to change.
  • Learning about ecology on Kinnu, I realise that it’s a great source of ideas for thinking in systems.

📅 Date [[2024-05-24]]
  • I want to reactivate my [[work garden]].
  • I worked until late and I tried to enjoy it :)

2024-05-24

📅 Date [[2024-05-22]]

2024-05-22

  • I’d like to redesign the look and feel of my digital garden.
    • Nothing drastic, but to move more to a representative aesthetic.
    • I want to try to maintain the cheap-n-cheerful weird web vibe, but also incorporate more of a nature-labour-technology solarpunk-ish look.
    • I want my digital garden to be more visual, less textual.
      • To be fair it is majority text, but I still want it to feel a bit more visual.
    • [[My commonplace moodboard]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-21]]
  • Back to [[work]]!
    • Going pretty much alright until now :)
  • [[work]] was actually interesting in high proportion!
  • then [[Flancia]] time :)
📅 Date [[2024-05-20]]

2024-05-20

📅 Date [[2024-05-19]]

2024-05-19

📅 Date [[2024-05-17]]
  • [[silverbullet]]:
    • should open the daily on startup?
    • [[go/daily]] achieves this for me for now ;) e.g. [[go/daily]] or just use the embed in anagora.org/daily.
  • going over "old" (and new) notebooks, trying to make sense of the hugely distributed task list they imply :)
    • happy to see that a lot actually happened in the last 1-2 quarters!
    • I’m thinking this could be a nice ‘tradition’ to reinforce on the [[17ths]], being [[Maitreya day]] ;)
  • [[do]]:
  • "[[Flancia]] is a [[Pattern Language]], the [[Agora]] is a [[Pattern Repository]]" — from a notebook.

2024-05-17

📅 Date [[2024-05-16]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-15]]

2024-05-15

📅 Date [[2024-05-14]]
  • Another [[day]], another [[node]].
    • Or more than one :)
    • I definitely need to work on editing though! On doing more of the actual curation and maintenance of an actual [[digital garden]].
    • In the meantime, thanks for making do with all the rough edges ;)
  • Resuming [[Agora development]]:
    • I have a few commits to push to anagora.org this week.
      • -> done, or at least started :)
    • I did some [[verschlimmbessern]] on the index to the [[Agora]] on the flight to the US that I never quite pushed — and better that way :) it needs ‘cherrypicking’ to put it mildly. It suffered a lot in directness.
    • Also added support for [[silverbullet]] style [[attachments]].
  • [[social.coop]]:
    • No [[twg]] meeting this week, will try to continue working on onboarding [[evan]] to the group.
    • I "installed" alpha.social.coop using [[coop cloud]] but it’s not up yet.
    • [[upkeep]]:
      • You could call it [[life]] ;)
      • [[nostromo]] was getting broken enough that I decided to update Ubuntu to the latest release to unbreak [[wayland]] and some sites in [[chromium]]. It had been long in the making, it’s a bit like house cleaning, it can be relaxing after work :)
      • I tried taking the occasion to also [[garbage collect]] tabs/try some new organizational principles in [[paramita]], [[guanyin]] and [[sariputta]].
  • [[GPT 4o]] was released yesterday and I got access.
    • Impressive.
    • But it failed to analyze a video I attached on desktop meaningfully though.
📅 Date [[2024-05-13]]
  • It turns out all my [[silverbullet]] journals were being left out from my [[garden]] — I corrected this and in the process dumped a few tens of journals that had never shown up so far :) Glad I checked and found this!
📅 Date [[2024-05-12]]
  • Using both [[wiki vim]] and [[silverbullet]] these days, will make a case of checking out how anagora.org renders this and consider improvements
  • [[AMITAFO]]

I’ve been living [[Protopianism]] in my personal life; dealing with bed bugs, every iteration across the six months of process for eradication a show of the many small complexities of life, all the while feeling lucky and aware.

After 4x fumigation adding [[diatomaceous earth]] stripes all around (quite ingenious packaging+spilling resistant) the new bed seemed to seemed to give us that additional (feeling of) safety :)

📅 Date [[2024-05-11]]
  • [[2024-05-10]]
    • I think I prefer dates as ‘flat hierarchy nodes’ overall — this way I can just link to the date and get to the journal entry.
    • Also most generally this makes it so the convention for gathering journals is just ‘look for [[nodes]] whose [[topic]] is a time period show those that fit the current [[context]]

2024-05-11

📅 Date [[2024-05-10]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-09]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-08]]
  • Back here at [[11pm]]!
    • The work day was long (with a gap in the middle) and interesting :)
    • Now doing yoga and thinking.
  • [[mexico city]]
  • [[AG]]
  • [[L]]
  • [[Lady Burup]]
📅 Date [[2024-05-07]]

Not necessarily in that order :)


I like [[silver bullet]] but I come back to [[wiki vim]] because it’s on the terminal and that’s where I sometimes want to write.


I like [[senegal town]].

Also: [[mexico city]], [[paris]] :)

  • [[BLDGBLOG]]
  • Now I’m back in [[silverbullet]]. I’m unsure if I want to unify the journal or not. Probably yes? But I’m curious about e.g. Journal/Month/2024-05 if that exists :)
  • [[digital capitalism]]:
    • did a pass over [[Open Letter to Google]], maybe it’s more readable up to… a few paragraphs in? :)
    • I think it is starting to take shape.
📅 Date [[2024-05-04]]
  • Back in [[silverbullet]], now using it as a ‘web app’ — meaning after pressing ‘install’ on chromium while visiting edit.anagora.org :) - For now edit.anagora.org only works for this [[flancian]], but I hope soon enough I will be able to offer it to the community.
    • Intend I intend to keep using [[wiki vim]] though, as I value having a terminal client for writing in the Agora - Experimented with a bluetooth keyboard on mobile as a way of having more fluid Agora editing on the go.
    • Tried [[silverbullet]] in firefox mobile and vim mode didn’t quite work :)
    • Also my hardware keyboard is set up to have esc go to the android home screen, which does not go well with vim mode ;)
      • Update: realized I can set the keyboard to [[windows mode]] and it will disable most of what I consider intrusive functionality :)
    • Still the prospect of having a fully featured Agora editor on mobile is thrilling!
  • [[agora discuss]]: [[neil]] suggested [[web mentions]] as the ground level on which to build [[agora likes]].
    • I agree it’s an interesting approach; it seems complementary to [[activity pub]] support which I’ve already started working on, inspired by [[bouncepaw]]‘s work on [[betula]].
    • The basic abstraction might be: the Agora publishes, and produces, feeds of social activity in different formats. Their states influence UI elements like emoji reactions and a log of activity.
  • A few hours later…
    • [[Winti Tap Jam]]:
      • I’m in [[Winterthur]] in a [[tap dance]] event, against my expectations enjoying it quite a bit! The [[jazz band]] is great, and I didn’t know people could dance like this while interacting with an improvising band. It’s really quite cool.
      • With [[AG]] and [[Nushya]]!
  • Really enjoying [[noding from mobile]] quite a bit, it encourages [[live noding]].
  • [[open letters]]

2024-05-04

📅 Date [[2024-05-03]]

2024-05-03

📅 Date [[2024-05-01]]
  • Trying [[Obsidian]] after a looong time — after remembering, and then trying on a lark, [[Roam Research]] again :)
    • I also tried [[logseq]] but it did a mega-commit automatically on my garden which almost broke it, not super happy about that (it tried to commit and push a 101MB file that is a database for [[silverbullet]] and probably, granted, should have been in .gitignore).
  • Happy [[International Workers Day]]!
    • The last year flew by in some ways :) I remember attending the festivities/events in Zürich yesterday. Looking forward to doing the same today, at least a few hours.
  • I got into [[biking]] again and I’m enjoying it tremendously :)
    • We may bike tomorrow with [[AG]].
  • I also plan to catch up with [[Berni]]. I have been catching up with friends finally after a hiatus due to [[work]] + [[travel]] and I’m looking forward to the VC!
  • [[doxometrist]] told me about [[netwik-obsidian]] as being in [[agora space]]
  • [[j0lms]] had good news!
  • [[l]] had good news! and we had an interesting conversation
  • [[Brunello]], the father of a friend of mine, died last week at [[90]]. I knew him and he seemed like a good and sensitive person. I lighted a candle for him/his memory.
  • [[Agora]]!
    • [[Agora development]]:
      • Fixed images, they were broken in prod due to a logger misconfiguration — thank you [[neil]] for reporting!
      • Made some progress towards fixing git.agor.ai — [[hypatia]] got into some weird state after running out of disk.
      • Reached out to [[protopian]] to try to unbreak his garden :)
📅 Date [[2024-04-29]]
📅 Date [[2024-04-28]]

2024-04-28

📅 Date [[2024-04-27]]
  • Back here after a few more days of hectic travelling :) I intend to stick around in the Agora for the next few days, for a change!
  • Thinking again (as per usual?) about [[open letters]] — which hasn’t necessarily meant I have been making much progress on any of them. I wonder at times why I got so enamoured of the genre even before penning my first complete one; but then again my enthusiasm is known to often predate competency ;)
  • I thought about [[telling stories]].
  • [[Google]]:

2024-04-27

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  • [[Digital weeding and watering]]

    • Adding a page for keeping track of little bits of content cleanup that need doing on my digital garden.
    • This has been very useful already.
    • I’ve found:
      • pages that were using old file: links (e.g. Praxis)
      • duplicate nodes (e.g. Philsophize This).
      • pages that I’m interested in, but just had never had time to write anything about (e.g. climate action)
      • mistakenly created pages
    • And it has been fun to revisit various older pages in the process.
  • I am really looking forward to the release of [[Jathan Sadowski]]‘s new book.

  • [[Repairing a Dell Latitude E7450]]

📅 Date [[2024-04-23]]

2024-04-23

📅 Date [[2024-04-21]]

2024-04-21

📅 Date [[2024-04-20]]

2024-04-20

📅 Date [[2024-04-19]]

2024-04-19

📅 Date [[2024-04-18]]
  • Flying to the [[US]]!
    • Not staying super long, but I’m attending a wedding and visiting a few museums I’ve never visited before.
    • I slept badly tonight, and the day before, due to different reasons — the first night it was due to trip prep, the second it was due to a (surprise, as usual) allergy attack that kept me up/very uncomfortable until late. Happy to have made it to the flight only looking slightly like a cat (because of how my eyes swell, I get a bit of a feline look for hours-days after an attack).
    • Listening to [[Lex Fridman]] with [[Jimbo Wales]] on topics like the history of wikipedia. Very interesting as most Lex conversations I’ve heard as of late!
  • [[Agora]]:
    • I’m back in the Agora, finally :) I took a more prolonged break from journaling as I moved with [[Lady Burup]] temporarily to [[AG]]‘s place (she is very kind!) and I adapted my routine to that space; also I’ve been busy at work and with other projects.
    • Thank you [[neil]] for keeping the journaling section of the Agora alive and interesting!
    • I reworked a bit the Agora’s [[README.md]], which is what is rendered at the Agora root URL — e.g. https://anagora.org . Hopefully it’s more cogent and informative without being overwhelming. But you tell me :)
    • [[Agora Development]]:
      • Fix local dev environment which is now sending https to itself even though it’s http only due to bug in agora.py:56 :).
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • I thought back a bit about the history of Flancia while I was rewriting the above. It’s been running for a number of years at this stage!
    • Maybe I should write a belated update in https://flancia.org proper.
      • Include a reference to the [[flancia meet]] landing page.
      • Include a TLDR on what the Agora now is/how it developed through the years/where do we want to go next.
      • Maybe take the opportunity to have some extra fun and write something more clearly fictional again :)

2024-04-18

  • I [[listened]] to [[Degrowth vs Eco-Modernism]].

    • It’s a good episode.
    • I like [[Kai Heron]], and I’ve found the debate between various strands of [[ecosocialist]] thought very interesting.
    • But I also lament the time spent disagreeing amongst ourselves on the left.
    • Is it ultimately useful? What if all this intellectual effort could be spent on bringing about a transition away from capitalism, and towards ecosocialism?
    • I don’t know - perhaps the debate is contributing to that transition, in part, in a roundabout. And I suppose that if we don’t know what we stand for, we can’t meaningfully work towards it.
    • But still. It has vibes of [[The People’s Front of Judea]] vs the Judean People’s Front.
    • Not got to the end yet, so perhaps this will be covered…
  • Listened to [[Opening the Vicious Circle of Risk Rating (ft. Ariel Bogle)]]

📅 Date [[2024-04-16]]

2024-04-16

📅 Date [[2024-04-15]]
  • [[Lex]]:
    • Listened to [[Sam Harris]] with [[Lex Fridman]] and it reminded me I also like Lex and I think he has lots of potential.
      • Sam came across as a bit more close-minded on some topics than Lex, which tracks with some of the conversations with him I’ve been listening to him recently — he is still one of my favourite public persons though. It’s just that Lex seems to be more of the "open heart hippie" and in that sense closer to me (at least at times).
    • Then listened to his conversation with [[Joscha Bach]] and it reminded me I like Joscha as well.

2024-04-15

📅 Date [[2024-04-14]]

2024-04-14

📅 Date [[2024-04-11]]
  • The AI [[hackathon]] I’ve been working on went well \o/

2024-04-11

  • Learning about [[biodiversity]] via the Kinna app.

    • Variety of species. At various levels.
    • Essential to the health of the planet.
    • Genetic diversity, species diversity, ecosystem diversity.
  • Listened to [[Post Capitalism w/ Alnoor Ladha]]

    • Fascinating discussion. Post Capitalism. Post here not meaning ‘after’ but ‘in relation to’. Pluralistic. Past and present examples: Zapatistas. Rojava. Indigenous worldviews. Relational ontologies and OntoShift.
📅 Date [[2024-04-10]]

2024-04-10

  • Migrating my publish.el to a [[Literate publish.el]].
    • To make it a bit more understandable to others, and also as a push for me to tidy it up.
📅 Date [[2024-04-09]]

2024-04-09

📅 Date [[2024-04-08]]

2024-04-08

  • [[Listened]] to [[Should the UK stop arming Israel?]]

    • Drone strike killed seven aid workers. (Some of whom British).
    • While Israel says it was a mistake, suggestion is that this is in line with Israel’s current rules of engagement.
    • UK sells a small amount of arms to the UK. Sunak threatening to stop this unless more aid allowed.
  • [[Nonprofits should (almost) never write their own software]]

    • From the [[Aspiration Manifesto]].
    • Being the tech lead for a non-profit that develops our own software - I fully agree. We are currently going through a process of trying to divest as much bespoke code as possible to pre-existing (FLOSS) software.
    • One alternative I see, where no other software exists for the desired purpose, is for non-profits to perhaps be incubators for the software, but always with an intention to [[exit to community]] / exit the software to cooperative.
📅 Date [[2024-04-07]]

2024-04-07

  • My publish.el file would be a good candidate for a literate config approach. Would make it more useful for other people to make use of then I think. Also would make me tidy it up.

  • Listened again to [[Nathan Schneider on Building Democratic Governance on the Internet]]

    • [[Parallel Polis]], Vaclav Havel.
    • Touches on similar stuff as recent [[Vincent Bevins]] podcasts re: failed revolutions of the 2010s.
      • Technology helped spread viral messaging for movements, did little to help collective decision making and long-term organisation.
    • Mentions [[Loomio]], [[Action Network]].
  • When I get a moment I’ll make a page of gardening tasks for myself.

    • Just simple things like reviewing nodes that haven’t been edited for a long time; reviewing empty nodes to either prune or flesh out; etc.
  • [[Ecology]].

    • interaction between organisms and their environment.
    • communities, ecosystems, biomes.
    • producers, consumers, decomposers.
    • food chains, food webs.
    • energy flows, trophic levels.
    • nutrient cycles.
📅 Date [[2024-04-06]]

2024-04-06

📅 Date [[2024-04-05]]

2024-04-05

📅 Date [[2024-04-04]]

2024-04-04

  • I’m getting more into the groove with [[fish]] on desktop the more that I use it.

    • Still a slamdunk win on Termux.
  • I would just like to take a moment to lament the fact that I have received an email inviting me to become a Certified Generative AI Specialist.

  • Idle thought: maybe the world would be a better place if the de facto ‘learn to code’ tutorial was not a todo list (individual productivity) but a simple group poll (collective decision-making).

📅 Date [[2024-04-01]]

2024-04-01

📅 Date [[2024-03-30]]

2024-03-30

📅 Date [[2024-03-29]]

2024-03-29

📅 Date [[2024-03-28]]

2024-03-28

  • I’ve been picking up the [[guitar]] again regularly recently, for the first time in a long time. And I’m really enjoying it. Drop D tuning and finger picking. Still got the muscle memory for basic chords and picking patterns. Relistening to some [[John Fahey]] too.
📅 Date [[2024-03-27]]

2024-03-27

📅 Date [[2024-03-26]]

2024-03-26

📅 Date [[2024-03-25]]

2024-03-25

  • Although in general it feels the same (possibly slower? because I didn’t compile it myself?), one thing that is much faster in Emacs 28 is the parsing of my huge Tasks.org file for work. Thumbs up.

  • I’d like to tweak my garden a bit such that I have ‘planted’ and ‘last tended’ dates on each page.

    • I already have ‘This page last updated: …’ at the bottom of every page.
    • But I’d prefer it right at the top. Not too prominent/distracting, but I have some pretty old pages knocking around now and I’d like people to be aware that they might be outdated.
  • [[org-timeblock]] looks pretty good and like it’d fill my desire for a timeblocking tool for org-mode.

    • I used to use [[Goalist]] on Android and it was great, but I got annoyed that I couldn’t sync it and make use of it anywhere else.
    • So… [[trying out org-timeblock]]. However, hitting a bunch of issues from the beginning.
📅 Date [[2024-03-24]]

2024-03-24

📅 Date [[2024-03-23]]

2024-03-23

📅 Date [[2024-03-22]]

2024-03-22

📅 Date [[2024-03-18]]

2024-03-18

📅 Date [[2024-03-17]]
  • A beautiful Sunday with [[AG]] and [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • I spoke to my [[mum]] over [[Meet]] and it was great.
    • A friend of a friend of hers who was [[92]] died this week. She is visiting the friend today to console her and spend time with her; the friend is 92 as well and is having thoughts about death.
    • It would make sense that as you grow old you have more thoughts about death, as it’s statistically speaking way more likely.
    • I hope she’s [[free from suffering]]!
  • Doing some work — I enjoy working some weekends, it gives me ample time to [[focus]] while still taking it easy / enjoying the moment.
  • We took a short (50 minutes roundtrip) but very nice walk as the sun was setting.
  • Saw [[12 monkeys]] after many years; certainly for the first time [[after covid]].

2024-03-17

📅 Date [[2024-03-16]]

2024-03-16

📅 Date [[2024-03-15]]

2024-03-15

📅 Date [[2024-03-14]]

2024-03-14

📅 Date [[2024-03-12]]

2024-03-12

📅 Date [[2024-03-11]]
  • My individual [[Silverbullet]] instance at edit.anagora.org was down for a bit — I ended up updating the container and setting up a crontjob that will do it for me.
    • I’m thinking next step should be to put together a [[coop cloud]] recipe?
    • I’d love to host this for many people in anagora.org or agor.ai.
      • In that case it would make sense to have e.g. flancian.agor.ai be my silverbullet instance, and offer user.agor.ai in general.
      • Same for anagora.org? Or should I start there, I wonder?
  • [[abelard.org]] looks [[weird]]/[[interesting]].
  • I keep noding both from [[wiki vim]] and [[silverbullet]] and the journal entries end up in different files.
    • I’m not particularly bothered by it — this brings up the question of how to ideally show such things in the [[Agora of Flancia]] :)

2024-03-11

  • [[Listened]]: [[Brian Merchant, "Blood in the Machine: The Origins of the Rebellion Against Big Tech"]]

  • [[Spam]].

    • Our website is experiencing an uptick in spam over the last few days.
    • Incredibly irritating.
    • With comments like 1*if(now()=sysdate(),sleep(15),0).
    • We have Akismet and a honepot enabled. Adding a very noddy manual captcha (e.g. 4+8 = ?) helps. But if it continues, we’ll probably have to enable ReCaptcha. Which I’d prefer to avoid if possible.
    • Seemingly emanating from the same IP address.
    • The host lists an abuse@ address. But when I contact that address, the mailbox is reported as being full.
📅 Date [[2024-03-10]]
  • Started the day with [[AG]], then cleaned the house quite deeply (it was due) and enjoyed it — it felt freeing.
  • Spoke to my mum about birthdays and states of being :)
  • Did idea organization/refactoring :)
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Was very fun yesterday! I like fixing bugs and learning more about [[UI]] — what works and what doesn’t :)
    • Today, I have a bug that I want to fix that I can describe with the following words: [[i love you]]
  • [[Polgar]] believed that [[education]] should not be left to [[schools]], but handled by the [[family]] where the family could provide a better environment for [[learning]].
    • The [[family]] is the first field activity for the [[child]].
    • [[Family]] members are the first [[models]] to [[learn]] from, if they are not sent away.
    • It’s easier to develop outstanding abilities in children if the [[parents]] actions are toward raising outstanding adults.
      • “the passion of the mature person in relation to the developing person - in favour of the latter.”
      • The basis of the desire to [[learn]] is in the [[love]] the student has for the teacher.
    • Polgar believed strongly in selecting one concrete field to develop the child’s abilities in. [[Specialization]].
      • Perhaps this is for using an area with simple and tight [[feedback]] loops to channel the overall education through.
    • "It is only important that by the age of 3-4 some physical or mental field should be chosen, and the child can set out on their voyage."
    • The Polgar daughters played chess 5-6 hours a day from the ages of 4-5.
    • Any field with concrete [[feedback]] could be selected.
    • Where they perceive success, the child would also feel independent.
    • Is it a nice feeling for the child? Is it useful for the child? Is it useful for the child’s society? collapsed:: true
      • If he were trying to raise a [[language]] genius, [[Polgar]] would [[focus]] the child on one language (preferably one stuffed with cognates leading to other languages) in the first year (5-6 hours a day), until the child has a basic level of mastery. Then, when there is a [[base]] of success in the first language, he would move to starting a second. And so on, year after year.
    • In normal [[schools]], the child does not understand why they learn what they are made to learn. To raise a genius, the child must understand [[why]] they’re learning what they’re learning, and what it can be used to lead to.
    • The child will [[learn]] more voraciously when they see the end [[goal]] and [[meaning]] of their [[work]].
    • The [[relationship]] between the teacher and the [[child]] must be collaborative, where the child feels they are not subordinate.
    • These methods need direct, intensive, and constant [[contact]] between teacher and [[child]].
    • By age ten, the [[child]] should accurately feel that there is at least one field in which they have a level of [[mastery]] in which they are at least equal to adults.
    • The specialized skill is used as a base to [[learn]] everything else from.
    • Schools lead to "gray mediocrity".
    • It is important to put them in situations where they will [[learn]] how to learn.
    • Variety among their peers (ie, peers of all-ages) will aid in their development. The children should stay close to whoever their peers are (even if their peers in a skill are old people). That is, people at the same level of skill and with similar interests.
    • Polgar did not [[diversify]] the specializations among his three daughters due to the [[costs]] with getting different equipment and books for different skills. Also, so his family could function as a team dedicated to one field.
    • Polgar’s suggested [[schedule]]. collapsed:: true
      • 4 hours of specialist study (for us, chess)
      • 1 hour of a foreign language. Esperanto in the first year, English in the second, and another chosen at will in the third. At the stage of beginning, that is, intensive language instruction, it is necessary to increase the study hours to 3 - in place of the specialist study - for 3 months. In summer, study trips to other countries.
      • 1 hour of general study (native language, natural science and social studies)
      • 1 hour of computing
      • 1 hour of moral, psychological, and pedagogical studies ([[humor]] lessons as well, with 20 minutes every hour for joke telling)
      • 1 hour of gymnastics, freely chosen, which can be accomplished individually outside school. The division of study hours can of course be treated elastically.
    • The Polgars strongly believed in [[Esperanto]], and used it as a family language.
    • They wanted to prove that geniuses could be raised, and chess provided a means.
    • Chess is a field where there is tight feedback with no uncertainties about what is success or failure.
    • They figured if the children tire from chess, it is easy to retire from chess without bad outcomes (as opposed to say, gymnastics, which might result in injuries).
    • Because they had girls, they wanted to prove that [[nurture]] would lead to girls who could beat men at chess.
    • The Polgar parents loved chess and found it [[beautiful]].
    • [[Creativity]] required in [[winning]] at a high level requires the competitor to know how to explore and innovate.
    • The [[Polgar]] daughters played ping pong or swam 1.5 to 3 hours a day. In other words, Zone 1 work.
    • "One thing is certain: one can never achieve serious pedagogical results, especially at a high level, through [[coercion]]. One can teach chess only by means of [[love]] and the love of the [[game]]."
    • The Polgar sisters were playing chess. That is, they were playing- the kind of playing that is fun. The parents made playing chess fun by giving them a taste of success. Losing on purpose, near the peak of their level.
    • The child should feel the [[joy]] of making their own moves, their own [[failures]], trying things out.
    • Have care for what is said to the child. If they are told they are lazy or bad, they will believe it.
    • Polgar used a proportion of failure to success that was 1 to 10.
    • He started off playing about half an hour a day with the children, then raised the amount of [[time]] per day as their ability and desire to play rose.
    • When young, he favored blitz matches for them. Smaller games with shorter [[time]] scales.
    • The Polgars had 4-5000 books organized by player, opening type, and middle game type. The sisters used these to develop new plays. collapsed:: true
      • To [[learn]] a type, they would look at 50-100 examples and then come up with things they have in common.
    • When the child loses in competition, don’t tell them off. Failure is enough punishment. Rather, console them and help them figure out why they lost.
    • They played while [[blind]]folded to develop their capacity to visualize the [[game]] mentally.
  • [[Polgar]] believed that [[education]] should not be left to [[schools]], but handled by the [[family]] where the family could provide a better environment for [[learning]].
    • The [[family]] is the first field activity for the [[child]].
    • [[Family]] members are the first [[models]] to [[learn]] from, if they are not sent away.
    • It’s easier to develop outstanding abilities in children if the [[parents]] actions are toward raising outstanding adults.
      • “the passion of the mature person in relation to the developing person - in favour of the latter.”
      • The basis of the desire to [[learn]] is in the [[love]] the student has for the teacher.
    • Polgar believed strongly in selecting one concrete field to develop the child’s abilities in. [[Specialization]].
      • Perhaps this is for using an area with simple and tight [[feedback]] loops to channel the overall education through.
    • "It is only important that by the age of 3-4 some physical or mental field should be chosen, and the child can set out on their voyage."
    • The Polgar daughters played chess 5-6 hours a day from the ages of 4-5.
    • Any field with concrete [[feedback]] could be selected.
    • Where they perceive success, the child would also feel independent.
    • Is it a nice feeling for the child? Is it useful for the child? Is it useful for the child’s society? collapsed:: true
      • If he were trying to raise a [[language]] genius, [[Polgar]] would [[focus]] the child on one language (preferably one stuffed with cognates leading to other languages) in the first year (5-6 hours a day), until the child has a basic level of mastery. Then, when there is a [[base]] of success in the first language, he would move to starting a second. And so on, year after year.
    • In normal [[schools]], the child does not understand why they learn what they are made to learn. To raise a genius, the child must understand [[why]] they’re learning what they’re learning, and what it can be used to lead to.
    • The child will [[learn]] more voraciously when they see the end [[goal]] and [[meaning]] of their [[work]].
    • The [[relationship]] between the teacher and the [[child]] must be collaborative, where the child feels they are not subordinate.
    • These methods need direct, intensive, and constant [[contact]] between teacher and [[child]].
    • By age ten, the [[child]] should accurately feel that there is at least one field in which they have a level of [[mastery]] in which they are at least equal to adults.
    • The specialized skill is used as a base to [[learn]] everything else from.
    • Schools lead to "gray mediocrity".
    • It is important to put them in situations where they will [[learn]] how to learn.
    • Variety among their peers (ie, peers of all-ages) will aid in their development. The children should stay close to whoever their peers are (even if their peers in a skill are old people). That is, people at the same level of skill and with similar interests.
    • Polgar did not [[diversify]] the specializations among his three daughters due to the [[costs]] with getting different equipment and books for different skills. Also, so his family could function as a team dedicated to one field.
    • Polgar’s suggested [[schedule]]. collapsed:: true
      • 4 hours of specialist study (for us, chess)
      • 1 hour of a foreign language. Esperanto in the first year, English in the second, and another chosen at will in the third. At the stage of beginning, that is, intensive language instruction, it is necessary to increase the study hours to 3 - in place of the specialist study - for 3 months. In summer, study trips to other countries.
      • 1 hour of general study (native language, natural science and social studies)
      • 1 hour of computing
      • 1 hour of moral, psychological, and pedagogical studies ([[humor]] lessons as well, with 20 minutes every hour for joke telling)
      • 1 hour of gymnastics, freely chosen, which can be accomplished individually outside school. The division of study hours can of course be treated elastically.
    • The Polgars strongly believed in [[Esperanto]], and used it as a family language.
    • They wanted to prove that geniuses could be raised, and chess provided a means.
    • Chess is a field where there is tight feedback with no uncertainties about what is success or failure.
    • They figured if the children tire from chess, it is easy to retire from chess without bad outcomes (as opposed to say, gymnastics, which might result in injuries).
    • Because they had girls, they wanted to prove that [[nurture]] would lead to girls who could beat men at chess.
    • The Polgar parents loved chess and found it [[beautiful]].
    • [[Creativity]] required in [[winning]] at a high level requires the competitor to know how to explore and innovate.
    • The [[Polgar]] daughters played ping pong or swam 1.5 to 3 hours a day. In other words, Zone 1 work.
    • "One thing is certain: one can never achieve serious pedagogical results, especially at a high level, through [[coercion]]. One can teach chess only by means of [[love]] and the love of the [[game]]."
    • The Polgar sisters were playing chess. That is, they were playing- the kind of playing that is fun. The parents made playing chess fun by giving them a taste of success. Losing on purpose, near the peak of their level.
    • The child should feel the [[joy]] of making their own moves, their own [[failures]], trying things out.
    • Have care for what is said to the child. If they are told they are lazy or bad, they will believe it.
    • Polgar used a proportion of failure to success that was 1 to 10.
    • He started off playing about half an hour a day with the children, then raised the amount of [[time]] per day as their ability and desire to play rose.
    • When young, he favored blitz matches for them. Smaller games with shorter [[time]] scales.
    • The Polgars had 4-5000 books organized by player, opening type, and middle game type. The sisters used these to develop new plays. collapsed:: true
      • To [[learn]] a type, they would look at 50-100 examples and then come up with things they have in common.
    • When the child loses in competition, don’t tell them off. Failure is enough punishment. Rather, console them and help them figure out why they lost.
    • They played while [[blind]]folded to develop their capacity to visualize the [[game]] mentally.

2024-03-10

📅 Date [[2024-03-09]]

Suddenly you become [[[[more [[aware]] of the [[nature of existence]]]].

  • I read about the [[multiverse]] and [[groups]] again after long — this reminds me that I need to finish reading [[a rosetta stone]] :) I think I will find my paper print or print it again and read it at night.
  • Note [[Silverbullet]] is currently journaling at a different path, the Agora should show both in any date-matching nodes.
  • [[agora development]]:
    • pull silverbullet editor somewhere in the Agora
      • host silverbullet for people with a docker container + associated git repo (maybe automatically created at git.anagora.org?)
      • write about social hosting :)
    • #pull [[index]] from now-index!
  • [[agora discuss]]:
  • write about the nature of existence :)
  • [[edit]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • implement URL pulls, it’s been on the todo for quite long! :)
      • this would make [[edit]] work (at least for me, for now) :)
      • this seems to almost work :)
    • look into the bugs that neil reported
      • finding them in [[agora discuss]] led to enjoying that space as usual! :D
  • [[what if we became better protopians]]?

2024-03-09

📅 Date [[2024-03-08]]
  • [[AI]]:
    • I went to an interesting [[AI]] talk and learnt about a few new (to me) services/things that look interesting:
      • [[pikaso]] (a paint-to-image generation tool)
      • [[grok]] (a plushie voiced by [[Grimes]])

2024-03-08

📅 Date [[2024-03-07]]
  • In the [[Agora of Flancia]], each node is an [[Agora]] — meaning a fork of the Agora that is centered around the node in question and its [[context]].
📅 Date [[2024-03-06]]

2024-03-06

📅 Date [[2024-03-05]]

2024-03-05

📅 Date [[2024-03-04]]

2024-03-04

📅 Date [[2024-03-03]]
  • Apparently there was some sort of controversy about a site called [[content nation]] in the Fediverse, and people from [[Mastodon]] came across as conservative/resistant to change/unfriendly to newcomers. I am not surprised.
    • Good thing is I found [[wedistribute]] via the article linked in the node above, and I think I’m liking this site and maybe particularly a podcast they have called [[decentered]].
  • I read about [[Jim Simons]] and the [[Medallion fund]] after watching [[Veritasium]]‘s [[The Trillion Dollar Equation]].
  • I read about [[Jizo]] a.k.a. [[Ksitigarbha]], which I now associate with number [[6]] (as he vowed to liberate beings in all six Buddhist realms).
  • I still haven’t figured out how to make [[silverbullet]] open its daily note where I want instead of Journal/Day/, but maybe it won’t be much longer :)
    • Thankfully in the Agora any and all of these will show up (just independently).
  • The article on [[Peter Singer]] led me to read about [[higher and lower pleasures]] — the whole article on [[utilitarianism]] is interesting.
    • TIL [[Karl Popper]] was called a [[negative utilitarian]] because of his preference to [[minimize suffering]]: "Instead of the greatest happiness for the greatest number, one should demand, more modestly, the least amount of avoidable suffering for all."
  • My knees hurt from [[Lägern]] but I have no regrets :D
  • To raise [[children]], Laszlo [[Polgar]] setup an environment for [[autonomy]] and agency.
    • Polgar needed to work with his children, rather than telling them what to do.
    • The father’s role was an enabler, an opener of ways.
    • The father’s goal was to provide the "highest possible level of [[freedom]]".
    • They are not marionettes, but in a traditional [[school]] they are.
    • Polgar does not assert that raising competent children leads to happiness, but that they will at least have the same opportunities for happiness as normal children.
    • He did not like that older, more static leaders were followed instead of younger, more dynamic leaders.
    • Polgar rejected the [[middle]]. "Mediocrity, the orientation to the middle, I refuse out of principle."
    • Polgar was intent on quality.
    • Polgar saw himself as someone who shapes his own destiny.
    • Polgar was against compromise.
    • He preferred defeating obstacles to worrying about them.
    • Laszlo and his wife had the premise that every healthy child could be raised to be an outstanding person.
    • They believed that every outstanding person had a trainer who was obssessed.
    • “It is better not to say that geniuses are not often born; say rather that we do not often raise them.”
    • Polgar figured that people are shaped by the body they are born to, the effect of the [[environment]], and a ‘self-[[creation]]‘ that happens from personal experimentation.
    • Great capability comes from [[creativity]] expressed in concrete [[action]].
    • "…every child born healthy is potentially a genius, and if one pays enough attention, they will in fact become one."
    • The ultimate goal is human happiness- which is enabled by genius.
    • "I criticize contemporary schools because they do not educate for life, they equalize everyone to a very low level, and in addition they do not tolerate the talented and those who diverge from the average."
    • "My daughters, who have never visited a [[school]], grew up much more in the context of real [[life]]."

2024-03-03

📅 Date [[2024-03-02]]

2024-03-02

  • A ‘trick’ I use when I have some issue with a particular file in my [[org-publish]] pipeline on my remote server.

    • In org-publish-project-alist, set :base-extension "foo".
      • By default it is "org", looking at all files with org extension.
      • By setting it to foo, the publish process won’t find any files. Except..
    • Set up :include to include the file that’s got the issue.
      • e.g. :include ("file-with-a-problem.org")
    • There’s probably a better way of doing it than this, but it gets me by for now.
  • Nice, I replaced a cl-loop with a mapconcat in some of my output formatting, e.g. in [[Well-connected]]. mapconcat feels a bit more functional style, and it also gets rid of the superfluous parentheses I had in the output.

  • I might try and add [[Pagefind]] to my published garden.

  • Trying [[fish]] out on desktop.

    • While on mobile I found them incredibly helpful, I actually find it all of the autosuggestions a bit distracting at first.
    • I’ll see how it pans out.
  • Watched: [[Guardians of the Galaxy]]

📅 Date [[2024-03-01]]
  • [[ec]]: "Yo adelgacé mucho gracias al vino rosado."
  • #push [[Maitreya]]
    • I created a "[[GPT]]" (sigh, I get what they’re going for with the name though :)) called [[Maitreya]]. Some example prompts are in [[Maitreya AI]].

2024-03-01

📅 Date [[2024-02-29]]

2024-02-29

📅 Date [[2024-02-27]]

2024-02-27

📅 Date [[2024-02-26]]
  • [[social coop]]:
  • I set up [[silverbullet]] over https pointing to my home computer and it’s lovely, I can finally edit my [[garden]] from mobile.
    • While [[paramita]] is on at least, but this is great progress; maybe I should point this to [[nostromo]] which is on more often and I can also remotely enable?
    • But longer term I want to move in the direction of garden (and editor) hosting, I’m already using containers for this…

2024-02-26

  • [[The Web of Death (ft. Tamara Kneese)]]

  • [[Work Notes 2024-02-26]]

  • ‘Dear Data Subject’ and other great ways to start an email.

    • [[Matomo]].
    • They mention that they are now using a [[data broker]] for "customer and prospect data enrichment".
      • "We process this personal data on the basis of legitimate interest. Without the information we will not be able to customise our communications with you to best meet your needs".
      • I find the wording a bit weaselly to be honest. Better would be "We want this information so we can more likely retain and get new customers". Fine - just be honest about it.
      • You can opt-out. Not opt-in?
  • Using Python in org, I was getting: [[Importmagic and/or epc not found]].

📅 Date [[2024-02-25]]

2024-02-25

  • Listened: [[The Web of Death (ft. Tamara Kneese)]]

    • Digital decay
    • Digital memorials
    • Makes me think of the film [[Coco]]
    • Transhumanists
  • magit doesnt work properly for me in [[termux]] for some reason. I can stage but I cant commit.

    • No biggie as I just git from the terminal instead. But still, would be good to get to the bottom of it.
  • Had a quick play with [[Surfacing notes in my garden that have no claims]] using [[Metabase]].

    • Easy enough to do. But has the downside for me at the moment that it’s only accessible on my laptop, which I’m not often using at the moment outside of work.
    • [[Knowledge commoning]].
📅 Date [[2024-02-24]]
  • On the negative side, it defaults to a weird Journal/Day prefix :)
    • I get what they’re going after as apparently they want to support /Week as well, and weekly journals make sense to me.
    • But I prefer a flatter structure than that — looking into customizing.
  • Again it took me until 7pm to get into a situation I could call [[focus]], let alone [[flow]]; earlier I did useful things that needed to take place (like cleaning around the house and such), but that produced only diffuse output.
  • [[doom]]:
    • On impulse I bought and installed [[doom 2016]] today (it was on sale). I played half an hour and I’m not sure I’m into it. I played and loved [[doom]] and [[doom 2]] as a kid, but this is a newer game and I’m an older person :)
      • The graphics are good and I wanted to try out the ‘shoot at things without much of a plot’ experience again, and I got that.
      • But I don’t like you can’t save/quicksave. It’s all checkpoint based (whyyy).
      • And I didn’t have as much ‘fun’ with it. Maybe it’s too violent to maintain my interest nowadays.
      • But I may yet come back to it.
  • [[Moloch]]:
    • By [[Kuprin]]:
      • Makes direct references to the stock market, which surprised me — it was a factor in Russian society earlier than expected (this is from [[1896]].)
      • [[page 72]] in my edition has the first direct reference to [[Moloch]] by name.

2024-02-24

📅 Date [[2024-02-23]]

2024-02-23

📅 Date [[2024-02-21]]

2024-02-21

📅 Date [[2024-02-20]]
  • Second day using [[silver bullet]], enjoying it a lot!
    • I like how I was able to specify a full path for a new page, in this case journal/2024-02-20, and it just worked (tm).
    • I also like the [[autocompletion]] for links it has; it is better than [[wiki vim]]‘s (which, granted, maybe I didn’t really get the hang of) and [[logseq]]‘s (faster).
  • [[work]] was tough given that I’m still not fully recovered from flu/virus and there are some interpersonal issues that take energy to deal with, but also satisfying as I did manage to get some things done.
    • Also my team is really great, every time I go back to team-specific tasks it feels like a breath of fresh air!
  • Talked to [[Berni]] and it was great.
  • [[AG]] did a surprise certification today after work, impressive :)
📅 Date [[2024-02-19]]
  • [[Silverbullet]] doesn’t follow the convention of using journal/ for journals; and I wonder if that’s not actually quite reasonable. Why wouldn’t an ISO-formatted-date node be enough? That’s what the [[Agora]] parses as journals ;)
  • Honestly I’m maybe fine moving to journal-dir-less but I’d like to find a shortcut to ‘go/create today’s note’. I haven’t found this in menus yet.
  • [[heart sutra]]

2024-02-19

📅 Date [[2024-02-18]]

2024-02-18

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]

    • Finished it.
    • Good stuff. Provocative.
    • The suggestion to focus on hard science fiction for our utopias seems a good one.
    • Though I don’t know if their piece really does that.
    • They just combine a focus on production with handwaving, rather than reproduction with handwaving.
    • Their salient point is really that we’ve stopped thinking about production, which I think is a good one.
    • Also lots of nuggets of wisdom in the footnotes to be mined.
  • Listened: [[The Art and Science of Communism, Part 1 (ft. Nick Chavez, Phil Neel)]]

    • Great discussion. Based around [[Forest and Factory]]. Loads of good stuff.
    • Their insistence on starting from present conditions and working towards for me thinking about [[complex systems]] and [[chaos theory]], [[sensitive dependence on initial conditions]] in particular. Is it logical to try and completely map the present to then try and cause the future? Maybe.
    • Maybe an alternative is the utopian way of doing it. Think of elements of your desired future as attractors of sorts, then focus on how your can leverage the path of history towards those. Maybe that’s a combination of both. It obviously can’t hurt to know the present conditions, but to then assume you can trace a clear path from now to the future seems wrong.
    • Yeah I think you need both. A clear understanding of present conditions. A clear idea of how you want society to function - your attractors. And then you nudge it from A to B, making use of [[shocks]], [[leverage points]], etc.
    • They make the point that a lot of utopias focus on reproduction rather than production. (Superstructure rather than base?).
📅 Date [[2024-02-17]]

2024-02-17

  • Read: [[Talking to My Daughter About the Economy]]

    • Finished it. Enjoyed it. Would recommend.
    • Need to go back and note it up a bit.
  • Read: [[Theories of International Politics and Zombies]]

    • "How international relations theory can be applied to a zombie invasion"
    • Fun.
    • I remember some of [[Robert Biel]]‘s articles saying how [[international relations]] was a field that applied systems theory to politics, so was looking for something that is a bit of an easy primer - this seems like it!
  • [[Shower thought]].

    • I want to make sure that I document at least the top two or three salient claims from every book and article that I read.
    • Otherwise it seems like wasted effort.
    • I’ll tag book files such that I can run a query that pulls out those that I’ve read but have no associated claims.
    • To do so will be a positive act of [[knowledge commoning]].
📅 Date [[2024-02-16]]

2024-02-16

  • Read: [[Talking to My Daughter About the Economy]]

    • Nearly finished it now.
    • Very good all in all. Very readable intro to some economics concepts, in particular through a critical lens of capitalism.
    • Very easy to read. (As such not the most rigourous analysis, but thats fine)
    • Interesting to note he uses ‘experiential’ value rather than use value.
    • His brief suggestion of a solution to capitalism is that we need more democracy rather than more markets.
      • In ownership of the means of production and in control over how we treat the environment.
  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]

    • Deep dive into the logistics of production of motors.
    • Interesting, but still not convinced that this constitutes a scientific account of transition, in the language of their own critique.
  • How repairable is a [[Vision Pro]]?

  • I’d like to add a ‘[[New connections]]‘ page to my garden.

  • [[Flancian]] told me about [[Orgzly Revived]].

    • This is very good news to me.
📅 Date [[2024-02-14]]

2024-02-14

📅 Date [[2024-02-13]]

2024-02-13

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]
    • So far: very interesting.
    • But unnecessarily disdainful in tone to some of the other projects that it is critiquing. We’re all on the same side here!
    • And, so far, while very interesting, the vision for the future they outline is just as lacking in scientific rigour as any of the projects that they are critiquing.
      • Going to assume that the science bit is going to come later.
    • Unflinching mentions of carbon capture and storage / direct air capture is a bit of a red flag.
📅 Date [[2024-02-12]]

I worked half a day as I was sick; cold symptoms, nothing terrible though. I attended two meetings and did writing.

Then I read [[Aaron Copland]] on music, thought and wrote about [[Moloch]].


I eead the [[Dalai Lama]] and [[Thubten Chodron]]. I’m in chapter 2 of book 2: [[The Foundation of Buddhist Practice]].

2024-02-12

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]
    • Subtitle: The Science and the Fiction of Communism.
    • Heard about it from the This Machine Kills podcast.
    • Very interesting. A modern day update on the topic of [[Socialism: Utopian and Scientific]].
    • Critiques a bunch of things I’ve read recently as utopian, in the sense of lacking any practical route from the here and now to there.
      • Fair comment - though I’ve appreciated them, I’ve thought similar.
    • Not got to their own prescription for transformation yet.
📅 Date [[2024-02-09]]

2024-02-09

📅 Date [[2024-02-08]]

2024-02-08

📅 Date [[2024-02-07]]
  • Slightly less intense but still emotionally tough day at work (dealing with layoffs as part of the [[employee representation]] group).
📅 Date [[2024-02-06]]
📅 Date [[2024-02-05]]

2024-02-05

📅 Date [[2024-02-04]]

2024-02-04

  • Listened: [[The Santiago Boys]].
    • Finished the first episode. (Ep 1: A Blast in Manhattan).
    • Chiefly about the political milieu in Chile at the time, and then how Fernando Flores invites Beer to work with them.
📅 Date [[2024-02-03]]
  • [[Flancia meet]]
    • with [[bouncepaw]] we set up https://flancia.org/meet as a landing page for it, I like the result!
    • it made me revisit good old flancia.org after a while — and it felt good. Maybe I should go back to writing more on it? I say, not for the first time.
  • [[AG]] is wonderful


  • The following was written by [[Lady Burup]]
  • (a lot of dashes/empty list items, unsure how she wrote all these)

-OOOOAPI||||||||||

  • (more :))

-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


Back to regular programming :)

If you are reading this from the future, by the way: thank you for being here! How are you today/tonight?

To respond, you can always use the [[stoa]] of the day.


If we haven’t spoken in a long time, please reach out over [[matrix]]!

  • Also I found out that [[Flancia]] seems to actually be a common name in some countries?! Twitter search found a lot of people with Flancia in the name, some with accounts older than mine.
    • Nice plot twist, thanks universe as usual.


Please disable copyright enforcement in AI. I want to be able to ask LLMs to pirate things for me, or help me pirate them. [[I take full responsibility]], as some are wont to say ;)

I usually buy books in one format but want several. Many authors make it easy for me to give them money on Amazon, but then I want an epub. Etc.

In the meantime I have to go to https://libgen.is manually I guess?


I’ve been thinking of parsing this format in the Agora, meaning longer subnodes separated by — in a newline — and publish it to the [[Fediverse]] as individual posts :)


📅 Date [[2024-02-02]]

2024-02-02

📅 Date [[2024-02-01]]

I believe things are going to be pretty amazing anyway; I sometimes get caught in the day to day and fail to notice it, or remember it, but all things considered I think the likelihood of humanity and our friends making it happily in cosmic terms long term is quite high.

I’ve been writing about the Agora for about 5 years now: https://github.com/flancian/flancia/commits/master/pages/agora.md.

📅 Date [[2024-01-31]]

2024-01-31

  • Read: [[The Shock Doctrine of the Left]]
    • Finished it. Reading it in lots of 20 minute late-night bursts while doing childcare.
    • Very good. Primary focus on movement building, organising.
    • Combination of left politics and complex adaptive systems is right up my street.
    • Also touches on [[organisational ecology]], [[care work]].
    • Would like to apply some of the concepts to [[reclaim the stacks]].
    • Particularly the description of using (and creating) shocks as points of leverage and transition is useful.
📅 Date [[2024-01-30]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-28]]
  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]]. [[Angles]] give you a way to [[flank]].
  • [[Questions]] for district or city [[attorneys]]. collapsed:: true
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an [[alternative]]. collapsed:: true
    • Offer [[stability]] in the face of that chaos.
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] [[disperse]] through [[time]].
  • [[Police]] Departments found it easier to [[recruit]] following police attacks in Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
  • The US military found it much easier to [[recruit]] during the second gulf war, as well as right after [[9/11]].
  • If someone is [[blaming]] someone consistently for anything that goes wrong in their [[life]], it is a sign that they are [[owned]] by that person.
  • [[Seeds]] must have ways to [[spread]], [[feed]], and protect baby plants.
  • 100 million dollar offers: collapsed:: true
      1. Pain /what life would like without the pain
      2. Purchasing power
      3. Easy to target/symbols where they are already gathered
      4. Growing market
    • The point of writing is for the reader to understand.
    • The point of [[copywriting]] is for the prospect to feel [[understood]].
    • People [[want]] [[health]], [[wealth]], and [[relationships]].
    • In order of easiest to [[sell]] to: Starving crowd > offer strength > [[persuasion]] skills
    • [[Price]] is what you [[pay]], [[value]] is what you [[get]].
    • The [[Value Equation]]: Dream outcome x perceived likelihood of achievement / [[time]] delay * [[effort]] + [[sacrifice]] = [[value]]
    • Talk in terms of how the prospect will get [[status]] from other people.
    • People [[pay]] for [[certainty]].
    • Most people want an early [[victory]]. So [[fast]] beats [[free]].
    • What points of [[friction]] exist for them if they accept your [[offer]]? What’s the next [[obstacle]]? The obstacle after that? And that?
    • Generate a [[solution]] to every [[problem]].
    • [[Urgency]]: [[deadlines]] make [[decisions]].
    • Seasonal offers should occur more often with local [[businesses]].
    • 1-on-1 delivery bonus after [[sale]]? collapsed:: true
    • A [[lead]] is a person you can [[reach]]. collapsed:: true
      • A good lead is a person you can reach who has shown interest in your [[product]] or [[service]].
      • Have a library of [[lead magnets]] you can rotate.
    • A good [[call to action]] tells you what to do and [[why]] you should do it right now.
  • [[Dotcomsecrets]]: collapsed:: true
    • who do you like working with most? collapsed:: true
      • what dramatic [[transformation]] do you want to help them make?
      • where are these people?
      • how can you find them online?
      • what [[bait]] works on them but [[pushes]] everyone else away?
      • where to find them? collapsed:: true
        • what [[groups]] are they a part of? newsletters? discords? forums? subreddits? twitter circles? what other interests do they have?
    • create customer avatars of who you want to work with collapsed:: true
    • [[bait]] is anything the [[fitting]] [[customer]] would pay [[attention]] to and [[want]] collapsed:: true
      • book
      • online report
      • podcast
      • tool
    • what result do you want to give them? collapsed:: true
    • free stuff is [[bait]] to generate [[leads]]
    • who am I trying to [[reach]]? where do they [[gather]]? where are their watering holes?
    • Three Types of [[Traffic]]: collapsed:: true
        1. Traffic you don’t control. (external site)
        2. Traffic you control. (newsletter/subscriptions)
        3. Traffic you own. (when they’re on your page)
    • The back [[story]] has to relate to the [[product]] or [[service]] being sold. If it’s a financial product, the story has to be about something that changed with the character in regard to finances.
    • What are the stories that have happened in the relatable character’s life?
    • A [[story]] is more powerful than telling someone what would work.
    • Polarize with the truth of the character. This helps with [[selection]].
    • What’s going on with the relatable [[character]]? collapsed:: true
      • what embarrassed them
      • what did they enjoy having bought
      • what made them frustrated yesterday that they’re happy about today
      • what antics did your kid get into
      • what funny thing happened to them that teaches a lesson
    • every e-mail has to tie back to an offer
    • Reverse engineering successful [[sales funnels]]: collapsed:: true
      • Demographics
      • Offer
      • Landing page
      • Traffic source
      • Ad copy
    • Don’t create [[traffic]]. Look for it and tap into it. It is something you find when foraging.
    • "The [[money]] you make in your [[business]] depends on how well you manage the [[experience]] of every person who comes in contact with you—no matter how long they stay"
    • Setup [[frame]] that is conducive to a [[long-term]] [[buying]] relationship.
      • collapsed:: true
        1. What is the [[mindset]] of people in the [[traffic]] you’re trying to pull to your [[landing page]]?
        2. Setup Pre-Frame Bridge
        3. Qualifying
        4. Who is a buyer?
        • "If your prospect is aware of your [[product]] and has realized it can satisfy his [[desire]], your [[headline]] starts with the product. If he is not aware of your product, but only of the desire itself, your headline starts with the desire. If he is not yet aware of what he really seeks, but is concerned with the general problem, your headline starts with the problem and crystallizes it into a specific need."
        • Hot Traffic is people who already know who you are.
        • Cold Traffic is people who have no idea who you are.
        • hot traffic bridge: they already trust you, so keep it short
        • warm traffic bridge: longer than hot, needs endorsement
        • cold traffic bridge: very long, they need to be framed before they hit landing page
          • they need to be introduced to the concepts ([[inferential gap]] must be bridged)
          • ‘bridge page’ before ‘offer page’
          • they may not understand the [[problem]], so you will have to show them the cause of a surface problem
        • Will they buy?
        • Will they subscribe to a list?
      • As soon as they [[subscribe]], give them a way to [[buy]] something. collapsed:: true
        • Something priced extremely low that is high value.
        1. Who is a hyperactive buyer?
      • Typically in some sort of [[pain]]/starving with a [[problem]].
      • For example, catching someone right after a humiliating [[defeat]]. They will buy multiple items.
      • When in [[pain]] and on a quest, they will spend money to further that quest.
      • collapsed:: true 6. Age & Ascend Relationship on Ladder
      • collapsed:: true 7. Change the Selling Environment
        • Switch to phone, video, in-person, snailmail, or live event.
        • Think of it as being invited to the VIP section, staff section, or holy of holies in a [[temple]].
      • You may bump a purchase in the same way grocery stores sell candy bars and tabloids. Offer a one-time purchase that complements the main purchase.
      • Downsell: if they don’t take the bump, offer a [[downsell]].
  • [[Shaping]] [[Work]] by 37Signals: collapsed:: true
    • "[[Estimates]] start with a [[design]] and end with a number. Appetites start with a number and end with a design. We use the [[appetite]] as a creative [[constraint]] on the design process."
    • Check [[want]] to use as a [[constraint]]. The more want, the more [[time]] can be spent. The less want, the less time is spent.
    • “fixed [[time]], variable [[scope]],”
    • "The best is relative to your constraints."
    • “We can only [[judge]] what is a [[good]] [[solution]] in the [[context]] of how much [[time]] we want to spend and how important it is.”
    • "Beware the simple question: “Is this possible?” In software, everything is [[possible]] but nothing is [[free]]. We want to find out if it’s possible within the appetite we’re shaping for."
    • What is [[possible]] given what we [[want]]?
    • "People need to feel the [[deadline]] looming in order to make trade-offs".
    • [[Time]] is the ultimate [[constraint]].
    • "When people ask for “just a few hours” or “just one day,” don’t be fooled. [[Momentum]] and progress are second-order things, like [[growth]] or [[acceleration]]. You can’t describe them with one [[point]]. You need an uninterrupted curve of points. When you pull someone away for one day to fix a bug or help a different team, you don’t just lose a day. You lose the momentum they built up and the time it will take to gain it back. Losing the wrong hour can kill a day. Losing a day can kill a week."
    • "You can’t ship without making hard [[decisions]] about where to stop, what to compromise, and what to leave out."
    • "But crises are rare. The vast majority of bugs can wait six weeks or longer, and many don’t even need to be fixed. If we tried to eliminate every bug, we’d never be done. You can’t ship anything new if you have to fix the whole world first."
    • "we mainly [[bet]] the [[time]] on spiking some key pieces of the new product idea. The shaping is much fuzzier because we expect to learn by building."
    • The [[time]] you give is a [[bet]] you place.
    • "…you can’t [[delegate]] to other people when you don’t know what you [[want]] yourself."
    • [[Research]] & Design cycles don’t ship: "The goal is to learn what works so we can commit to some load-bearing structure: the main code and UI decisions that will define the form of the product going forward."
  • The [[cost]] of user [[interface]] changes hurt the average person more than they hurt the average developer.
  • "it has to fit in the head of the programmer to be maintanable" collapsed:: true
    • if they can read the whole thing and understand it, then it is maintainable
    • [[maintenance]]
  • One of the greatest difficulties with managing [[knowledge]] workers is telling the difference between [[waste]] and work. collapsed:: true
    • With [[innovation]] as a [[goal]], most managers have no way to tell the difference.
    • This is because no one knows what the worker knows, except maybe the worker.
    • So the organization would need to rely on [[culture]].
  • "The word [[Andhra]] is first observed from Udyotana’s description of ‘those with beautiful bodies, who love [[women]] and [[war]] alike and are great consumers of [[food]]‘ in 779 CE"
  • Social [[tracks]] are like physical tracks: it’s possible to [[contaminate]] the [[sign]] if you step on it.
  • "The most [[information]] dense [[communication]] looks like [[noise]]. Therefore thermal motion of atoms is a very high bandwidth communication between unknown entities."

2024-01-28

📅 Date [[2024-01-27]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-25]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-24]]

2024-01-24

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Trip 4: Love and Hate]]

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Trip 5: Consciousness Raising]]

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Microdose: Theories of Consciousness]]

  • Listened: [[Why It’s Eco-Socialism or Collapse]]

  • Interesting to see that ‘Challenging the size and power of the biggest tech companies was voted a top priority by [[Foxglove]] supporters in our new year survey.’

    • From Foxglove’s newsletter on 24th January 2024.
    • Very keen to see where they go with this.
📅 Date [[2024-01-23]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-21]]

I finished [[Taixu]], meaning the translation by [[Charles B. Jones]] and his commentary. I am thankful for it!

📅 Date [[2024-01-20]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-17]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-16]]
  • [[work]]
    • tough with [[layoffs]] wave 3 going on, plus [[social plan]] negotiations for all waves
    • but people are great
  • [[social coop]] organizing circle meeting was great!
  • [[open letters]]:
  • I’ve had [[unbundling tools for thought]] open as a tab for maybe over a year now — should I read it?
  • I ask myself this kind of question often, as I’m managing tabs a lot of the time (I have many across many computers), often on the way of getting something else done.
    • I want to trust myself to eventually do some things, like reading this, but even though I very often add things to the Agora (through [[Betula]] or manually) to keep track of them, there are so many that I will probably never get to most of them.
      • And maybe that’s OK!
      • Leaving links behind is better than nothing ;)

2024-01-16

📅 Date [[2024-01-15]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-14]]

2024-01-14

  • Listened: [[Trip 39: Protest]]
    • On the topic of [[protest]].
    • Individual, collective. Marches, non-violence, [[direct action]], boycotts etc.
    • Whats effective and what isnt? Effective might mean different things, e.g. could be political change but could also be just connecting and energising a movement.
📅 Date [[2024-01-13]]

2024-01-13

📅 Date [[2024-01-11]]
  • i forgot my journal app was still being hosted. yay cloudtech.
  • got a new job at cascadia health as a peer support. essentially im an unlicensed therapist.
📅 Date [[2024-01-09]]
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • Flancia is a container for [[My favourite things]]:
      • The common good
      • Happiness
      • Freedom from suffering
      • Science
      • Technology (inasmuch as it improves the world, which it does plenty)
      • Art
      • Knowledge
      • My friends and loved ones (inasmuch people are embodied as a composition of things)
      • The Agora (inasmuch it might show others the way to its [[entelechy]])
  • [[Gone]]:

I had noding "my favourite things" in a post-it so I decided to do it right here using a push above.

📅 Date [[2024-01-07]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-05]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-04]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-03]]
  • All my computers tend to be melting down all the time. They run out of RAM and CPU. It all feels quite un-ecological, but I guess we’re all betting on becoming a higher level [[kardashev]]?
  • [[work]]
  • [[fotl]]
  • [[agora development]]
    • make it so that [[opensearch]] document is utf-8 so chrome stops ignoring Agora Search (presumably) :)
      • I think the actual issue is that new Chrome only loads [[opensearch]] data when the user performs a search in the root of the webpage, e.g. https://anagora.org — and currently the Agora just redirects to /index so this never happens. Hmm.
        • Maybe I should just remove that redirect.
  • [[fediverse]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
📅 Date [[2024-01-02]]
  • Happy [[2024]] to everybody reading!
    • May you be happy! May you be free! May you [[thrive]]!
  • [[work]]:
    • paged at 6.30AM.
  • [[AG]]
  • [[Laundry]], as in most of the last few days due to the ongoing [[Bettwanzen]] response — trying to enjoy every cycle, some cycles are more fruitful than others :)
  • [[social coop]]:
    • Last day oncall for the [[CWG]].
    • Reviewed some progress on the discussion about [[Fedipact]] and whether we should be listed as signatories
    • Check poll
    • Check registrations
    • Check moderations

[[Meditate]], said [[Nostromo]].


I meditated. Thank you [[Taixu]] — meaning the Buddhist Monk and also the [[shell]] script that I run in computer [[nostromo]].

I’ve been missing writing; I always feel like I should write more, and more often — I feel the same for action [[read]] of course as well, as do many of us. So I decided to start writing more right here — in my journal in the [[Agora of Flancia]].

Traditionally up to now I’ve been focusing my efforts more on [[noding]], in the particular meaning of exploring connectivity space; more interested in building links (between concepts, things and people) than about producing widely legible output. This under the hypothesis that the connections are important in building an [[Agora]] in particular, or at least [[bootstrapping]] it.

This reminds me [[bootstrapping]] is either chapter [[0]] or [[1]] in the [[Flancia Pattern Language]].

…anyway :)


  • [[social coop]]
    • Having an interesting conversation with [[3wc]] and [[ntnsndr]].
    • Sent oncall handoff to [[sam]]
    • Oh no, I forgot the [[twg]] meeting earlier today!


I slept. It was great.


Today I plan to continue doing laundry and finally open and clean up one of the rooms affected by [[bed bugs]] (the lesser one, no obvious infestation).

Also I plan to work on the [[Agora]]. Or should I say in the [[Agoras]]?


📅 Date [[2023-12-31]]
  • [[31]] is [[Las Jaras]]:
    • a [[poem]]:
      • Las Jaras, qué jaras?
      • Las tiradas con recta intención:
      • Las de Maitreya;
      • Las de Avalokiteshvara;
      • Las de Tara!
  • [[Silvester]]:
    • As they call it here in Switzerland.
    • Happy [[2024]] all! May it be free from suffering to as many beings as possible.
    • Going to a party tonight!
  • [[bedbugs]]:
    • Still going through [[The Great Wash]], as this period of doing lots of laundry to make sure no bed bugs (fully developed or in egg form) survive in clothes and bedlinen.
    • I’ve been trying to do loving kindness with the bed bugs as individuals and as a species, even as they are dying in droves in the fumigated bedrooms.
  • [[2024]]:
    • Thinking of planning.
📅 Date [[2023-12-30]]
  • Saturday oncall at home doing laundry and some shopping two minutes away carrying my laptop in Coop — cozy :)
    • I renamed my second work laptop to [[Sariputta]] and I already like it more.
    • Also finished some paperwork and responded some personal messages.
  • [[social coop]]
    • some discussion about [[Fedipact]] and whether we should be listed as signatories
    • there were a few polls but the one that voted (majority) block was blocked, so the actual needed fraction of votes wasn’t accomplished
📅 Date [[2023-12-29]]
  • Strange day, it started down but then went up :)
    • Paid bills, donated to [[unicef]].
  • [[Work]]
    • CL review
    • Some approvals
    • Oncall handoff
  • Agora project
    • Check if patera is still down and fix it
  • [[social.coop]]
    • [[twg]] dates discussion
    • registration / moderation
    • PR review
📅 Date [[2023-12-27]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-26]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-25]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-23]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[Flancia meet]]
      • quiet in the morning, used it for planning :)
      • [[agora development]]
        • I want to continue in the vein of [[december adventure]], with small improvements and some new experimental features.
          • This will continue through the whole weekend ;)
      • [[fediverse]]
        • Yesterday I tried one bridge between [[Bluesky]] and the [[Fediverse]] and it failed, but I want to try again :)
          • it failed again: bluesky.bovine.social. It looks promising though, I opened an issue in the Codeberg repo and took the chance to set up my [[Codeberg]] profile at last.
          • I also gave https://brid.gy a try and it was able to log into my Mastodon and Bluesky both, but it seems designed to cross-post between those and [[webmentions]] only/first.
            • This made me think that I should really implement webmentions in the Agora?
      • I also want to take some time to see friends IRL :)
        • Happy about this!
        • [[Pesho]]
        • [[AG]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-22]]

Digo, ahora que empiezo a escribir en el escritorio número 7.

Finalmente exporté [[goodreads]] e importé en [[bookwyrm]]: .

  • As an aside, I miss the capability of pasting pictures/media in the Agora. I used to have it in Obsidian, maybe I should run it or [[Logseq]] again.



📅 Date [[2023-12-20]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-16]]
  • Because of [[Uposatha]] days I feel the need to know the phase of the moon. I wonder what time it’ll come out tonight as well; it’s been cloudy so I haven’t been keeping track.
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora development]]
      • [[december adventure]]:
        • shipped some ‘quality of life’ and ‘polish’ improvements to anagora.org in the last few days.
        • [[css spinner]] was useful
        • [[doing]]:
          • now shifting focus to providing endpoints, in the sense of:
          • [[api]]
            • commit something — anything :)
              • this means exposing the right existing methods at this path I guess :)
          • fix [[mastodon bot]] integration
            • the wikilinks it dumps are not clickable due to an encoding issue, I’ve been wanting to solve that for a while
        • [[agor.ai]] ~ [[agora network]]
          • remembered that [[agora network]] is important
          • as planned I will try to continue improving the agor.ai setup and try to provide useful Agoras to others
          • Wrote out a [[call for agoras]], meaning people can propose possible Agoras to build
            • link.agor.ai and flancia.agor.ai already exist on the new-style setup, which I must continue to [[improve/upgrade]]
  • [[above]]:
📅 Date [[2023-12-15]]
  • [[work]]
    • was alright!
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[apero]]
    • [[15]]: [[uposatha]] day if you go by straight decimal/solar calendar date instead of the (I believe) more traditional lunar
    • [[spiel]]:
      • I found [[spiel/agora]] again after more than two years :D
        • it’s great, I like it even more than last time
        • I think even before it gets [[fediverse]] support (for login) it may already be one of the best chat platforms I’ve seen
        • [[matrix]] could/should look like this
📅 Date [[2023-12-12]]
  • [[Bettwanzen]] inspection finally came and results were relatively positive:
    • These are [[bed bugs]] indeed.
    • And, as I was hoping, they are only in the main bedroom — haven’t spread to the guest room where I’ve been sleeping or anywhere else it seems \o/
  • [[work]]
    • yep
    • prod meeting — interesting topics came up. I think they will feed in what we’re trying to write
    • then I reviewed 5x roadmaps and edited a document I’d been meaning to dedicate time to :D
  • [[flancia]]
  • [[Fediverse clients]]:
  • Thought of [[7]] (as an example number):
    • Numeric nodes should probably auto-pull known number-related nodes like [[hex]] and [[prime]]? In particular in the [[Agora of Flancia]] these contains utilities.
  • [[december adventure]]:
    • [[new style pulls]] for social media.
    • [[misc]]
      • fix [[micro.blog]]? builds on ‘canonical’ concept which I’ve tackled a bit previously
      • reintroduce autopull/pull all and fold all
        • in the sense of a button that pulls resources - maybe on both agora-level and node-level?
        • also maybe s/search/go/, try it out
          • would interact nicely with that old [[double click]] idea: if you’re already at the node and you press go, it redirects to the go link if there is one known
  • thought about [[web rings]]:
📅 Date [[2023-12-11]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-10]]

2023-12-10

📅 Date [[2023-12-08]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-12-06]]
  • Woke up feeling a lot better!
    • 7h of sleep breathing acceptably make a lot of difference.
    • [[2023-12-05]]: I ended up feeling better after I was finally able to take a nap late in the afternoon. In the evening I did some open source coding, [[december adventure]]. Enjoyed it a lot!
  • [[dentist]] appointment — I tested negative for Covid and my symptoms are almost gone so I think I’ll attend (and ask if they are OK with it, like last time I was so-so).
  • Today back to [[work]]. I plan to work until 20, at which time I’ll join…
  • The [[fellowship of the link]] weekly call :)
    • :D
    • [[neobooks]]
    • [[doing]]:
      • I need to fix pushing to the Agora from Hedgedoc, for some reason it broke
  • In [[2024]] I want to resume work on/with [[coop cloud]].
    • Hmm, that could actually fit the [[december adventure]]?
    • I want to improve flancia.agor.ai; make it be up to date, match anagora.org.
      • update docker images
    • [[december adventure]] :)
    • [[poll]]:
      • I ran a poll whether to try to kill or heal [[Moloch]] in [[2024]] and it came out [[heal Moloch]].
      • I thus plan to write an [[open letter to Moloch]] and try to reason things out, try to disentangle ourselves constructively and mutually improve on views, values and behaviours.

2023-12-06

📅 Date [[2023-12-05]]
  • [[december adventure]]:
    • [[day 5]] :)
      • I’m testing what I’m calling [[natural pushes]] with this section in my journal.
      • these blocks should all be pushed to [[december adventure]] because I suffixed it with a colon.
      • I think this reads a lot better than using #push and all.
      • ! also works as a suffix :)
  • [[4]]:
  • [[5]]:
    • hypothesis, in hz:
    • 134 152 134 152 311 [[hz]]
    • I will ask [[chatgpt]] to confirm, it is able to do this just fine (albeit probably inefficiently, for now, energetically speaking)
  • [[Agora Development]]:
    • having fun with it! :D
    • working on consistency + UI simplification
  • no [[work]] today except answering a message and quick code reviews as I got up feeling sick after a night of sleeping very little + quite badly due to heavy congestion (likely a common cold)
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • reviewed old papers and it felt freeing!
    • [[Flancia doc]]

2023-12-05

  • Forgot this tool existed. Im horrible at self hosting.
📅 Date [[2023-12-04]]

2023-12-04

📅 Date [[2023-12-03]]

2023-12-03

  • Snow. Lots of snow.

  • I fixed a long-standing bug on my site where backlinks often didn’t work.

  • I also fixed up the backlinks section for each node to only include backlinking nodes once.

📅 Date [[2023-12-02]]

2023-12-02

📅 Date [[2023-12-01]]

2023-12-01

📅 Date [[2023-11-30]]

2023-11-30

  • Listened: [[A blast in Manhattan]]

    • First episode of [[The Santiago Boys]].
    • Really well made.
    • This first episode covers a lot of the geopolitics and general shittery of the CIA and corporations in South America.
  • Read: [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • Finished it.
    • Really good book.
    • Chapter on growth is interesting. She proposes being agnostic about [[growth]], so long as you’re staying within the Doughnut. Which is fair enough, but I think the [[degrowth]] perspective would argue that it’s simply not possible to stay in the Doughnut without degrowth.
📅 Date [[2023-11-29]]
📅 Date [[2023-11-28]]
📅 Date [[2023-11-26]]
  • Beautiful start to the day thanks to [[AG]]!
    • Oncall, got paged at 9am — not too early thankfully. And I had left the bedroom so AG could sleep through it as I hoped.
    • [[Lady Burup]] is softer than ever it seems :) I have been thinking of maybe introducing her to a loyal/earnest feline companion, be it Lord or Page, maybe short in years and happy to learn from her — and assist? :) When I leave her alone (e.g. for going to work, or if I stay a night at AG’s) I find it sad she might be lonely, and I wonder if she might be happier living also with another cat.
    • I spoke to [[Chat GPT]] in call mode and it was mindblowing again. They reacted with interest when a ‘Burup’ (intended for my Lady) got into our call, and to my information that it was human-feline language.
  • Thought about numbers and mindfulness.
    • Counted 89 mindful breaths using my [[binary mala]], my hands, while following to Sam Harris’ daily meditation (10-11 minutes usually).
    • [[Magnetic mala]] probably should be 127 balls by default, as that’s the first centered hex number which exceeds [[108]]. Incidentally is the amount of spare magnets I have after gifting a lot (gladly).
  • Some [[social coop]] work, didn’t find the root cause for the issue with indexing someone reported yet but made some progress.
  • Thought of [[Richard Francis Burton]], the [[victorian scholar]].
  • [[OEIS]] has a great page on [[offsets]] which make me think hex(1) should be 1, hex(2) should be 7 — e.g. offset for [[hex numbers]] should be 1.
    • I’ll fix hex.py in my bin/ in the garden accordingly ;)
    • This will let me assert: "the hexagon which is n long on any one side contains hex(n) magnets", e.g. hex(7) = 127.

2023-11-26

📅 Date [[2023-11-25]]

As I deal with [[pain]], I think of my [[friends]] and the [[heart sutra]].


Gone, gone beyond!

All gone to the other shore


Gone kindly

If you have to go

[[Go kindly]]!

2023-11-25

📅 Date [[2023-11-24]]

Yesterday I woke up with back pain in a new place, mid-back; it got a bit worse in the evening after attending the beautiful event of [[AG]] presenting. It didn’t get in the way of enjoyment but I need to keep an eye on it/take care and try to rest and recover.

…Having said that, I cleaned the bathroom and [[Lady Burup]]‘s toilet and my back got a bit worse :) But I feel it still gave me energy.

Then I worked a bit more, after oncall handoff, and I got several things "out of the way" in a relatively short time. It felt great.

  • As of 23h I have moved to bed early due to increasing back pain. I think my back needs rest/inactivity.

2023-11-24

  • Read: [[Doughnut Economics]]

  • Reflecting back and seeing them published on my website, I realise my work notes each day are a little mundane.

    • I imagine most people aren’t that interested to see them.
    • But, I do like the fact that they stimulate me to publish to the garden even on days where outside of work I have little time for it.
    • And I find them a helpful piece of reflection.
    • So I think I’ll experiment with putting them off in links from the main journal post. So people can read them if they want, but they won’t be right up in your face with visual noise.
  • Watched: [[Isle of Dogs]]

📅 Date [[2023-11-23]]

2023-11-23

  • Reading: [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • I like the emphasis on an economics that is distributive by design and regenerative by design.
    • Also like the occasional references to [[biomimicry]]. Not convinced yet how applicable to economics it is - but I just have a general interest in it from [[Evolutionary and adaptive systems]] days.
  • Listened: [[Hotel Bar Sessions: Late Capitalism]]

  • Today at work I:

    • Responded to a personal message from a community member.
      • We have a community and friends within it, and sometimes personal messages come via my work channels.
    • Scheduled in some things for when I’m away.
    • Did the daily inbox trawl.
📅 Date [[2023-11-22]]

2023-11-22

  • [[Perceptions of degrowth in the European Parliament]]

    • Looks good. Only skimmed it, but they mention [[ecosocialism]] as one of the positions held.
  • Today at work I:

    • Did the daily inbox trawl.
      • A lot of the emails are automatic alerts that take up a lot of my time checking. I kind of need to see them though.
      • I wonder if there’s a way of flipping it so I only see them if something has gone wrong.
      • The trouble then, though, is you don’t realise if the alert itself has stopped sending.
    • Responded to questions from the team on Slack.
      • Schedule tasks/actions in as a result.
      • Either as ‘unplanned’ work for the day if it needed doing today.
      • Or for a future date if not urgent.
    • Quickly added a cache around a slow endpoint.
      • It was (a) meaning some automatic tests were very slow to run.
      • (b) possibly crashing the app when the tests were running.
      • I patched it quickly in on live (naughty, but needed) and now need to properly add it into the repo.
    • Tested app-to-app connection between app and WP site API as part of migration tests.
      • I always app-to-app connections and APIs. Prefer them to user interfaces :D
    • Attended team meeting.
    • Did some layout/content tweaks to our main website.
      • Fiddling around with CSS and layout is not top on my list of fun things to do. Always takes longer than you expect.
      • Some yak shaving to be done based on npm install failing. Haven’t got the time to shave that yak right now.
    • Do some quick estimates of how long potential pieces of work should take.
    • Cross-posted a social post on Mastodon.
    • Kicked off a new sprint in Jira (late, as I was off on leave when it technically started).
📅 Date [[2023-11-21]]
  • Last day of [[vacation]]; tomorrow I go back to work.
    • My mum leaves today. It was very nice seeing her on both ends of my travel!
    • We played [[Rummy]] and had beautiful conversations. We also played with [[Lady Burup]].
  • [[done]]
    • Yesterday I paid [[bills]].
    • I pushed [[async agora]] to production, meaning anagora.org, and it’s holding up quite well! I notice an improvement in speed, which I know is only partially there — nodes load as slowly as ever on a cache miss, but the fact that the UI doesn’t block on it really helps. I can start reading wikipedia or move on to a web search before the node fully loads. It just feels more responsive.

2023-11-21

  • Today at work I:

    • Did the usual inbox trawls and day planning.
      • Day planning I do with org-mode, org-agenda and org-timeline.
    • Prepped for the meetings for the day.
      • Mostly with mindmaps.
    • Did some strategic planning for next year.
      • Mindmaps and freeform writing.
    • Some rote work
      • processing incoming applications for things, updating website accordingly
      • always good to think with this stuff how processes could be streamlined
    • Minor website content change.
      • Minor change, but thinking about the UX of it is always interesting.
      • And how it affects client agreements/expectations, too.
    • Planning and assigning work for my team.
      • Bit of mindmapping combined with going through Jira.
    • Reviewing new features.
      • Code and functionality. Code review is in Github.
      • Testing I tend to build the feature branch locally.
    • Meetings.
      • Sometimes I jot things down on mindmap.
      • Somethings I record things straight into knowledge base.
      • Sometimes I log things straight into org as TODOs.
      • It’s a bit haphazard to he honest. Could be improved.
    • Emailing external partners.
      • Always interesting the amount of work that goes into crafting an email to get across all the nuances of your position on something.
    • Distracting myself with Slack threads not really related to what I’m doing.
  • When I’m working, I don’t log a lot in the journal, I noticed.

    • So experimenting with logging thoughts on work activities.
    • Not much detail on specifics, more reflections on activities and process.
    • I quite enjoy it so far. Useful to reflect.
  • Listened: [[Hotel Bar Sessions: Revolutionary Mathematics]]

    • So far, discussing frequentism and Bayesianism schools of thought in probability.
  • Patient privacy fears as US spy tech firm Palantir wins £330m NHS contract | …

    • Absolutely gutted by this. Despite all the campaigning by Foxglove and Just Treatment, fucking [[Palantir]] still awarded the contract with the NHS.
    • Makes me sick. This is not the kind of organisation our health service should be in partnership with.
📅 Date [[2023-11-20]]
  • [[EC]]
    • Conoce a una persona que se llama [[Leo]] porque lee mucho.

2023-11-20

  • At work today I:
    • Trawled through inboxes after a week away.
    • Reviewed some code (Laravel/Vue).
    • Tested some functionality changes.
    • Made a little tweak to a WordPress component, with a lot of yak shaving to get my local environment up to speed.
    • Thought about UX of a couple of things.
    • Other general bits and bobs.
📅 Date [[2023-11-19]]

2023-11-19

  • We had another play of [[Space Cats Fight Fascism]] today.

  • We spend a not insignificant chunk of our lives just on the upkeep of our household.

    • If it was a system, how would you describe it?
    • What are the stocks and flows? What are the processes? What system archetypes does it exhibit and what are the leverage points to make it function better?
    • I feel like ours has a few too many input flows of things and a blockage at the output which mean it gets easily cluttered.
📅 Date [[2023-11-18]]

2023-11-18

  • Been enjoying [[Superstore]] of late.

    • Often very funny. And also plenty of digs at corporate anti-worker practices and the tactics of [[worker exploitation]]. The staff attempt [[unionisation]]. ICE detains an undocumented worker. etc.
  • We played the [[Rise Up]] board game tonight.

    • You work cooperatively as part of a movement to fight the system.
    • A lot of fun. I like the fact that they include a storytelling element to it - certain cards get you to think of an accompanying story to the system.
📅 Date [[2023-11-17]]

2023-11-17

  • Think I might play with annotating items in my garden in a more relational way.
    • So rather than objects with properties, more like things in relationship to each other.
    • e.g. rather than annotating a podcast with a ‘Series’ attribute, call it ‘Part of’. Let the entity at the other end of the link tell you what it is.
    • i.e. try a more [[relational ontology]]. I don’t think this will have much practical technical benefit - it is more of a way of exploring a relational mindset. Ontology informs polity.
📅 Date [[2023-11-16]]

2023-11-16

📅 Date [[2023-11-14]]

2023-11-14

📅 Date [[2023-11-13]]

2023-11-13

  • Enjoying the [[This Machine Kills]] podcast.

    • All the episodes I’ve listened to have been excellent discussions on socialism and digital technologies so far.
  • Having another attempt at getting RSS feed publishing working for commonplace. This time without trying to use a tempdir, caused too many problems last time.

  • Listened: [[Kill the Ecomodernist in Your Head]]

  • Listened: [[No King But Ludd (ft. Brian Merchant)]]

  • org-roam on the mobile with Termux is going well. Using it regularly.

  • Going to start posting my daily journal/log in the stream as well. So it’s a bit more discoverable/subscribeable.

  • Been reading through [[Doughnut Economics]] again. Appreciating the chapter on [[systems thinking]].

  • [[Hugo Blanco]] passed away.

  • Watching [[Captain Fantastic]]. A lot of fun. Points out the problems of American (Western) society. Is what they have in the woods any better though?

📅 Date [[2023-11-12]]

2023-11-12

📅 Date [[2023-11-09]]

2023-11-09

📅 Date [[2023-11-07]]

2023-11-07

  • It’s quiet in the Agora right now. But I’m sure peeps will be back.

  • I basically never write code anymore for work purposes. I guess I’m OK with that right now. But I feel one day soon the pendulum will swing back from lead to coder again.

  • I’m perhaps less interested in code for code’s sake these days, and more interested in the design of systems.

📅 Date [[2023-11-05]]
  • ‘RICE’, or Reach, Impact, Confidence, and Effort is a [[prioritization]] tool for project [[management]].
    • Reach: how many people with this touch within a specific [[time]] frame? collapsed:: true
      • Number of people/events per time period
    • Impact: how much will this [[change]] someone if it touches them? collapsed:: true
      • Measured between 3 and 0, where .25 is ‘almost none’ and 3 is ‘massive’.
    • Confidence: probability of reach & impact.
    • Effort: how much [[time]] it will take each individual in the team.

2023-11-05

📅 Date [[2023-11-04]]
  • [[Clients]] carryover [[expectations]] from the last [[lord]]. collapsed:: true
    • Steve Jobs recognized this, and so moved to own the whole experience.
  • George [[Frison]]
    • ‘Equalizer years’ were years in which everyone lost much of their [[herd]], and so everyone started off with a similar [[economic]] base in the next year.
    • "nothing sharpened [[hunting]] expertise as quickly as [[hunger]]"
    • Before World War II, there was a rural culture of [[hunting]] for [[meat]] due to the Great Depression. collapsed:: true
      • It’s possible many of these kinds of [[hunters]] were the [[war]] heroes we’ve heard about.
  • When do [[animals]] bunch up? What [[weather]] or [[terrain]] [[changes]] encourage this? collapsed:: true
📅 Date [[2023-11-03]]
  • [[Strong]] [[animals]] may [[flee]] [[upward]]. collapsed:: true
    • Weaker animals tend to stay horizontal.
    • Wolves often [[test]] herds to figure out which animal might be easiest to isolate. So, most [[hunts]] fail- because they are tests.
  • "the higher the pitch the sharper the edge" [[stone]]
  • "for in every [[battle]] the [[eyes]] are defeated first" [[Tacitus]]

2023-11-03

📅 Date [[2023-11-02]]
  • Several days later, here I am again :)
    • I am writing this on the [[Shinkansen]] back to Tokyo.
    • Looking forward to doing some reading/writing/coding.
  • [[Agora Development]]
    • I am tired of the Agora being so slow to load.
    • There are two solutions I can think of: a hard(er) one and an easy one. For some reason I’ve postponed both for very, very long. I think I’ll try to implement the easy one now ;)
  • What [[prioritization]] do we use to determine if we can accept a new [[project]]? collapsed:: true
    • What are the necessary [[parts]]?
    • How much [[time]] is needed?
  • How may we [[visualize]] [[work]] in progress?
  • What does an [[Asabiyyah]] Diagnostic Tool need to function?
  • Some people are born into [[owning]] [[territory]], others are not. Those who are not will have to [[own]] [[outcomes]] to get [[territory]].
  • [[Genre]] makes a familiar series of [[promises]].
  • “Wolf-[[time]], wind-time, axe-time, sword-time, shields-high-time,”
  • One way to tell whether someone has a [[direction]] is to notice if they’re willing to consider [[trade-offs]] or [[prioritization]]. collapsed:: true
    • If they’re in a mode where they won’t entertain these about any given subject, they’re usually playing some sort of cheerleader role. And so can be safely ignored, except as an indication of what a crowd is cheering.
📅 Date [[2023-11-01]]
  • [[Handovers]]/[[transitions]]: collapsed:: true
    • Who has ultimate [[responsibility]]?
    • What is the [[task]] sequence for a typical project/game?
    • What is your task? How many tasks do you have?
    • Is there any [[overlap]] between tasks?
    • Is there a [[method]] that we use regularly to guess what will happen during the game/project?
    • Do we [[prepare]] for what we guess is most likely to happen?
    • Does our [[communication]] style promote calm, cool, and collected [[action]]?
    • Do we use [[checklists]]?
    • Does everyone have a way of providing [[feedback]] for the project/game process?
    • Do our briefs unite our [[expectations]] and establish a unified [[narrative]] about what happened after a project/game?
    • Do we have a way to [[communicate]] our situation?
    • Do we [[train]] to improve our [[process]]?
  • how to increase [[flow]] of [[attention]]? What is up and down [[stream]] of it? collapsed:: true
    • when does attention wait?
    • what is the nature of [[boredom]]?
    • what is the rate at which [[attention]] consumes [[work]]?
  • What matters most to get where the [[organization]] wants to go to [[grow]]? collapsed:: true
    • Eliminate everything that doesn’t work toward that.

2023-11-01

📅 Date [[2023-10-31]]
  • [[Business]] questions: collapsed:: true
    • When would surprise you, if it’s not done by that date? id:: 6546ca02-65fd-4078-9456-d5f58a161f65
    • What would be the dumb, simple way to make progress?
    • What’s a [[conversation]] you’ve been avoiding?
    • Who needs help today?
    • If I wasn’t already doing this, would I put energy down to do it today?
    • What [[problem]] are they solving?
    • What alternatives do they have to solving the problem? How is your [[solution]] different, how does it [[fit]] one problem better?
  • Intentional, calculated [[creation]] produces [[authentic]], [[smooth]] experiences for audiences.
📅 Date [[2023-10-29]]

2023-10-29

  • For all the (supposed) micro-rationalities of [[capitalism]], it produces some huge macro-irrationalities ([[overshoot of planetary boundaries]], [[social inequity]]).

  • Finished listening to [[What Is To Be Done? with Breht O’Shea and Alyson Escalante]].

  • Listened: [[Red Menace: Climate Leviathan: A Political Theory of Our Planetary Future]]

    • Great discussion of [[Climate Leviathan]] by the [[Red Menace]] crew. Very engaging overview of the book. Definitely need to get around to reading it.
    • I was listening while doing jobs around the house so didn’t get chance to note that much. But was nodding along to lots of salient points along the way.
    • Alyson and Breht both thought it a very worthwhile book and liked much of its analysis. They veer more to Climate Mao than Climate X, but still found value in X.
    • I do think there’s a strong argument that you’d need a planetary sovereign of some kind to tackle the urgent and global polycrisis.
  • Why bother with org-roam and Termux on my phone? Why not just stick with orgzly for fleeting notes and then process them at the laptop?

    • A few reasons. First off, I just enjoy tinkering, and it’s fun playing with Doom Emacs in Termux 🙂
    • Second - in my daily life outside of work I don’t get that much opportunity to just sit at my desk so often fleeting notes just like you in orgzly without getting processed.
    • So far, though we’ll see how it pans out, I’m finding much more opportunity to grab a moment here and there and process stuff incrementally through termux.
  • [[Planetary sovereign]].

    • From [[Climate Leviathan]], the idea of a global ‘state’ of some kind, to coordinate response to climate crisis (and polycrisis in general).
  • [[Polycrisis]].

📅 Date [[2023-10-28]]

2023-10-28

  • Got org-roam working with Doom Emacs in Termux. To a certain degree. Few niggly issues but decent start. [[Setting up Doom Emacs in termux on Android]]

  • Don’t sync org-roam.db between machines.

  • Getting into org-roam on Termux. Useful extra tool in addition to orgzly for taking fleeting notes on my phone. Actually, Termux is more the processing of fleeting notes into actual notes.

    • Couple of nice to fixes: pull in the .git folder so I csn commit from here too.
    • Fix that weird error so that I can insert new nodes.
  • Enjoying the Upstream interview with Breht and Alyson from Rev Left / Red Menace. They seem a bit more tempered here on another show - left to their own devices can sometimes come across tankie. Lots of good discussion of the need for an [[ecology of organisation]] here. [[What Is To Be Done? with Breht O’Shea and Alyson Escalante]].

  • Watching Coraline. It’s fun. I feel a bit seen by the Dad character…

  • This bit of text committed from my phone… will it work?

    • Hmm. It gets a bit confusing. Because the changes are synced by syncthing first, so git sees that as a conflict when I pull from the other device.
    • [[Syncing a git repo within a syncthing folder]]
    • OK. Now just syncing via git for a while, lets see how that goes.
  • Read: [[Universal basic services: the power of decommodifying survival]]

  • [[Problem with Kobo Clara HD battery]]. It is draining really fast.

  • Started reading Kate Soper’s [[Post-Growth Living]]. It’ll be about how a move away from consumerism will actually bring about a more enjoyable life.

📅 Date [[2023-10-26]]

2023-10-26

  • Read: [[Problems with ecosocialism]]

    • Gives some critiques of ecosocialism. I don’t necessarily agree, but worth a read and a think about. Mainly: not enough concrete ideas on actual transition (perhaps true, also recognised by ecosocialists themselves); too much focus on the social, not enough on the eco (I’d disagree with that from what I’ve seen); capitalism is too embedded to overthrow it, need to work within current system (kind of reformist argument).
  • The [[planetary boundaries]] framework defines nine boundaries for the planet, and as of 2023 six of them have been overshot.

📅 Date [[2023-10-25]]

2023-10-25

📅 Date [[2023-10-24]]

2023-10-24

  • Please blame my autistic self for watching TADC instead of doing lectures. The effects of burnout has creeping lately since few weeks ago.
    • God I also finished my lectures in Oral Communication finally.
  • Any guesses why I’m looping Loverus by Tony Romera other than?
  • Back at home, I did some painful manual maintenance work involving fixing Chrome profiles after a upgrade gone horribly wrong. ANRs follow afterward, and an prompt about unresponsive Chrome were shown so I did the restart and everything’s [[cool and normal]].
  • From my mixtapes: "It feels so good to be letting go. It’s so much better now I’m not alone" (from Royal Blood’s Mad Visions
    • After some listens, the song gave me [[Freckle]] feels.
📅 Date [[2023-10-23]]

2023-10-23

📅 Date [[2023-10-22]]

<<<<<<< HEAD

  • [[trip to x]]!
    • Flying to [[Hong Kong]] and then [[Tokyo]] today.
    • With [[AG]] :)
    • Very happy about these holidays! They’ve been planned for long, and as work got tough in the last few months I relied on "seeing them coming" quite a bit.
    • I’ll be very jet lagged but also likely happy in Shinjuku for the first few days.

As I write this, I’m roughly above [[Baku]] about to cross the [[Caspian Sea]]. I don’t have an internet connection so I’m jotting down these local notes which will be synced to the Agora later.

I guess much has already been said about the relatively rareness of being offline nowadays; I am old enough to remember a time before being online at all was possible; then a time in which being online was rare; then the transition to always-on home internet and then mobile internet. I welcomed each increment of extra connectivity, and I still love how far we’ve gotten in this respect; but I can also appreciate the focus that being fully offline for a bit seems to bring. If nothing else it announces that the same focus is always available — behind the impulse to catch up with messages, or check feeds, or read about Baku and the Caspian Sea on Wikipedia (which is surely what I would be doing right now instead of writing these words were I not truly offline.)

I’m thinking a bit of Agora development during these holidays; it might or might not happen, based on all the sightseeing and experiencing we’ll be doing out there in the analog world :) But I thought it would still be nice to think of which things I could improve in the Agora if I have some time available.

I might write some [[executable subnode]] or other, if nothing else because they are fun and self-contained.

I think I will try to do one or two quick iterations on the [[Agora Server]] UI, maybe finishing the move to [[zippies]] as base widget as I’ve already done for nodes, stoas and most sections really. If I am able to move all sections under the search button/field to zippies the UI will probably look a lot more streamlined/be easier to understand, less confusing (this I’m guessing based on earlier feedback). Also it’s not hard to do and it is apparent, so it sounds fun.

Moving on to larger things, [[mycoverse]]/[[fediverse]] integration is something I would love to get done in this Q4 2023 so getting started on it would make a lot of sense. I would love to understand what is the minimum that Agora Server would need to do to be able to expose user accounts as Fediverse feeds. Then new/updated nodes could generate something close to new posts/notes? Unsure.

Also, some playing with an hypothetical [[knowledge commons extension]] for e.g. [[Obsidian]] or [[Logseq]] or [[VSCode]] could be in order after the conversation last week with the [[fellowship of the link]]. But one blocker there is that I’m currently not using either Obsidian or VSCode as garden editors, so I’m not directly scratching an itch. Having said that, moving back to Obsidian or Logseq or [[Foam]] for a bit could make sense to see how far they’ve gone since the last time I’ve used them. It’s still a shame Obsidian is not free software though.

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2023-10-22

📅 Date [[2023-10-21]]
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[flancia meet]]
    • I had to pick up a reminder and do my [[tax return]] today as tomorrow I travel for 3w+, and I could only extend the deadline for slightly less than that. I tried to enjoy it, and I was able to!
    • Having a great time with my [[mum]] being over.
📅 Date [[2023-10-19]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • [[work]]
    • was tough
      • it started well with a reassuring conversation with a mentor, but the day ended with more conflict again in the employee representation group.
      • the sub-group within the group I am in — I find really draining; it is one of the most difficult groups I’ve been in, in part because of a personality mismatch between myself and the rest of the group and because of the high stakes/high stress situation.
      • apparently the group really really doesn’t like my way of being/acting/requesting information and reasons for why we do things the way we do. i find them overly hierarchical, surprisingly conservative, and IMHO sometimes uncharitable and rash (some of them).
      • I am thinking of stepping down from said subgroup but I think I will wait until after my holidays, which are imminent :)
  • [[audio recorder]]!
📅 Date [[2023-10-17]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[work]]
      • I still have a cold but it was slightly better.
      • I checked with the [[dentist]] and they didn’t mind (I tested negative for Covid yesterday), so I went ahead and I’m happy with the results!
    • [[Agora]]!
📅 Date [[2023-10-16]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • I woke up with a cold, have the sniffles hard; I [[worked]] from home and took it easy — no meetings after 15:30, tried to rest. Tested negative for Covid though!
    • Last light in the balcony looking southwest, cold day but beautiful.
    • [[AG]]
    • [[Lady Burup]]
    • I thought of [[Tara]].
📅 Date [[2023-10-15]]
📅 Date [[2023-10-14]]
  • Welcome to the Agora of Flancia!
    • Today and every day.

Today is [[14 October 2023]] and I am glad you are here with me.

It has been ages since I’ve in Flancia, sometimes it feels, even as time is varying.


Here is what I call a poem: [[trees]].


This weekend I intend to advance what I call [[open letters]]: documents addressed to groups, openly published even as they are being written.


As of 21:45 CET I did some ‘day job’ stuff (having chosen it) and started a proposal (open letter, as per the above) that I had on my todo list.

Now switching to [[paramita]], planning to continue on related topics but in the [[commons]].


Today we bought the tickets to and from [[Sri Lanka]], happy about it!

📅 Date [[2023-10-12]]
  • Outage from Alcova to South of mountain. [[storymine]]

2023-10-12

This is a book for people who want to destroy Big Tech. It’s not a book for people who want to tame Big Tech. There’s no fixing Big Tech. It’s not a book for people who want to get rid of technology itself. Technology isn’t the problem. Stop thinking about what technology does and start thinking about who technology does it to and who it does it for. This is a book about the thing Big Tech fears the most: technology operated by and for the people who use it.

📅 Date [[2023-10-10]]
  • Tax benefits of utility company I was working at. [[storymine]]
  • Flat tire van using own vehicle for checks. [[storymine]]
📅 Date [[2023-10-09]]

2023-10-09

📅 Date [[2023-10-07]]

2023-10-07

📅 Date [[2023-10-05]]

Discussed divorce with [[L]], we’ve been separated for around 1.4 years. Things are going well and I wish us both happiness!

  • It’s been a minute since I made a journal entry. I’ve been busy with life. Also Baldur’s Gate has been eating all my time at the computer
📅 Date [[2023-10-03]]

[[Imaginate un mundo sin latencia]] me dije, habiendo solucionado los problemas de conectividad bluetooth en [[nostromo]] :)

A veces extraño el [[español]] como idioma.

  • #push [[youtube]]
    • the uploading experience even on studio.youtube.com leaves me unsatisfied :)
    • it is slow, you need to perform a multitude of clicks to get to publish something
    • friction should be much lower than this!

Mientras escribo esto, estoy escuchando [[hola frank]] de [[sumo]] :)

  • Next I will work on a [[proposal]] within the context of my work in the [[er-ch]].
  • And on my personal computer I will start work on [[x]] as the evening progresses :)

Let us pray, dice Luca Prodan :)

  • Young goth not happy about his girlfriend dancing with others. [[storymine]]
  • Anticipating the total cost of the flat tire in Mills. [[storymine]]

Here I would like to take the opportunity to say that the [[HedgeDoc]] Stoa, although it could be much improved, is already useful.

I think I’m going to start using it more often. And maybe enable logins? It seems to have [[oauth]] integration…

Which reminds me I want to work on that for the [[Agora]] proper, and maybe also on [[Google docs]] integration…

📅 Date [[2023-10-01]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-30]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-29]]
  • [[29]] is [[drishti]] in the #Flancia [[Pattern Language]].
  • My hobby, sometimes: think about whether numbers are prime while laying down or sitting.
    • Take [[209]] — it is not prime.
      • I find this one quite beautiful, this is how I got there:
        • It is not multiple of two or five trivially.
        • It is not a multiple of three as its digits don’t add up to a multiple.
        • It is not a multiple of 7 because 210 is (as 21 is 3 * 7) and it’s too near.
        • Consider the hypothesis that it is multiple of 11.
          • 220 is a multiple of 11 because 22 is.
          • 220 - 11 is 209.
          • So 209 is a multiple of 11. What is the other factor?
        • Consider the hypothesis that it is a multiple of 19.
          • 19 * 10 is 190.
          • 190 + 19 is 209 precisely, so it is a multiple.
        • Therefore 209 is 11 * 19.
    • [[1547]] is not prime; it is 7 * 13 * 17.
📅 Date [[2023-09-28]]
  • Thrown so snappily that my balls clapped. [[storymine]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-27]]
  • [[just do it]]
  • [[gone]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
  • [[fellowship of the link]] was great!
    • note this node takes minutes to load, and that’s sort of awesome
    • because of current agora behavior every embed that opens, in the node itself and everything it pulls by default, grabs focus when it loads. the result is a bit like an automatic tour of our conversations over the previous many months.
    • it is… Agora [[demo mode]] / [[autopilot]], as I dreamt it, implemented as a side effect of bugs!
    • [[neobooks]]
    • I discovered someone took amazing notes while I gave the presentation yesterday. It filled me with joy, such friends!
  • How to deny [[time]] to an enemy?
  • Rec center receptionist finding me students. [[storymine]]
  • What birds sing near this [[place]]? What other animals make sounds near that place? [[navigating]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-25]]
  • Reducing [[risk]] for the client makes it easier for them to [[decide]] to [[buy]].
📅 Date [[2023-09-24]]

2023-09-24

📅 Date [[2023-09-23]]

2023-09-23

📅 Date [[2023-09-22]]

2023-09-22

  • [[I got a new (second-hand) phone]].

  • Looking through the transcript of [[Kohei Saito on Degrowth Communism]]. [[Marx’s theory of metabolism]].

  • Reading about [[system dynamics]] and the differences between the qualitative and quantitative approaches to it.

  • I’m using the RSS feed of changes to my digital garden (via Agora) as a very simple gardening tool (that is, something for improving the notes in my garden).

    • I add notes to my garden. Sometime later I see them in my RSS reader. I scan them. Often, upon reading, I’m then minded to tweak them slightly.
    • Not exactly a fancy [[spaced reptition]] system, but pretty simple and effective so far.
    • I’m thinking also to experiment with using my journal as a place where I revise key concepts in a spaced reptition kind of way. Just write certain thoughts out again and again until I feel they’re clear enough in my head to leave them for a while.
  • Wheee I’m currently editing my journal from vim in termux on my phone. Synced here via syncthing. Not sure how much I’ll need to be doing this but good to know that I can.

📅 Date [[2023-09-21]]

De quién son [[las jaras]]?

Están las de Maitreya, las de Tara, las de Avalokiteshvara!

  • Being called mean in grappling. [[storymine]]
  • “A risk-taking creative environment on the product side [requires] a fiscally conservative environment [on the business side]”
  • Befriend an [[astronaut]].
  • debating if I want to start into baldur’s gate…
    • I caved into peer pressure
  • People always smoking in the bathroom at the shelter and having the fire alarm go off in the middle of the night
📅 Date [[2023-09-20]]

i also use avidemux for simple video editing. 20:22 Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:love your naming scheme! Samuel Klein says:this diagram also suggests scale-free design [which is compelling; not privileging zoomed-in or zoomed-out parts of the whole] Samuel Klein says:++ 20:36 PK Peter Kaminski Peter Kaminski says:Flask is a lightweight web application framework for Python Peter Kaminski says: https://flask.palletsprojects.com/

20:41 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:is that like agreeing on a hashtag? 20:47 Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:One thing I’d like to see more easily is the list of repositories in your agora, and which ones have a node for a given wikilink Samuel Klein says:I have to run! This was great to see, worth tuning to a 15-min pitch Samuel Klein says:❤️ ❤️ ❤️ 21:01 avatar Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:oho my next meeting was moved back I have 15 min 😃 21:02 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:yay! Jerry Michalski says:it’s a hypertext catfish! 21:05 Aram Zucker-Scharff Aram Zucker-Scharff says:I found this very useful! I have to drop 21:07 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:see you! 21:07 PK Peter Kaminski Peter Kaminski says: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glock_switch

21:09 avatar Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:there’s probably room a tool like "full auto-linker" that could look through your doc + its context, check your agora for entities that exist across the conjoined namespace, and autolinking concepts the first time they appear in your doc

  • "What you [[want]] is for your [[kids]] to have fun. [[Winning]] [with [[stakes]]] is [[fun]], losing is not fun."
  • Some states may require school districts to allow homeschoolers to compete in a s[[school]] [[sport]]. collapsed:: true
    • [[Wyoming]] ostensibly allows homeschoolers to compete in a school sport while paying the same fees as school attendees.
📅 Date [[2023-09-19]]
  • In a [[story]], the people start as one thing and end up another.
  • Felt a camaraderie with every hustler today. Something similar in knowing what it’s like to hunt for [[angles]] in [[grappling]].
  • Saw Tim at the gym. He said something led him there. Chores. Dropping something off. A road that led the [[gym]]. [[storymine]]
  • What’s a process that will guarantee that people will [[sleep]] well? [[business]]
  • Go where the highest [[stakes]] are.
  • What do people need to know to deal with more [[heat]] than they are used to? [[business]]
  • Every [[story]] is about one moment. One [[time]] someone [[changed]]. The start, middle, and end are to get to that moment and then wrap it up.
    • What is the [[meaning]] of the [[moment]]?
      • The [[moment]] of [[change]].
      • Once, Alice was ______. But now, Alice is _______.
    • What is the opposite of that moment?
    • The [[start]] is the [[opposite]] of the [[end]].
    • Generate several threads for each start, middle, and end and then pick the one that resonates most.
    • In media res.
    • What are the [[stakes]]?
    • How to add or ramp up stakes?
      • Clear [[want]] and [[problem]]. collapsed:: true
        • A [[promise]] of what they will get from taking in the [[story]].
        • Start with a [[familiar]] [[want]], end with a strange new want.
      • Say something that will give the audience the character’s [[hope]] and [[fear]]. collapsed:: true
        • Show what the audience needs to accept to [[feel]] what the [[character]] feels in the moment.
        • Have the characters present a plan so the [[audience]] feels like they are a part of a [[plan]], and then have to adapt to the [[problem]] when they face the problem.
      • Present half-bits of [[information]] about the [[end]]. collapsed:: true
        • What would let them [[wonder]] about what will happen [[next]]?
      • Take more [[time]] when the [[audience]] is in maximum [[tension]] and paying the most [[attention]]. Take very little time when the audience is not at that height of tension.
      • Have the [[characters]] make [[predictions]] that fail.
      • Put a [[camera]] in the [[scene]]- the [[narration]] should work like cameras in a movie. Situate the [[story]] in [[space]] and [[time]].
      • ‘but’ and ‘so’ offer a sense of [[change]], more than ‘and’ collapsed:: true
        • contradiction or multiplication
      • Make the [[big]] [[story]] [[small]], and the small story big.
      • [[Surprise]]. collapsed:: true
        • Distract during key information with other feelings- such as making them laugh.
        • [[Contrast]] what happens just before the surprise with the surprise.
      • [[Start]] with a [[laugh]] to get [[attention]]. collapsed:: true
        • If laughter precedes tragedy, it hurts more. Then make them laugh again, to dissolve [[tension]].
        • From Schwarzenegger: "Starting with something disarming and [[funny]] is a good way to stand out. You become more [[likable]], and people receive your [[information]] much better."
        • For triggering a [[laugh]], put the most [[surprising]] word at the [[end]]. collapsed:: true
      • [[End]] the story with [[yearning]].
      • A good [[story]] is about one thing only.
  • Check [[public]] [[domain]] releases every year.
  • Sorting through the thrown-up bits of [[sourdough]] [[pizza]] for [[glass]] or sand. [[Testing]] the grains on the window. [[storymine]]
  • [[Experience]] is the most valuable thing.
  • Penis allergic to vagina. [[storymine]]
  • [[Create]] things that people will [[want]].
  • First day of peer training today
    • I have 80 hours of training this month
    • I’m not a fan of class work but at least I get to help people
    • I’m going to be working on the weekends after class. 40 something days ago I was living on the sidewalk
  • HuggingFace javascript libraries are kinda lacking. good thing python is growing on me.
    • doing ai on laptop uses a lot of disk space
      • correction, ai on laptop is impossible
      • I thought it was doing operations in the cloud but it’s using local machine
        • so much for that idea
    • it’s sad that only people with money are going to be able to leverage ai in the short term
  • this image is cute
📅 Date [[2023-09-18]]
  • [[18]] is [[right understanding]] in the [[flancia]] [[pattern language]].
    • Flancia is in some ways a [[calendar]]. I usually revisit the Flancia Pattern language daily, considering the current date as my default focus.
  • [[drishtis]] ~ [[29]] might be particularly interesting as it is a list; 29 tends to remind me of items on which my focus is trained on by default in the running month.
    • on this note [[7]] and [[17]] this month were beautiful as usual
    • [[20]] ~ [[agora slides]] this month as I’ll present it to [[fotl]] in whichever shape it is :)
  • At this point I decided to start writing in the Agora assuming I have [[autopush]] on, even though I haven’t implemented it.
    • It will work like this: if you [[wikilink]] or #tag once node [[autopush]] in a resource, the Agora will try to push blocks for you even without mentioning #push; so the following would result in [[poems]] getting a push of this node without further ado.
  • [[poems]]
    • I wrote [[Agua]] again today on my paper notebook.
    • [[Fork]]
      • Fork
      • Fork, fork!
      • As we fork we’ll [[merge]]!
    • [[Merge]]
      • Merge
      • Merge, merge!
      • As we merge we’ll [[fork]]!
    • [[Flow]]
      • Flow
      • Flow, flow!
      • As we flow we’ll do kindly!
  • Hello from [[paramita]] :)
  • A [[story]] shows [[change]] in someone over [[time]].
  • The Casper Tiny Business Book Club: a way to bring tiny [[business]] starters together in Casper.
  • [[Communities]] benefit from a fear of missing out, which come from [[barriers]] to entry. At the most basic level, [[time]] and [[space]] are barriers to entry. collapsed:: true
    • Nodes need a way to connect to other nodes directly. Lots of small gatherings are needed to make a bigger [[group]] healthy.
  • Questions to ask to find a [[business]]: collapsed:: true
    • What [[problems]] do people have?
    • How many people share that [[problem]]?
    • Who do people get [[advice]] from in that [[space]]?
    • What are their [[weaknesses]]?
    • Which [[distribution]] models are most effective?
    • What problem isn’t being solved?
  • Kevin Von Duuglas-Ittu talks about "building a net with the world" to describe how competent Muay [[Thai]] [[fighters]] slowly stop [[movement]] in an [[opponent]]. This parallels "setting traps" or "creating luck". [[Position]] in an [[environment]] is used to [[block]] off movement for whoever is being [[hunted]].
    • "it is quite often a [[stalking]] [[game]] of techniques, exerting [[pressure]] on [[space]] and [[time]], until the [[kill]] can happen. At it’s highest, I suggest, it is ‘building a net of the world’"
  • "It’s not going [[fast]] that’s [[dangerous]], but stopping fast"- also applies to [[throws]] and [[unarmed]] [[combat]].
  • [[Change]] creates [[tension]].
  • [[Sailing]] with the [[wind]] limits speed more than sailing against it because the sail acts as a [[parachute]] and the boat can only go as [[fast]] as the wind (rather than faster).
  • hips higher, square to the ground, spine aligned, between [[earth]] and [[sky]], be upright
  • "[[Magic]] only happens in a spectator’s [[mind]]…focus on bringing an [[experience]] to the [[audience]]."
  • Who are the passionate [[outsiders]] with no [[tribe]] yet? collapsed:: true
    • Who’s bored with yesterday and demands tomorrow?
  • When to take a [[slow]] bend, and when to go [[fast]] to float over a [[problem]]?
  • Things [[fans]] of Jack Carr talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • Nonstop action (how would one make [[written]] [[action]] [[flow]]?)
    • —some chapters are still considered too long for fans
    • Cell workout routine- a fan says they’re stealing the character’s workout routine.
    • People are annoyed with how many books seemingly minor plotlines take.
    • Funny glimpses to the author’s worldview through the glossary.
    • You know the end (Reece will escape). You know the beginning (people have cornered Reece). People read to find out the middle (how?).
    • Hatchet patches- something for people to wear or display that shows that they are fans of the story. collapsed:: true
      • -A fan made a tomahawk to mimic the tomahawk used by characters.
      • -people are making breakfast dishes from the books.
      • -fans are wishing for the ability to purchase patches from the units in the series
      • -people are ordering watches that characters use in the books
    • "I have never felt as much [[anxiety]] and adrenaline listening to something before."
    • A reader has a feeling that anyone, including someone close to the [[protagonist]], could be a spy. This creates [[tension]]. Carr casts suspicion on someone close to Reece that Reece is putting all his eggs in- so the [[stakes]] are high.
    • Less politics, more ass-kicking.
    • Sucking air out of someone’s throat underwater.
    • Reece’s dad leaves him a note that suggests a puzzle. This puzzle is not solved until book 7.
    • People want to go to the [[places]] referred to in the book, even if they’re not real- they get the idea that it is a reference to something real.
    • Who is going to die? <- creates [[tension]]
    • Redacted portion of the book.
    • How did X happen?
    • Most fans are [[listening]] to [[audiobook]], rather than [[reading]].
    • In the Blood ending.
  • Things [[fans]] of Heinlein talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • Quotes about the nature of humanity.
    • Quotes about political dynamics.
    • Introduction to alternative views on sexuality (polyamory, bisexuality, sexual acceptance).
    • Competent man as celebration of man.
    • A character who is what a male reader admires in women (freedom of embodied expression), followed by trauma closing the expression up. The reader cried on the scene about her having her lover come home in a coffin and hearing Taps.
  • Things [[fans]] of qntm talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Worldbuilding]] doesn’t overexplain, which gives it room to breathe.
    • "It’s nice to get a story of [[existential]] [[horror]], in the face of vast and inimical entities from beyond human comprehension, that isn’t just another Lovecraft pastiche."
    • Uplifting good vs evil end despite an extremely uncertain world.
    • Human feeling contrasted against existential alienation.
    • Endings that are touching and deeply personal, as well as with a grand [[vision]] for the future of humanity.
    • Putting human life into a galactic perspective and making the reader feel insignificant in a vast world.
    • Appreciating anti-fascist just-so stories.
    • Plausible explanation of magic (perhaps echoing Wattsian vampires).
    • Hard scifi magic (the paradox attraction thingy)
    • A sense of people getting punished for being confident (the protagonist gets punished)
    • Some things remain unknown, and unexplained.
  • [[Cold]] [[air]] = [[high]] [[pressure]] [[Warm]] air = [[low]] pressure

2023-09-18

📅 Date [[2023-09-17]]

Loved the [[Majihima]] discourses on [[Heartwood]] (I already knew this), [[Cowherd]], [[Gosinga]].

[[3149]] is an interesting number. It’s not prime: it’s [[47]] (we will defeat Moloch) * 67 (Bodhi, Bodhisattva).

2023-09-17

📅 Date [[2023-09-16]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-15]]

2023-09-15

📅 Date [[2023-09-13]]

2023-09-13

  • Read: [[The Magic of Small Databases]]

    • Enjoyed this. Thoughts about an indie web approach to curating and sharing and collaborating on small lists, indexes, collections.
  • [[Subconscious Beta]].

    • Been keeping an eye on it for a while, and I certainly like the sound of [[Noosphere]] and [[Subconscious]]. Collective knowledge management that is local-first and with data sovereignty. Discovery, feeds and follows of others is on the way apparently, which would be a great set of features I think.
    • It sounds kind of like a slicker Agora. But I don’t necessarily use ‘slick’ as meaning ‘better’. I love Agora’s ramshackle and homebrew approach.
  • And I haven’t come across anything from Noosphere that suggests it has any politics of any kind. The beta announcement is signed off with "Let’s 10x humanity’s collective intelligence", which, absent of any political direction, is kind of problematic to me.

📅 Date [[2023-09-12]]

2023-09-12

  • Swinging back to blogs and RSS feeds over Mastodon. The stream of info on microblogging sites is too much for me, and the signal-to-noise ratio is too weak.

  • Reading: [[The environmental impact of a PlayStation 4]]

    • "PlayStation 4 has the most dazzling and problematic parts of global capitalism purring in unison."
    • "It is an exquisite, leanly designed machine pulsing with the exploitation of Earth and its people."
📅 Date [[2023-09-11]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • [[agora slides]]
  • #push [[Flancia
  • #push [[debate]]
    • Imagine a public global debate about the crimes of [[Moloch]], and the ways to move forward.
  • #push [[liquid democracy]]
    • Imagine calling elections in every nation-state currently recognized by the UN where a group of people think they could be useful. These meaning in addition to those called by the state in question as per custom up-to-date: put succinctly, imagine the citizens of the internet calling for open, transparent, fair, liquid-democracy-advancing elections in Russia, United States, China — a priori without the authorization of the states in question, but with an intent to cooperate rationally with them.
  • my shadow.tech box isn’t loading. I wonder if they’re having issues. I don’t see anything on status page 🤷‍♀️
📅 Date [[2023-09-10]]
  • For [[handfighting]], it is often advantageous to get two [[hands]] on one [[limb]] and bring that limb across the opponent’s [[body]].
  • Been using gitpod a lot for development
    • It’s nice because the machines are so big and good internet
    • They are ephemeral systems so you don’t have to worry about machine specific unintentional dependencies
      • Is a thing a lot of the time in VPS environments
  • Started playing Starfield
    • pretty cool game, nice gameplay and graphics.
📅 Date [[2023-09-09]]

2023-09-09

📅 Date [[2023-09-08]]
  • [[Dick Thompson]] of the [[Vietnam]]-era [[SOG]] units noticed that North Vietnamese and South Vietnamese ate different food. He could [[smell]] the difference. So they all started eating North Vietnamese food. They also stopped using [[soap]] to shower- so that they would not alert North Vietnamese of their presence in the jungle.
📅 Date [[2023-09-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-05]]
  • I’ve been working on sqlite importer in agora-bridge repo.
  • agora-server now supports pushed nodes in PR
  • weird day because of monday holiday
  • I’m seeing people with sqlite databases with millions of records and reporting it’s fast.
  • playing around with docker on gitpod.
    • I have a sql docker image for agora-server and one for agora-bridge in feature branches.
    • I have a third gitpod running a docker compose repo
  • Really liking my setup where I have github actions build docker images automatically for me
  • Now running my compose beast at agora.vera.pink
📅 Date [[2023-09-04]]
📅 Date [[2023-09-03]]
  • Been messing around with fly.io which is like railway but allows more control over your instance
    • railway doesn’t let you ssh in to debug server which is kind of annoying.
    • fly.io also has a lot of config options like machine size and such and has a toml file for config
    • railway doesn’t spin up independent VMs though so price is probably cheaper across the board
📅 Date [[2023-09-02]]
  • Woke up by [[Bodensee]].
    • Will miss [[Flancia meet]] today as I temporarily don’t have internet connectivity.
    • Will try to catch up later with people who were/are around! Apologies for missing it.
  • [[Flancia meet]] topics as I expected them
    • [[docker]]
    • [[agora recipe]] is running on [[coop cloud]], which is nice (this is what is serving link.agor.ai) but it needs some improvements:
      • It should be easier to override Agora settings from the coop cloud recipe proper, e.g. Agora name and sources. This could take place in the form of mounting agora.yaml as a config file?
      • It should be able to run one or more of the Agora bots which are part of [[agora bridge]] but currently not running for any Agora in agor.ai.
    • [[activitypub]]
      • Still unsure about whether to implement first-party support in e.g. [[agora server]], or to write a separate activitypub component (where? maybe in bridge?), or to rely on an existing implementation like the canonical golang one which seems quite mature and is geared precisely towards API usage (doesn’t offer
  • #push [[What is the Agora]]?
    • I’ve been wanting to write a special node which acts as explainer to the Agora that should be accessible to the average (?) internet browser, in the sense of a person browsing the internet.
    • Node [[agora]] was maybe originally that but it has amassed a lot of historical content which makes it harder to offer a ‘curated’ primer experience.
    • I’ve also been thinking about this as a [[WTF]] button which we could render in red up top, with the milder tooltip ‘I don’t understand / what is this place anyway?’
    • Surely writing this would be an interesting challenge in the first place :) The Agora is many things, at least to me, and probably to all the people already in the Agora of Flancia; and it has accreted layers (meanings) as time goes by.
  • [[Jerome]] told me about [[Beaufort]] cheese yesterday.

As I sit here with my laptop (with [[vim]]) and no internet connection, I realize that I don’t write here longform as much as I could. I guess the availability of the internet does make it easier for me to get distracted, which granted I see sometimes as a positive (it motivates a form of exploration), but might not be conducive to practicing the skill of writing coherently and consistently for more than a few bullet points in each journal.

The thought of writing in my blog again (meaning https://flancia.org/mine) has come up a few times recently. I’m unsure; I like the process of writing in my garden, and how everything I write in it automatically shows up in the Agora moments later (at least when I have an internet connection). So maybe what I want is to embrace this space as a blog, and just try to write longer form alongside with my mainly outline-style notes, like other Agora users already do so beautifully.

  • [[todo]] maybe this weekend
    • Upload social media activity gathered by the [[agora bots]] to git repos.
      • This one has been in the back burner for a while and doesn’t sound very hard.
      • It would also remove one of the main reasons to keep making full Agora backups — which keep causing low disk space events in the Flancia servers.
      • All in all good bang-for-the-buck to start the weekend.
    • Fix hedgedoc
      • I think hedgedoc is not syncing to the Agora, the syncing process has some bugs at least — while I’m dealing with ‘git autopush’ as per the above, it’d be a good time to take another look at this process and see if it can be made incrementally better.
    • Actually autopull [[etherpad]] or [[hedgedoc]] on empty nodes
      • I realized the other day this is quite simple; I tried this a few times in the past and ended up disabling autopull of the stoas because it can be disruptive (they tend to steal focus when pulled), but the disruption is really just because they are in the wrong position for empty nodes. Because empty nodes render on a separate template path, it should be straighforward to just embed the right stoa right there in the ‘nobody has noded this yet’ message, making the stoa onboarding experience much more convenient.
    • merge PRs
      • Aram’s
      • vera formatting
      • vera sqlite
    • update journals page
      • formatting of the page is all different/weird
    • the pull of flancia.org/mine is broken above because of the parenthesis — how to fix that?
    • update [[patera]] to something non ancient?
      • whatever is running on [[hypatia]]?
📅 Date [[2023-09-01]]
  • Started working on wikilinks browser extension
    • It’s a redo of an extension I was working on previously but now I’m using the plasmo framework which makes development and deployment to app store a lot nicer
  • Playing with cursor which is a vscode fork for AI
📅 Date [[2023-08-31]]
  • My first day on fourth floor today
  • Got called by impact nw which is an organizations for veterans facing homelessnes. I’m meeting them at their office on Wednesday. It’s interfering with a job fair  I wanted to do. We’ll see how it goes.
    • I might reschedule depending on how I feel as it gets closer. They’re just gonna do an intake so I feel like it could be pretty flexible.
  • I’ve been trying my hand at zig development lately. For the most part I like high level languages (javascript being my favorite), but sometimes it’s fun to dig into the internals of things.
    • zig is oriented to replace c by using the c ecosystem as opposed to rust which is trying to create its own.
    • the memory management model of zig feels a lot closer to c
  • Found pdm for python today it’s like poetry but feels more sleek and easier to use
    • python is kinda growing on me, I probably like it the best after javascript. low level languages like rust are interesting but I don’t really need to drop that low for developing the kinds of applications I like to make.
📅 Date [[2023-08-30]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[30]] in the Flancia Pattern Language means [[flow]].
      • 6 means flow also some days and 30 is 6 * 5 so it makes sense.
        • 5 means [[focus]], so you can think of it as focusing on flow or flowing focusing, which to some extent may be seen as redundant (but doesn’t need to be).
  • [[work]] was fine :) I’m settling into a rhythm of working until late with a break in the middle, and I enjoy it.
  • I attended to what I could of the [[fellowship of the link]], then a weird Jitsi bug that persisted across devices and internet connections locked me out! I couldn’t see or hear anyone.
    • I’ll read notes and try to watch the recording though :)
  • Wrote, thought, meditated.
  • [[bouncepaw]]
  • I thought I added stuff recently but maybe not. Thats the downside of using your own software, you’re never sure if you broke it or not
  • I go upstairs tomorrow. I’ll have a roomate. Not my first choice but we’ll see how it goes
📅 Date [[2023-08-28]]
  • Feeling kinda down this last week. I missed satsang today
  • Talked to case manager about housing stuff. She put me in her calendar to meet weekly
  • I’m going to worksource tomorrow to see about some opportunities
  • using javy to compile js to wasm
    • handy for functions that I want on multiple platforms like parsers where I don’t want to rewrite the parser grammer in a slightly different dialect on each platform
📅 Date [[2023-08-26]]
📅 Date [[2023-08-25]]
  • I’m moving to the next floor this week. I might have a roomate though so it actually might be worse. We’ll see.
  • Some random dude came up to me today and starting talking for like an hour and a half. He was a really interesting guy. He had a giant gash in his head though.
  • I saw today in my ai newsletter that llama released code llama
    • LLMs aren’t the best at generating code from scratch, but I find them indispensible for evaluating and refactoring existing code.
  • edited journal.vera.pink to only write markdown to disk
  • "Then from the eyebrows of the goddess arose Kali, terrible to behold, with disheveled hair, her mouth dripping with blood, her tongue lolling out, her eyes red with fury, her teeth like fangs, her hands smeared with blood, and her body covered with dust."
📅 Date [[2023-08-24]]
  • [[lcdf]]
    • :D
  • [[bags of holding]]
  • [[Gracias]]
    • Gracias Buda!
    • Gloria a las maravillas del universo!
  • Después de literalmente años logré conectar un tecladito pequeño a [[nostromo]], la pc de la tv que siempre corro a mis espaldas.
    • Tuve que recurrir a usar [[bluetoothctl]]
    • Se sintió como ganar acceso a [[conocimiento arcano]]!
    • Y me liberó de algo; completé un pro asdfyecto después de años, aunque haya sido pequeño!
📅 Date [[2023-08-23]]
  • I’m trying a new tactic. I’m create a minimal docker image for build environment and then a separate docker image for actually building source.
    • e.g. I’m creating an environment for bun and then using that to run bun stuff rather than downloading bun and building source in one step
  • TIL you can ping n number of times with ping -c N HOST
  • TIL debian doesn’t come preinstalled with ping
📅 Date [[2023-08-22]]
  • [[Stories]] were mostly used for assistance in [[navigating]] [[land]]- so the obstacles were once literal.
📅 Date [[2023-08-21]]

2023-08-21


Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

  1. For the technically inclined, we’re using the comic panel ID instead of chapter number over at the mobile-friendly version of the webcomic on Webtoon

  • realizing that subnode content may exceed mastodon message limit.
    • gave me an idea to return error message on tootbooster on fail
  • working on an idea I’m calling structured links
    • basically instead of having well defined structure on objects in a graph, the objects are simple while the links between them are well structured
    • based on ontic structural realism where objects don’t even exist. only our relationships between them are real
    • for example lets say I look at a bottle of orange juice. my experience is that it’s orange, but what I’m really experiencing is the light between me and the orange juice hitting my eyes.
      • the taste is the same thing, it’s the molecules in the orange juice interacting with my taste receptors chemically.
      • orange juice looks and tastes like it does because we can have a shared universe of discourse because animals have similar sense organs and therefore similar sense experiences
📅 Date [[2023-08-20]]
  • Found [[chip player]] and had found re-listening to some [[midis]] from the 90s.
  • setup journal.vera.pink on railway.app which is a cool platform for managing deployment to different environments.
    • It automates a docker container and automatically runs build toolchain on changes.
    • The starter version is like 5 bucks a month. Look pretty cool. Might use it for a few things
  • tootbooster.com is now running on railway
  • sveltekit + railway is a pretty awesome setup. 
  • I’m waiting for bun to reach 1.0 It’s such a fast runtime
  • created agora-server instance on railway using a fork of the Dockerfile and entryfile
📅 Date [[2023-08-19]]

2023-08-19

WARNING - BREACHING NET FUCKED BY 2050: MAY CONTAIN BLOODY SPOILERS, READ AT OWN RISK! Trying to hide some emotional baggage because of this.


Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

  1. Per wiki, V’s status is still unknown after lift’s cables snap as more chaos ensured. The reason is "presumed (legally) dead, but no evidence of on-screen death". [^2]: Torture were also involved, especially some robotic head decapitation (we’re not talking about [this], but instead of Aunt Nina killing Rocky for telling the truth about his and Freckle’s activities, ).

  • How do branches differ based on where [[trees]] are in relation to the [[sun]]?
  • How did the [[place]] [[sound]]? What noise does the [[wind]] make when it passes through here? How does it [[change]] the [[smell]]?
  • Without a [[map]], it becomes important to [[measure]] the [[distance]] between [[land]] [[marks]] in [[time]] rather than [[space]].
  • When intensely [[awake]], a [[path]] to flourishing [[life]] is the only path present.
  • going to daughters taekwondo class today
  • feeling kinda sick but not too bad
  • I have no private area except my bunk, might find a cafe to work in during the day again. my back is starting to hurt
  • bought a domain for tootbooster
📅 Date [[2023-08-18]]

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Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

2023-08-18

  • got a haircut today
  • been working in my goals journal
  • went to a self esteem group
  • talked to my peer support about housing stuff
📅 Date [[2023-08-17]]

2023-08-17

  • Previously on [[2023-08-16]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.
    • Updating my releases key behind the scenes btw
  • I’m getting more comfortable using [[Foam]] alongside [[Obsidian]], especially inside a Gitpod workspace.
  • Reading some more Lackadaisy webcomic, clocking at #77
  • Across the interwebs


Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

  • Busy day today (yesterday) beginning of new UTC day but still previous day locally
  • Made a list of things I want to get done. Was satisfying to write it down. I’ve been using a paper journal someone gave to me
  • Been writing some code lately. I don’t have a desk so it’s a bit straining but it also limits my time on the computer which is probably actually good for me in a lot of ways
📅 Date [[2023-08-16]]

2023-08-16

Note to self: Update this later this morning.

  • Previously on [[2023-08-14]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.
    • Guess nothing because I forgot to do notes then.
  • Did some sort of spring cleaning before fresh school year starts on yesterday.
    • Declutter some of my stuff from the physical archives, including some paperwork during the school years under blended learning.
  • More [[Lackadaisy]] stuff!
    • Stopped at #71 on 00:50
    • Who thought watching some from the stream archives go horribly wrong?
  • Ironing out on [[recaptime.dev]]‘s issue trackers, especially on things like SECURITY and CONTRIBUTING lately.


Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

  • This heat is getting annoying
  • I have meeting with job development specialist to go over Job interview questions tomorrow
  • Reading last chapter of miracle of mindfulness
  • Matrix gets on my nerves sometimes. I’m really happy that it exists but I can’t help feeling that it might be a bit overengineed and that seems to create a vector for a lot of bugs
  • Thinking about checking out fellowship of the link today
  • Today I have therapy
  • Debian is 30 years old today. I’ve been a long time fan. Really a great distro
📅 Date [[2023-08-15]]

2023-08-15

Catch up the daily update on [[2023-08-16]], this file was used for redirects.

2023-08-15

  • Listened: [[Trip 34: The Outdoors]]
    • I really enjoy #ACFM podcasts. They take fairly everyday things and look at them through a leftist lens, and throw a bit of music in too.
    • I like hiking, so listening to the political history of [[right to roam]] is fun.
    • The [[National Clarion Cycling Club]] sound great: to "combine the pleasures of cycling with the propaganda of Socialism"
📅 Date [[2023-08-14]]
  • Previously on [[2023-08-13]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.
    • Holy bananas, I’m started to read the [[Lackadaisy]] webcomic from the top. Currently at #21
  • OSS work at [[recaptime.dev]] or whatever
    • Other than ironing some stuff at
  • Personal side projects
    • Doing some notes wrangling across my digital garden behind the scenes in the morning
    • Some BTS chores on blog and personal website after literal months of procrastinating being in rest vacation from burnout and school.
  • Across the interwebs
    • Who’s digging through the voice recording session archives? Holy shit, I found two of them.

2023-08-14

  • I like mondays because it feels like the world comes back to life after sleeping for the weekend. I need consistency in my routine for my mental health and the weekends throw a wrench into that
📅 Date [[2023-08-13]]
  • Previously on [[2023-08-12]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.
    • TODO: Update this soon if hyperfixation/hyperfocus don’t make me forget to take notes here.
  • Gonna do some hand laundry later the day
  • OSS work at [[recaptime.dev]] or whatever
    • Anything you done so far, among other things
  • Personal side projects
    • Nothing to see here.
  • Across the interwebs

2023-08-13

  • Sunday today that means Satsang. It’s always a nice end(beginning?) to my week
  • It’s supposed to break 100F today. I’m grateful I have air conditioning 
  • Was reading Bhagavad gita this morning. I have the kashmiri version with commentary from abhinavagupta
📅 Date [[2023-08-12]]
  • I deleted Instagram off my phone. Was too much drama. I’m kinda over social
    • I’m still a fan of the fediverse though because I see that more as an information network than social media
  • Feeling a little sick. Hopefully it gets better
  • working on a project I’m naming tootbooster, the premise is that it allows any website to point to a single site so you can rebroadcast content, kinda like twitter intents or matrix.to
📅 Date [[2023-08-11]]

Nothing happened here other than some pain

  • I never got the point of folders like "Music" and "Videos", do people actually store their media in those folders? Sometimes I use "Documents" but that’s about it. Most of my stuff lives in "Downloads" or is in some installed programs data folder.
  • Talking to flancian today about adding fediverse features to agora. "click to boost"
📅 Date [[2023-08-10]]
  • Previously on [[2023-08-08]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.

    • Anything that done during the night (between 22:00 and 05:00 the next day)
  • OSS work at [[recaptime.dev]] or whatever

    • Behind the scenes work for website revamp, and the theme I pick is so horribly worst at Performance per Lighthouse results.
  • Personal side projects

    • I actually start writing some manuscripts for a future book, which will be discussed soon.
  • Across the interwebs

  • [[work]]
    • very few meetings day, and no oncall — the first such time in a while!
    • will try to make the most of it.
  • [[after work]]
    • visiting the lake for the birthday of a friend
  • My service record arrived via email yesterday
  • One of the peer support people for veterans helped me fill out a form to upgrade my military discharge status because of undiagnosed mental illness
  • My stomach seems to be doing better
  • ཨོཾ་མ་ཎི་པདྨེ་ཧཱུྃ
  • installed guacamole on my machine today do gui stuff from browser
  • Ive been using journal.vera.pink almost every day to edit my journal.
  • It’s not very often that I actually use my random sideprojects consistently *pats self on back*
📅 Date [[2023-08-09]]
  • See [[2023-08-10]] for a more consolidated list of stuff I have done.
  • How can we X? -> How can we help the [[people]] we serve X?
    • Instead of looking for someone who has [[influence]] to [[sell]] your [[product]] or [[service]], look for someone who gets a lot out of your produce or service and figure out how to get them more influence.
📅 Date [[2023-08-08]]
  • Previously on [[2023-08-07]]
    • Yeah, my brain just need more recharge as back to school nears, apologies.
  • God damnit, my autistic brain is currently having a field day about [[Lackadaisy]], especially about [[Freckle]].
  • Exploring [[gather.town]] as I hoped to [[@vera]]‘s virtual space
  • I think I caught a stomach bug or something
  • I’ve been reading a chapter a day of the miracle of mindfulness
  • Everyone here is really optimistic that I’ll find housing
  • I’ve been hanging out with a friend and I’m not sure if we’re dating because I don’t wanna ruin our friendship because I’m literally crazy
  • I filed online for my military service record today. I hve a confirmation number that I check status. I’ll check back in a week or so and see how it’s going
    • hopefully I can use my veteran status to get out of homelessness quicker
  • they clean the main area of the shelter between 3:30 and 4:30 so you have to leave or stay in your room. I started taking this time to go on a walk and take care of daily tasks outside since I have a tendency to hole up once I find a place and not leave
📅 Date [[2023-08-07]]
  • Previously on [[2023-08-06]], note that time and date are in Philippine Standard Time as I write this, although you do you use UTC for simplicity.
    • Attempted to push my digital garden repo to sourcehut, but I forgot about it doesn’t support LFS yet.
  • All things [[Lackadaisy]]
    • The more I dig further about [[Rocky]] and [[Freckle]], the more my autistic head want to do a lot of git diff in the multiverse
    • On Freckle’s personality and traits in the community wiki at Fandom-dot-com, obviously this is America after all:

      "However, he seems to have a sadistic side that he cannot control. If Freckle is given a weapon, he becomes wild and manically laughs like his cousin Rocky. He seems to be very skilled with guns, most likely due to him wanting to become a police officer, though this behavior caused him to be rejected from the police academy." (from the wiki)

  • OSS work at [[recaptime.dev]] or whatever
    • None for now.
  • Personal side projects
    • N/A for now.
  • Anything else, especially IRL
    • Officially enrolled for Senior High School at Computer Systems Servicing, probably a bit (or too) far from web/software dev, but I like to consider stacking NCs alongside any future certs and experience in open-source like Jengga.
  • Priit Mihkelsen’s Origin Point is a sort of [[baseline]], where his might be the Hawking [[position]]. Kalju Lee states that the greater the [[distance]] to your Origin Point, the more in trouble you are, and the closer the distance, the safer you are. collapsed:: true
  • Use lower rib instead of hip for first point of [[contact]] in turn [[throws]]. [[unarmed]]
  • I met with case manager today
  • hung out with friends yesterday. It was supposed to be three of us but one of us bailed so there was only two but we had fun
  • I’m learning to relax and trust that it’s going to be ok
📅 Date [[2023-08-06]]
  • [[Action]] comes before [[thought]]. The [[rules]] of the [[game]] come after the game has been played out, and [[people]] want to make sense of the game after the fact of [[play]].
  • Both ‘[[people]]‘ and ‘[[folk]]‘ come from ‘[[army]]‘, the form of which comes from ‘[[fill]]‘. Compare to ‘[[strategy]]‘ which comes from ‘[[spread]]‘.
  • [[Time]] comes from [[movement]] and what one can do with an [[environment]]. A familiarity with an environment or [[situation]] can, relative to another’s [[perception]], slow down time.

2023-08-06

  • went to my daughters taekwondo practice today and helped her read for about half an hour afterwards
  • I’m going to some lgbt carnival thing with some friends tomorrow after satsang
  • my case worker gets in tomorrow so I might get to talk to them about housing stuff
📅 Date [[2023-08-05]]

2023-08-05

  • I’m starting to get kinda stir crazy. I’m in this weird limbo where I’m not in proper housing and I’m not on the street. I’m learning how to have patience and trust the process. Having mental illnes makes it frustrating where I can’t just get up and get  job and house. I feel like after I make it through this process I will probably be setup for stability for the future. We’ll see.
  • I’m trying to create a routine again. Now that I’m not on the street my day is totally different and I need to figure out a way to keep me sane while I’m in this holding pattern
📅 Date [[2023-08-04]]
  • Earlier from [[2023-08-03]]
    • Did the bloody hand laundry finally after weeks of non-stop rainfall chaos in PH.
  • OSS work at [[recaptime.dev]]
  • Personal side projects
    • Not sure if I could kick on Doctorate lessons and activities for Weeks 2-4
  • Across the interwebs
    • So, about that "Gaming Channel" from [[TechLinked]]‘s [[TalkLinked]] podcast: Behind-the-scenes talk about LMG’s new gaming channel, [[GameLinked]].
    • (CW: [[Internet shitfuckery]] ahead) From @pot8um@twitter.com: Look what I found—not one, but two articles about the time a country music star fucked around and found out.
      • Like holy $#!t, why the actual shitfuckery I got this. Maybe I should check my inbox again if it’s from Substack or maybe from fedi.
      • For context, this involves a bit of ableism or face apperance sort of shitshow. For the love of god, I’ll not link the tweet that caused that digital wildfires to be released (go read the news articles above). That madman also pulled the infantilization card to a disabled woman on birdsite hellsite, humorously referred to her as a “poor girl”.
      • As an fellow autist, this is depressing to read, especially since the disability community attacked and traumatized since the Covid pandemic began (@kellyIsSomeOne@twitter.com)
    • Seriously did some obvious [[Lackadaisy]] lorebook reading, both in the currently-archived official wiki and the community-maintained one on Fandom.
      • From the trivia section about Rocky and Freckle’s laugh: "Where Rocky’s crazy-laugh is all manic glee, Freckle’s is more like cathartic rage - it would come across a little meaner". (see original)"
      • As mentioned in the archived wiki, Tracy has stated that Rocky did not complete his primary education. (which is obviously raise my eyebrows)
  • I had enough microsoft points from using bing to buy a gift card for game pass. I’ve been playing skyrim. I love the game engine and with mods it’s an infinitely extensible game
  • went to another peer support group today. they are pretty good. we have one at 11am in the morning and a followup at 6pm at night. They are pretty free-flow depending on who is it leading it. We check in with our emotions and talk about what our goals for the day are
  • The food here isn’t horrible I get a hot meal for lunch and dinner.
📅 Date [[2023-08-03]]
  • Previously: [[2023-08-02]]
  • Woke up sicker than yesterday, definitely feels more like a flu. Ibuprofen keeps helping.
    • Daniel at work (he’s great) offered an oncall swap and I took it. Thank you! This will allow me to rest today.
    • Tonight my friends arrive — I hope I don’t pass it along to them!
  • [[work]]
  • [[not work]] (in that sense)
    • Flancia!
      • maybe write [[testament]]
      • maybe ship link.agor.ai customization
        • figure out why abra app deploy -C does not seem to be upgrading container version?
          • It just hit me like a flash: it’s probably because the code in the container is a result of ‘git clone’ and it’s not being re-run on subsequent builds; I should probably discard the cache or figure out how to make it always rebuild?
  • [[Antiflancia]]
  • [[Flancia]] por siempre!
  • I had therapy yesterday it was good
    • Although I’m always a little emotionally activated afterwards
  • I’ve been in this shelter for a couple days now and I’m starting to adjust to a new normal. We have daily groups where we check in with an emotion and a number on a scale of 1 to 10. 
  • I finally got my key card after 6 requests. It allows me to scan into the building. 
  • I talk to my case manager next week and hopefully we can make some progress on things to get me into more permanent housing
📅 Date [[2023-08-02]]
  • Woke up sick, maybe a cold/maybe light flu. Ibuprofen helped.
  • Oncall at work. Some meetings. Otherwise not super productive because of the above.
  • [[Open Air]] cinema today — if it’s indeed open air (remains to be seen due to weather) I’m thinking it should be OK to attend after taking more ibuprofen? It’s a special occasion.
  • Conflicts with [[Fellowship of the Link]] though.
📅 Date [[2023-08-01]]
  • Late Night Work
    • Successfully migrated database data for [[recaptime.dev]]‘s [[Vaultwarden]] and [[Wiki.js]] instance to [[Supabase]], in case of issues on my personal railway.app account.
    • Did some manual data restoration on my personal vault after the chaos last night (also exported the pre-key rotation data while in offline mode, which is enough)
  • Discoveries and Stuff
    • Tried an commit editor for Git instead of using VS Code, although I may change my mind.
    • To keep things fine, maybe I’ll plan to branch things out on my dotfiles repo soonish.
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • Meaning all the following go (are pushed) into Flancia by default?
    • At least from now on.
    • Could be called [[strong push]], or maybe override [[autopush]] which has been long in the making :)
  • [[1]] in my personal [[Pattern Language]] stands for both self and non-self, and for [[Flancia]]
    • Today we begin month [[8]], [[August]]. I like how it has [[31]] days, just after another 31 day month — what a treat :)
  • [[AG]]
  • [[go/newsheet]] [[go/newdoc]] exist :)
  • Started an actual [[budget]] again, after months of procrastinating. Felt great actually and was not even boring :)
    • Ran [[GC]] on notes/todos. It felt great seeing that many things actually got done!
  • #push [[write]]!
  • #push [[do]]
    • make sure that mycoformat support gets into the container
    • set up fast/reasonably smooth dev-to-agor.ai flow
    • add toggle/tab for graphs (text/circles) instead of just deciding for the user
    • fix indirect go links, like [[go/flancian/git]]
      • or make indirect go links actually redirect to go links in the destination if a local definition does not exist
    • fix node names with ‘ and .
  • #push [[do]]
    • write visualizer for braids (!) (from a March todo, quite aspirational ;))
  • #push [[Carlas Sala]]
    • Desapareció el 13.1.1977
  • [[work]] tomorrow
  • It is the first of the month UTC but only around 8pm local time. It’s weird not only being in a different day but a different month.
    • Hello future!
  • tonight is a super moon
  • editing to test app im working on
  • Conversations with Google Bard
  • Downloaded TinyMUD last night and compiled and ran it. Was nostalgic to play around with MUSH stuff from the early 90s. I was surprised how simple the code was. Stuff has really changed since then
  • Contacted my bank and was able to re-enable my web login. 🎉
📅 Date [[2023-07-31]]
  • Later after midnight, I commit violence against my [[Vaultwarden]] vault and rotated the key, resulting in some items on my personal vault to be missing permanently, so I do some recovery madness before I shoot my foot and nuke the personal vault for good.
    • I also take the liberty of safekeeping the backups on a Gitpod workspace until I could dump them into [[recaptime.dev]]‘s Storj DCS bucket.
    • It’s still a bit of pain to have data loss happen, maybe because of TBD.

One of the particularities of writing about [[Flancia]] is that it seems to require a certain commitment, a belief in the feasibility of facts in possible futures.

  • Are there any [[openings]] in the middle that can be [[owned]] exclusively given current [[means]]?
  • [[Change]] [[angles]], go [[around]], [[under]], or [[over]].
  • What [[game]] has unlimited ([[nonlinear]]) upside?
  • Where do you get to [[play]] by different [[rules]] from your [[competition]]?
  • People [[worried]] about cults are mostly that way because they’ve already bought into a very big cult, and [[fear]] accidentally falling into a losing [[cult]].
  • Nothing increases [[confidence]] like [[doing]] the thing you do.
  • [[People]] like us [[grow]]‘ may be the [[tribe]] to [[find]]. collapsed:: true
  • Feeling an affinity for the [[Tomahawk]]. The modern Tomahawk is a hybrid between Native American [[stone]] axes and English & French Naval boarding [[axes]]. Beautiful that it came back into American use in every [[war]], even against Army regulation at times.
  • Demigodhood is about the [[followers]], not the [[leader]]. A graceful leader accepts that [[place]], no matter the [[risk]].
  • The easiest way to get into a [[mind]] is to be [[first]] at something.
  • [[People]] only [[accept]] [[information]] that [[fits]] with their [[present]] state of [[mind]].
  • If you don’t re-arrange your [[life]] to put the things most [[important]] to you [[first]], someone else will make what is only a little important to them most important for you.
  • All the elements of an [[ad]] are to get you to read the [[first]] sentence of the [[copy]]. collapsed:: true
  • [[Community]] and arbitrary [[authority]] are a [[zero-sum]] [[game]].
  • [[Resistance]] and high [[tension]] are signs of high [[potential]] [[energy]].
  • Keep [[lines]] of [[attack]] [[clear]].
  • Given that [[The Arena]] gets about $4 in [[profit]] for each [[sale]], 5000 books need to be [[sold]] to afford translators.
  • "Tinier always means faster." [[timing]] [[speed]] [[scale]]
  • The beginning of the day in UTC is the end of the day local time
  • I set the date to UTC for technical reasons but I kinda like that it switches the same for everyone regardless of the timezone. I always thought it was weird that people had to operate at different timezones because of sunlight. I mean it’s not weird it’s just inconvenient for a worldwide system
  • I’m currently writing this on a street car that loops the downtown metro area to kill time. I can’t check into the shelter I’m staying at until 9pm and the library closes at 6pm so I usually have to find a way to kill time in the evenings
  • It’s Monday morning here and I called my bank to see why my account was closed. It turns out that one of the accounts linked to my login has been negative for greater than 45 days so they closed the account. Apparently this means that they disable the login for all the accounts because capitalism. Once I get a payment come through I’m planning on paying off the negative balance of the now-closed account so I can regain access to my bank login. Yay capitalism
  • I got accepted into a nice shelter funded by the county. I have my own private room and they’re going to assign me a case manager. I have my laptop now with a private locker to store it in so I can work on more open source projects.
  • I’m really grateful that I have so many things going for me. I’ve seen some things out here that will forever change how I view my own circumstances.
📅 Date [[2023-07-30]]
  • Started over again on my gopass-based vault, with some fixes on git config
  • Earlier the day
  • Guru’s birthday today
  • Sundays are weird because I have to leave the shelter at 7:30am which means I have more time to kill in the mornings
  • The city is so dead in the mornings, especially on the weekends. I can stand in the middle of the street downtown and no cars
  • my bank has denied access to me via online banking but it’s a credit union and they’re closed on the weekends so I have to wait until tomorrow to see what the issue is.
    • hopefully it’s not anything too bad
  • I got accepted into the shelter above the resource center I visit. They want me to check in with them tomorrow. We’ll see how it goes.
  • Been thinking about writing a book to pass the time. I think I can create an outline about what I want to write about and then just fill in the chapters until I reach a couple hundred pages. Thinking about maybe using AI to help me.
📅 Date [[2023-07-29]]
  • saturday was busy at resource center. 
  • ground score was closed today, I’ll check tomorrow if they’re open, they might be closed weekends
  • the full moon is on august 1st
  • guru’s birthday is tomorrow.
📅 Date [[2023-07-28]]

2023-07-28

  • It’s friday and the behavioural health center is closed during my normal time slot
    • luckily the library is open and I can hang out here and code
    • I’ve been looking at cafes but not a lot of places have power and are not too crowded
    • I have social anxiety disorder so it’s difficult to be around dense groups of people
      • downtown isn’t so bad since the distribution of people is actually better due to large area
    • Created a remote tunnel in vscode so I can edit server from browser without installing vscode on local machine
  • The problem with "edge functions" is that they are a form of vendor lockin. I’m playing with supabase and it’s cool but what happens when I want to move to another provider that has a completely different api?
  • The lights in this library are shining directly into my eyes. I think it’s for the drug addicts that come in here to try and keep them awake. 
    • There needs to be systemic change in the USA.
📅 Date [[2023-07-27]]
  • Picked up [[Obsidian]] again after a looong time to show it to [[Venisa]].
  • [[work]]
  • [[Flancia]]
  • [[wayland]]
    • [[autostart]]
    • [[systemd]]
    • #push [[kill wayland]]
      • #push [[autostart]]
        • After much debugging I finally realized the issue was not with systemd trying to start vnc while wayland was still not running, crashing too many times and then giving up (like I long thought it was), but rather that the vnc service was not depending on a target that was actually being triggered.
        • Trying to set up [[vnc]] so it starts only after wayland/a graphical session is running and it’s proving harder than expected for not the first time :)
        • I would expect to add a Requires or WantedBy in the systemd unit, but alas, it’s not as easy as that?
        • I use [[sway]] so maybe the right targets aren’t there by default though, as that’s supposed to be solved by a "[[desktop environment]]".
        • Somehow I ended up at https://github.com/jceb/dex which, beyonds its scope in a friendly way, tells me of how to configure a [[systemd autostart]] in a way that maybe could work. Plot twist: it didn’t.
        • https://github.com/maximbaz/dotfiles/issues/23 showed the way: the issue was that nothing was triggering graphical-session.target. I added a line to my sway config to do that as per the first comment in the issue (thank you [[maximbaz]] on github) and that was enough to fix my long standing woes. This feels like freedom :)
    • Picked up [[Obsidian]] again after a looong time to show it to [[Venisa]].
📅 Date [[2023-07-26]]
  • Updating date on here

    • Deployed to production, yay it works!
  • Got onto housing wait-list I was hoping for

  • I have therapy today

  • I’m trying to get a case manager at tpi

  • App idea

    • Create organization then when user oauths create repo with user name, we can have agora pull all user repos from organization into an agora ostensibly with an API or something. 
    • This would enable us to onboard new users to the agora with very low barrier and high degree of moderation control
    • Caveats
      • Existing software already exists e.g. logseq
  • Todo

    • Update agora.vera.pink
    • Decrease resources on dirtbox for cost reasons
    • Figure out if I can create something like caddy as a saas platform
    • Add clone link to page header
  • Took my computer out of storage. Now I have something to work on in the cafes and maybe I won’t be so bored during the day.

📅 Date [[2023-07-24]]

Go back to [[daily notes]], also synced at this week’s recap in the [[Personal Board (open that in Obsidian)]].

  • [[Flancia]]
  • started with [[work]]
  • [[flancia playlist]] was pointing to a weird version of the playlist, unsure where it came from :) corrected
📅 Date [[2023-07-23]]

2023-07-23

  • updated code to use date function rather than date at server instantiation
📅 Date [[2023-07-22]]

2023-07-22

📅 Date [[2023-07-21]]

2023-07-21

  • Started writing [[Reclaim Roundup: August 2023]]

  • Noticed that since upgrade I have to run org-roam-db-sync regularly now too, it isn’t updating automatically.

📅 Date [[2023-07-20]]

I installed [[cool retro term]] today and it was immediately more fun than I thought it would be. There is something weirdly satisfactory about typing and seeing a blazing trail preceding your words.

I wonder how hard would it be to make it so that anagora.org renders text in this style — optionally, of course :)

📅 Date [[2023-07-19]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • fixed [[agora bot]] on [[mastodon]], thankfully botsin.space reverted the account freeze once I explained what happened and how I fixed the issue (they are cool)
    • [[AG]] after work :D we went to [[helvetiaplatz]] and watched the sunset through the city skyline, the trees and the tram tracks
    • [[prizewinning plus]]

2023-07-19

📅 Date [[2023-07-15]]
📅 Date [[2023-07-12]]
  • this one is set for the 12th

  • Editing from mobile

  • Oops no tab on Mobile

  • heh might be difficult #todo

    • Fixed it
  • Testing link

  • oauth works better than github app [note to self]

  • everything looks good so far, finally

  • hrm

  • From mobile

  • H

  • H

  • Vertical scroll works

📅 Date [[2023-07-11]]
  • meeting someone about a room 🤞
  • testing [[wikilink]]
  • woots
  • testing localhost
📅 Date [[2023-07-08]]

2023-07-08

  • Started having a play around with [[Anytype]].

    • A local-first, p2p, Notion-y type of thing. It’s very nicely made.
    • Using it for recording structured data and relationships for [[Reclaim the stacks]]. Quicker and easier than putting it all in a hand-built DB.
    • It’s making me think about how I could in theory recreate similar functionality in [[org-mode]].
    • Maybe I will try to, eventually, so everything can remain in the garden. But it’ll be easier for me to do it in Anytype to begin.
  • I upgraded [[spacemacs]] to latest and updated all Melpa packages to latest. Now various things in my [[org-roam]] setup aren’t working. Sigh.

  • Finished writing and sent [[Reclaim roundup July 2023]].

📅 Date [[2023-07-05]]

It was that time of the year, your birthday, when you finally got to Flancia and were able to stay for good, stay in it in a definite sense, being free from suffering.

  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[AG]] :D
    • On vacation at home for the remainder of this week — by default, but I don’t plan on cancelling any days and working thus far.
    • Ordered coffee from [[utopia coffee]], my favourite Swiss roaster.
    • It was very nice to wake up at home after 11 nights and a half travelling :)
    • [[Fellowship of the Link]] was beautiful
    • [[Social coop tech group]] meeting as well, tomorrow we’ll probably meet shortly again
  • [[Berni]]
  • [[Ana Pedra]]
  • [[Kris]]
  • [[Parathenaia]]
📅 Date [[2023-07-04]]
📅 Date [[2023-07-02]]

2023-07-02

📅 Date [[2023-06-27]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-26]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-25]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-24]]
  • [[Greece]].
    • [[Athens]]
      • We visited the [[Agora]].
      • I loved it as usual but my mum thought it was too run down/fragmentary.
      • Then we had dinner in [[Monastiraki]].
📅 Date [[2023-06-23]]

I wasn’t planning on seeing [[Nils Frahm]] live, nor did I know he was playing in Athens until the very same day it happened; I heard the sound test coming from the [[Odeon of Herodes Atticus]] while I was climbing down the southern slope of the Acropolis and I decided to get a ticket just in time. I’m happy I did so, it was a memorable experience for sure to see him live under the moon and stars in this ~2000 year old amphitheatre.

📅 Date [[2023-06-22]]
  • [[Greece]]
  • [[nmcli]]
    • I like it but I keep forgetting its usage, glad I noded the basics some time ago.
📅 Date [[2023-06-21]]

2023-06-21

📅 Date [[2023-06-20]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-13]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[AG]] :)
    • My mum is visiting for a month and she’s been resting / enjoying being home with Lady Burup while I finish up with work before we travel :)
📅 Date [[2023-06-11]]
  • How much would I [[pay]] for this [[thing]] if I didn’t [[own]] it?
  • Will taking this away bring you further from where you [[want]] to go?

2023-06-11

📅 Date [[2023-06-10]]
  • What gives them [[energy]]? What are they better at than other people? Does [[life]] from Earth [[need]] what they do?
  • [[OODA]] to [[McKeown]] Essentialism: collapsed:: true
  • A clear [[purpose]] will make it [[easy]] for [[people]] to answer the [[question]]: how will we know when we’ve done our [[job]]?
  • What is the [[cost]]?
  • When dealing with someone who is higher in a [[hierarchy]], [[ask]] them what they [[want]] you to give up on to make a new thing the most important thing.

2023-06-10

📅 Date [[2023-06-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-06]]
📅 Date [[2023-06-05]]
  • It’s [[hard]] for [[people]] to [[copy]] something if they don’t see it. To make it easy to copy, make it easy to [[see]]. collapsed:: true
    • [[Social]] [[influence]] is stronger when people can see others do the thing often.
      • What can people do that will let them [[show]] off your [[product]] or [[service]] for others to [[see]]?
  • A secret to [[persuasion]] is that you can’t actually persuade anyone, you have to mine their [[mind]] for where they already have a [[position]] that [[fits]] yours and [[start]] there.
📅 Date [[2023-06-04]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[AG]]
    • [[Diego de la Hera]]
    • Planeé cuatro pomodoros por la revolución después de las 22, fueron mayormete de conversación y juego — sin arrepentimientos.

Amanecí y llegamos a la tarde con alegría con [[AG]], y después comimos y caminamos con [[Diego]] y [[Dominic]].

  • How can a [[link]] be made between a [[new]] [[message]] and a message of an incumbent [[group]]? collapsed:: true
    • How often does an [[environmental]] [[trigger]] occur? How strong is the [[link]] between the [[message]] and the [[reminder]]?
      • How many links are there for any given [[cue]]? What will people connect to this thing? How many different answers would you get in [[association]] with this thing?
        • Pick cues that are [[near]] whatever you [[want]] someone to do, so it’s easy for them to [[buy]] the [[product]] or [[service]] or [[act]].
          • [[When]] are people in a [[place]] to consider this thing? What is around them in that place? [[timing]]
          • Using environmental triggers to [[sell]] is equivalent to forming a [[trigger]] action [[plan]] for someone else.
  • What would give someone a sense of [[awe]]?
    • People share things that gave them a sense of [[awe]], as well as things that [[surprise]] or are of [[use]].
📅 Date [[2023-06-02]]
  • How would this [[product]] or [[service]] give someone an [[experience]] they can use to [[signal]] their [[taste]]?
    • People are more likely to [[recommend]] things that give them [[surprise]] in a short [[time]] frame. The surprise does not translate into ongoing [[talk]] about the thing, though.
    • A specific association between things makes it more likely that people will make [[choices]] with that [[association]] in [[mind]]. Establish a [[relationship]] between something wanted and something people will [[see]], [[smell]], [[hear]], or [[touch]].
    • Things that are said in [[small]] [[talk]] last for a [[long]] [[time]], where things that [[surprise]] are said in other kinds of talk that last for a short time.
      • In [[small]] [[talk]], people say whatever is on their [[mind]]. Whatever is on their mind is often from something around them in the [[place]] they are in.
        • What is going on around them? How can it tie to a [[product]] or [[service]] of ours?
          • What is a part of what [[people]] in this [[group]] do in every [[place]] they go to? Including those parts in your [[story]] will make that story more relatable.
            • Is the [[message]] tied to a [[context]] that includes a part of any place a person might be in every day?
              • What is something this [[group]] does every day? How can this [[product]] or [[service]] be associated with that one thing?

2023-06-02

📅 Date [[2023-05-31]]
  • [[31]] ~ [[las jaras]]
  • [[work]] — maybe half a day as I’m sick again :( nothing severe but very drained of energy, coughing, etc. Hope it passes quickly.
  • [[fellowship of the link]]
📅 Date [[2023-05-29]]

2023-05-29

📅 Date [[2023-05-28]]
  • Looked into [[keyoxide]] again after seeing a reference in the profile of [[youronlyone]]
  • [[social.coop]]
    • [[wiki]]
      • changed links to registration form to point to join.social.coop
      • posted maintenance announcement
      • redoing [[wiki migration]] on wiki.social.coop
      • disabled parsoid
      • enabled registrations
      • done, it seems, pretty much! \o/
  • #push [[pfeilstorch]]
    • showed up in my open tabs, is interesting, but I don’t remember how I got there :)
📅 Date [[2023-05-27]]
📅 Date [[2023-05-26]]

2023-05-26

📅 Date [[2023-05-25]]
📅 Date [[2023-05-24]]
📅 Date [[2023-05-23]]

2023-05-23

  • Another day, another coat of wood stain on the desktop.
  • I’m thinking about maybe starting a monthly or bimonthly newsletter. As a good nudge to make packaged pieces of writing on a regular basis.
    • I saw that Ghost has a thing for sending newsletters, and that you can host Ghost on Yunohost.
  • Paid some invoices, replied to some emails. Amazing how quickly these things pile up.
📅 Date [[2023-05-22]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • I had an allergy attack yesterday but at some point it turned — it stopped getting worse, started getting better. Was able to have a normal night after that.
    • Slept a solid 8h+ after that
    • Woke up feeling finally recovered from disease!
  • [[work]]
    • Starting the week energized.
    • It was a solid day!
    • Actually looking forward to the week.
  • [[AG]]
  • [[791]] == #7 x #13

2023-05-22

📅 Date [[2023-05-21]]

2023-05-21

📅 Date [[2023-05-20]]

2023-05-20

  • Spent fucking ages getting the layer of varnish off the top of the desktop. Using a 40 grit sanding disc.
📅 Date [[2023-05-19]]
  • #push [[31]]
    • Un mantra:
    • Las Jaras, qué jaras?

2023-05-19

  • Yesterday I submitted my final output for [[YXM830]]!

  • Reading [[Capital is Dead]] (again, didn’t finish last time) and loving it. I really like [[McKenzie Wark]]‘s writing style in this. I’m finding the argument about there now being an information-based [[Vectoralism]] - something even worse than capitalism - quite compelling, though I know many disagree.

  • Used the borrowed orbital sander to sand down garden table and chairs that are a bit weather beaten.

📅 Date [[2023-05-18]]
  • [[People]] want to [[talk]] about things that highlight how they’re a part of a [[group]].
    • If they were selected for some [[game]] or something is [[name]]d after them, they are more likely to [[talk]] about it.
    • People like having something they can point to that shows how they were recognized, such as [[medals]], trophies, or [[awards]].

2023-05-18

📅 Date [[2023-05-17]]
  • What can someone do with an everyday thing that would cause a lot of [[surprise]]? What would help [[spread]] this thing?
    • How does talking about this thing make someone look? How does it help their [[mask]]? collapsed:: true
      • Is this a [[cool]] thing they could share with the people who are around them?
      • Will this make them look worldly?
      • Will this make them feel like they’re [[ingroup]]?
      • What about this can they show off to others?
    • What would remind someone about our stuff? What do they [[move]] by everyday that would bring our stuff up?
    • What about our stuff has them [[feeling]] things? What would they feel?
    • Can people [[see]] other people use our stuff? collapsed:: true
      • How can we make it easier to see our stuff?
    • How can they [[use]] our stuff to get where they [[want]] to go?
    • What kind of [[story]] would they [[want]] to [[spread]]?
      • People [[spread]] things they [[want]] to [[talk]] about.
        • What could be given to them to [[talk]] about that will make them seem [[cool]] or in the know? collapsed:: true
        • How would this turn into a [[game]] that they can [[play]] and [[talk]] about trying to [[win]]?
          • [[People]] will give up [[absolute]] gain if it means they will look better than others. Most college-attendees would choose to be a big fish in a small pond, rather than a smaller fish in a bigger pond that has more food for everyone.
📅 Date [[2023-05-16]]
  • How to create something that people will want to [[talk]] about?
📅 Date [[2023-05-15]]
  • To encourage [[change]], look for what suggests that they don’t like how things are. collapsed:: true
    • Look for anything good they have to say about what [[change]] might do.
    • Look for anything that suggests that they could [[change]] if they wanted to.
    • Look for anything that sounds like a [[commitment]] to [[change]].
    • What makes it difficult for them to consider [[change]]? collapsed:: true
      • What would it take to go where they want to go? collapsed:: true
        • What worries them about how things are?
        • What makes them think they need to do something about it?
        • What happens from what they are doing now?
        • Is there anything about what they are doing now that is a reason other people might [[worry]] about them?
        • How has this stopped them from being where they want to be?
        • What will happen if they don’t [[change]] what they’re doing?
    • How would [[change]] help them? collapsed:: true
      • What would they like to be different?
      • What would be good about the [[change]]?
      • Where would they like to be in the future?
      • If the [[change]] happened now, what would [[fit]] them better?
      • What’s a reason to [[change]]?
      • What would they get from a [[change]]?
    • How would they see [[change]] as [[possible]]? collapsed:: true
      • What would make it so they could [[change]]?
      • What gives them [[energy]] to [[change]]?
      • When else did they make a [[change]] like this? How did they do it?
      • What do they have that no one else has that would help them [[change]]?
      • Who could help them [[change]]?
    • When would they tell you that they want to [[change]]? collapsed:: true
      • What are they thinking about the thing that might [[change]]?
      • Are they feeling stuck?
      • What might they do?
      • How much do they [[want]] a [[change]]?
      • What would they try?
      • Of the things they might try, what would [[fit]] them best?
      • What do they [[want]] to happen?
      • What do they [[want]] to do?
    • Look for what they think might happen if they [[change]] vs. what they think might happen if they don’t change. collapsed:: true
      • What do they like about how things are now?
      • What do they dislike about how things are now?
      • How can these be illustrated visually?
    • What is a day in their [[life]] like?
    • What do you [[worry]] most about the thing that might [[change]]? collapsed:: true
      • What’s the worst that might happen?
      • How might that happen? What else might happen as a result of that?
    • What’s the best thing that might happen?
    • How would things [[change]], if you changed?
    • Ask them about a different [[time]] in their [[life]]. Both what was, and what might be. collapsed:: true
      • What happens if things don’t [[change]]?
    • How is what they’re doing consistent with what they want? How does it work against what they [[want]]?
📅 Date [[2023-05-14]]
  • When people [[talk]] about [[change]], some things said point toward change, while other things said point against change. collapsed:: true
    • When changing, people [[talk]] about the following things: collapsed:: true
      • How things as they are don’t work for them.
      • How changing things may work for them.
      • Talking about a [[want]] to [[change]].
      • [[Moving]] like they think [[change]] is something they can do.
    • When pushing back [[against]] [[change]], people [[talk]] about the following things: collapsed:: true
      • How things as they are work for everyone.
      • How things wouldn’t work if they changed.
      • Talking about wanting things to stay the same.
      • [[Freezing]] and stuttering like they don’t think [[change]] is possible.
  • Something that fits with a [[goal]] is often much harder to [[see]] than when it really doesn’t [[fit]]. What’s right is more [[invisible]], what’s wrong is relatively easy to spot. In light of this, it makes sense that [[teaching]] at [[scale]] will focus on avoiding what’s [[wrong]] instead of learning how to look for what’s right.
📅 Date [[2023-05-13]]
  • Triggering [[resistance]] in someone makes it more likely that they will commit to the position they talked about- after they’ve talked about it. So, it will make it harder for them to [[change]] if they talk with a position against the change.
    • "[[Turn]] in the [[direction]] of the skid" while [[driving]] on [[ice]]. Once [[traction]] is established, then turn.
      • The person who is to be changed has to be the one to [[talk]] about why they should [[change]].
        • To [[change]], [[people]] need to see a difference between what they [[want]] and what is.
          • When something someone is doing goes against something they deeply [[want]], it is what they are doing that will [[change]]. collapsed:: true
            • Mis[[alignment]] can be necessary for [[change]], since it is the first step to noticing a [[difference]] between what they [[want]] and what they do. collapsed:: true
              • What would make someone consider how the way things are doesn’t [[fit]] them?
              • What would make someone consider a [[change]] to [[fit]] them?
              • What would make someone consider that [[change]] is possible?
              • What would make someone [[talk]] about how they are going to [[change]]?
            • [[Change]] can only come to people if a part of them really does [[want]] to change.
            • [[Change]] is easier when it is drawn out gently, instead of pushed.
          • A kind of [[talk]] to people to help [[change]]. collapsed:: true
            • collapsed:: true
              1. [[Accept]] where people are. [[Listen]] to them to hear where they are.
              2. Help [[explore]] what they [[want]] until they see a difference between what they want and what is.
              3. Go in the direction of their [[resistance]] to [[change]]. This is [[Kuzushi]].
              4. Give [[energy]] to anything they say that [[moves]] toward [[change]].
              • When something is seen as a [[block]] to their [[want]], they will be more likely to [[change]] it.
              • The perceived [[difference]] between what they [[want]] and what is has to be amplified to bridge the difficulty of [[moving]] to get what they want.
              • Ask about wants that might be blocked by the thing they are doing that needs to [[change]].
              • People are most persuaded by what they say. What do they [[notice]] that they say to themselves? What feels interesting to them? What are they excited at having said?
              • When there is [[push]] back, [[pull]] and [[move]] to [[change]] an [[angle]] very slightly.
              • Involve them in solving the [[problem]]. The [[solution]] has to be theirs, for them, to [[trust]] it.
              • When there is [[push]] back, [[shift]] to another [[angle]].
              • Someone cannot be [[responsible]] for [[change]] if they think they cannot change.
              • Offer help to [[change]], and give them the [[choice]] of taking it or leaving it.
          • A [[talk]] can move toward [[harmony]] or [[dissonance]].
📅 Date [[2023-05-11]]
  • In [[fighting]], it is often easier to [[move]] around a [[frame]] instead of trying to take the frame off.

2023-05-11

📅 Date [[2023-05-10]]

I will show you the shape of my [[heart]] if you want to.

📅 Date [[2023-05-09]]
📅 Date [[2023-05-08]]
  • A [[story]] interests someone when there is more than one way that what is shown in the story can go, and the audience would like it more if only one of those ways happen. collapsed:: true
  • [[Questions]] to ask if you are giving people a [[product]] or [[service]]. From [[Michele Hansen]]. collapsed:: true
    • What are they trying to do?
    • What are the steps of the [[workflow]]?
    • Where are they now?
    • Where in their workflow is the problem?
    • How often do they get blocked from what they’re trying to do?
    • What have they tried? collapsed:: true
    • What do they want?
    • What did they use to try to get what they want? (esp MacGyvered stuff)
    • What does it [[cost]] if they get it wrong?
    • What goes into their [[decisions]]? In their words, [[why]] do they choose the [[solutions]] that they choose?
    • What happens if they don’t solve the [[problem]] well?
    • Who else is part of the [[decisions]] they make about the [[problem]]?
    • How will they [[feel]] is the [[problem]] is or isn’t solved?
    • Who might they [[talk]] to if the [[problem]] is or isn’t solved?
      • What would they say about how they solved the [[problem]]?
      • What would they be proud or ashamed of sharing?
  • Is this something [[people]] [[want]]? Is this something they can figure out how to [[use]]? Will it make [[money]]? Is this something we can [[make]] or do?
  • Five people is often enough [[interviews]] to make a [[business]] [[decision]] that requires interviews, but another heuristic is "stop when you start hearing the same things over and over again".
  • Framing [[questions]] based on [[time]] often works better than asking [[why]]. This is probably because ‘why’ summons [[causal]] [[explanations]]. So, "what did you do before this?" instead of "why did you start doing this?".
  • Talk to your happiest customers to see how to bring more [[happy]] customers.
  • Help them forget you are a [[person]].
📅 Date [[2023-05-07]]
  • [[petrichor]]
  • [[ostranenie]]
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[aj]] ~ [[ag]]
      • happy, joyful!
    • [[Avalokiteshvara]]!
    • I paid my taxes for the remainder of the year (or scheduled all payments). This small detail made me feel freer; it was indeed on my todo list.
    • In the spirit of a Sunday I made some [[magnetic art]] and I enjoyed it. It’s interesting to do things with one’s fingers, thinking about space and color as we go.
    • [[social coop]]
      • read some discussion
      • wiki next steps -> testing
    • [[donated]]
    • [[sila]] -> CL
  • the Agora is a bit slow — pages are taking >7s to render when the cache is cleared.
    • It’s also buggy, like [[petrichor]] above which strangely redirects to wikipedia :)
    • I love it anyway, but this says I have to allot some time to [[fixes]].
  • #push [[poemas]]
  • What does this [[product]] or [[service]] give [[people]]?
  • How else can [[people]] [[learn]] to turn [[loss]] into [[growth]]?
  • Lagging [[signs]] are easy enough, what are [[leading]] signs of something?
  • [[Who]] is this for? What will we get by giving them a [[way]] to get what they [[want]]? How will what we’re doing [[give]] them a way to get what they want?
📅 Date [[2023-05-05]]

2023-05-05

  • I can’t seem to settle on a book at the moment. I’m making my way through [[Ours to Hack and To Own]], and it’s good stuff, but not page-turning bedtime reading. Not many non-fiction books are, to be fair. But I don’t get much opportunity to read in the day, so I’m mostly reading non-fiction at night. I started reading [[Aramis, or the Love of Technology]] last night and enjoyed the beginning of that. Maybe ‘[[scientifiction]]‘ is the way to go…
📅 Date [[2023-05-04]]
  • [[work]]
    • I was very tired today, because of not sleeping enough (I woke up too early, still jetlagged) and maybe a bug.
    • It was OK though.
  • [[flancia]]
  • One reason to write a non-fiction [[book]] is to capture a word or sentence in [[people]]‘s [[minds]].
  • "You need [[money]] to get into a [[mind]]. And you need money to stay in the mind once you get there."
📅 Date [[2023-05-03]]
  • [[work]]
    • very tired after only about four hours of solid sleep; jetlag kicked in, and [[Burup]] was rattled because of a curious vision (I should write more about that)
    • but work was fine :)
  • then [[fellowship of the link]]
  • then [[flancia]], or rather Flancia at all times in a way
    • I’ve been trying to enjoy life more overall, not draw hard lines between Flancia and non-Flancia most of the times
    • this seems to result in increased happiness, equanimity, which makes sense
    • meditating every morning ten minutes and doing yoga most evenings really goes a long way
  • some bugs in the [[agora]]
    • [[fediverse]] seems to enter a pulling loop, very weird!
    • [[federation]] redirects in a way that chrome thankfully catches, and has the same loop in a pull as it’s pulling [[fediverse]] :)
    • this alpha-quality Agora is positively dangerous
      • I love it :)

2023-05-03

📅 Date [[2023-05-02]]
  • [[2]] stands for [[fork]], and the [[Agora]], in the [[Flancia pattern language]].
  • [[Jinwar]]
  • [[work]]
    • Back in the ZRH office after 2w (due to travel). It was nice seeing my coworkers again.
    • Relatively meeting heavy day but it’s going well as of the time of writing.
  • How can you [[own]] a [[word]] in mental real estate?
📅 Date [[2023-05-01]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-30]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-29]]
  • Writing this on the way back home, meaning the flight [[SFO]]-[[ZRH]].
  • My noding has been spotty the last few days / over the last two weeks due to travel but it will probably pick back up (is that the right expression?) now that I’m back home.
  • [[US trip 2023]]

2023-04-29

  • I invested some money into the new [[solar park]] that [[Ripple Energy]] is starting - [[Derril Water Solar Park]]. It’ll be an [[energy coop]]. Excited about it. We can’t afford rooftop solar so really nice to be part of a [[shared solar]] project. I put a bit of money into [[Bristol Energy Cooperative]] before but I don’t actually live there so don’t get the benefit of the energy produced, unlike this Ripple one. Hope they do another wind farm project soon, would like to get in on that.
📅 Date [[2023-04-28]]
  • [[work]]
    • Last day in the Sunnyvale office for this visit.
    • Flying back to Zürich tonight.
  • [[flancia]]
    • Will board the flight shortly after the traditional time in which I say I "start Flancia" on a workday, meaning 19:00 (local time).
📅 Date [[2023-04-27]]
  • How is this [[business]] [[product]] or [[service]] the first of a new [[category]] for [[people]]?
    • [[Own]] a [[word]] in people’s minds.
  • Nobody cares about your shit. You will have to [[sell]].
  • Does this [[product]] or [[service]] give [[people]] enough [[energy]] that they are moved to [[tell]] people they look up to about it?
  • How much does it [[cost]] for [[people]] to [[find]] your stuff?
  • What would make someone [[proud]] of sharing your [[product]] or [[service]]?
    • Does this make people who will use your stuff look good? Does it give them [[status]]? Will it give them [[energy]]?
    • How does being associated with your work associate them with a [[place]] and [[people]] they aspire to?
      • Play with X and you can go where other people who played with X got to.
  • In [[unarmed]] [[grappling]], send [[pressure]] into a specific [[location]] to get them to stop [[moving]], in the same way you would target a specific location while [[striking]].
📅 Date [[2023-04-25]]
  • [[People]] are usually [[right]] about something being [[wrong]] for them, but usually wrong about [[why]] it’s wrong for them.
  • Stuff that will [[sell]] over a long [[time]] is competing with the [[best]] there’s ever been.
  • For any [[business]] [[product]] or [[service]], check:
    • [[Who]] is this for? Who isn’t it for?
    • What does it do for them that nothing else has?
    • [[Why]] should they [[care]] about what it will do for them?
📅 Date [[2023-04-24]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-23]]

2023-04-23

📅 Date [[2023-04-21]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • I watched [[Star Trek]] with a [[friend]].
    • Loved it.
    • I started with episode 10 of the third season of [[Picard]] having watched none of it except the very first episode of season one.
    • I don’t know much of what has happened thus far but I went in fully willing and I liked it a lot.
    • Since about half an hour into it I thought of it as a [[quantum flip]].
    • I was surprised that the Borg and the Federation didn’t seem to engage in dialog, but I decided to interpret the episode itself as the conversation between them. Hear me outeven of
    • I love [[Seven of Nine]] immediately.
    • I thought [[Jack]] was interesting, although I lack a lot of context about him.

2023-04-21

📅 Date [[2023-04-20]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-18]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-17]]
  • [[17]] stands for [[Maitreya]] and [[Right Concentration]] in the [[Flancia pattern language]].
  • [[us trip 2023]]
    • I write this on the flight from Toronto to Seattle.
    • I slept for another hour or so (in a less comfortable seat, but still quite comfortable). I think after this I’ll be able to go for another 2-3h, get to a bed and crash for the night :)
  • I’ve been playing with [[xaos]] a bit more.
    • I wonder how you can add support for new formulas.
    • Some tutorials mentioned that several formulas were found by users of [[fractint]].
    • [[media infra summit]]
      • prep day, the summit starts on Tuesday.
      • still want to do more reviews — interesting documents in scope
📅 Date [[2023-04-16]]
  • Three [[steppe]] [[nomads]] who managed to unite several tribes into a single tribe are Abaoji of the [[Khitan]], Modu Chanyu of the [[Xiongnu]], and Tanshihuai of the [[Xianbei]].
📅 Date [[2023-04-15]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-12]]
  • [[work]]
    • [[summit]] prep
      • publish document for session
      • review sessions
      • verify status of canadian permit as I’m doing a layover there
      • book hotel in sunnyvale
  • [[Ask]]: what would they get out of this?
  • When someone is having an [[emotional]] explosion, let them vent.
    • Summarize what they say and ask if that’s right.
    • Label a [[feeling]] and ask if the label is right.
    • [[Ask]] them about what makes this [[problem]] a high priority [[now]]. Reference [[time]]. Ask them about what they need from us now.
    • [[Ask]] them about a way forward.
    • [[Ask]] them about what makes them feel the way they do.
    • Appeal to their [[self]]-interest.

2023-04-12

📅 Date [[2023-04-11]]
  • [[2023-04-10]] came and went with a variety of feelings
  • [[work]]
    • oncall, got paged before 8am, but it was nothing critical and I was able to fall back asleep eventually (I needed some more rest)
    • [[focus]] time is important, I’ll try to do 2h of focus before meetings today — I usually find it hard due to the [[dead time]] phenomenon, but I also think I want to try to become better at focusing even in such a situation (when there are imminent appointments)
    • [[summit]] prep
      • publish document for session
      • review sessions
      • verify status of canadian permit as I’m doing a layover there
      • book hotel in sunnyvale
      • -> [[2023-04-12]]
  • [[aj]]
    • happy we met!
  • Your [[product]] or [[service]] needs to [[fit]] with their [[workflow]], and with what they would need if they were [[experimenting]].
  • Labeling [[emotions]] may help [[people]] come out with them. collapsed:: true
    • It seems like you’re [[feeling]] ‘X’? How ‘X’ are you? What led to that feeling? What needs to happen for that feeling to be better? What can I do to help you make this happen?
  • Deep [[curiosity]] about an interlocutor will make any [[conversation]] [[interesting]]. collapsed:: true
    • Making things about [[others]] yields [[unknown]] [[opportunities]] because they are more likely to share what they [[know]] that you don’t.
    • Ask [[questions]] that trigger [[answers]] that use thinking, feeling, or doing statements.
    • If someone tends to [[block]] others, give them something specific to do. Make them feel important. collapsed:: true
      • Ask them for a [[solution]].
      • When people need to [[vent]], let them vent and then [[ask]] them to say more.
    • When people think something new is [[impossible]], [[ask]] them what’s impossible to do that would really help them out, then ask them about what would make that [[possible]].
    • How can you [[ask]] something that will help someone say "No"? collapsed:: true
      • What can you [[ask]] that will get both parties of a [[conflict]] to [[mirror]] each other?
        • Where do they need to be to be able to solve the [[problem]]?
          • Picture someone doing something [[frustrating]].
          • [[Ask]] the [[tulpa]] about what frustrates them most about you.
          • [[Ask]] about how much they are frustrated with you.
          • [[Ask]] the tulpa-copy about a time you did something extremely [[painful]] to them.
  • If someone isn’t pulling their weight, point out the ways you think you probably [[frustrate]] them.
📅 Date [[2023-04-10]]

2023-04-10

So. This stuff about [[technological determinism]] is very interesting in the Fuchs book. Makes me think about how all the types of tech that I’m interested in come firmly with leftist social relations attached to them. e.g. libre software. Community broadband. Data commons. Without the modifiers, they’re just technologies. I think this is important.

I feel that perhaps ICT4S has been quite deterministic in general. Divorcing the technology from the social relations? Perhaps not. Definitely worth exploring.

Governable stacks. Another one. I wonder if you could subsume all of the modifiers into simply ‘ecosocialist’. Intersting. Hmm yes, very interesting. They all kind of amount to the same thing.

Agency, social justice, climate justice. Actually they’re all missing that last one. They in fact tend to refer more to that first one - agency.

  • Community / Commons / Libre / Governable = Agency
  • Green / 4S / sustainable = Planetary awareness

So my research is about a merging of those strands perhaps, so in a sense you could potentially just use ecosocialist as the modifier. Maybe not in practice as it might not be as snappy. But in theory, yes.

Federated social media. Kind of about agency, at the nub of it. Platform socialism. Platform coops etc.

So I’m interested in those things where there is at least one of the 3 aspects (agency, planetary boundaries, social equity) and evaluating and filling in the other section. I’m looking at both socialist ICT and green/sustainable ICT and finding the gaps in both of them.

In theory the modifier of ‘ecosocialist’ is simply ramping up of the ‘sustainable development’ modifier, as SD purports to be about both social and environmental issues. But in reality it’s more than that.

📅 Date [[2023-04-09]]

2023-04-09

  • Reading: [[Internet for the People]].

    • Really enjoying it.
    • It’s a great descriptor of historical process of the privatisation of what was once a public internet. As well as discussion of what (re)socialised alternatives might look like.
    • It starts with a description of the pipes - the network infrastructure. And outlines how community internet would work as an alternative.
    • Now it’s moving on to the platforms. Should be good.
    • Very interesting point about the relative scales of the pipes and the platforms - Comcast worth about $260 billion, Google worth about $1.7 trillion.
  • Read: [[Envisioning real utopias from within the capitalist present]]

  • Listened: [[Robin Hahnel on Parecon (Part 1)]]

📅 Date [[2023-04-08]]

2023-04-08

📅 Date [[2023-04-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-06]]
  • [[work]]
    • was alright
    • sent an email I had been meaning to write for a while and I’m happy with the result
  • [[flancia]]
    • Just finished a productive half day of work (today is half a holiday in Switzerland) and I arrived in Flancia immediately after
📅 Date [[2023-04-04]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-03]]
📅 Date [[2023-04-02]]
  • When learning a physical [[skill]], it is best to [[focus]] [[attention]] to a [[goal]] [[outside]] of the [[body]].
    • When a [[coach]] tells you what to do based on something [[inside]] the [[body]], see how it can be said based on something [[outside]] the body.
    • When we tell someone to [[act]] in a certain way, what is the [[distance]] or [[direction]] that we are including in the statement?
      • Cues that focus on changing something [[near]] the [[body]] work more when the [[skill]] is new. Cues that [[focus]] on [[changing]] something far from the body work more when the [[player]] is an [[expert]].
      • Different cues will work better for different people. [[Change]] your cues based on the person.
        • To [[find]] what [[cues]] will work on someone, get someone to [[move]] with a [[constraint]] and then ask them to [[talk]] about how they moved.
          • Use the player’s own words to make the [[cue]].
            • Focusing on the holistic vibe of the [[movement]] improved lap [[times]] for simracers.
  • [[Optimal Character Recognition]] converts [[image]] files to [[text]] files.

2023-04-02

  • [[Economics for Emancipation]].

    • Looks very handy. Nice summary of the issues with capitalism, different types of socialist economics, the solidarity economy. "A Course on Capitalism, Solidarity and How We Get free". Maybe not that much in it if you already got some familiarity with these topics but looks great as a refresher or something to share with others.
  • [[Moving my WordPress installation to YunoHost]].

    • I moved my WordPress install from my [[GreenHost]] VPS to a WordPress install on my [[YunoHost]] server.
  • After an update to one of the IndieWeb wordpress plugins (probably Syndication Links) it looks like the name of the Bridgy Mastodon syndication target changed (from mastodon-bridgy to webmention-mastodon-bridgy). So I had to run mp-refresh-syndication-targets in Emacs.

  • Finished: [[The Care Manifesto]]

  • [[Every billionaire is a policy failure]].

📅 Date [[2023-04-01]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[social coop]]
    • [[logseq]] has been somehow chewing up node updates and moving them to its /bak/ in my garden; quite annoying, it somehow decided to do this while it was running in the background, maybe it doesn’t cope well with the user concurrently editing the same digital garden using some other tool. This is worth reporting as a bug.
    • [[list of matrix servers]]
  • #push [[kris]]
📅 Date [[2023-03-31]]
📅 Date [[2023-03-30]]
📅 Date [[2023-03-29]]
  • A Wednesday.
  • 29 is for [[Drishti]], meaning a pointer or a point of focus.
  • A sufficiently [[painful]] [[business]] [[problem]] cannot be ignored until it is addressed. Things get worse for every bit of delay. collapsed:: true
    • It feels like a waste of [[time]], but is absolutely necessary.
    • Needed but feels like a waste.
    • There is no [[escape]] from the problem. No way to get out of it.
    • A [[painful]] [[problem]] happens every day, week, or month. collapsed:: true
      • It will be the highest thing on the priority list.
    • A [[painful]] [[problem]] has hacked-together systems in place to solve it.
    • Are people [[hiring]] employees because of this painful problem?
    • The solution must save [[time]] or [[money]].
      • It’s even better if it makes them more [[money]].
  • When [[teaching]] a [[course]], pay [[attention]] to [[energy]]. collapsed:: true
    • What prompts give [[energy]]? What prompts take away energy?
    • Small [[group]] [[talk]] is full of [[energy]] when [[people]] are trying to understand a [[wicked]] [[problem]]. collapsed:: true
      • What is right for you?
      • A question that involves the person directly with the wicked problem will grant more energy. What is your ‘why’ in regards to this problem? [[value]] collapsed:: true
        • To involve someone directly, have the question address a time of theirs. When X happened to you, how did you deal with Y?
      • [[Groups]] are good for generation, pairs are better for considering the [[execution]] of a [[solution]].
    • [[Rob Fitzpatrick]] says, "clear [[question]], ambiguous [[answer]]".
    • [[Question]] and [[Answer]] sessions involve one person besides the teacher in the spotlight at a time. There is a [[line]], and waiting in line lowers [[energy]]. collapsed:: true
      • Q&A can be used as a buffer session. Something optional that can be eliminated if [[time]] is lacking.
      • Consider narrowing questions to the [[learning]] takeaways.
      • Of what we learned today, what do you think you will have trouble doing?
  • When introducing people to [[fighting]], a prompt might be "what do you like doing better? [[Attack]] or [[defense]]?"
  • How can we give people opportunities to learn [[decision]]-making?
📅 Date [[2023-03-28]]
  • [[work]]
    • ten meetings (!)
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[sila]] hadn’t been uploading garden updates due to the [[github]] host key change, fixed
    • [[social coop]] nice progress
  • [[Problems]] you can make a [[business]] out of are extremely annoying and tedious things that need to be done frequently for people to make [[money]].
📅 Date [[2023-03-27]]
  • [[Direction]].
  • When teaching a [[course]], it is useful to [[change]] the [[game]] several times.
    • Using different kinds of [[games]] will help the learners keep their [[energy]] up.
    • Designing [[games]] in response to things learners are trying to [[learn]] will give them even more [[energy]].
    • One-sided [[talks]] are good for giving people a quick explanation ‘[[why]]‘.
📅 Date [[2023-03-24]]

2023-03-24

📅 Date [[2023-03-23]]
  • [[work]]
    • some meetings, some interesting
    • trying to finish at 19 tonight
  • [[flancia]]
    • meeting [[ap]] for coworking/study
      • virtually :)
📅 Date [[2023-03-22]]
  • 22 ~ [[fork]] * [[right thinking]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[pomodoros]] for the [[revolution]]
    • [[soma fm]]
      • donated
    • [[logseq]]
    • [[social coop]]
      • closed registration who sent corrected data
      • I could have guessed the correct address this time, will keep it in mind for next time there’s a registration without a working opencollective URL (this happens in about 10%-20% of the registrations I’d say)
      • The issue though is that most of the time the correct URLs are not easily guessable
      • Checking for working URLs should be OS system level so users can benefit from it maximally?
      • I’ve always thought the same goes for [[wikilink]] resolution.
        • This reminds me I am experimenting with calling them [[spaceships]].
📅 Date [[2023-03-21]]
📅 Date [[2023-03-20]]
  • [[work]]
    • extended into the late night but I enjoyed it
    • CL 1
      • on it :)
    • CL 2
  • [[flancia]]
    • I reported a [[ytm]] bug through twitter today as it was most convenient, I think this makes sense.
    • wrote [[poetry]] based on a mantra I love, then it went somewhere unexpected; I enjoyed the process, although I think it’s in need of editing as everything I write :)
    • [[building bridges]] has been brewing for a long while and yesterday I got a meeting in my calendar with that syntagm in its title, it’s tomorrow, I will attend
    • I thought of [[spaceships]] today as a whimsical name for [[wikilink]]. I think it makes sense, at least in my mind; I will try to make a case for it.
      • Although most pragmatically maybe just [[link]] makes the most sense; there can be [[anchored]] (a href) or [[unanchored]] (free to resolve in an Agora or other trusted source of truth) links.
      • [[vera]] mentioned that [[org]] just calls them links. [[internal links]] is also in use, presumably because they’re internal to a garden; but in Agora context they are taken to resolve to a Commons. Maybe you could take it to mean [[internal to the Commons]] though.
  • [[Trout]] tend to be near the border between fast and slow moving water. Facing [[upstream]], they lie in wait in slower [[water]] for [[prey]] to come toward them. This tends to be a little after or before rocks, or before branches. They tend not to lurk after branches since the branches would catch a lot of the food.
  • When there is something people want to get from a [[course]], what else do they need to learn to get what the course teaches?

2023-03-20

📅 Date [[2023-03-19]]

2023-03-19

  • Yesterday had a great time at another gig put on by [[Full of Noises]]. [[Lee Patterson]]. He did a live performance and a bit of an artist talk. Loved the live performance, amazing sounds from [[contact microphones]] and some kind of [[photosensitive microphones]]. No effects or digitalisation, just amplification, and it made the most incredible sounds. Springs sounded amazing through the contact mics. He also played some [[field recordings]] of audio from inside ponds from homebrew [[hydrophones]] which were also really incredible. Crazy throbs and pulses and sirens from little water bugs.

  • Been experimenting with being [[offline by default]] a little bit.

📅 Date [[2023-03-18]]
* #InterestingLinks ** [[https://github.com/Canop/broot][Canop/broot: A new way to see and navigate directory trees : https://dystroy.org/broot (github.com)]] ** [[https://github.com/rust-unofficial/awesome-rust][rust-unofficial/awesome-rust: A curated list of Rust code and resources. (github.com)]] * #NotesToSelf ** I forgot `cargo install` compiles everything. So while convenient, it can be quite slow. Maybe just install binaries? * #Pijul ** I’ve been watching this app for awhile. It will be interesting what they get up to. I like that it’s in rust but I don’t hear much news about it. I don’t think there’s enough there to switch from git * #Zellij ** [[https://zellij.dev/][Zellij website]] ** Interesting app that acts like #Tmux written in #Rust * [[org mode hyper links]] * #FlanciaMeet #Meetings ** j0lms *** [[https://github.com/danaugrs/go-tsne][https://github.com/danaugrs/go-tsne]] **** flancian ***** PCA ***** different graph libraries *** on exactitude in science **** database of artists; relations between them **** 3d **** wanting to find demo **** [[https://github.com/josiah-wolf-oberholtzer/on-exactitude-in-science][josiah-wolf-oberholtzer/on-exactitude-in-science: A 3D visualization of the discogs.com discographic corpus (github.com)]] **** ** flancian *** making agora more user friendly #AgoraUsers **** open/closed model **** want agora to exist outside a particular user model *** paramita * [[identity in a user centric model]] *
📅 Date [[2023-03-17]]
  • [[17]] is [[Maitreya]] and [[Right Concentration]].
  • Lady Burup threw a [[d24]] three times and got 7, 23, 15 — which in my numeric [[memory palace]] mean:
  • [[Work]]
    • Low energy and I didn’t finish my CL, I may choose to catch up over the weekend.
    • But then again I’m low energy because they laid off three of my favorite people in my workgroup, so maybe I’ve been doing emotional work close to full time.
    • I spoke at the [[walkout]] on Wednesday and I’m happy I did.
  • [[Flancia]]
    • A bit of a chaotic night after work (as you can see by my playing with dice with Lady Burup :)) but I advanced some threads.
    • I ended up shuffling some books which made me think I have many — which is true, both in the sense of having them in my library I am [[privileged]], I posted about this today) and having a lot of books in ‘started’ state. I now have books in this state in essentially every room of the house. I probably need to turn the well meaning chaos into some more order, or channel the chaos into something constructive :)
📅 Date [[2023-03-16]]

[[Gracias, Buda]]!

[[Gracias]].

  • A set of dice arrived today.

  • My new credit card (the other one was disabled due to fraud; someone apparently managed to buy three gift cards in itunes with the previous one) arrived today and it was funny+sad how having it made me feel a re-upgrade as a citizen of a privileged country in late stage capitalism.

  • Tenkara [[fishing]] might mean ‘from [[heaven]]‘, as in a rod that casts a line from above.
    • Where are the [[fish]]?
📅 Date [[2023-03-15]]
  • [[Niche]] [[market]] [[problem]] [[detection]]:
    • Who is [[asking]] for help with a problem? Which experts are asking for help with a problem? Who is helping them?
    • Who is asking for [[solutions]] to a problem they think they will face in the [[future]]? collapsed:: true
      • What are the common [[recommendations]] they get?
        • Who is recommending?
        • How do people react to them when they are openly selling something?
        • Is there follow-up on recommendations?
        • How do [[people]] [[pay]] for a recommended [[solution]]?
          • How much do they pay?
    • What is their [[workflow]]?
    • What [[hacks]] are they using to patch the [[problem]]? collapsed:: true
      • Is there a Google Doc doing something that would be better served by dedicated [[software]]?
    • What are they [[hiring]] for?
    • [[Ask]] them about what is getting in their way.
    • Look out for [[complaints]] about [[boredom]] or tedium, because they indicate a [[problem]] with [[friction]] that impacts [[time]].
    • Resource [[costs]]- how could resources be freed? collapsed:: true
      • [[Expense]], [[money]] complaints. Are the wrong people working on wrong things?
    • [[Mask]]-related complaints: wanting to be someone. [[Status]] or [[autonomy]]. Ways to show they are [[trust]]worthy, ways to show off their [[skills]], and ways to [[show]] they [[belong]] to a [[group]].
    • [[The Eisenhower Matrix]] can be used to determine [[urgency]], similar to a [[triage]] [[priority]]. collapsed:: true
    • Where do people go out of their way to [[avoid]] things that they wouldn’t call a [[problem]]?
    • Adherents [[avoid]], starters [[solve]]. collapsed:: true
      • What is in your way?
      • What is a [[pain]] to do?
      • What is annoying?
    • What [[block]]s you from doing your job properly?
    • What is pointless to do?
    • What parts of your [[skill]] do you want to improve?
    • What are you putting off [[starting]]?
    • How do you [[show]] that you are an [[expert]]?
    • How can you [[help]] others [[win]]? collapsed:: true
    • What do others [[see]] of what you do?
    • What is in the way of your next [[win]]?
    • What do you have to do to [[climb]] the next step of the [[hierarchy]]?
    • What would make you feel [[safe]]?
    • What [[challenge]] did you [[overcome]] in [[life]]?
    • What would you prefer to not do at [[work]]?
    • What is the most [[boring]] [[problem]]?
📅 Date [[2023-03-14]]
  • [[Chromium]] me dejó en banda de nuevo. No toma input; esto sucede una vez por mes en [[paramita]].
  • [[Yoga with X]] más temprano que durante el fin de semana, terminando hacia las diez, y estuvo bueno.
  • [[Trabajo]]
    • Muy raro. Echaron a mi skip manager, uno de los mejores managers que conozco. No se entiende nada.
  • A mí me parece que la [[revolución]] se viene.
  • [[Flancia]]
  • [[Work]]
    • Layoffs finally happened in [[ZRH]]. Four people affected in [[Workspace SRE]], including my skip-manager who is a great manager and person and a lovely SRE from a team adjacent to mine who was preparing for promo.
    • Most people I talk to seem affected by both the silliness of the whole process and the relative relief that it’s happened already, in light of the fact that it seemed unavoidable despite the employee representation group’s best efforts at discussing alternatives with the corporation.
  • [[Open Letters]]
📅 Date [[2023-03-13]]
  • [[Work]] until ~21, although I had a [[social.coop]] meeting before my last meeting.
    • It was all nice.
  • Slept very well at night.
  • New [[businesses]] will need a tighter feedback loop with potential [[customers]].
  • [[Who]] do you want to serve? Who [[needs]] you most?
    • What are their most [[pain]]ful [[problems]]? collapsed:: true
      • Can they [[pay]]?
        • Look for a [[solution]] that solves the [[problem]] inside their workflow.
  • Looking at [[things]] close by, how were they [[made]]? Who made them, and who were they made for? How do they use it?
📅 Date [[2023-03-12]]
  • I had a great time yesterday working on [[social coop]] [[tech working group]] things until early in the morning :)
  • Today I plan to dedicate more to the [[Agora]] and to its [[Open Letters]].
  • I’m writing this from [[logseq]] — after very long :)
    • Happy to be back!
    • I missed:
      • Being able to insert images (I think that was working? will test)
      • Having more solid outliner mode (w.r.t. [[wiki vim]], which is great but a bit basic in this sense as far as I know how to use it)
    • I am very happy to note that it seems much speedier than when I left. I can [[wikilink]] or [[inline link]] or [[internal link]] (we discussed names for this with [[vera]] today) and I get autocompletion within a reasonable timeframe. Earlier autocomplete had gotten slow enough I couldn’t really link anymore.
    • The graph view completely crashes it though, it’s just unable to deal with my garden for some reason. I didn’t think I was an outlier, maybe I link more than average?

2023-03-12

* #InterestingLinks ** [[https://nineplanets.org/questions/what-is-tidal-locking/][What Is Tidal Locking? | Definition, Facts & Summary Of Information (nineplanets.org)]] ** [[https://moon.nasa.gov/resources/429/the-moons-orbit-and-rotation/][The Moon’s Orbit and Rotation - Moon: NASA Science]] ** [[https://www.nasa.gov/press-release/solar-cycle-25-is-here-nasa-noaa-scientists-explain-what-that-means][Solar Cycle 25 Is Here. NASA, NOAA Scientists Explain What That Means | NASA]] ** [[https://www.sutterhealth.org/health/preteens/relationships-social-skills/hindu-holidays][Hindu Holidays | Sutter Health]] ** * #InterestingQuotes ** > The *Carrington Event* was the most intense [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geomagnetic_storm][geomagnetic storm]] in recorded history, peaking from 1 to 2 September 1859 during [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_cycle_10][solar cycle 10]]. It created strong [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aurora][auroral]] displays that were reported globally[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carrington_Event#cite_note-kimball60-1][[1]]] and caused sparking and even fires in multiple [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telegraph][telegraph]] stations. ** > If I had to choose a religion, the sun as the universal giver of life would be my god. — Napoléon Bonaparte ** > “Ambition is a poor excuse for not having sense enough to be lazy.” ― *Edgar Bergen* * #TODO ** currently [[orgora]] needs rust installed to compile on machine *** use https://github.com/PyO3/maturin#manylinux-and-auditwheel to setup binary distribution * [[python publishing]] * [[all my code is MIT license by default]] * *
📅 Date [[2023-03-11]]
  • When [[working]] with the garage door up,
    • [[Decide]] [[where]] to put up your unfinished [[work]], [[what]] to put up, [[when]] to put it up, and how to give people who check it out something they will [[want]].
* [[windows terminal is open source]] * [[the find program is recursive by default]] * [[I think I’m going to start using hashtags for single word links]] * [[windows nightlight saves my eyes]] * Thinking about adding an #InterestingLinks section to my journals ** [[https://www.toml-lint.com/][TOML Lint - The TOML Validator (toml-lint.com)]] * [[microsoft edge paste settings]] * [[rust is solarpunk]] * [[Obelism is the practice of annotating manuscripts with marks set in the margins]] * [[cleaning the garden]] * #InterestingImages ** [[https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=o9Bsfc5j&id=0455F7459C48257B1E4A20C9CA58AA72FF9391E6&thid=OIP.o9Bsfc5jW1g9O3BUDFpS1AHaE8&mediaurl=https%3a%2f%2forig00.deviantart.net%2f954c%2ff%2f2016%2f076%2fd%2f1%2fthe_lord_buddha_in_heaven_by_sujithshalitha-d9viey9.jpg&cdnurl=https%3a%2f%2fth.bing.com%2fth%2fid%2fR.a3d06c7dce635b583d3b70540c5a52d4%3frik%3d5pGT%252f3KqWMrJIA%26pid%3dImgRaw%26r%3d0&exph=720&expw=1080&q=Heaven+in+Buddhism&simid=607989274481928156&FORM=IRPRST&ck=643018F2CEF9D1359047559B4089706A&selectedIndex=2&ajaxhist=0&ajaxserp=0][Heaven in Buddhism - Bing]] ** [[https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Fq8H44hXgAEPOVm?format=jpg&name=medium][Japanese designer creates a pencil sharpener that turns into a frilled-neck lizard when you use it]] ** * [[Roko’s Basilisk]] * #InterestingQuotes ** > De Icaza was criticized by [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Stallman][Richard Stallman]] on the [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Software_Freedom_Day][Software Freedom Day]] 2009, who labeled him as “Traitor to the Free Software Community”.[[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miguel_de_Icaza#cite_note-19][[19]]] Icaza responded on his blog to Stallman with the remark that he believes in a “world of possibility” and that he is open for discussions on ways to improve the pool of [[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_and_open-source_software][open source and free software]] * #RecentProjects ** [[orgora]] *
📅 Date [[2023-03-10]]
  • [[work]]
    • no meetings day! \o/
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[Lady Burup]]
    • [[Agora]]
      • I’m thinking I should try to move back to [[logseq]]. I want the project to do well and I gave up on it temporarily to explore the landscape, but I’ve been using [[wiki vim]] probably for about a year now.

2023-03-10

  • Found an old solar charger that we had knocking around - [[Blavor PN-W05]]. Using it to charge my phone and tablet while in the office. Seems to be working pretty well!
* [[v86]] * [[mcfly]] * [[my favorite terminal programs]] *
📅 Date [[2023-03-09]]
  • What else do they need to [[believe]], [[know]], or [[do]] to [[learn]] the thing we are trying to [[teach]]?
  • For alpha [[testing]] [[books]], leave potentially influential reviewers for last.
  • Reader experience [[design]].
    • Cut out excess to pack more of what [[people]] want into the [[text]].
    • Does the [[book]] give something they [[want]], something that works, and something that invites them to [[play]]?
📅 Date [[2023-03-08]]
  • More [[questions]] for a [[business]] to ask prospective [[customers]]. collapsed:: true
    • What do they do now that they might keep on doing? collapsed:: true
      • How much [[money]] would they [[pay]] to get what they [[want]]?
    • What do they have to do to [[buy]] something? Is there anyone they have to check with before they can buy something?
    • Who else do they think we should talk to?
    • What is the question I should be asking?
    • People need [[permission]] to help you. Give them a reason.
    • They have the [[problem]], you have the [[solution]].
    • Look for statements about what happened and [[intent]] to [[pay]], not compliments.
    • How much [[money]] or [[time]] would the idea make them? collapsed:: true
      • Where in their [[life]] would the [[idea]] [[fit]] in?
      • Have they tried to solve the [[problem]]?
    • When someone says something about what they wish was around, [[ask]] about what that might allow them to do.
    • When people ask for something, wonder about what they want it for. What are they doing without what they’re asking for?
    • How would the thing [[fit]] into their day?
    • Ask [[questions]] that are likely to have answers that may destroy your [[business]].
    • [[Ask]] about what [[goals]] they’re working toward- it will give you a better idea of what their actual problems are.
    • When someone describes an implication ‘X’ to a [[problem]], ask about how they’re doing ‘X’.
    • Ask about how much [[time]] or [[money]] is spent on something, as well as if they intend to get money out of kt.
  • When [[teaching]], your [[students]] need to [[learn]]. To learn, they need [[energy]]. With high energy, they can pay [[attention]]. Figure out how to steadily [[feed]] them energy over the [[course]].
    • [[Boredom]] sucks energy. Things that don’t fit with what people think they need to get what they want also suck energy.
    • If an [[activity]] does not have a [[clear]] [[purpose]], it takes more [[energy]].
    • People get [[energy]] when they get something they feel they can [[use]] to get what they [[want]].
    • When [[people]] are given something to do, does the [[activity]] move them toward what they [[want]]?
    • Who is this [[course]] for? When do they shift away from the course? What will they get from the course? collapsed:: true
      • How much [[time]] have they spent with the [[skill]]?
      • What do they [[want]] from the course?
      • What [[blocks]] them from getting [[energy]] out of the course?
      • Do they share a [[problem]] or view?
    • How many things that people [[want]] to [[learn]] can you [[fit]] into a stretch of [[time]]?

2023-03-08

  • Weirdly, my router all of a sudden seemed to stop accepting connections on 2.4Ghz band. But 5Ghz is OK.
  • I want a small portable screen to take to the repair cafe to test laptops with. What better way to do this than [[converting an old laptop screen into a portable monitor]]?
📅 Date [[2023-03-07]]
  • How do you figure out what [[people]] [[want]], as a [[business]]?
    • Being [[nice]], [[people]] will [[lie]] to you when you ask them for [[feedback]].
    • Ask questions that elicit specific examples in the user’s past. How do they get to where they might get your [[thing]]? Where do they get the stuff they have now? collapsed:: true
      • In the conversation, can you get something about how someone lives and how they see the world?
    • When you don’t talk about your [[idea]] (or anything connected to your [[mask]]), people will not want to [[lie]] to you as much. collapsed:: true
      • [[Focus]] on people’s lives and say as little of your idea as possible, as late as possible.
    • The Mom Test
        1. Talk about their [[life]].
        2. [[Ask]] about specific things that happened or what they think will happen.
        3. Talk only as much as is needed to [[listen]] more.
    • "Only the [[market]] can tell you if your idea is good."
    • Instead of asking ‘would you buy X’, use ‘how you solving X?’ collapsed:: true
      • Ask how much [[time]] and [[money]] it costs.
      • What did they look at before they made their decision? Did they even try to search for options before they made their [[decision]]?
    • How much does the problem cost now? What do they give up for it now?
    • Ask about what they want the thing they want for.
    • What does it mean? collapsed:: true
      • If the consequences are more dire, they will pay. If it doesn’t imply much, they probably won’t pay.
📅 Date [[2023-03-06]]
  • Had a lovely time in [[München]] with old and new friends!
    • Travel back took 4h, it was lovely.
    • I have tomorrow off at work; I have five months of vacation saved up. I would usually take the whole week off (there’s a number of things I’ve been waiting to have the time for and I feel some vacation at this point is acceptable), but I want to spend time with my coworkers to try to support them (support each other) as we face what might be the last week all together (they [[lay off]] list is expected to be finally announced, after a month and a half of uncertainty.
  • [[Flancia]]
  • [[ocell]]
  • When someone gets a [[book]], what do they want to get out of it? [[Rob Fitzpatrick]] suggests that recommendability creates monopolies.
    • What does the [[reader]] already [[know]] and [[want]]? collapsed:: true
      • Readers like books where they already want what the writer wants them to want, so there is often no need to try to get them to want what you want them to want.
      • If they already know the fundamentals of what you want to give them, there is no reason to go over the fundamentals.
    • [[Focus]] the book by cutting out most [[people]] and concentrating on a few (potentially a thousand) people.
    • To [[sell]], a book must promise what its intended readers would want. It must give most people who read it what they want out of it, and some of what they want is given on every page. collapsed:: true
      • Pick a [[promise]] that has a crisis associated with it, so what the [[book]] gives can immediately help with that crisis. collapsed:: true
        • Choose a promise that will age well. [[time]]
      • Which kind of [[reader]] likes to help others get useful things? Target them.
      • Solve a high-[[pain]] [[problem]] for a few hundred people who tell you about it again and again.
      • [[Make]] something that someone would tell someone else is the solution to the problem they are facing now.
    • A Table of Contents works as a way to put what people will get out of those chapters. It is also a skeleton for your [[book]]. collapsed:: true
      • What will the [[reader]] get out of this? What will they learn from this chapter or section?
      • Imagine the table of contents being used as a field reference- is it [[clear]] enough for that?
      • By making the conversation about the reader’s life, you can make the book about a [[reader]]‘s life. collapsed:: true
        • Remember: [[people]] [[care]] about characters, and in how-to nonfiction, they are the [[character]].
    • What on this page would make a [[reader]] react with [[surprise]] at finding something they could use?
    • The [[reader]] should find something they will immediately want to [[play]] with on every page.
    • Check to see how long it is between every bit a [[reader]] would get to [[play]] with. You can do this by looking at how many words there are between these ‘playpoints’- people read at about 250 words per minute. collapsed:: true
      • What is the word count per [[learning]] outcome?
      • How many words are there before the first thing a reader can play with? How many [[words]] are there between each tidbit they can play with?
    • Cutting aggressively helps with giving more of what the reader wants per page.
    • Give more of what readers want at the start, because that’s when they’re most likely to stop reading. collapsed:: true
      • Remove introductions and put anything they can [[play]] with right at the start.
      • Is it possible to put everything readers would [[want]] most from the [[book]] in a [[Twitter]] thread? If it is, start the book with that Twitter thread.
    • Where did the early [[reader]] get [[bored]]? What don’t they say anything about? Did they apply anything in the book to their [[life]]? Where did they disagree? Where did the advice not match their experience?
    • "Their disinterest IS the data."

Just installed Invalid interwiki: interwiki not set up

📅 Date [[2023-03-05]]

2023-03-05

📅 Date [[2023-03-03]]
  • Day off, making this a long weekend and travelling to [[München]] to meet friends and disconnect a bit!
    • And by disconnect I mean maybe be more offline, although maybe also I will end up writing in the Agora and that’s completely OK.
    • I’m currently on the train to [[Munich]], looking a bit like a zombie (bags under my eyes) and feeling a bit sleeping, but happy. Through the window I can see the fields of [[Jura]].
  • [[Flancia]]
  • [[Myanmar]]
    • I remembered we considered going to Myanmar back when we were in Thailand (2016?) and would still love to go some day.
  • #push [[Category Theory]]

I will write [[Building Bridges]] — some day? What does it mean by now? I’ve thought about it many times, and by now I wonder if when I actually start writing it it will just flow out from me — or it won’t.

📅 Date [[2023-03-02]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[agora]]
    • Are [[flow networks]] one of the most important concepts or is it just me? In particular when used for modeling [[value flows]].
    • The Agora is a network that tries to flow resources for good.
      • For the good of the user, for the good of the people.
    • [[mantras]]
  • implementing [[git]] in [[Rust]] using [[c bindings]] #GodHelpMySoul
  • I started working in [[Rust]] lately good stuff
  • I think I’m gonna start using my garden as a bookmark tool. I’m kinda over using it as a dictionary of things.
  • I’m kinda thinking about the agora as [[semantic bookmarks]]
  • I think one of the things I have been doing "wrong" is note taking directly for the benefit of the agora. I’m going to shift my focus to note taking more for myself. My reasoning is that I’ll actually use my garden more and it will become more of a symbiotic tool rather than just a place I dump stuff I think might be relevant to agora content. My theory is this will actually be more beneficial to the agora in the long term because the network will be more organic instead of mostly contrived
  • [[semantic network]]
  • [[hypertext notebook]]
  • I think I’ve come up with a good flow
    • journal page contains wikilinks to ideas I like that day
    • idea pages link to urls for those projects
    • I’ve already been doing this, but I think I’m going to start being more intentional about my flow
📅 Date [[2023-02-28]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-27]]
  • By putting your hands on the same place of a [[steering]] wheel or [[joystick]] of a [[vehicle]], it is easier to estimate how far you’ve moved it.
    • For whatever [[controls]] you have, it is fitting to be able to move it without [[moving]] the positions of your [[hands]] or whatever is manipulating the controls.
    • When [[driving]], how can you [[turn]] a corner while turning the steering wheel as little as possible? collapsed:: true
      • Every time the wheel is turning at a hard angle, the [[tires]] are also turning, in a way that is creating more [[friction]] between the tires and the [[road]]. This slows you down. You lose [[speed]].
    • How can you be [[aware]] of what’s all around you? One way is by using mirrors.
    • [[Engines]] are to [[speed]] you up, not [[slow]] you down.
      • So [[brake]], then downshift to take corners faster.
📅 Date [[2023-02-26]]
  • On the train back from [[Lausanne]] after midnight.
    • Very nice party!
    • [[Agora]]
      • I want to review the [[copyedit]] of [[Agora Chapter]] which I got back on Thursday.
        • Unsure how many pomodoros this will be, likely several?
          • one
          • two
          • three
          • [[Agora Chapter Final]] has a link to the publication version, thank you [[Rob]] for copyediting and improving and everybody involved in the [[PKG Book]]!
      • I want to code a bit.
        • Maybe install [[manim]] and something like it better geared towards doing large graph visualizations and start playing?
        • Ended up reading about [[networkx]], [[igraph]], [[graph tool]] — all interesting. [[networkx]] is all python, whereas the others are python libraries calling to a C++ implementation and scale better (at least this applies to [[graph tool]] IIRC.)
        • [[bokeh]] also looks very nice and it seems to provide a path to interactive visualizations, which sound like a must to me
        • [[3d force graph]] in javascript/client side also are probably worth experimenting with, although I’m unsure if it’ll work any better than regular [[force graph]] for the large full-Agora graph.

Suddenly you find yourself in an Agora.

Ahead of you there’s a [[fork]].

[[The Agora is a garden of forking paths]].

=> [[Agora Space]]

2023-02-26

📅 Date [[2023-02-25]]
  • [[flancia meet]]
    • nobody showed but I didn’t announce it explicitly so I sort of expected that.
    • had a slow morning, started doing laundry earlier than usual; it felt nice :)
  • [[projectm]]
    • installed [[projectm]] again on a lark yesterday in [[nostromo]], it goes very well with fractal mode.
      • I’m doing fractal mode (recursive screen) with [[wayland]] and [[wlvnc]] and it’s very pleasant.
    • #push [[flatpak]]
      • I used [[flatpak]] to install [[projectm]] as it seemed like a fair use case after I didn’t immediately find the frontend I was expecting in the Ubuntu packages. My main two pet peeves with Flatpak remain, one palliated.
  • [[Flancia]]
    • going to [[Lausanne]] tonight for [[Greg]]‘s birthday.
    • Will be jotting down thoughts in [[train to lausanne]].
    • [[Agora]]
      • I want to review the [[copyedit]] of [[Agora Chapter]] which I got back on Thursday.
        • Unsure how many pomodoros this will be, likely several?
          • one
          • two
          • three
      • I want to code a bit.
        • Maybe install [[manim]] and something like it better geared towards doing large graph visualizations and start playing?
        • Ended up reading about [[networkx]], [[igraph]], [[graph tool]] — all interesting. [[networkx]] is all python, whereas the others are python libraries calling to a C++ implementation and scale better (at least this applies to [[graph tool]] IIRC.)
  • [[chatgpt]]
  • [[bard]]

2023-02-25

📅 Date [[2023-02-24]]

2023-02-24

📅 Date [[2023-02-23]]
  • [[work]]
    • worked after hours for a bit, it was fine.
    • it seems likely layoffs probably won’t happen here for another two full weeks at least.
  • [[007bistromath]]
  • [[work]]
    • Thursday with lots of meetings, but they were OK — I like 1:1s and small meetings more than larger ones on average (?)
    • I like talking to my coworkers; they are honestly great. I will miss them if I get laid off. But that would still be fine, as they will continue existing regardless of whether we work in the same group on weekdays :)
  • [[agora]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[prompts]]
      • I liked [[Scott Aaronson]]‘s article on [[ChatGPT]].
      • At the same time I saw [[ChatGPT]] called the [[ultimate mansplainer]].
      • Both takes are right in a way, but I think the second one feels a bit conservative to me whereas the first one feels liberal.
    • [[books]]
      • Isn’t it funny we are at a point in which some discount [[LLM]]s as "just learning from a corpus and repeating/combining information found there" at the same time we still regularly call books, in particular those read in our youth, formative? At the same time we can observe society to be thoroughly shaped by the language, culture, knowledge preserved and presented to us primarily in the form of [[books]]?
      • But of course I’m fond of calling books the [[Slow Internet]].
    • [[agora]]
      • [[agora bot]] for mastodon broke because it ran out of lists — I thought I had "done enough" by making it remove a list every time it added one (we use them to get a timeline of followers, I forget exactly why), but clearly that was not correct. The dates on the ‘leftover’ lists’ made me think deleting lists fails on certain days, every run for a few hours — weird.
      • Turns out it was also pretty broken to begin with — for example it was only working for 40 users because that’s how many a call to get_followers returns by default (!). I need to work on this bot further and that’s OK, I enjoy coding for the Fediverse :)
📅 Date [[2023-02-22]]

Kali Kali Mahakali Kalike Parameshwari Sarvanand kare Devi Narayani Namostute

📅 Date [[2023-02-21]]

[[V]] fixed https://agor.ai, is doing awesome stuff in the containers space.

I want to work on:

  • [[Try elsewhere]], a button that in anagora.org would send the user to the same node on agor.ai (which is the more modern containerized Agora, and is slated to actually be an Agora Network: it will serve/redirect to services including different Agoras in its subdomains.)
  • [[Autopush]], as evidenced by the optimistic structure of the Agora Protocol section above.
    • This also means (only due to polysemy) autopushing bot activity to git, which I also want to do.
  • [[Executable Subnodes]], which IIRC are close to ship (with an allowlist).
    • Which should yield features like primes/ and site navigation maybe? I’ve been thinking ‘previous’ and ‘next’ could be done as executable subnodes for the fun of it?
    • But maybe I should not fool around so much and navigation should just go in, say, providers.py, as we need a regex determining which script to run for dates.
    • Then again executable subnodes would be cool for [[artsy]] stuff, like generating text (e.g. generative poems) or images (‘use js to write to a canvas straight in your garden’).
  • Various bug fixes I’ve been meaning to do for a while, like the Mastodon bot writing links/text in a format that reads a bit better and preserves wikilinks (!) and not autopulling the stoa as it’s unfortunately too distracting given the focus-grabbing (could this be fixed instead?).
  • Fitting your [[vehicle]] seat to you is important, because an uncomfortable [[fit]] lowers [[performance]].
    • Where your body touches the vehicle is a primary source of [[feedback]] from the vehicle.
📅 Date [[2023-02-20]]
  • #Work
    • One week left maybe; I’d bet the layoffs in ZRH will be announced in one of these dates:
      • 27 February (Monday, the day the compulsory consultation with the employee representation group ends)
      • 3 March (Friday, the first Friday it’s feasible)
      • From the two guesses I’d go with 3 March because it’d be the 31st of February: [[Las Jaras]].
  • #Flancia
    • Played with [[numbers]] — I like where it’s going I think?
      • [[17]] would be an entry point, but I like to think of it as having infinitely many — like the Agora it seeks to illustrate :)
    • #Agora
  • So tired after retreat yesterday. I fell asleep at like 5pm and woke up at 11pm
📅 Date [[2023-02-19]]

2023-02-19

  • day three of [[maha shivaratri]] last night the [[puja]] went good
  • I ended up going to some new friend’s house.
📅 Date [[2023-02-18]]

2023-02-18

  • Factory reset my phone because it was super slow. Here we go
📅 Date [[2023-02-17]]
  • For stand-up [[grappling]], it would be useful to have [[throws]] in every [[diagonal]] [[direction]].
  • The point of [[Judo]] is to throw the other person so that their back is flat against the ground. This would give a Judoka some time to act against a person on the ground, since movement with your back against the ground is more difficult than [[movement]] with your belly down, where you can use all your limbs- this is why the [[hip]] heist is about facing the ground with your [[hips]].

2023-02-17

📅 Date [[2023-02-16]]
  • In online competitive fighter simulation [[games]], pilots are instructed to look for [[speed]], [[altitude]], and [[surprise]].
  • My birthday was today 🎉
📅 Date [[2023-02-15]]
  • After thinking about what some common [[goals]] for any [[food]] service [[business]] would be, I’ve decided on the following [[Restaurant]] [[Review]] [[Heuristic]]: collapsed:: true
    • 1 star: will not return 2 star: may return 3 star: would like to return eventually 4 star: would love to be a regular 5 star: compelled to bring others here
📅 Date [[2023-02-14]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-13]]

2023-02-13

  • [[Synchronized pomodoros]]
    • [[Pomodoros]]
      • p0: reviewing presentation 2 for [[YXM830]]
      • p1: reviewing presentation 2 for [[YXM830]]
      • p2: reviewing presentation 2 for [[YXM830]]
        • Interruptions
          • External, had to stop halfway through and come back later
    • People
      • Just me
    • Music
    • Thoughts
      • Boom! Smashed it. Doing these pomodoros has kept me on track to review my peers’ presentations for YXM830. I’ve noticed I’ve gotten a lot better with avoiding internal distractions as I’ve gone along, too.
📅 Date [[2023-02-12]]

2023-02-12

  • [[Synchronized pomodoros]]
    • [[Pomodoros]]
      • p0: reviewing presentation 2 for [[YXM830]]
        • Internal distractions:
          • searching for some music to listen to
          • noding [[YXM830]]
      • p1: reviewing presentation 2 for [[YXM830]]
        • Internal distractions:
          • went on social.coop briefly
    • People
📅 Date [[2023-02-11]]
  • For competition, Manto [[BJJ]] has been focusing on the 3 H’s: handfighting, keeping their hips higher than the opponent’s, and keep their hips pointed toward the ground- better known in [[wrestling]] as a [[hip heist]]. [[unarmed]]
  • Rob Gray of the Perception-Action school of sports learning analysis says, "[[Learning]] is not the process of [[repeating]] a solution, it is the process of repeating [[finding]] a [[solution]]."
  • It’s easier to manipulate and [[control]] something with [[structure]].
  • To aid in learning [[tracking]], an [[aging stand]] is recommended for whatever environment you might track in. In the same way scientists study how bodies decompose, it is useful to study how things are affected over [[time]] in a given [[land]]scape.
  • Pairs of [[coyotes]] make helixes as they [[move]].
  • Find a thousand ways to get to the [[outcome]]. [[end]]
  • For more [[power]] generated from body [[movement]], increase [[length]] and [[size]] of [[kinetic]] chain.
  • When you [[storyboard]] a scene for an [[ad]], consider what questions the scene would need to pose to give the audience the answer that what you have is what they need. [[propaganda]]
  • The [[timing]] of when to talk about [[solutions]] is after enough questions have been to asked to find out what [[needs]] there are. Once the needs are out in the open, they can be addressed with solutions- so long as the solutions do actually fit the needs. [[sales]]
  • The founder of [[Judo]], [[Jigaro Kano]], is often quoted on the importance of ‘maximum [[efficiency]]‘ (精力善用), but perhaps this might be better understood as ‘[[life]] [[force]] used well’. To take advantage of, or to practice [[good]] use of vigorous force.
  • [[Roger Gracie]] on [[rote]] [[repetition]]: "The moment you know how how to apply [the mechanic], there’s no more point in [[drilling]]. Now you have to [[practice]] with [[resistance]]."
  • What has [[scale]]-free scalability? How can we design collectives with scale-free scalability? Is this what the conquering Mongol army was? Did every early stage world [[religion]] have this?
  • How would we plant the [[seed]] for a new [[world]] [[religion]] that has a [[modular]] structure? What [[building]] [[block]] can we give people to create their own religion?

2023-02-11

  • [[Synchronized pomodoros]]
    • With [[Flancian]] and Sab
    • [[Pomodoros]]
      • p0: Review presentation 1 for YXM830
      • p1: Review presentation 1 for YXM830
      • p2: Review presentation 1 for YXM830
      • p3: Review presentation 1 for YXM830
📅 Date [[2023-02-10]]
  • [[2022-02-09]] was eventful
  • [[work]]
  • #push [[flancia]]
    • [[pomodoros]]
      • go link isn’t working
      • it turns out it’s because it doesn’t exist :)
      • but for some reason the Agora is giving a server errors instead of redirecting to [[pomodoros]] as it does in most nodes
      • fix [[bug]] ^ :)
  • [[toots]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-09]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-08]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-06]]
  • Back noded.
  • Worked from home.
  • Talked to [[kris]].
  • Did [[yoga]], [[go/center/6]]. Great for core work!
  • My sleep has been off lately. My roommate works night so it’s relatively difficult to keep a consistent routine
  • found [[owncast]] today it’s compatible with [[mastodon]]
  • found conversely.social it uses [[activity streams]] but is more like [[ssb]]
📅 Date [[2023-02-05]]

2023-02-05

📅 Date [[2023-02-04]]
  • I guess I’ve never told you what I [[believe]] all in one place or meet, except if you count the [[Agora]].
    • One approximation: [[Buddhism]] plus an awareness of the [[multiverse]] as and [[dust theory]] as a hypohesis that could explain in a way the existence of the universe and, within it, consciousness arising.

2023-02-04

  • Reading: [[Digitalization and the Anthropocene]]

  • I’ve been publishing less in my digital garden since (a) working on my research project; (b) getting an e-ink tablet (because I write most of my notes as handwritten notes in there). I’d like to rectify this when I get a chance, there will be some useful way I can get those publishing online to my garden I’m sure.

  • [[ICT and planetary boundaries]]

📅 Date [[2023-02-03]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-31]]

Ay, quién fuera una flecha derecha volando hacia el corazón de [[Moloch]]!

  • [[work]]

    • Nobody in ZRH knows for certain if we will have a job next month or the month after that, and this situation will persist for at least four more weeks it seems.
    • Still, work goes on.
  • [[flancia]]

  • #push [[31]]

    • [[7]] + [[7]] + [[17]]
    • it makes sense to think of primes as sums, as I usually think of composites as the product of primes (their factorization), so this is nicely complementary.
  • [[yoga with x]]

  • The 31st of January is the 0th of February.

📅 Date [[2023-01-29]]

Tengo dos [[jaras]]:

Flancia y el Ágora.

2023-01-29

  • My [[Searx]] instance keeps on coming back with "Engines cannot retrieve results: duckduckgo (blocked), startpage (unexpected crash)" for a while now. Need to figure out how to fix that…
📅 Date [[2023-01-28]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-27]]
  • I keep linking by mistake to e.g. [[2022-01-27]] (the same date on 2022) when I don’t pay attention.
    • Which has the added advantage that it reminds me what I was doing a year ago. I like that.
    • Thinking of adding that as a feature somehow? "[[On this date]] some other year, in this Agora…"
  • #push [[backnoded]]
    • I’ve been not getting to noding, in particular journaling, some days as of late.
    • If this were a blog I’d be worried, but because it’s [[a garden in an Agora]] I’m not :)
  • #push [[work]]
    • The decline of [[Google]] is the topic in everybody’s mouths.
  • Saw [[kris]] after work, we watched the beginning of [[Blade Runner]].
📅 Date [[2023-01-26]]

2023-01-26

📅 Date [[2023-01-25]]

I cut my hair tonight, and I felt better.

I started writing two things about what’s happening at [[Google]].

📅 Date [[2023-01-23]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-22]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-20]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-17]]

Deep into the night we’ll go. It’s [[22]] and I’ll gladly do [[four pomodoros]] for the [[revolution]] tonight.

Good anarchists of the world unite!

📅 Date [[2023-01-16]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-15]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-14]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-11]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-10]]
  • [[work]]
  • #push [[social coop]]
    • took an AI to have a conversation about a tricky moderation case.
📅 Date [[2023-01-09]]

2023-01-09

  • Knee-deep in papers on ICT4S - ‘ICT for Sustainability’. Usually well-intentioned, but often of a ‘tech will save us’ bent, missing any political analysis or question of how we got here. Case in point: the suggestion of ‘bayesian networks to discover supply chains using child labour’. Great. But better to transition to a system that doesn’t have exploitation of humans and nature as an ineluctable part of how it functions, no?
📅 Date [[2023-01-07]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-06]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-05]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-04]]
📅 Date [[2023-01-02]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-31]]
  • #push previously: [[2022-12-30]]
    • worked half a day.
    • spent the day with friends who are visiting for New Years!
  • #push previously: [[2022-12-29]]
    • worked half a day, it was nice.
    • visited [[kris]], it was great!
    • in the evening two friends arrived from Spain for New Years.
📅 Date [[2022-12-30]]
  • worked half a day.
    • "no había tanto, trucha" <- funny comment (but maybe not great, considering the degree of privilege it communicates) because only two Google restaurants were open.
  • spent the day with friends who are visiting for New Years!
  • then more friends arrived, and we all had dinner.
  • I’ve been thinking about [[2023]], and about preparing a [[revolutionary calendar]] in the Commons (as an exercise). It won’t be ready for Dec 31st — but that’s fine. It’ll emerge organically and maybe it’s sufficient if it’s ready by Jan 31st, or even by June 31st, or even by Dec 31st of 2023 if it need be :)

Messing with [[obsidian]] again. I was trying to play with [[logseq]] but it wasn’t liking my hacked together fuse filesystem.

I think I’m going to start using this as a free form blog tool.

I’m trying to connect to remote host without storing anything locally because my solid state drive is so small. My plan is to fuse mount a [[gitfs]] folder so it will auto commit when it syncs the files via sshfs; fuse on fuse on fuse

Thinking about setting my desk back up again. I took a break from programing for awhile and now I’m getting back into it. Writing code on the couch without a desk setup is getting to me.

I’ve also been playing with [[webtop]] which is a browser based linux distro that runs in the desktop

I went back to putting the files on my local computer. It was a cool idea but the downsides are greater than the gains. everything is a tradeoff

📅 Date [[2022-12-28]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-27]]
  • In some cultures, [[plants]] have names that associate them with the [[animals]] they are most commonly related to- such as animals that eat them, pollinate for them, and such.

2022-12-27

📅 Date [[2022-12-26]]

2022-12-26

  • Reading: [[Less is More]]. Very good.
    • Nominally it’s about [[degrowth]] but it’s starting off with a chapter about the [[Anthropocene]], and then a chapter on the origins of [[Capitalism]].
    • Describing the process of [[Enclosure]], [[colonialism]] and [[Primitive accumulation]].
    • Particularly interesting is the description of a move from a [[Relational ontology]] (as also mentioned in [[Free, Fair and Alive]]!) to [[dualism]].
    • [[Francis Bacon]] and [[René Descartes]] are given dishonourable mentions with a lot to answer for in Hickel’s account.
    • Bacon kicking off the idea that man is separate from nature. Descartes idea’s of mind/body split being use to justify the domination over people’s bodies.
    • Goes into much more depth and nuance but the idea generally being church, state and capital were very keen to separate man from nature and mind from body, allowing living things (both nature and humans) to be view simply as living things to be exploited.
    • Also a desire to separate [[commoner]]s from land, both physically and in spirit. they felt common people able to live off the land were a threat.
📅 Date [[2022-12-25]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-24]]
  • [[2022-12-23]] was nice.
    • met [[d]].
  • today I did some laundry and some last minute shopping; now I’m writing this in the train to [[Lausanne]].
  • [[music]]
    • during the train ride I went through my old [[thumbs up]] set a bit
    • I remembered I liked some of [[Pusha T]]‘s tracks, so I listened to his new album, [[it’salmost dry]].
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora]]
      • [[agora chapter]]
        • Started changing ‘we’ and ‘the author’ to I — the more important thing is to coalesce into one. I’ll make a call later on whether ‘I’ or ‘we’ reads better?

2022-12-24

📅 Date [[2022-12-23]]
  • [[flancia]] earlier
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]] later
    • [[agora chapter]]
      • finally fixed some long-standing issues :)
      • there’s a long way to go, but incremental progress is taking place.
📅 Date [[2022-12-22]]

2022-12-22

📅 Date [[2022-12-20]]

2022-12-20

📅 Date [[2022-12-18]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-17]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-16]]
  • [[work]]
    • had a nice lunch with coworkers!
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora]]
      • coding
        • add latest updated for subnodes in subheader
        • next action for shipping [[virtual subnodes]] with basic [[acl]]?
          • I’d like to use it to implement [[calendar]] — just call cal 2023 :)
        • next action for shipping some [[graph]] improvement?
      • writing
    • #push [[agora chapter]]
      • talked to the editors about open comments/suggestions, will now batch resolve a lot of them :)
      • finish resolving unlinked suggestions to improve readability end to end
      • add references / move towards ‘no open TODOs’

2022-12-16

📅 Date [[2022-12-15]]
  • [[2022-12-14]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • #push [[agora]]
      • coding
        • add latest updated for subnodes in subheader
        • next action for shipping [[virtual subnodes]] with basic [[acl]]?
          • I’d like to use it to implement [[calendar]] — just call cal 2023 :)
        • next action for shipping some [[graph]] improvement?
      • writing
    • [[agora chapter]]
      • talked to the editors about open comments/suggestions, will now batch resolve a lot of them :)
      • finish resolving unlinked suggestions to improve readability end to end
      • add references / move towards ‘no open TODOs’
    • other [[pomodoros]]
      • [[laundry]] (washing machine broke, used the neighbor’s who were kind to lend theirs)
      • prepped and had dinner (WFH today)
      • [[yoga with x]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-14]]
  • [[work]].
    • was fine :)
    • [[p10g]] looking promising
  • Took a break from above to attend [[fellowship of the link]] and it was great.
  • [[agora]]
    • [[agora chapter]]
      • talked to editors, they said good progress but needs more work — as expected :)
      • looking forward to continuing work on it, interleaving with personal life happily
    • [[flancia]]
      • en [[flancia]] hay un [[ágora]], and [[flancia]] is in the [[agora]]
      • [[flancia book]]
        • I had done a flancia.org -> [[google docs]] sync at some point using pandoc
        • I think it’s time to re-sync, taking the opportunity to improve flancia.org incrementally (as I do very sporadically)
        • And then just start writing? Even if just an outline.
      • [[calendar]]
        • I’ve decided I want to create a calendar for [[2023]] as related to Flancia. Put another way, it could be said to be a speculative [[roadmap]].
        • Only a fraction of what I write in it will come to happen — in 2023, anyway. But that’s alright.
          • I have a tradition of doing so with roadmaps at work already :)
  • [[work]]
  • [[flancia]]

2022-12-14

📅 Date [[2022-12-13]]

2022-12-13

  • [[Sprucing up an old Windows 8.1 laptop]]. I’m honestly surprised by how crappy the Windows 8.1 experience is. The number of things that just don’t work. I can’t create a new user. I can’t turn on Family Safety. It just comes back with random errors. Honestly - I’m not a blind partisan, I am always pragmatic. But Linux is much better than this, and has been for years.
📅 Date [[2022-12-12]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-11]]

2022-12-11

Removing the org-cite test for now, as it failed on the gitlab build…

📅 Date [[2022-12-10]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-09]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-08]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-07]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-06]]
  • a [[day]].
    • I backnoded it — I worked and then had (end of year) dinner with my team.
    • It was pleasant; I took some pictures which I shared three days later.
📅 Date [[2022-12-04]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-03]]
  • [[ap]]
    • coworking
  • [[agora]]
    • [[agora chapter]]
    • but I didn’t sleep well last night so it was a relatively low energy day :)
    • spent some time trying to make [[gephi]] work, but no version I try does — they all render a blank screen on startup.
    • I’d like to include a graph of the Agora but maybe it isn’t to be — [[force graph]] is very very slow to render the full Agora, although maybe I could do it anyway.
    • I’m betting big or
  • [[world cup]]
    • with friends :)
    • [[ve]] told me about the word [[streber]]
    • [[mpd]]
  • [[agora]]
📅 Date [[2022-12-02]]
  • Trying out [[logseq]]
    • Longer notes seem to cause major hiccups. Gonna use a shorter format (also seems a better idea in general for nodes)
📅 Date [[2022-12-01]]
  • #push [[hand byte]]
    • en una mano cabe un [[byte]].
      • I just realized that with one hand one can comfortably signal one byte of information by using all index but the thumb to signal a bit in the following way:
        • place your hands ~30cm away from your face, palms facing your face
        • make a ‘call me’ sign with the left hand and a ‘holding a hand gun’ gesture with the right
        • this is [[17]]: 0001 0001 when read left index finger to read index finger, thumbs serving as rest for the fingers set to 0 or sticking out as most comfortable

2022-12-01

  • The local fish’n’chip shop is closing down, due to the cost of rent, energy bills, and general inflation of cost of products. TIL: 75 per cent of the world’s sunflower oil used to come from Russia and Ukraine, and 50% of white fish came from Russia. #BritainIsGoingGreat
📅 Date [[2022-11-30]]
  • "Don’t run from things, learn how to [[defend]] them."
📅 Date [[2022-11-29]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-28]]
  • [[work]]
  • [[social coop]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora chapter]]
      • try to do at least one pomodoro of editing in suggestion mode
        • already did this — it was the first pomodoro of the night!
        • it felt nice to just do it. I had reasons to procrastinate (like emptying the dishwasher and loading it) but I somehow persevered.
    • #push [[yoga with x]]
    • [[UI]]
      • Make better use of [[unicode]] :)

      • #push [[todo]]

        • [[executable subnodes]]
          • can totally work pretty much as is (in the branch) if we have an [[allowlist]]
        • add more effective [[default handler]] to agora server - [ ] it gives errors for /x/y for example, which I’ve been assuming works for a long while without actually having gone and made it work :)
          • #push [[agora chapter]]
            • my next [[drishti]] -> [[2022-12-04]] is the [[deadline]] for the next iteration
            • answer [[editors]]
              • write email — this was sent on [[2022-11-27]] in the end
              • answer follow up about the meeting, sounds nice
            • start going through comments and incorporating learnings
            • note that UI improvements can yield more interesting screenshots
              • but at least one screenshot of an agora graph is long due
              • ;)
      • [[containers]]

📅 Date [[2022-11-27]]
  • A [[place]] to birth [[heroes]], [[explorers]], and [[virtue]]. People to lead us into tomorrow.
  • [[Steven Pressfield]]‘s guide to [[writing]]: collapsed:: true
      1. Every [[work]] must be about one thing.
      2. It must have something different about it that catches people’s [[attention]] immediately, like in one minute.
      3. Every work must start which something that pushes it along. This must point to the highest part of the story.
      4. It should follow the parts of the [[story]] where things are laid out, put against each other, and brought together through the fight.
      5. Every [[person]] stands for something that is in [[everyone]].
      6. The person of the story must be the [[body]] that is the one thing the work is about.
      7. Anyone [[against]] that person also stands for what is against the one thing the work is about.
      8. The [[fight]] is about the one thing the work is about.
      9. The highest part of the [[story]] settles the one thing.
  • Comment on [[Navy]] vs [[Air Force]] [[command]] [[attitude]]: "can you help me with this" vs "do that or else"
  • On [[Value]] [[Proposition]]: collapsed:: true
    • How will this help the customer [[move]] [[forward]] on their [[path]]? Where are they headed? What would be helpful to go where they’re going? [[Where]] are they, exactly, in [[place]] and [[time]]? What is the [[context]]? Where they are tells a little about where they’re trying to go [[direction]].
      • IF they are there, where are they [[moving]] to?
      • How can they be helped to get to where they want to go?
      • What do they want to [[feel]]? Remember [[Shigeru Miyamoto]].
      • [[Context]] of when and where they are tells about where they are moving to.
      • No isolated [[event]], these are [[repeated]] and [[continuous]] [[flows]].
    • Whose [[need]]? When? In what [[place]] and [[time]] is it needed? What other [[feelings]] come with that need? What will help get them past what’s [[blocking]] them to where they are going? [[Why]] are they doing what they’re doing?
        1. What [[progress]] do they [[want]] to achieve?
        2. What’s the [[context]] of their climb?
        • who, while doing what, when, where
        1. What’s in the way of [[progress]]?
        2. Are they MacGyvering a bandaid solution? Doing nothing at all? What [[improvised]] [[solution]] are they using?
        3. What would they consider a good solution? What would they be willing to give up for it?
      1. What do people [[move]] to go through to get where they are going?
      2. What is in their way of getting where they’re going? How can we [[remove]] what’s in their way?
      3. What do they [[feel]] about getting to where they want to go?
    • What unmet [[need]] or [[desire]] is there? What are people doing to meet the need with improvised, patchwork solutions? What do people really not want to do that they feel they have to do? Can we [[help]] them avoid that?
    • If your product is not meant to be used for a particular path, it’s important to let the potential buyer know beforehand.
    • What are you trying to move to? What’s blocking you? What are the people around you trying to move to? What’s blocking them?
    • Who is not using your stuff? Where are they trying to go? What could they use from you to get where they’re going? Sketch out your customer’s [[struggle]] to get to where they’re going with a [[storyboard]]. Look for words that indicate a framing of [[timing]]- "every day", "once every two weeks", "because of that I did this", etc.
    • What will they have to get rid of to use your way to get past what’s blocking them from going further in their path?
    • What will mitigate the [[anxiety]] of moving to something [[new]]?
    • When do people actually [[use]] what they buy? What’s the [[context]] of when they use it?
    • What’s the [[story]] of how people will try to go along their path, get blocked, stop what they’re already doing to proceed on their path, and use your solution instead?
    • New ideas [[win]] when they [[give]] people an [[experience]] they [[want]].
  • The frustration at the lack of people’s willingness to [[change]] contains the key to what they [[want]], and knowing what they want, we can trade that for our [[growth]]. collapsed:: true
    • What will they [[want]] ten years from now? What they are refusing to [[change]] now, despite all [[environmental]] stressors to the contrary.
  • A convenient thing about [[driving]] on the left side of the [[road]] is that the [[driver]] is located on the same side of the [[vehicle]] that the [[heart]] is in the [[body]].
  • The [[religion]] will need to be a [[fundamental]] [[mechanism]] from which an astonishing variety of [[particulars]] can spring from.
  • "One of the [[strategies]] single celled [[organisms]] use is ‘[[Last in First Out]]‘. If the [[cell]] feels [[sick]], the first thing it kicks out is the most recently integrated plasmid."
  • Things that are completely [[stable]] in our [[perception]] disappear. collapsed:: true
    • Part of why we have more than one [[sensor]] is to track [[change]] [[between]] them. So if you can [[measure]] something from [[two]] different points, you can [[track]] how something [[moves]] between the cone of perception in each point. The difference between what each [[eye]] sees lets us perceive [[depth]].
  • If I had two hundred thousand [[dollars]] I would spend 3 hrs a day [[lifting]], 4 hours a day [[walking]] around in the [[mountains]], and 4 hours [[grappling]], [[striking]], and working with [[weapons]].
  • Potential [[weapons]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Revolvers]]
      • Ruger SP101 .22lr Smith & Wesson Model 17 Smith & Wesson Model 617 Smith & Wesson K-22 Taurus Tracker 992
      • Heritage Revolvers?
    • [[Rifle]]
      • US Survival AR-7
  • [[Maximalist]] with [[opportunity]], how? [[mastery]] collapsed:: true
  • [[Base]]= that which helps generate the [[force]] to [[move]] toward a [[goal]]
  • A [[predator]] needs a [[prey]]‘s flight to stimulate [[aggression]], and aggression to stimulate [[eating]].
  • [[Goat]] [[walking]] is the practice of [[surviving]] in a [[harsh]] [[environment]], such as a [[desert]], by simply walking around with two female [[goats]]. Apparently, one can live off the [[milk]] of the goats.
  • People need an [[ideal]] for [[tactical]] [[movements]].
  • [[Friction]] occurs at the [[fulcrum]], so you need to spend more [[energy]] there.
  • "An ordinary [[thief]] steals like a watch, cloth, bag. A [[political]] thief steals your education, your career, your happiness, your joy. The ordinary thieves, they locate any place where they can [[rob]], but the political thieves, they are chosen by us. We [[vote]] them. We have chosen our thieves to rob us. We are totally [[responsible]]."
  • [[Water]] familiarity requirements:
    • 3000m open water swim 50m underwater swim Retrieval of 20lbs weight 2 minutes water tread with weight

2022-11-27

Now after midnight; yoga happened much earlier today. It was a good day, [[2022-11-26]]. As usual, what I planned for one day will take at least also [[2022-11-27]]. But we advance merrily and incrementally.

📅 Date [[2022-11-26]]
  • My set [[drishti]] currently.
    • ([[29]] encodes [[drishti]], the concept, but it points to another day — in this case I had it set to 2022-11-26, a [[Saturday]].)
  • [[agora]]
    • [[garden]]
      • Worked on [[prime]] just for the fun of it.
      • Led to resuming long paused [[executable subnode]] work — fun stuff!
    • [[agora server]]
      • It wasn’t clear what the right way to implement the above; for now I’m going the [[push]] path, as that’s one place where costly stuff gets calculated.
  • [[social coop]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[eight pomodoros for the revolution]]
    • but first, [[yoga]]: [[go/move/26]] :)
    • [[pomodoros]]
      • morning and early afternoon
        • did laundry
        • social coop: cloudflare password reset and password store update
        • social coop: added edsu to password store
        • did [[yoga]] with [[l]]
      • evening -> tomorrow
        • containers is the default focus?
          • my [[drishti]] was set to today (26)
          • [[agor.ai]] wildcard cert and nginx configuration?
          • make Dockerfile take an Agora directory in the host, like it is common practice it seems
          • bring up [[bonfire]] and/or [[takahe]] ~ [[Takahē]]
          • bring up something in jointhefederation.org
            • My default would be an Agora ;) It can be served by federation.agor.ai.
        • #push [[2022-11-27]]
          • moa party -> twg (offer, already synced with [[bmann]])
        • [[bouncepaw]]
          • domain renewal
            • advanced
        • [[agora]]
          • [[UI]]
            • [[executable subnodes]]
              • can totally work pretty much as is (in the branch) if we have an [[allowlist]]
            • add more effective [[default handler]] to agora server
              • it gives errors for /x/y for example, which I’ve been assuming works for a long while without actually having gone and made it work :)
          • #push [[agora chapter]]
            • my next [[drishti]] -> [[2022-12-04]] is the [[deadline]] for the next iteration
            • answer [[editors]]
              • write email
            • start going through comments and incorporating learnings
            • note that UI improvements can yield more interesting screenshots
              • but at least one screenshot of an agora graph is long due
    • [[fractal football]] :)
  • [[27]]
  • #push [[commons]]

Now after midnight; yoga happened much earlier today. It was a good day, [[2022-11-26]]. As usual, what I planned for one day will take at least also [[2022-11-27]]. But we advance merrily and incrementally.


📅 Date [[2022-11-25]]

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Stashed changes

📅 Date [[2022-11-23]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-22]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-21]]

2022-11-21

📅 Date [[2022-11-20]]
  • to start the day, catch up with the notifications from ~2d ago in the Fediverse!
  • I will do [[pomodoros]] today.
  • [[coffee]] with [[h]], it was great!
  • cleaned floors.
  • [[ap]] visiting, we’ll do [[coworking]].
    • [[pomodoros]].
      • [[containers]]
        • [[docker]]
        • #push [[social]]
          • [[agor.ai]] [[agor ai]] [[agorai]]
            • brought up social.agor.ai, fotl.agor.ai, shamanic.agor.ai and a bunch of other subdomains
            • nice that because of how I have [[nginx]] set up, anything I point to hypatia serves an [[agora]] by default ;)
        • update [[agorai]]
          • it turns out this was hanging on flimsy wires, nginx in a container… which apparently isn’t a good idea.
          • went with nginx on bare metal, it has advantages
          • #push [[podman]] on [[hypatia]]
        • [[activitypub]]
          • read the node in the agora
          • read the standard
          • read a tutorial
          • set up ap.anagora.org?
            • -> social.anagora.org actually :)
📅 Date [[2022-11-19]]
  • starting this [[saturday]] well with [[yoga at midnight]] :)
  • [[fediverse]]
  • had [[coffee]] with an amazing new [[friend]]!
    • walked around town, it was great.
  • #push [[2022-11-20]] as well
  • now I will try to do [[pomodoros]] for the [[kind revolution]].
    • [[fediverse]] as the potential scenario for the revolution.
      • [[social coop]]
        • bring up [[vps]]
          • price comparison
            • hetzner: 16gb four cores for 20 euro/month
            • digital ocean: having issues logging in (it send otp to an email address that is not what I expected)
              • solved issues, email aliases are adminned in [[webarchs]] and they control all inbound email to @social.coop emails.
              • logged in and confirmed droplets are more than twice as expensive as hetzner cloud (double the price for a server with half the ram).
            • -> going with hetzner
          • #push [[twg]]
            • server [[hypha]] 65.109.133.225, a vps for experiments \o/
          • get logins for hetzner/digital ocean
            • look in pass
        • then bring up [[docker]] and [[docker compose]]
          • using [[ansible]]
            • make ‘[[ansible-playbook]] server.playbook.yml check’ pass :)
            • it worked, pass store and all :)
      • [[gotosocial]]?
        • or look into that python library; it will help me…
      • [[containers]]
        • containerize moa
        • update agor.ai to latest
        • read about how to deploy code to containers — I think [[protean]] said running git pull within the container is reasonable.
    • [[agora]]
      • shift focus to [[agora api]] so that all bots can write through a unified interface
    • [[personal]]
    • write this plan ([[pomodoro 0]] / [[bootstrap]].)
      • [[meta]] this is closer to 16 pomodoros than to 8 for sure if mapped 1:1, but really rather atomic, so this seems maybe doable today.
        • likely ~1/3rd or maybe half will probably happen only tomorrow though, and that’d be fine :)
  • [[flancia]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-18]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-17]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-16]]

2022-11-16

  • Listened: [[Ecosocialism and the ecological crisis]]
    • Good discussion around the degrowth and Green New Deal strands within ecosocialism - their tensions and their overlaps. Also a bit around nuclear power and solar radiation management and their problems.
📅 Date [[2022-11-15]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-14]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-13]]

2022-11-13

  • Upgraded [[orgzly]].

    • Nice to see it seems to be actively developed again.
    • Got an error from f-droid: No versions with compatible signature
      • Think it was because I’d installed a different custom build previously.
    • New version looks different! I’ll get used to it.
  • Listened: [[Pakistan Floods and COP 27 with Asad Rehman]]

    • On the [[2022 Pakistan floods]]. The paucity of the global response and the effects of debt servitude - the majority of Pakistan’s taxes go on debt repayment.
📅 Date [[2022-11-12]]

2022-11-12

📅 Date [[2022-11-10]]
  • [[work]]
    • last meeting is at [[8pm]]
  • what then?
    • I think I’ll try to continue coding [[agora bot]] to feature parity for Mastodon? Or maybe just write.
📅 Date [[2022-11-09]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-08]]
  • [[work]]
  • what can I do after work?
    • catch up with some messages a bit / answer some people, like [[scott fenley]]‘s (sp?)
    • yoga (this has been happening even when I don’t write about it, which is nice)
  • #push [[history of the ancient world]]
    • enjoying this by [[susan wise bauer]] a lot.
    • up to chapter forty now
    • three founding aspects for the ancient greek nation identity:
      • the [[illiad]] and the [[odyssey]]
      • the shared building and upkeep of notable temples (shared between cities, including those far away from the sites)
      • the olympic games (which arose in a particular temple/as a ritual)
📅 Date [[2022-11-07]]
  • delivered an iteration on [[agora chapter]] very early today to the editors :)
  • [[work]]
    • meh
    • but alright
  • This week looks tricky; I need to do my [[tax return]] by Friday (ideally by Thursday), and I can’t really take a day off work as I have at least one crucial meeting to attend every day. Oh well. I’ll do it in a half day?
📅 Date [[2022-11-06]]

2022-11-06

"As for the possibility of counter-hegemonic alternatives, one avenue of exploration focuses on commons-based appropriation of the Stack that aims at negating money-based exchange mechanisms"

"As far as "communication power" is a central means of coordination and control, it is significant to "reprogram communication networks" by building a "communication society as a society of the commons""

I’m in!

📅 Date [[2022-11-05]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-04]]
  • [[lady burup]]
    • I took our Lady of the Burups to the vet this morning; she didn’t like being in her carrier at first, but then seemed not to be too stressed during the walk to the vet, and we were back soon enough. She seemed happy to be back :) All in all I’m glad I stopped procrastinating and did this for her (she needed to get a vaccine booster).
  • [[work]]
    • fine.
  • [[meditation]]
    • The virtual half-day [[meditation retreat]] (in [[waking up]]) I thought was today is actually tomorrow! This threw my weekend plans into a bit of a chaos, but that’s alright.
  • [[social coop]]
    • [[moa]]
      • discussed the possibility of merging moa into [[social coop]] if both parties are willing with [[boris mann]], he was open to it!
  • [[agora]]
📅 Date [[2022-11-03]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-31]]
  • [[work]]
    • took the morning off, which was great; I loved starting Monday "on my terms". I meditated, bootstrapped some things around the house, etc.
    • looking to finish work at 7pm and transitioning to…
      • (this was more like 8pm)
  • [[social coop]]
    • [[tech working group]] meeting
      • nobody else showed up for a while, I left early and thus I missed on someone else joining! morale: stay for a while longer next time.
    • and then…
      • I wanted to continue with the following, but I instead felt very low energy and a bit sad.
      • and I realized I needed to work on social.coop [[cwg]] issues and do some money transfers related to the project instead of working on the Agora tonight.
  • [[agora]] (probably tomorrow)
    • [[agora chapter]]
      • continue resolving comments, mainly transforming remaining bullet point hierarchies to long form text.
      • write a short section on similar projects.
📅 Date [[2022-10-30]]
  • Doing some time travelling with Silverbullet-enabled Agora web editing ;)
    • Silverbullet interprets the wikilink quite literally so it doesn’t work great for dates currently.
  • [[30]]
    • Thinking about the transition from October to November and the transition from Julian to Gregorian calendar affecting dates related to the [[Russian Revolution]] of October/November 1917.
    • This also caused by my recently having started to read [[China Mieville]]‘s book on the revolution :)
  • [[agora]]
    • #push [[agora chapter]] deadline today, let’s see how far I get! today I hope to start early and finish late.
      • General [[patterns]] identified by the editors
        • #G1 too many links / links which aren’t explicitly wikilinks
          • Strategy: cut links by 50%, add back [[wikilink markers]] for all remaining links (makes me "pay for them" in a way)
        • #G2 should address the reader of the book more than the user of an Agora
        • #G3 lacking information on similar initiatives/prior work
        • #G4 should be less of a manifesto and more a concrete description of the system that integrates PKGs
        • #G5 lacks cohesion, add transitional paragraphs
        • #G6 repetition
        • #G7 Agora discussed as having agency (might be OK, but might also be confusing)
        • #G8 use of bullet points which should be written as long form text
  • #push [[flancia]]
  • working on [[agora chapter]] tonight
    • did four pomodoros already, got a bit sidetracked but not too much I believe. trying to improve cohesion.
    • still need to get rid of many bullet points sections, but the good thing about working on narrative first (beginning to some point) is that some of those bullet point lists might not be necessary.
    • Moving anything that feels like it doesn’t belong in this first published document (if it gets published) to [[agora chapter 2]] — a sort of scratch space :)
📅 Date [[2022-10-29]]

If you remember something about this whole project maybe make it that [[in flancia there is an agora]].

📅 Date [[2022-10-28]]

2022-10-28

  • "The more I reflect on these facts, the more I perceive that the evolutionary approach to adaptation in social systems simply will not work any more… . It has therefore become clear to me over the years that I am advocating revolution"

– Stafford Beer quoted in [[Cybernetic Revolutionaries]]

📅 Date [[2022-10-27]]
  • [[work]]
    • took the day off, but still did 1h of work to make sure things kept moving in the right direction. I don’t regret it.
    • plan to do the same [[tomorrow]].
    • [[project update]] (this was a pomodoro around 9pm)
  • [[flancia]]
    • meditated in the morning, it helped a lot as usual :) yesterday I didn’t do it and I think I probably should have.
    • [[agora]]
      • [[agora doc]] is the top priority for this weekend, but I’d also like to keep it fun by shipping some easy improvements to the Agora UX.
        • I’m tracking those in paper mostly at home, but the top and likely easiest is to reintroduce filenames in subnode headings. Since hiding them I feel the interface is less clear. The Agora is retro, so we might as well use that — and I think keeping it obvious that each subnode is a separate file probably helps.
      • #push [[pomodoros]]
  • [[poetics]]
  • went to the [[brocki]] ~ [[bröcki]], it was great
    • came back with a significant amount of great [[loot]], and I met interesting people
    • [[helveta]] foundation (sp?)
  • [[yoga]]
  • [[l]]
  • [[ap]]
  • [[june]]

I’d really love to get the Agora (meaning anagora.org) fast again :) When it is fast (like when you hit a worker with a cached graph, which currently serves within 0.2s it feels great; when it isn’t it goes definitely into the frustrating territory (9s). But I think it’ll have to wait until EOY, realistically, maybe.

📅 Date [[2022-10-24]]
  • [[work]]
    • my project
  • [[tax return]]
    • official reminder apparently got to the post office — need to go pick it up
  • [[veterinary appointment]]
    • didn’t call today as I started the day with meetings, will try to call tomorrow morning
  • [[ap]]
  • [[ladee]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
    • late but still nice :)
  • An industrial forklift [[battery]] costs between $2000 and $6000. They are said to be the best option for [[power]].
  • No one [[understands]] X, but few admit it. When [[ignorance]] is admitted, [[learning]] happens.
  • Some [[plants]] need high [[selenium]] in the [[soil]] to [[grow]], and so can be used to gauge the selenium levels in the land.
📅 Date [[2022-10-23]]
  • Sunday at home :)
    • A day with [[Lady Burup]].
    • Welcome my friends to [[yoga with x]]!
    • Yoga with X is an interactive social experiment. Feel free to engage with it in any ways that make you happy :)
    • [[go/move/23]] means anagora.org/go/move/23 in your browser.
    • Have a nice day!
  • Lots to [[do]]!
    • home / self care / Burup
      • do laundry
      • talk to mom
      • talk to [[b]]
      • [[garbage collect]] tabs, windows, etc. (long time coming)
    • vote for akshay’s proposal / catch up with [[twg]] / determine if I can make tomorrow’s meeting
    • plan further pomodoros?
    • [[agora]]
      • #push [[agora doc]]
        • proposed a specific [[deadline]] to editors: they had said to take 2w on a Wednesday, taking until the Sunday after that ([[2022-10-30]]) but looking to be finished by Saturday ideally ([[2022-10-29]]
        • resume working on comments in [[agora doc]] today
        • copy it (snapshot) then go to town based on comments
        • edit
      • buy automatic feeder
      • write
        • did [[catharsis]] through some bad poetry online :)
        • wrote to friends as well and that felt nice
        • went back to [[flaneur]] in [[merveilles]] after more than a year; it felt nice to be back.
        • I want to catch up with some threads there
      • #push [[agora development]]
        • ship one improvement?
          • auto pull social after some seconds?
          • auto pull stoa in empty nodes?
          • bring up twitter bot -> [[fix bot for ivo]]
            • it was up, for some reason Ivo’s post is not being seen. might need to write a ‘scrape one user’ "one-shot" mode — maybe doing per user timelines is actually a good idea.
            • this is not the first time the bot has issues with Ivo’s posts. I have no idea why they’re not showing up in the bots’ timeline — according to the Twitter API anyway. The bot is following Ivo, I checked.
            • writing a [[one shot]] mode which takes a timeline to scrape+react to (if we haven’t reacted previously) sounds like a reasonable next step at this point; it’d also make [[catch up]] better to have this code. iterating
  • #push [[2022-11-10]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-21]]
  • Welcome :)
  • Trying to do [[four pomodoros]] on the way to [[Lausanne]] tonight.
    • [[work]]
    • [[plan]]
    • work
      • roadmap
    • #push [[2022-10-23]]
      • [[agora server]]
      • [[agora doc]]
        • review and act on some comments
      • write / do catharsis :)
      • [[agora bridge]]
        • determine and advance next action for one/more of:
          • add writing from the web interface / a web editor for the agora
          • move bots to not writing locally, calling the [[agora api]]
          • getting a bridge up and running for [[agor.ai]]
      • write to [[marc antoine]], [[jerry michalski]], [[mathew lowry]]
      • agor.ai
        • look for how to ‘integrate’ git repositories into a podman image in a nice way; currently the [[dockerfile]] just does git clone and starts services, but this means code updates require destroying + recreating the container; on the other hand it keeps the agora ‘reproducible’
          • note this is not true for bot contributions, which are currently written locally in anagora.org, but the idea is to make bot writes go through the API server.
        • get agor.ai into a usable state (with bot contributions; an actual mirror of anagora.org garden/stream wise, plus maybe a different/additional agora root repo with documentation focusing on how to run an [[agora network]] in its subdomains?
    • #push [[2022-10-22]]
    • Some [[random thoughts]] follow.

What if I just did dev work on [[agor.ai]]? I just saw that I have the dev configuration running on it already; and I’ve been meaning to turn up the new agoras for some time now, although instead a lot of my time has gone to work, to social life, and now again to [[agora doc]].

I also have a dev thread pending for both components — see todo list above. Combining these three threads would make it fun, I think, and inter-motivating in some sense.

[[Agora doc]] must for sure be advanced too, as I have many comments to review and address, and I welcome the time [[this weekend]] will afford me to do so.

📅 Date [[2022-10-20]]
  • What is the number of [[parts]] that this [[whole]] have that can be easily taken out and put back in? [[maintenance]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-19]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-16]]
  • Had [[fondue]] last night with friends
  • Earlier we had great coffee as well, [[l]] was around. I miss her!
  • We then went to [[Basel]] with [[b]] and [[an]] today, it was beautiful.
  • [[ladee]]
    • Special weekend!
  • #push [[agora]]
    • #push [[agora writing]]
    • #push [[agora development]]
      • set up local dev environment in the train
      • [[better search]]?
        • what’s a quantum of better search? it’s pretty bad right now; e.g. [[poetry install]] would not bring up [[install poetry]]
          • would re-adding fuzzy matching fix this?
          • should I implement a simple search algorithm myself for the purpose of understanding how to solve this?
            • tokenization -> compute combinations is trivial but expensive
            • -> [[bag of words]] is cheap
              • this actually requires defining what is the source of truth for [[equivalence class]] and for [[proximity]] between nodes
              • I’ve always wanted to think of Agora search as as an exploration within a certain [[radius]] of an inferred center of gravity; maybe this is distance in some embedding?
                • -> [[edit distance]]
                  • seems like an interesting approach to explore next
        • [[auto pull wikipedia]] sort of also tackles this in a totally different direction, in particular if we extend it to [[wikidata integration]]: if wikidata surfaces an entity for us, volunteer its type; if the entity is far from the current node in an interesting way, maybe [[auto pull]] it as well after some time.
        • if I’m adding auto pull maybe it’s time to make [[settings]] clearer, in particular have an easy toggle for auto pull to trigger or not (leads to [[agora autopilot]] maybe, which I’ve always thought could be very fun.)
📅 Date [[2022-10-15]]
  • #push [[2022-10-21]]
    • maybe today code?
      • [[go/move/now]]?
      • [[graph/testing]] should serve just the [[context]] div
      • autopull wp after some time unless cancelled; autopull stoa in empty nodes; also promote?
  • time with [[friends]]!
    • it is great.
    • it was indeed great :)
📅 Date [[2022-10-14]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-11]]
  • When does [[violence]], or a high [[energy]] overflow, happen? It rarely happens, relative to non-violence.
    • [[Social]] [[competition]] is more common than direct [[conflict]], and direct conflict is more common than [[violence]].
    • In 1-on-1 situations with an audience that does not encourage [[violence]] and repeated insults, etc, the possibility of a fight often terminates within 60 seconds. [[timing]] collapsed:: true
      • For large [[groups]] of people gathered as a body, there is often a window of a few hours before the possibility of [[violence]] dissipates.
      • For [[revolutionary]] movements, the critical window might be a few days.
📅 Date [[2022-10-10]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-09]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-07]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-04]]

I didn’t meditate more formally until way too late today, around 21, and that feels like a mistake in retrospect. But that’s OK, tomorrow I’ll go back to meditating in the morning.

📅 Date [[2022-10-03]]
📅 Date [[2022-10-02]]

I worked/coded for about 10 hours straight yesterday; it felt great. Today I’m taking some time to rest.

Dealing with [[Western Union]] and [[Moneygram]] trying to get money directly to people.

📅 Date [[2022-10-01]]
  • [[twitter]]
    • keeps mixing up my sessions so I made a mess of my [[profiles]].
  • [[2022-10-01]]
    • [[october 2022]] begins, I’d like to plan it as such (as a month)

    • [[november 2022]] is the two year anniversary of the Agora (code wise), so I hope to be able to ship a package of noticeable improvements to anagora.org and maybe the agor.ai this month!

    • but today:

📅 Date [[2022-09-29]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-28]]
  • Started [[noding]] surprisingly late!
    • I was doing focused work on the Agora, but somehow not using the Agora to document it :)
    • Unless you consider the [[agora bridge]] repository part of the Agora, that is ;) Which maybe we should.
  • Saw [[m d]], it was great.
  • I didn’t see [[j]] in the end but I think we’ll see each other soon.
  • [[agora bridge]]
  • [[ladee]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-27]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-26]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-24]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-22]]

2022-09-22

📅 Date [[2022-09-21]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-20]]

I [[worked]] today. It was fine. I’m looking forward to the next two weeks.

📅 Date [[2022-09-19]]
  • #push [[light cones]]
    • I sometimes feel as if I’ve seen what will happen, and I truly believe in it — at least as a volume with non null metric in the [[multiverse]], likely reachable from our present time-space.
    • I feel the [[kind revolution]] is within our reach.
  • #push [[flancia]]
    • Sometimes I wonder if all Flancians have visions, maybe by definition.

Today it was a good day; I worked, went to therapy and found it meaningful, and back home I did yoga and played with Lady Burup. I also talked with friends.

📅 Date [[2022-09-18]]
  • [[2022-09-17]] happened, it went by almost too fast with laundry and cleaning the house and such things to do on a Saturday :)
  • Late journal; I slept very little (3h) and was low energy (go figure), I felt depressed but that got fixed by a 1h nap (my naps are usually only 30’ tops).
    • I’m glad to be here finally!
    • I was active on the [[fediverse]] though.
  • #push [[pomodoros]]
    • #1 fix agora twitter bot, try to finally [[opt in writes]] with this
      • Twitter limits keep making this harder than it should be.
      • While I wait for quota to try this, I consider… what I write below.
      • #2 then do the fediverse (that bot is working currently)
    • See [[twitter agora bot]] for next actions.

I should create a second account for the Agora on Twitter, @an_agora is having many problems. If nothing else I’ll use it to test; the fact that I don’t have a test account makes it so that the bot is broken half the time because I don’t have a release process for meaningfully testing changes. It’s pretty terrible. For [[agora server]] I have dev.anagora.org and a local environment, but not for bots in [[agora bridge]].

Another thought: sqlite in [[agora bridge]] will really help with this, as bots could just query the graph stored in [[agora]] (root repo) instead of having to rely on Twitter for all state in the social graph.

This leads, again, to the question: should we just use [[moa]] as [[agora bridge]]?

  • #push [[moa]]
    • check license
    • read code
    • see if it can run on sqlite
📅 Date [[2022-09-17]]
  • [[agora]]
    • [[agora bridge]]
      • api is up in dev!
        • what’s the first method that we really need?
        • and the second?
    • [[opt in writes]]
      • test
    • [[agora server]]
      • need to choose a feature to drive further :)
      • better search?
      • querying other agoras?
      • a small one: fix the feeds that don’t include canonical node :) it’s been bothering me for a while
        • took some time to get to it but I enjoyed the process :)
          • project [[mountain]] was what a lot of time went into, it was fun though
    • #push [[agorai]]
      • this is what I’m calling setting up other Agoras now
      • purchased agor.ai during the week
      • want to point (wildcard?) it to [[hypatia]] today
      • update the docker-based Agora of Flancia in hypatia (did vera commit changes?)
        • asked [[vera]] if she made changes anywhere public
  • #push [[ubuntu]]
    • I upgraded [[nostromo]] to [[ubuntu 22.04]] and, again, I ended up with no sound.
      • I needed to run the following to recover it:
      • sudo touch /usr/share/pipewire/media-session.d/with-pulseaudio && systemctl --user restart pipewire-session-manager
      • Also I had to fix sources.list by hand again before being able to do-release-upgrade because I missed the "upgrade window" for 21.10 so it was completely gone from repositories (?).
      • Both of these are very surprising to me, in this day and age. I don’t quite get in particular how a less technical user should be expected to update sources.list by hand because they didn’t upgrade for half a year or so?
  • I finally gave [[chezmoi]] templates a try. They are fine.

During the week I read [[Wolfram]]‘s article on the [[Wolfram Physics Project]], as recommended by [[xiq]], and I enjoyed it. I also re-read [[Scott Aaronson]]‘s review of [[A New Kind of Science]]; I think it still holds and seems to apply to the project at large.

📅 Date [[2022-09-16]]
  • I like to think there’s [[173]] [[drishtis]] in this Agora.

2022-09-16

📅 Date [[2022-09-15]]

If I die slowly, please take my body out to a beautiful forest and bury it among the [[hyphae]], in the [[mycorrhiza]].

📅 Date [[2022-09-14]]
  • Working today for around 6h (on top of 2h yesterday).
  • Then [[coworking with ap]].
  • Then going back into holidays/open source mode :)
📅 Date [[2022-09-13]]

I sometimes [[procrastinate]] on important things, does that make me a [[jerk]]? I think maybe it does, and I should [[curb my bullshit]].

People don’t seem to be, on the average or even at high percentile, nearly as interested on the [[revolution]]] as I am. Does that make me a [[jerk]] if I practice it, which includes talking about it? I’m not sure, but I don’t think it does.

  • I wonder if I should let [[agora protocol]] go, let the chips fall as they may, move beyond it which could mean leave it behind (sometimes), write light as a feather if I have to.
    • (I’ll take the [[path]], I’ll cross that [[bridge]] if I have to.)

So I asked a few friends what they thought of the Revolution as it relates to the [[Flancia]] project; I’m interested on their take.

  • [[l]]
    • visited to pick up clothes; we took a cool 2h walk to a nearby mountain/hill with a view of the city, had a nice chat and drank mate.

Now I am in the park near home with my laptop for a short outdoors [[hacking]] session (?).

📅 Date [[2022-09-12]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-10]]

2022-09-10

📅 Date [[2022-09-09]]
  • #push [[9]]
  • My mom is leaving today. It was a great visit; I initially thought it would be too long (and told her so) but now she’s going I know I’m going to miss her.
    • Having said that, I’m also looking forward to some time without family around — I love my family but it’s been seven months with family presence in the country and, although it was great, I’m not very used to it lasting this long as I’ve lived abroad for ten years. I expect I will feel reenergized as I go back to a more individual routine thanks to the change of pace that came with all the extra social/emotional interactions, though.
  • [[agora]]
  • [[work]]
    • doing one GRAD review
    • and one short document review today
  • [[beethoven]]
  • [[graphs]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-08]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-07]]
  • Writing this just after boarding the plane back to ZRH (delayed) in Lisbon (but before taking off, clearly.)
    • We had a great time in Portugal!
    • I met [[xiq]] yesterday, [[2022-09-06]]. It was great!
      • We spoke about our projects, our philosophies and our visions of the future.
  • [[writing while writing]]
  • [[agora]]
    • [[agora doc]]
      • My updated [[deadline]] for turning in [[agora doc]] plus the associated contributors agreement is [[2022-09-09]].
      • Interesting discussion with [[filomena]], [[neil]], [[mathew lowry]] on whether [[revolution]] should remain so prominent in the document or that aspect should be toned down for the benefit of 1. the reader, who may be turned off by this and close down and 2. the project, which in the words of one commenter may lose credibility this way.
  • [[ladee]]
  • [[ap]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-06]]
  • (Backnoded on [[2022-09-06.)
  • I met [[xiq]] in Lisbon! Happy about it, it was great. We had amazing Chinese noodles in [[Panda Cantina]] in the [[Principe Real]] neighborhood.
📅 Date [[2022-09-05]]
📅 Date [[2022-09-04]]
  • First journal in a while! Backnoding:
  • Today we’re travelling to Lisbon in the [[Alfa Pendular]] (long distance train).
    • As I write this I’m on the train; it’s modern and roomy, I have a charging spot and I’m in a comfortable position to write in.
    • I’ll try to use the [[3h]] trip to work on [[agora doc]] and continue reviewing [[mathew lowry]]‘s document :)
  • [[agora]]
    • I think I will move back to calling text subnodes ‘text’, I moved to ‘note’ recently but I’m not convinced by the change; note is overly restrictive, and it also is too similar to ‘node’ (which is the top level heading).
    • [[agora doc]]
      • edit
      • edit
      • edit
  • [[writing while writing]]

2022-09-04

📅 Date [[2022-09-03]]

2022-09-03

📅 Date [[2022-09-02]]
  • (Backnoded.)
    • Yesterday ([[2022-09-01]]) we flew to [[Porto]].
    • Today we visited the Cathedral, walked along the Ribeira, had a very nice lunch there, then crossed the bridge to [[Gaia]]. In general walked around a lot, ended up the day tired but happy.
    • It was an "offline" day as evidenced by the fact I didn’t node it in time :) Lots of corrections pending for [[agora doc]], but I decided to take a few days off before diving back in.
📅 Date [[2022-09-01]]
  • a [[day]].
    • with [[deadlines]]:
      • [[agora chapter]] becomes due, although the editors have kindly offered an extension
        • I’ll try not to need the extension
      • [[grad]]
        • I’m trying for promo, I’ve been promoted twice before but this is the lowest probability try maybe
        • I’d be going for [[l6]]
      • [[mp]]
        • my main project at work should hit an important milestone
  • [[agora pkg chapter]]
    • moved it to the editing folder, but I’ll keep working on it for a bit more.
    • the editors said we could freeze it on [[2022-09-08]] — which is generous. I think I’ll take a few hours each day from now until next Monday, addressing feedback from friends, and then freeze it?
📅 Date [[2022-08-31]]

2022-08-31

📅 Date [[2022-08-30]]

2022-08-30

  • [[Our feelings are not just biological, but also social and cultural and therefore historical]]

  • Noding my highlights from [[The Ministry for the Future]]. There’s a lot. For my reference, currently done up to page 357.

  • My [[YunoHost]] server seems to have run out of space, and now I can’t remotely ssh in. Sigh. Will have to fix.

    • Wow, even the KVM from withing Hetzner control isn’t loading. Hmm.
    • Had to do a hard power cycle.
    • Some stupidly large log files. huginn.log and invidious.log, gigabytes large.
    • Freed up some space. But presume it will fill up again. I think I’ll just uninstall huginn for now, as I don’t use it.
📅 Date [[2022-08-29]]
  • [[2022-08-28]] was productive but it ended with some deflation as I realized just how much there is still to do on [[agora pkg chapter]] and [[go/agora doc]] :)
    • sync is not solved, did the sync to [[agora doc]] by hand just now — it keeps links but footnotes aren’t really in the doc, there’s some formatting issues.
    • there is just a lot to be edited/written yet.
    • there’s duplication.
    • I need to be able to read end-to-end and not think "this section is completely crap/redundant" more than, say, once — this evening ideally :)
  • [[29]]
  • [[work]]
    • might take half a day?
  • [[Bones]] are a source of [[calcium]] [[phosphate]], and so boiling and crushing bones and putting them into the [[land]] can be used to revitalize [[soil]]. Treating the bonemeal with sulphuric acid makes the calcium phosphate even more available to growing plants. [[Potassium]] can be had from a [[potash]] made of [[wood]] [[ash]], though it can also be found in minerals within [[rocks]].
  • Excess [[food]] [[production]] and [[preservation]] is needed to give large [[groups]] of people [[time]] to [[think]].
  • [[Enzymes]] are only active at particular [[temperature]], [[pH]], and [[salinity]] ranges.
    • A simple method to preserve [[food]] is to [[dry]] it.
      • When [[grain]] is harvested, it needs to be dried before it is stored.
        • High [[sugar]] content changes [[water]] activity by drawing water out of microbial [[cells]]. collapsed:: true
          • [[Sugar]] can be extracted from sugar beets by moving [[water]] through the [[beet]], taking that water, and drying it to expose the crystals from the beet.
        • High [[salt]] content changes [[water]] activity by drawing water out of cells and inhibiting microbial [[growth]]. collapsed:: true
        • [[Acid]] is used to preserve food through things like [[vinegar]].
        • Kimchi, sauerkraut, and miso all use [[salt]] to draw out [[water]], and then salt-resistant [[bacteria]] to [[grow]] and produce [[acid]].
📅 Date [[2022-08-28]]
  • Cancer needs fast, constant short-term growth to thrive, so cutting off energy to the body with cancer may help kill cancer.

2022-08-28

📅 Date [[2022-08-27]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-26]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-25]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-24]]
  • [[Attack]] when [[position]] is [[strong]], [[defend]] when [[weak]].
  • Everything in the [[body]] changes to flow with what the [[environment]] asks of it.
    • So, if a body is given heavier [[weight]] to carry, then it will [[change]] to be able to [[lift]] that weight.
    • The [[body]] drifts toward the lowest state of [[energy]].
    • If a [[body]] has changed to [[fit]] with a [[misalignment]], then switching to an aligned position will feel uncomfortable.
    • Lower [[back]] [[pain]] is associated with a lack of muscular [[strength]] and [[endurance]] in the hips and back.
    • [[Pain]] does not necessarily indicate [[damage]], though it may help to prevent it. collapsed:: true
      • Expectations around pain change the way pain is adapted to, and how long and where it lasts.
      • Localized [[pain]] is relieved by increasing [[strength]] in that area.
      • [[Tightness]] is often caused by [[pain]], [[instability]], or [[weakness]]. collapsed:: true
        • [[Kettlebell]] swings at high volume build [[endurance]] in the muscles that stabilize the [[spine]]. So do reverse hyperextensions.
    • [[Tight]] muscles can be [[weak]] and [[loose]] muscles can be [[strong]].
📅 Date [[2022-08-23]]
  • [[agora]]
    • [[agora pkg chapter]]
      • I got to 6k words just before midnight and it felt great.
        • I need to write a lot more, then throw away half ("edit") — but that’s fine. I’m having fun :)
      • I keep a terminal with watch "wc -w agora\ pkg\ chapter.md" open and it’s great. Up to 6125 now, when I’m calling it a night.
    • [[push]] and [[pull]] as intents
  • [[work]]
    • I think it’ll be fun today, let’s see if I’m wrong
    • I wasn’t wrong but the fun was trickier than expected :)
  • [[Separatists]] (counter-[[elites]]) pay a lot of attention to check points, frontiers, and other [[spaces]] in-[[between]]. Occupying a [[checkpoint]] allows for the monitoring of what goes in and out, and also gives control over what goes in and out.
    • [[Weak]] [[states]] emphasize [[border]] presence to signal their existence.
      • Separatists and weak states often agree to have a [[checkpoint]] that is not fully controlled by either because each lacks [[power]] to take full [[control]].
📅 Date [[2022-08-22]]
  • [[Business]] models often involves people paying the business at regular intervals for a service, selling things that people want, charging a fee to use something, or setting up a [[market]] to take a little bit from every transaction.
  • What [[underhooks]], [[hip]] control, [[knee]] [[control]], back of the [[neck]] control, and such have in common is that they are [[joints]].
    • What are [[memetic]] joints? What are the joints in someone’s [[belief]]?
📅 Date [[2022-08-21]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora]]
      • [[agora meet]]
      • [[agora pkg chapter]] (remains the source of truth for now)
        • [[edit]]
        • write
          • add topics to add to the agora protocol section up top
          • expand some [[agora protocol]] sections
        • code
          • set up sync to google docs (simple)
            • hmm, [[pandoc]] doesn’t do [[wikilinks]] out of the box
            • might be easier to add a /convert/ endpoint to the agora? the html it produces can be copy/pasted to relatively good effect into a [[google doc]], I’ve done it by hand for [[agora doc]] and it looks fine
          • agora protocol sections could be elided my pandoc by default?
            • or formatted in a special way?
            • but see above about maybe having [[agora server]] do this so as not to duplicate functionality?
          • -> can assume if it uses indented lists and [[wikilinks]], it is Agora protocol
            • the Agora can naturally do that and include that assumption in the output?
  • [[computers]]
  • [[fun]]
  • -> back to #push [[agora pkg chapter]], now writing
    • target for today is 5k words
      • 5.6k at 20:40 after an eight pomodoro (and some more time writing after the bell for the fun of it)
      • [[agora]] -> [[agora pkg chapter]]
    • #push [[2022-08-24]]
      • maximum for the submission is 10k words, maybe shoot for 8k by [[wednesday]]?
    • follow the principle of adding 1k a day, only expanding ideas that are currently in [[agora protocol]] somewhere in the node already; do not add more ideas until those are fleshed out (unless something truly huge is missing somehow?)
    • make Meta a proper printable section for fun: maybe detail how the document exemplifies Agora Protocol, and how Agora Protocol was influenced by:
      • writing the outline
      • the process of converting
    • for fun, measure WPH when in a [[writing pomodoro]]?
      • it was fun to run wc -w agora\ pkg\ chapter.md occasionally and seeing the number go up; but I wasn’t super structured about it (e.g. I didn’t keep tabs precisely pomodoro to pomodoro)
📅 Date [[2022-08-20]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-19]]

2022-08-19

  • Playing with very noddy [[programmable notes]] in anagora.

    • e.g. pushing a note to a particular date, to remember to review that note on that date.
    • This kind of stuff might work better using some of org-mode’s todo-related and programmatic features. But would be nice to do it in a way that translates to working in the Agora, too.
  • Anyway, today I was reminded to review my node on Climate Leninism and Revolutionary Transition, so off we go to do that!

  • Reworked [[eco-socialism]] a bit.

  • Adding [[cloudspotting]] to my nature journalling activities.

📅 Date [[2022-08-18]]

2022-08-18

  • What excites you?

  • [[The Ministry for the Future]] is pretty hard going. I mean it’s good. But it is really kind of drilling home how bad things could get with the climate crisis, not just the extreme weather events, but the political fallout too.

📅 Date [[2022-08-17]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-16]]
  • How does this help [[life]] [[spread]]? collapsed:: true
    • How does this help us spread enough to help life spread?
    • [[Movement]] is [[life]], moving with momentum will make things easy, if there is no movement, catch the next wave and start moving.
  • Does the [[business]] assume that it will keep customers for [[eternity]]? collapsed:: true
    • The business must be profitable [[now]], that is, every thing made, when sold, should pay for itself and for the next thing made. Otherwise the [[business]] won’t be able to [[make]].
    • When there is a lot of [[money]], it is tempting to try and fix a [[problem]] with money instead of putting in the [[time]] and [[attention]] required to [[learn]] about the problem and try things out enough to [[fail]].
  • [[Emotion]] is made within from taking what is sensed in the [[body]] and fitting it to what is [[thought]].
    • If a culture does not have a thought for a particular emotion, people in that culture will not feel that emotion.

2022-08-16

📅 Date [[2022-08-15]]
  • [[Social Security Number]] collapsed:: true
    • The first three digits is the Area Code.
      • Before 1972, the area code was assigned by which county office the SSN was applied at. After 1972, the area code was assigned by the [[zip code]] of the mailing address for the application.
        • For Social Security Number Area Codes, the [[northeast]] has the lowest numbers, and the [[West]] coast has the highest numbers.
    • The second two digits is the Group Code.
    • The last four digits is the Serial Number.
  • What is made [[open]] by a [[movement]]? What is [[closed]]?
  • Business
    • Start making what you make and selling it as quickly as possible. [[Move]]. Once you have something, you can see and [[listen]] to how people move with that thing, and improve it based on what you find.
    • [[Attention]] is something [[big]] companies can’t provide. collapsed:: true
      • Giving all your attention to the first customers will help set you apart and gather information that you can use to setup feedback loops that will lead to an exceptional product that’s always improving.
    • By giving attention, you can get one customer at a time.
    • What will we [[make]], and what needs to be done to get that thing used? collapsed:: true
      • Approach people one at a time, like it’s a [[Quest]], and give them an [[experience]] they will never forget.
        • What can be done [[now]] that will get the customer most of what they [[want]]?
    • [[Make]], [[listen]], [[learn]], make, listen, learn, make, listen, learn.
    • Finding 10 people who are lit on fire with a [[problem]] is better than 1000 people who are slightly annoyed. The more [[energy]] is around those early customers, the more will go into what is made.
    • If one person has a [[problem]] that not many others have and they try to get you to solve their problem for them but it takes time away from what you want to [[give]], then that is a person to let go. collapsed:: true
      • Will solving this problem lead you to [[focusing]] on a smaller [[group]]?
        • Will solving this problem lead to less [[energy]] to give everyone else?
    • Talk to people, [[make]] what they [[want]], [[change]] what is made to fit how they’re using what is made.
    • [[Product]]/[[market]] [[fit]] is when people are [[buying]] what is made as quickly as it is made, or even more quickly.
      • If the [[market]] is [[strong]], it pulls what is made out like a [[riptide]].
        • Is what is made what the market wants? If not, make it again, closer to what the market wants.
        • With a strong market, what is made just has to work, it doesn’t have to be great.
        • A [[market]] is a [[group]] of people looking for what they all want from each other.
        • Hold [[problems]] tightly, and [[solutions]] loosely. collapsed:: true
          • The first few thousand solutions are probably wrong, and will need to be changed until it works.
          • The [[problem]] should be like the problem of someone who can’t [[breathe]]. They will do anything it takes to breathe again.
        • p * m / c for figuring out what’s important. [[mission]] collapsed:: true
          • p=how many people will this change affect?
          • m=how much closer will this get one of your people to finishing their mission?
          • c=how much energy and time will this cost?
        • Spending any [[time]] on worrying about [[competition]] takes away precious time from making strategic moves.
📅 Date [[2022-08-14]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-13]]
  • [[yoga]] at midnight, backdated technically: [[go/move/12]]
  • [[poems]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[flancia meet]]
      • nobody showed, but it was a good motivation to start the day relatively early even though I went to bed very late :)
    • [[elena]]
    • [[agora]]
      • #push [[agora pkg chapter]]
        • received updated [[guidelines]] yesterday
        • will probably move to a [[google doc]] as that’ll be the medium used for editing (makes sense because of the comment flows)
          • although the end result will still make it back to Markdown
          • happy about this I think? it’s a good opportunity to "reboot" the effort which I partly need to do.
      • found some bugs I really feel like fixing :)
        • feed updates are missing the node name for some reason
        • agora bot mastodon keeps responding to push nonstop!
          • this I need to fix as I’d be a bad fediverse citizen if I didn’t?
      • [[agora doc]]
  • ‘What is the lay of the land’ is generally more useful than ‘who am I’?
📅 Date [[2022-08-12]]
  • In ‘Teaching [[Smart]] People How to Learn’, Chris Argyris points out that well-paid professionals, such as [[management]] [[consultants]], are very good at learning in a single loop, but not in a double [[loop]]. collapsed:: true
    • If learning is represented by a thermostat, then single-loop [[learning]] is when the temperature is kept at 65 degrees, and double-loop learning is when the thermostat can figure out why it is kept at 65 degrees, and then find the best way to fit that why.
      • Professionals are not used to failure, so they don’t know how to [[learn]] from [[failure]]. Failing to learn from failure, they [[blame]] outcomes on others.
        • By moving any [[talk]] away from how they were [[responsible]] for what happened, they take away their ability to do anything about what happened, and so none of the talk is useful for getting stuff done. [[power]] [[responsibility]]
          • People use [[rules]] to simplify [[complexity]], but the rules they say they used when asked are not the rules they used, as exemplified by the fact their [[movements]] often don’t match their rules.
            • The rules they use to make [[decisions]] are [[hidden]] by themselves, so it is not subject to [[change]].
            • Asking about things openly in a way that may brings these [[rules]] out into the open is seen as an [[attack]]. collapsed:: true
              • People who rarely failed do not know how to [[move]] when they [[fail]].
            • Given that [[defensive]] [[thinking]] is the [[norm]], it is hard to [[change]] anything by trying to change attitudes, or even organizational [[structure]].
            • There is a [[chance]] of changing things by leaders changing themselves, and examining and testing their own thinking aggressively and honestly.
            • If we assume the other is stupid or evil, then we do not have to put energy into getting whatever we want- we can say we can’t do it.
  • In [[wolf]] packs, the dominant [[male]] chooses [[movement]] and gets [[food]], while the dominant [[female]] leads [[defense]] and [[raising]] the young
    • In [[lion]] prides, the lead [[male]] is responsible for territorial [[defense]], while the lead [[female]] deals with direct threats. Followers tend to be less injured, because they are not as quick to [[fight]].
📅 Date [[2022-08-11]]
  • [[‘Will [[Russia]] control [[Kherson]] on 10/31/22’]] :
    • Looked at Ukraine War Map (@war.mapper) over time to get a sense of the mass spreading of both sides.
    • It seems like the Russo-Ukrainian war has become mostly a [[war]] of [[attrition]], judging by the reports of 500-1000 casualties a day on the Ukrainian side through private channels and Western estimates, and around that or more on the Russia side from [[media]] sources. All this combined with minimal shifting of [[territory]] in the last few months.
    • @auditor_ya on [[Twitter]], a seeming Ukrainian [[OSINT]] digester, has [[maps]] that echo @war.mapper. collapsed:: true
      • A Russian [[attack]] from the Donetsk area toward Avdivka used close [[air]] [[support]].
    • Low [[cost]], improvised [[drone]] technology seems to be experiencing a higher rate of [[innovation]] on the Ukrainian side.
    • Russian media (RBC) reports civilians returning to Kherson.
    • Checked @ukra_satflash on Twitter for back of the napkin advance of explosions.
    • Will Russia use nukes or other unexpected [[weapons]]?
    • Will Ukraine get better at [[strategy]]? collapsed:: true
      • Russia seems to have learned from the opening months of the war and appears to be operating more like a modern military in full swing now.
      • Ukraine has Western economic support, and its institutions have taken over many hidden logistical aspects of the war away from people who were fired up to defend their homeland- does this mean that there is less fire to fight among the population, as well?
    • By the best estimates of positions in the last month, Ukraine has held the [[high]] [[ground]] for awhile, and Russia was able to push up the coastal plains until it hit the high ground. collapsed:: true
      • The area northeast from Kherson would be a good approach, if the Dnipro is somehow taken and used amphibiously, and the flanks to the east are taken care of. collapsed:: true
        • Is this something Ukraine has the capability for?
      • Ukrainian Naval Infantry numbered around 200 in 2014. They went through a crucible against militias in Donbass. collapsed:: true
        • Can’t be more than 12,000 Marines, given the unit descriptions. So, probably 4-10,000. collapsed:: true
          • Wikipedia says ‘6,000’.
      • Can Ukraine use the Dniprovska Gulf?
    • ‘How Initiators End Their Wars: The Duration of Warfare and the Terms of Peace’:
      • Suggests that those who start wars will do worse as the [[war]] goes on, information in the war is used to decide more than information before the war, that stronger initiators are slower to update their guesses about whether they will win, and that the war will last the longer that people are [[uncertain]] about who would win.
        • Knowledge about relative [[rate]] of loss during the [[war]] seems more [[predictive]] than [[knowledge]] of [[resources]] and [[army]] size before the war started. collapsed:: true
          • It is very difficult to get any [[information]] on Ukrainian military [[deaths]], due to Ukrainian obfuscation. Private channels on the Ukrainian side suggested it was 100-500/day in May.
      • The longer the [[war]], the worse the expected outcome is for whoever started it.
    • Given that [[Russia]] started the war with [[Ukraine]] (or was it Russian [[neoreactionaries]]?), will it be more likely for Russians to take ground in the next few months?
  • Internal [[war]] that takes place far from a [[political]] [[center]] in areas with natural [[resources]] that people want internationally last longer than ones that are closer to a [[central]] [[government]]. collapsed:: true
    • Higher rebel [[military]] ability increases the chances that a civil war will be shorter.
      • How far must the army move to fight? How long can they fight for?
  • How does [[time]] interact with whatever is studied?
📅 Date [[2022-08-10]]
  • The Texas McCombs Salem Center in [[Austin]], [[Texas]] is attracting potential economists regardless of their qualifications through a [[forecasting]] [[tournament]] hosted on [[Manifold Markets]].
    • Richard [[Hanania]], the [[policy]] researcher, is strongly associated with the Salem Center and this forecasting initiative.
    • For the question ‘US GDP Growth 1% or More in 2022 Q3’: collapsed:: true
      • Checked quarterly sales of [[Amazon]] and [[Walmart]].
      • Checked previous quarterly [[GDP]] [[growth]] in the United States for the last twenty one years.
      • Input ‘how do [[purchasing]] [[habits]] change when gdp decreases?’ in [[Elicit]], the GPT-powered [[research]] assistant.
        • ‘How Economic [[Contraction]]s and [[Expansion]]s Affect Expenditure Patterns’ seemed like the paper most immediately relevant, with 116 citations at the time of search.
          • Household spending during [[recession]] is typically tracked with an [[Engel curve]].
          • How is [[spending]] on positional goods, or goods that are used to signal [[status]] in a [[hierarchy]], stay the same during [[expansion]] and [[contraction]] of the things made by a group?
            • [[Adam Smith]] pointed out that women in England seemed more likely to feel [[shame]] at not having nicer dresses than women in Scotland.
            • Along with having better quality of [[life]], it was suggested that people spend [[money]] to show that they have made themselves higher on the social [[hierarchy]].
            • While people with more [[money]] within a nation reported being happier than people with less, people who made less money in other nations were still [[happy]]- so long as they had more money than their [[peers]].
            • Relatively less [[power]] increases [[spending]] to keep [[status]] up.
              • People often use [[debt]] to [[pay]] for things that they can use to show that they have the [[status]] they want.
                • [[Schor]] says that as people spent more time watching [[television]], they started trying to keep up with the upper middle class and [[rich]] lifestyles they saw on the television, instead of their [[neighbors]]. collapsed:: true
                  • In a place where people are paying for things to pay for [[status]], when the [[rich]] increase [[spending]], the group below them also increases spending, and so on, until the chain hits the ground.
        • Checked [[Google]] [[trends]] for a particular Rivian model, Samsung Watch, Toyota RAV4, H&M, GQ, Wirecutter, ‘food near me’, ‘pizza near me’, and ‘sushi near me’. Assuming trends in search may reflect trends in purchasing. collapsed:: true
          • The movement of the lines did not indicate dropping interest in anywhere except ‘sushi near me’.
        • https://www.autoweek.com/news/industry-news/a40558214/2022-first-half-tesla-sales-up-46-percent-globally/ collapsed:: true
          • While Tesla [[sales]] were up globally, they were down in the United States. Sales were also down for Ford, VW, Audi, and Porsche.
        • Checked Signet Jeweler’s revenue. They report a 26.9% increase in comparison to last year. collapsed:: true
    • For the question [[‘Will [[Russia]] control [[Kherson]] on 10/31/22’]]:
      • Searched ‘Херсо́н’ on Twitter and read latest tweets.
        • Stray comments suggest that the population is not as sympathetic to Russian occupation as the population is in the [[Donbass]].
📅 Date [[2022-08-09]]

I think we will do it, my [[friend]]. We will go into the heart of [[Moloch]] and together decide [[what we do with it]].

Should we kill it, or should we try to [[disentangle]] it from what’s [[bad]]?

  • [[Thinking]] [[Method]] collapsed:: true
    • We let the learner have [[trust]] in us by not asking for something unless we have given them a way to come up with that thing by thinking about it. We also don’t want to break something into smaller [[parts]] and show those parts unless they don’t already know it. This will help them see that if we have not broken something into smaller parts, they can stand on that thing.
    • By showing that we [[know]] what they will ask and answering it before they ask, we are showing that they can trust us. We show that they can [[trust]] us by showing that our way will beat their way when it comes to getting what they want.
    • Look at what is done, how things [[move]], not what is told to be done. Help this way of looking by looking at many stories of what is trying to be shown. People will not know how to do what is said until they are shown how to do what is said. They will not see why something is done until what is done is shown. Much of the time, what is said only makes sense when what is happening is shown.
    • By pointing at how to [[remember]] something, we are telling people that remembering is more important than [[understanding]], so look at when remembering is pointed at.
    • To know what went wrong when something was tried, a [[teacher]] must live in the learner’s [[space]].
    • By showing how someone did something right and saying good things about them for it, they are also shown if they are not doing things right, so we do not have to show when they are not doing things right as much as we say how they are doing things right.
    • How can people be given a way to do what fits best for what they are [[learning]]?
    • Many people think they are the [[language]], so they don’t look at how their [[thinking]] and a language is different.
    • [[Teaching]] with a lot of [[life]] makes it easier for people to try to [[understand]] instead of looking for ways to look like a good student. Use a lot of life when the teaching first starts, and when things are very [[hard]], so that the student finds it very hard to anything other than follow your way.
    • [[Learning]] to [[understand]] from someone is an interaction [[ritual]] that gives [[energy]].
    • Teaching well is to let understanding [[flow]] through you, to be possessed by it, so that [[energy]] is always available. When teachers [[trust]] themselves and let understanding flow through them, they make it easy for students to trust them and let the [[movement]] of understanding flow into them from the teacher.
    • A [[mask]] is everything it needs to be to get the thing it is doing done, to let whatever needs to flow through this place flow. It is not you, and it is you. So, if one must be happy and open to show a thing, then the mask that is made for showing that thing will be happy and open. The more we use a mask, the stronger the mask gets. See where [[energy]] comes from, and grow the flow from that place.
    • To share [[knowledge]] that one has, lots of joyful [[energy]] is needed. If you know you can use and dissolve tension, it will bring you joy to see it. If learners smell that a teacher does not feel safe, they will not feel safe, and so they will not want to learn from the teacher. The fact of safety is something that is worked for every day. Knowing that it has been worked for, the feeling of [[safety]] cannot be shaken. Has everything be done that can be done to know these movements? If ‘yes’ can be said, then a feeling of being very [[safe]] will be there.
    • If something is said to one, it can be used to show something to [[many]].
    • There is no need to [[remember]] when there is knowledge of how to [[find]] what is looked for when needed. There is no need to hold on to anything because it is everywhere, just as there is often no need to hold on to air. It is what is lived in, and so is pulled when needed and let go when it is not needed. When one thing is thought about until what is looked for is found, this shows that what is needed can be found when looked for. Others can be used to ask for what is known, only feeling the shape of the [[movement]] is needed.
    • [[Learning]] hurts because it means [[change]], if one is not used to having [[power]] and learning gives more power than is expected, then learning hurts, since the expectation of having less power is destroyed.
    • If you were [[punished]] for [[knowing]] too much, then you might try to know less, and know only when you’re allowed to know by a representative of [[authority]].
    • When something that is not stopping [[learning]] here is pointed at, as if it is the thing that is stopping learning, that makes the point hard even if it was not hard before, so point only at where the hardness is being made. collapsed:: true
      • If a finger is put in runnning water that is stopped by a rock, but the finger is not moving the rock out of the way, then the finger is just another hard thing that is stopping the rock.
    • Instead of [[searching]] for a list, it is faster to look for one thing. By looking for many things to find one thing, we take more time than what we would take if we just look for the one thing.
    • When [[teaching]], [[learning]] must be made to [[flow]] easily through the [[hard]] places. If something makes something hard, it often slows learning.
  • Why would someone stand still and exchange punches instead of taking their opponent’s back and choking them out?
  • An [[ally]] is someone willing to kill and die alongside you.
  • [[Time]] is how [[evolution]] moves, [[differentiation]] is how [[matter]] moves, and [[communication]] is how [[society]] moves.
  • Through [[selection]], [[power]] can come from how the selection gives or takes away [[uncertainty]]. collapsed:: true
    • Power is more when it can cause a selection even when there are many other beautiful [[choices]] for [[action]] and inaction.
    • Power requires the subject to be able to choose, but still choose what power prefers- much like in effective animal [[taming]] and [[domestication]].
      • If choice is taken away to force a selection, as in [[coercion]] or [[violence]] used for [[control]], then power is lost.
        • [[Coercion]] is used when there is a lack of [[power]]. The decrease in [[complexity]] is given to the one using coercion, instead of [[spread]] around.
          • In a [[small]] [[society]], coercion can be put in one [[central]] place, but in [[big]] societies the only thing that can be put in one central place is when things can get violent. So, [[power]] is needed to let big societies use [[coercion]].
          • The wielder of [[power]] has more power when there are more and more different ways for power to [[flow]], and it is even more when it is against another power wielder that has as many ways to flow.
            • [[Power]] fills up more when all the sides working against each other are more [[free]].
            • The more ways that can be flowed to, the more [[power]] there is.
            • Instead of comparing power all the time, things are substituted for the comparison, such as asymmetric hierarchies. Usually those on [[top]] of a [[hierarchy]] have more power than those on the [[bottom]], but in a [[bureaucracy]] someone in the [[middle]] may have more power.
              • A [[record]], a [[history]] of what happened in the past is also used as a substitute for comparing power circles. What happened in the past is then turned into [[expectation]] of what will or [[should]] happen.
              • There are also half-agreements about who should get power, where someone below might go away and leave the power wielder hanging.
              • In all the substitutes for comparing power, talking or touching to decide the flow of power is replaced with a reliance on symbols.
              • Instead of testing power and measuring it, [[institutions]] provide a way to avoid having to figure out who has the most power at a given time by giving people symbols they can rely on instead- and so reduce uncertainty by providing a symbol. These institutions then make measuring power very difficult, because if there was a way to measure power, it would show that the symbols do not match the balance of power.
              • A communication [[medium]] is used to lower the feeling of not knowing by telling people what has been chosen- what has been decided, and therefore what has been simplified.
              • By pretending that everyone is [[equal]], the [[power]] differentials between people can be used by the wielder of power to limit the selections of the one it is wielded on, without the latter ever realizing that their [[selection]] was limited.
                • The wielder of power is more like a [[catalyst]] than a cause- a node that drives the downstream node faster than it would have gone otherwise.
                  • The catalyst changes much but does not [[change]] as much itself.
                  • By changing much without changing much itself, the catalyst gets [[time]].
                  • [[Power]] is an [[opening]] to raise the chance of making an unlikely [[selection]] happen. collapsed:: true
                    • If it is thought that something may happen, it raises the chances of it happening.
                  • Both the power wielder and the power receiver transmit and enable power, though the wielder is the one everything is attributed to.
                    • Both power wielder and receiver reduce [[complexity]] through [[action]], by the receiver selecting the action that the wielder has selected for them.
                      • [[Motives]] are assigned to make [[meaning]], but don’t need to be attributed to find causal chains.
  • How to build a [[bioreactor]]?

2022-08-09

📅 Date [[2022-08-08]]

2022-08-08

📅 Date [[2022-08-07]]

2022-08-07

📅 Date [[2022-08-06]]

Non-standard weekend as my family ([[brother]], [[mother]]) are both visiting. We took a train to [[Romandy]] at [[10:14]].

  • my [[mother]] told me a friend who underwent [[cataract]] surgery is fascinated by colors.

2022-08-06

📅 Date [[2022-08-05]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-04]]
📅 Date [[2022-08-03]]
  • I [[worked]]
  • …and then I got home at about 20:15. I have about four hours of evening left; what to do? below each checkbox stands for [[30 minutes]] / a loose [[pomodoro]]
    • what I planned:
      • agora pkg chapter
        • at least read and fix egregious consistency issues and regressions I probably introduced by writing way too late in the evening the other day
        • -> won’t happen today maybe, but will happen [[2022-08-04]] after fellowship of the link as top priority :)
      • prep for fellowship of the ring tomorrow?
        • answer email, I’ve been meaning to do this for days!
      • one remaining thing from work maybe (CL)
        • or perhaps I shouldn’t?
        • -> it didn’t, but I answered some chat messages and booked a meeting
    • yoga, exercise
      • it’s very hot but at least 15’ of yoga would be nice
      • -> ended up watering plants and cleaning the balcony for about an hour, taking that as yoga+exercise for the night
    • some socializing (chat) while I cut my hair
      • does this pairing work? maybe
      • also check payment on behalf of [[l]]
    • [[social coop]]
    • shower and prep for bed
      • shower takes me ten minutes, but there’s a lot of extra stuff here usually — loading dishwasher may go here if not earlier (ideally earlier)
    • read
  • the above is probably not a realistic plan as usual, let’s see if it’s a useful one?
    • what happened:
      • started scrolling Twitter but caught myself in time and stopped it
      • realized I didn’t schedule anything directly about this month’s [[node club]] above — although [[agora pkg chapter]] is related on second thought
      • went out in the balcony to spend some time with [[Lady Burup]] while [[Nils Frahm]] was playing
        • watering plants makes sense now, they’re living beings and they’re thirsty
        • ended up installing and using the garden hose and water cleaning the balcony which I’d been meaning on doing since spring
        • then watering the neighbors’ plants, which I had to do tonight for sure (I skipped it yesterday as it wasn’t that hot)
        • -> I realized sometime through this 1.5h that it wouldn’t make sense to do yoga later as I was moving about a lot; I became more conscious of my breath and body movement
        • cut my hair and talked with [[l]] about [[Trennungsvereinbarung]], that was constructive / needed to happen
        • I miss her, love her still, and I’m happy we’re both better I think!
  • [[flancia]]
  • [[templates]]

2022-08-03

  • Updating spacemacs and updating all packages. Never quite know what will work and won’t work every time I do this.

    • I feel like one day I should move to Doom. But I’m pretty bedded in.
    • As expected, something wrong.
      • First issue: Error in dotspacemacs/user-config: Cannot open load file: No such file or directory, org-roam-ui
        • Is org-roam-ui no longer included in spacemacs? I dunno, just removed (load-library "org-roam-ui") it from user-config.
      • Second issue: [[apply: Symbol’s value as variable is void: symbolp]]. When I do SPC p p. Which is helm-projectile-switch-project.
  • I was in meetings for 4h30m today.

  • I filed a bunch of things from my TO FILE file yesterday. Some good stuff in there from years back.

  • Listened: [["We all should be botanists" Interview with Leif Bersweden]]

  • [[Energy company profits]]

📅 Date [[2022-08-01]]

2022-08-01

  • [[Weeknotes W30 2022]]

  • Hayek and co see ‘the market’ as the ultimately distributed information processor. But it is entirely lacking a useful question for this information processor to solve. It is resource allocation for resource allocation’s sake. It’s like the computer in Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, where the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe and everything is 42. It’s a simple, easy answer to an ill-defined question.

📅 Date [[2022-07-31]]

"[[Lady Burup]] always knows what you sometimes forget."

2022-07-31

📅 Date [[2022-07-29]]
  • [[matrix]]
    • I saw the first spam ever in three different Matrix rooms today.
    • Hopefully a sign that Matrix is becoming [[mainstream]]? :)
  • Unless it’s raining too hard, I’ll take part of [[critical mass]] for the first time ever today.

2022-07-29

📅 Date [[2022-07-27]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-24]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • fix transposition in flancia.org
    • [[agora]]
      • edit [[agora pkg chapter]] as per [[jz]]‘s feedback
        • thank you!
        • -> edit in general
        • -> keep editing
        • -> [[agora paper]]
      • write [[agora pkg chapter]]
        • -> write a proper introduction
      • edit [[agora protocol]]
      • think of next steps for hypergraph aspect
        • I upgraded the definition section so it flows better and hopefully gets the core point across.
  • laundry
    • one load
    • two loads
  • [[drishti]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-23]]
  • It pays to stand on your own looking, but not on what those who are selling have looked at. [[research]] [[information]] collapsed:: true
    • Of people who pay to get paid, those who are more alright with not knowing got more. Thinking far and slow, feeling what other people feel, and thinking you want to win very badly did not seem to mean that you got paid more. People who think very far and slow did not make as many decisions that they did not think are safe. [[investment]]
  • A [[fall]] is coming. This is bad for some and good for others, as are all things. Just as the [[Soviet Union]] falling was good for many, this fall will be good for many. However, who it will be good for stands on those who know it is coming, and what they will do to make use of it.
  • [[Proprioceptive]] [[burnout]]: where people who are used to [[neurosensory]] [[control]] mechanisms for [[machines]] are [[disconnected]] from their [[body]]‘s ability to extend into a machine with manual control.
📅 Date [[2022-07-22]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-21]]

2022-07-21

If a factory is torn down but the rationality which produced it is left standing, then that rationality will simply produce another factory. If a revolution destroys a government, but the systematic patterns of thought that produced that government are left intact, then those patterns will repeat themselves… . There’s so much talk about the system. And so little understanding.

20220721

“But I didn’t and still don’t like making a cult of women’s knowledge, preening ourselves on knowing things men don’t know, women’s deep irrational wisdom, women’s instinctive knowledge of Nature, and so on. All that all too often merely reinforces the masculinist idea of women as primitive and inferior – women’s knowledge as elementary, primitive, always down below at the dark roots, while men get to cultivate and own the flowers and crops that come up into the light. But why should women keep talking baby talk while men get to grow up? Why should women feel blindly while men get to think?”

[[Ursula K. Le Guin]], What Women Know

Le Guin is making a [[feminist]] statement, that “women’s knowledge” is primitive while a man’s knowledge is serious. This should be seen as a criticism of things like “feminism in [[astrology]].”

“The productive labourer he that directly increases his master’s wealth” (Malthus, Principles of Political Economy, 2nd ed., London, 1836).[93]

The [[difference between productive and unproductive labour]] is important as regards accumulation, since one of the conditions for the reconversion of surplus value into capital is that the exchange should be with productive labour alone.

The capitalist, as representative of capital engaged in its valorisation process — productive capital — performs a productive function, which consists precisely in directing and exploiting productive labour. The capitalist class, in contrast to the other consumers of surplus value, who do not stand in a direct and active relation to its production, is the productive class par excellence. [See Ricardo] (As director of the labour process the capitalist can perform productive labour in the sense that his labour is included in the overall labour process which is embodied in the product.) As yet, we are only acquainted with capital within the direct production process. The situation with the other functions of capital — and with the agents used by capital to perform these functions — can only be examined later.

The productive (and therefore also its opposite, the unproductive) character of labour therefore depends on this, that the production of capital is the production of surplus value, and the labour employed by capital is labour that produces surplus value.

[[Karl Marx]] (source)

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Marx is saying that the [[productive and unproductive character of labor]] depends on labor that is employed by capital, and that labor employed by capital is labor that produces [[surplus-value]].

the [[marxologists]] have hitherto only interpreted [[marx]] in various ways; the point is to instrumentalize him

[[edwad]] (source)

📅 Date [[2022-07-20]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-18]]
  • [[18]] ~ [[3 3 2]]
  • woke up early for no obvious reason, maybe only that my friends were leaving soon
    • it was great having them over!
  • [[work]]
    • some progress
  • [[bumble]]
    • interesting
  • did [[laundry]] through the day, cleaned up [[second desk]] (advances move indirectly, also will likely make it easier to keep context for longer running projects)
📅 Date [[2022-07-17]]

I’ve been doing very little writing or coding as of late; it makes sense as the week was relatively intense and this weekend I’ve spent mostly offline (in "[[meatspace]]" :)). I look forward to reconnecting to my plans although I’ve enjoyed this weekend disconnected and I think it was probably actually necessary.


Now writing on the train back from Bern. The train is pretty full and it was hard to find a seat to sit all together, it’s also a bit hot. But now it’s as if it was flying through the Swiss countryside, which it almost is, and everybody around me is focused either on their phones or their books or their notes (students), and I feel very lucky to be here. Which I am.

On my headphones sounds [[rainbow folding]].

2022-07-17

📅 Date [[2022-07-16]]

2022-07-16

📅 Date [[2022-07-15]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-14]]

2022-07-14

📅 Date [[2022-07-13]]

2022-07-13

  • So cool that [[KeePassXC]] comes with a CLI! Makes sense but I hadn’t realised. That is very handy for me.

  • Listened: [[The Uber files: the unicorn]]

    • Generally been avoiding a lot of the [[Uber Files]] stuff so far. Not quite sure why… it’s just kind of depressing I guess. And kind of confirming what was already known or suspected - that a firm built on aggression, growth and toxic masculinity is corrupt and rotten on the inside as well as the outside.
  • [[Growth]].

What the system has done, as a mechanism to continue with growth at all costs, is actually to burn the future. And the future is the least renewable resource. There is no way that we can reuse the time we had when we started this conversation. And by building up a system which is more debt-driven—where we keep consumption going, but by creating more and more debt—what we’re actually doing is burning or stealing the time of people in the future. Because their time will be devoted to repaying the debt

The Infamous 1972 Report That Warned of Civilization&#x27;s Collapse | WIRED (h/t Doug Belshaw)

  • [[memberspace]]
  • [[open freely]]
  • comcast technician is currently drilling through concrete in my basement
  • [[bloom]] new gpt-3 competitor
📅 Date [[2022-07-12]]
  • [[lecunn]] is actually [[lecun]] but I often write it wrong.
  • [[work]]
  • [[todd]]
    • we now have a communication line, which is great!
    • want to help with his current situation
    • it’s looking complicated though
  • [[diego de la hera]]
  • [[moloch]]

2022-07-12

📅 Date [[2022-07-10]]

2022-07-10

📅 Date [[2022-07-09]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-08]]

2022-07-08

📅 Date [[2022-07-07]]

2022-07-07

  • internet people are supposed to come today with a window of 2-4pm portland time
    • I’ve started using city name and time rather than timezones, that way I never have to remember if a timezone is on [[daylight saving time]] or not
  • messing around with [[bun]]
  • another upside to [[remote development]] is that if you’re on limited bandwidth e.g. mobile, it doesn’t transfer as much data because all the network traffic is happening serverside
  • [[prisma]]
  • I really like [[low code]]/ [[no code]] solutions
  • I fell asleep when internet people were gonna be here. Still no internet. This is turning into my own personal hell.
  • I feel like I’m growing though.
  • [[flancian]]
    • I’ve been thinking of configuring [[oauth]] in our [[hedgedoc]] (this has been somewhere in my todo list for a while) to be able to "just" log into hedgedoc to add subnodes.
    • But I also need to test [[vera]]‘s workflow to make direct subnode editing in the Agora work. This is blocking on moving my primary [[garden repository]] to [[gitea]], I think?
📅 Date [[2022-07-06]]

Need to continue working to calm down my "software malleability is best exhibited today in the most derided contexts" take or just delete it from my "let’s think about homepages" thing. Broadsheet continues to inspire and I’m definitely going to use this as the hero image. Something about the design reminds me of Lizbeth’s.

2022-07-06

  • I need to renew my passport. This is massively over subscribed and delayed in the UK right now. So I’m following a Twitter bot some guy made that tweets whenever new appointments are available. World beating service from the UK gov once again!
  • internet people are supposed to come today, hopefully they actually show up.
  • so, no internet. emmy looked at her phone wrong and it’s actually tomorrow. I can’t handle much more of this
📅 Date [[2022-07-05]]

2022-07-05

  • Not having internet is really inspiring me to write some [[offline first]] software. Connectivity is privilege.
  • The internet people are supposed to get here soon. Please fix my internet issues oh [[internet jesus]]
📅 Date [[2022-07-04]]

2022-07-04

📅 Date [[2022-07-03]]
  • [[jz]]
  • [[ladee]]
  • [[likes]]
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora]]
      • [[aldhari]]
      • [[agora pkg chapter]]
        • write [[chapter outline]] by EOD
          • decide where should I write it?
            • hedgedoc is the default?
              • a shame I haven’t set up oauth, but maybe it doesn’t matter. I can use the stoa by default and see what happens (tm).
            • [[overleaf]] could have made sense but it actually doesn’t as the format to deliver the chapter is actually [[markdown]].
            • well, what about just [[vim]]? :)
          • locate chapter outline guidelines in the [[pkg book]] website if there are any
            • none found, but 20 pages a4 max for the full chapter is a nice bit of information to frame it
          • write
          • write
      • [[todd]]
        • call hotel by 5pm and see if he’s around / has new contact information?
          • left a message
          • located
      • [[opt in writes]]
        • rescue that branch from the flight, it’s in my travel laptop
      • fix [[min width]] in some embeds
      • [[hashtag support]]
        • [[sandra]] requested hashtag equivalence and she’s of course right, also it shouldn’t be hard to implement :)
  • [[maya]]
    • answer

2022-07-03

20220703

There are two kinds of [[consequentialism]]. The first is the naive “[[ends justify the means]]” kind that ends up being used as a pretext for all sorts of atrocities, but collapses under even the simplest thought experiments. The second is the tautological kind, which tells you that the best possible outcome will be produced by following an [[ethical]] system based on values and principles, invented by people who actually understand ethics.

— Tumblr user carchasm

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  • [[DisCo]]
  • It’s gonna be a couple days until we can get proper internet hookup up. My brain is going wild right now thinking about all the [[p2p systems]] I want to build like [[meshnets]] and [[distributed power grids]]
  • While note taking I think to myself sometimes "My consciousness is being uploaded to the agora"
📅 Date [[2022-07-02]]

2022-07-02

  • Read: [[For a Red Zoopolis]]

    • Very good. On [[eco-socialism]]. I like the description of a what [[abundance]] could actually mean.
    • Also introduced me to the idea of a [[Zoopolis]]
  • I have oscillatory waves of activity on my garden.

    • Sometimes I have blocks of focus on the mechanics of how the garden works.
      • All the PKM, zettelkasten, smart notes, kind of stuff.
    • Then periods of time spent on the actual content.
      • Reading, taking notes, writing about politics, technology, the environment, etc.
    • Occasionally there is a moment of harmony between the waves where the two almost intersect.
      • e.g. critical theory of social media, how digital gardens, the Agora, fit in to that, etc.
  • Chat with Flancian

  • Listened: [[Matt Huber, "Climate Change as Class War: Building Socialism on a Warming Planet"]]

    • More [[eco-socialism]].
    • I listened while doing household chores so have less notes. But it’s a good podcast.
    • Marxist approach - emphasis on class struggle, movement building, trade unionism.
📅 Date [[2022-07-01]]

20220701

One says to oneself that there must be happy people somewhere. Well then! Unless you get that out of your head, you have understood nothing about [[psychoanalysis]].

[[Jacques Lacan]], Seminar III

Tumblr user erratticusfinch on [[liberalism]]:

q: How would you define liberalism?

a: it’s a few different things, because we’re talking about both an ideology and a system of governance, but here’s the big picture. the key category of liberalism is not freedom, nor is it equality. liberalism has formal versions of both but they’re mostly to secure the existence of private property (equality in exchange, freedom to contract).

liberalism’s key category is security. that is the common denominator running from Hobbes and Locke to Keynes and Hayek, a fundamental anxiety about the inherent insecurity of class society (or civilization, if you’re nasty).

here are some of the things [[liberalism]] is.

  1. charitably, it’s a worldview and political system based on an idea of endless progress. [[Adam Smith]] and [[J.S. Mill]] conceptualized it as an eternal twin spire of accumulation - of truth and wealth. its purported values are using the self-interested pursuit of one’s personal “Good” as a stabilizing social force; universal equality of moral personhood; consensual governance and the guarantee of certain rights; and efficient allocation of resources through a market system.
  2. uncharitably, it’s the organizational principles of global [[capitalism]], the developed descendant of [[Smith]] and [[Ricardo]]’s “science” of [[political economy]]. its actual values are security, property, aristocracy, and imperial chauvinism.
  3. structurally, it’s a legalistic form of [[aristocracy]] (“rule of the best”). instead of informal or arbitrary systems like honor and heredity, liberalism combines positive law (statutes, constitutions, judges) with markets, money, and state authority. this combination creates formalized, predictable results that guarantee the security of property, rather than relying on the arbitrary whims of a handful of egomaniacs who think God appointed them. the possibility for reform is built in to defuse instability. it is the tar pit in which we all reside, because we lack sufficient tools to avoid being ensnared; its dedication to procedural values (like formal equality), and its void of substantive content, means liberalism can consistently absorb parts of other political practices and patterns that would otherwise pose a threat, or force competing worldviews to fight them on liberal terrain.
  4. economically, it’s the political order that a nascent capitalism birthed to protect itself, the guarantor of private property. universal naked force for accumulating and hoarding wealth and power is ultimately inefficient because it paradoxically gives the repressed something to unify around hating. [[impersonal domination]] - more subtle forms of coercion by market forces, “invisible threads” rather than chains - and personal domination deployed primarily against internal or external enemies (of the nation, of the faith, of the social contract), is a lot more stable in the long term. meanwhile, constant expansion means there will always be new frontiers to exploit. the neutralization of [[class conflict]] is the ultimate goal here.
  5. psychologically, it’s a deep discomfort with the conflictual character of politics, and with the nature of power. fascists and other reactionaries resent liberalism because they think that wringing the blood out of the weak for the amusement and luxury of a ruling class can be achieved without the need for an impersonal bureaucratic machine [see the conservative-cum-Nazi [[Carl Schmitt]]’s critique that liberals treat politics like it’s a debate parlor]. ironically, this brutish desire to dominate is a lesson that fascists learned within capitalism’s absorption and reproduction of preexisting hierarchies and values along the lines of gender, ethnicity, ability, and religion.
  6. in the language of [[Tumblr]], it’s an enemies-to-lovers fic between the working class and the owning class.
  7. personally, it’s a whole heap of shit.

Why graphs in [[graph theory]] are called that: https://twitter.com/riceasphait/status/1542827225208209408 ?t=A5iuFYb2oH3jT9lT6_89vw&s=19

📅 Date [[2022-06-30]]

Woke up with a sore throat, didn’t feel great through the day but made it through the work day. I think I’m feeling better now, nothing serious it seems :)

  • idea to make a [[memex]] for the agora.
    • browser extension where node name is url of page and each annotation is a blockquote with comment for that node
  • [[federated web annotations]]
  • make agora-ui show plain text on initial load
  • [[crowdcast 2022-06-30]]
  • moving tomorrow. I’ve been pretty stressed this week
📅 Date [[2022-06-29]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-28]]
  • I woke up before 3am (departure time) somewhere over the Atlantic. It was beautiful.
    • I slept 3, maybe 4 hours during the flight to [[london]] from [[portland]]. Not amazing but definitely not terrible!
  • #push [[sqlite]] project
  • #push [[localpedia]]
    • A local copy of [[Wikipedia]] could be a good thing to have on our laptops.
    • An easy way to install a version under X gigabytes probably already exists?

2022-06-28

📅 Date [[2022-06-27]]
  • I travel back this evening, although because of a relatively long layover in London (5.5h) and the time difference I’ll get to [[Zürich]] tomorrow night (after 8PM).
    • We had lunch with [[wil]] in the office and we talked about math and science fiction, it was great.
  • [[travel]]
    • check in
    • pack
    • do covid paperwork with the crappy app or just assume the risk of doing it in the airport
    • pick up the sunscreen shipment from amazon lockers.
  • [[ladee]]
  • [[jz]]

I am writing this in the flight from Portland to London.

After my [[dreams]], and the [[poem]], and what happened this weekend, I keep thinking about [[arrows]]. It may sound like an obsession but it feels more like [[inspiration]].

📅 Date [[2022-06-26]]
  • I love [[Portland]].
    • I met [[todd]], it was a very significant moment.
    • I met [[wil]], we went on a beautiful walk in the [[japanese garden]]. I am thankful.
    • I met [[john]], [[matthew]].
    • I saw [[mary]].
    • I was only able to spend fifteen minutes in [[powell’s books]] but I loved every minute of it and it was enough to know it’s amazing.
  • Thank you [[neil]], [[vera]].

It was my mum’s birthday today. I’m happy she’s visiting soon!

2022-06-26

📅 Date [[2022-06-25]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-24]]

Yesterday we went on a beautiful walk at sunset with [[Chris]], it was great!

At the lookout point we met [[Enrique]] and we became friends.

📅 Date [[2022-06-23]]

Haven’t written a journal in a little bit. I’m always stoked for the agora-ui frontend I wrote. [[eat your own dogfood]]

📅 Date [[2022-06-22]]
  • I’ve been having a nice time in the Seattle area. I’m staying here until Friday, at which time I leave for Portland.
  • [[social coop]]
    • I suspended some reported accounts today (it turns out you can do this for accounts in other instances, which apparently means they can’t interact with our instance anymore?). I clicked on the content to confirm they were abusive/inappropriate and they really were. It made me sad and disappointed with people and less hopeful about the [[fediverse]], but thankfully the feeling passed shortly.
  • [[chris]]
  • [[jz]]
  • [[lp]]
  • [[anonymous]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-19]]

Writing this on the flight to Seattle. My connection in [[Charlotte]] was tight but I made it just fine in the end.

(I wonder who you are, you reading this. If you are interested consider leaving an annotation using the Hypothesis side bar or reaching out :)

Thank you for reading!)

📅 Date [[2022-06-18]]
  • [[flancia meet]]
    • at different time today, 14 UTC, due to where I am :)
    • meeting [[the one]] today!
  • [[agora]]
    • set up local dev environment to be able to code tomorrow on the way to Seattle
    • priorities are still:
      • opt in writes ([[agora bot]])
      • whatever else I saw my priorities were last weekend, check :)
  • #push [[do]]
    • review [[phone to note]]
    • make it so that pending tasks automatically show up in designated [[todo]] concentrator nodes, like [[do]] in my case
📅 Date [[2022-06-17]]
  • [[work]]
    • last day working from the [[durham]] office.
    • had some more meetings, but it was a much lighter day today (I needed that).
📅 Date [[2022-06-16]]

Some things aren’t meant to be, I guess. Not in this timeline. It is with pain I experience their loss; accepting the pain I let them go.

I met Ritchie again in the streets of Durham. He was no worse off than last time, but not doing great. We had ice cream together and we walked and talked for a while.

📅 Date [[2022-06-15]]
  • Third day in the US.
    • [[us trip 2022]]
    • Slept OK it seemed but for some reason I’m struggling to make it to the afternoon without nodding off.
  • [[quantum mailer]]
  • [[do]]

Talking to [[lennon]] about [[ADX]] [[CRDX]] [[automerge]] and [[dweb]]

📅 Date [[2022-06-14]]
  • Working from the [[RDU]] office, attending a summit.
    • It was very hot yesterday.
    • I gave a talk and it was well received.
📅 Date [[2022-06-13]]
  • Traveling to the [[US]] after three years!
    • For [[work]] but of course I’ll try to enjoy the weekends as mini vacations (without going too crazy, I need rest).
    • Will be meeting friends in [[Raleigh]], [[Seattle]] and [[Portland]].
    • I plan to keep a travel journal in [[us trip 2022]], let’s see if it sticks.
  • [[agora]]
    • Discussed options with [[mohammed]].
    • Lots of pending messages, I’ll try to catch up on my free but jetlagged day after I get to [[Durham]].
    • [[agora server]]
      • review next action, see pending items from the weekend?
    • [[agora bridge]]
      • opt in writes is still pending and it seems relatively straightforward to do
    • I forgot to check out repositories locally so I wasn’t able to work on any of this in the airplane (I don’t like paying for wifi).
  • #push [[meta]] as of today, my [[digital garden]] has 247k words — I checked using [[wc]].
    • Is that a lot? I just realized I have no idea, and having no internet currently, checking is not trivial.
      • I think a thesis has about 30k words, but I forget if that’s bachelors or masters? And I might just be off.
      • 30k words is precisely what my journals so far have.
    • I started my garden back when I was using [[roam research]] in the first half of [[2020]].
📅 Date [[2022-06-12]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-11]]

2022-06-11

  • [[Regenerative farming]]

  • [[Open Infrastructure Map]] is absolutely fascinating. Check out all the power stations, turbines, electricity lines, gas, oil, water pipelines, etc are near you. Built on top of [[Open Street Map]] data (what an amazing project OSM is).

  • Equally fascinating is [[OSM Landuse Landcover]]. Dead interesting to compare urban areas, agriculture and wilderness. No surprise that near me there is a ton of pasture grazing and crop farming, a bit of urban sprawl, and a depressingly small amount of woodland and forest.

📅 Date [[2022-06-10]]
  • Backnoded: I worked half a day, met [[akshay]] and [[pesho]] in the first half of the day.

Took me a bit to find https://death.andgravity.com/f-re on verbose regular expressions! Luckily the right search terms were iterated towards…

📅 Date [[2022-06-08]]
  • created pull request for [[ranked subnodes]]
  • took a minute to clean up my calendar. My calendar now gives me less anxiety to look at.
📅 Date [[2022-06-07]]

I keep coming back to the same refrain: "I will show you the shape of my heart."

(I love you. Yes, you.)

  • Pick the [[tactic]] that puts [[time]] on your side- it’s better to float on top while pressuring your opponent because they will eventually [[submit]], the longer they are in that [[position]]. [[war]]
  • "We don’t compromise because it’s right; we compromise because it is easy and because it saves face. We compromise in order to say that at least we got half the pie. Distilled to its essence, we compromise to be safe. Most people in a negotiation are driven by fear or by the desire to avoid pain. Too few are driven by their actual goals." [[Never Split the Difference]]
    • Measure what your [[opponent]]‘s [[cycle]] of [[approval]] is. Do they get paid commissions monthly? Quarterly finance report? Weekly 1-on-1? 5 year plan? [[time]]
  • Remind your [[opponent]] of their [[deadline]], live in such a way as to have no deadline. [[war]]
  • [[Measure]] the [[probability]] of a [[threat]] by paying [[attention]] to [[who]], [[how]], [[what]], and [[when]]- if the threat does not include a [[how]] and [[when]], it is less likely to be serious.
  • [[Expecting]] someone to think like you guarantees [[surprise]].
  • [[Rpg]] system where you get to improve your spread of [[stats]] by staying with the same spread, but the [[specialization]] makes it easier to [[break]], and when things [[change]] those who [[generalize]] can change more quickly.
  • [[Android]] [[rts]] [[game]] where you play as a [[swarm]]. When your spread your fingers apart, the swarm spreads apart. When you draw your fingers together, the swarm tightens.
  • [[Organizational]] [[surface]] [[area]] is too small relative to mass of organization- that is, it is not receiving as much input from outside the organization that it needs. There is no easy way for a customer, a client, or even an employee to bring enough [[information]] inside to affect [[energy]] requirements for the [[organization]].
  • Is it easier to [[examine]] something when there is less [[energy]] there?
  • you can only be [[change]]d when you [[submit]] collapsed:: true
    • For something to happen in [[play]], someone must be changed. People [[block]] being changed by others, because they think that is what it means to be high [[status]].
    • Notice when [[change]] is [[blocked]].
  • One large benefit to [[secrecy]] is to form an [[ingroup]]. So, higher [[transparency]] [[groups]] will need to find another way to create the kind of barrier that forms groups.
  • How do we determine what [[needs]] to be done and how to do it? How do we [[invite]] people to figure these out?
  • [[Groups]] need to [[make]] something they can [[touch]] to come [[together]], when this is done they drift apart.
  • What [[baseline]] [[behavior]] does this [[agent]] have? What [[fixed]] actions are in that baseline behavior? What triggers fixed [[action]] [[patterns]]?
  • Offering a [[reason]] often auto-completes [[persuasion]], regardless of the reason.
📅 Date [[2022-06-06]]
  • Went to sleep way too late :)
    • A little nap after lunch went a long way!
    • Then I took a walk with my [[brother]].
    • Then I came back home a bit later than expected but not to late and I decided to work on the [[agora]].
  • trying out [[signal]]
  • [[bengo]]
  • [[pomodoros]]
    • start with a rest — I’m writing this in the rest while I drink water :)
    • ship [[recursive agora]]
      • took [[3 pomodoros]] but I cleaned up a lot (including UI tweaks), implemented extra functionality, and had fun :)
      • trying calling pulls by Agora users [[wormholes]] :)
    • [[opt in]] [[writes]]
    • agora polls by bot responding to posts with more than one option, like [[yes]] [[no]] [[maybe]]
    • find social coop debug logs
  • answer [[amadeo]]
  • answer [[diego de la hera]]
  • invite [[mathew lowry]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-05]]

2022-06-05

  • [[Grover]]

  • [[Another world is possible]]. But more than that - [[Another world is necessary]].

  • Learning more on [[Markets vs planning]], finding it interesting how [[Friedrich Hayek]]‘s stuff on markets as a decentralised information processing system on the surface chimes with what I like about complex systems. And central planning is discordant with what I like about complex systems.

    • But obviously politically I am strongly against what [[neoliberalism]] has wrought, and I am strongly pro what [[socialism]] offers.
    • Intrigued to dig deeper on that. I imagine it might be along the lines of e.g. complex systems exist within another system which provides them with limits and direction, even if it doesn’t plan every interaction. Or perhaps just that the analogy between natural systems and artificial ones only goes so far.
📅 Date [[2022-06-03]]

A veces siento que el [[ágora]] está hecha de luz, de bits en el espacio-tiempo fluyendo arbitrariamente cerca de la [[velocidad de la luz]].

2022-06-03

  • Starting taking [[voice notes]] (again).

    • Faffed around for a while with Simple Voice Recorder app from Fdroid and syncing via Nextcloud. SVR app is fine - but getting the sync working was annoyingly non-trivial. Settled on just using Matrix Chat for now, which has a voice record feature, and takes care of all the syncing. But now am looking now for an easy way to transcribe them. Lo and behold an article on doing this already exists from Maya! https://maya.land/monologues/2021/08/05/matrix-bot-transcribe-speech-audio-messages.html But a bit of setup involved. Maybe I should just use otter.ai for now while I’m getting in to the habit, otherwise the friction might kill my habit.
  • Been reading the Winter 2022 issue of [[Tribune]] on my Kobo. [[Tribune Winter 2022]].

    • My brother got me a subscription to Tribune as a late birthday present. Got some good stuff in there. Editorial on [[Cost of living crisis]]. Article about [[New Towns]]. Article about socialist science-fiction - some good recommendations in there. Article on successful [[trade unionism]], specifically in refuse workers sector - some organising to drive worker conditions back up. Also something about [[Partygate]] being hopefully the end for Boris Johnson. I think this article is a few months old, doesn’t seem to have happened yet though.
  • [[Flancian]] suggested a [[node club]] on [[utopian socialism]].

    • I’m up for that. I’ve started with a transcribed voice note.
  • Listened: [[Is the UK heading for a recession?]]

  • Listening: [[How to feed the world without destroying it]]

  • [[Appropedia]]

📅 Date [[2022-06-02]]
📅 Date [[2022-06-01]]
  • First of June! Feels significant somehow.
    • One month to the quarter (and to do my OKRs at work).
    • Seven months to go in the year.
    • I start this month single for the first time in 10 years.
    • In some Flancias the revolution started one month after [[international workers day]].
      • One month for planning, then a call to action?
  • [[flâneuse]] == [[calico fisk]]
  • I really want to implement:
    • That script/function to gather all known TODOs from a garden in one place.
    • [[path tracking]] (for the user) in the Agora.
  • Meet [[diegodlh]].

I feel as if something is turning. It might not be much longer.

📅 Date [[2022-05-31]]
  • Meetings day a priori, but relatively few meetings today!
  • #push [[do]]
    • I need to put my [[todo]] in order. I have by now a mix of [[wiki vim]] style and [[logseq]] style TODOs, and neither are aggregated.
    • Perhaps I should write a simple script or just [[egrep]] invocation that brings back all my undone items in different formats around my garden?
    • Or add this to [[agora server]], where it’ll be most useful.
    • [[robert haisfield]] suggested we add ‘path tracking’ (not user identifiable) — in the sense of knowing which paths each user took.
      • I’m thinking the nicest way to do this would be just [[query string]] based, e.g. each node linking to another node while appending itself to ?path=.
  • I did [[yoga with x]] live today and then stayed on for 3h and nobody showed up :)
    • That’s alright, maybe someone did in the multiverse, or will in the future.

2022-05-31

  • Long been on the to read list, but after seeing it namechecked in various places (most recently [[Red Plenty]] and [[Half-Earth Socialism]]), finally started reading [[News from Nowhere]]. Wasn’t sure what to expect given its age but it’s been really good so far.

2022-05-31

Getting back into [[foam]] again but this time using [[foam lite]] which is a liteweight version of foam. Ostensibly it will load faster? I know [[flancian]] was having some issues with that I think.

📅 Date [[2022-05-30]]
  • Any [[explanation]] that allows the [[observer]] to pay more [[attention]] will serve better than an explanation that results in the observer paying less attention.
  • [[Stealth]] is mostly about [[time]]. Effective stealth in conflict often has to do with moving [[slower]] than expected or [[moving]] [[faster]] than expected, rather than [[concealing]] [[direction]].
  • Give [[groups]] a way to [[win]] [[together]] every day. Every time a group wins together, it improves its ability to win the next [[conflict]].

Useful guide to the oauth nonsense to use the Mastodon API. Not sure if there’s much I’d want to do with it? Hmm.

Xe did a nice guide to ssh keys and yubikeys. I should bother to set that up…

2022-05-30

📅 Date [[2022-05-29]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-28]]

I walked along the river with friends today and we chanced upon a street food market — five hours flew by! I am thankful for a beautiful day.

📅 Date [[2022-05-27]]
  • Love a [[friday]] :)
    • Noding this from [[wiki vim]], which I’ve been using exclusively since yesterday.
    • [[logseq]] people did get back to me over Twitter and it turns out that the latest [[logseq]] contains performance improvements, so I plan to use both in parallel :)
  • [[social coop]]
  • #push [[work]]
    • Need to book travel.
    • Need to renew my ESTA.
    • And more which I shouldn’t write about here :)
  • #push [[human]]
    • (is this a verb? :))
    • coffee with [[g]] if we can agree on a time
    • talk to [[a]]
    • talk to [[b]]
    • talk to [[j]].
    • talked to [[jz]].
  • [[vera]] told me about [[lucidrains]]
  • [[the agora of flancia]]
  • [[archive]]
  • [[move]]
    • fixed playlist order
    • want to [[unhack]] in the sense of automatically support go/x/n for any x with items, direct or in a [[playlist]]
    • #push do
      • [[flash]] — check how to flash messages, and use it to tell the user what’s happening?
        • [[flash then redirect]] sounds useful, it’s what I’ve been wanting to implement for [[go links]] when there’s more than one #go in a node
        • you should be able to cancel/override the redirect

been messing around with [[openai]]. can’t wait for [[dall-e 2]] and [[imagen]]

installing [[plasma desktop]] on windows using [[kde craft]]

📅 Date [[2022-05-26]]

I feel like I’ve been [[unlocking]] things, in some sense. I optimized several things which had been bothering me for a while. I feel freed up in a way.

Now it’s 18:29 and I’m doing a [[pomodoro]] on [[chezmoi]] and with that I’m calling it with general optimization. Next up is [[podagora]] and in general some [[containers]] work, which on second inspection has to do with the [[flancian repo]] and [[project snapshot]].

I over-rested by staying with [[chezmoi]] as it was fun :)

Then I did a [[pomodoro]] on [[social coop]] as I needed to pay attention to [[relax instance registration]] and call for tomorrow’s [[social coop tech group]]. Also had a nice [[mint tea]] :)

Then we had [[dinner]] and I cleaned the kitchen counters. Now it’s 22 and I think I’ll do yoga and try to do two more pomodoros before bed!

Done :) [[podman]] is cool, and http://hypatia.anagora.org (HTTP only, URL will change) is now up. I feel this was a productive day.

2022-05-26

📅 Date [[2022-05-25]]
  • oncall for both my service and higher level this week, perhaps a bit too much :)
  • [[mathew lowry]]
  • [[iced quinn]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-24]]

20220524

From a socialist point of view, bosses are neither “bad” nor “good.” Just bosses. And that is bad enough: in fact, it could not be worse.

[[István Mészáros]]

Related to [[the hell of capitalism is the firm]].

📅 Date [[2022-05-22]]

2022-05-22

20220522

Freedom is the recognition of necessity. — [[Hegel]]

📅 Date [[2022-05-21]]

I find sudowrite a little intriguing. Remembering that college assignment where another team member gamely wrote draft answers for every question of the group assignment, and I followed behind replacing every one he’d written — because first draft psychological blocks are that hard… [[shitty first drafts]], [[anne lamott]] teaches us. computer first drafts?

Finally cleared off my desk, ordered a trackpad, and… can’t bring myself to buy a new desk chair, so we’re working on the theory this one was just misadjusted. (The "ain’t straight, can’t sit straight" thing is real)

2022-05-21

  • social.coop tech working group working session yesterday was fun, like mob ops or something. With Eduardo and Akshay. Mostly just figuring out how to get new people added to [[pass]].

  • Had a cool moment yesterday where recent readings (Neither Vertical Nor Horizontal, Red Plenty, Half-Earth Socialism and P2P Accounting for Planetary Survival) all seemed to coalesce into the same space in my head.

  • Basically [[Half-Earth Socialism]] seems to be suggesting we need some planetary level planning system for avoiding climate collapse. [[Red Plenty]] gives some food for thought on what can go badly wrong with central planning. [[P2P Accounting for Planetary Survival]] investigates technology like distributed ledgers for a kind of middle that sits in between top-down coordination and horizontal freedom of activity. [[Neither Vertical Nor Horizontal]] is all about that need for a mix of strategies in the face of climate crisis.

  • One of the hardest things for getting people away from [[legacy social media]] is simply [[network effects]] - if everyone else is on a platform, it’s hard to convince people to move away from it.

    • I find it particularly annoying when the only way to follow updates from your local council is on Twitter or Facebook. Strange to get local civic news via a global tech firm.
    • If [[anchor institutions]] / public bodies like the council, health services, police, museums, charities, etc, in a local area could be convinced to move (or at least cross post) to a local alternative, that would help convince some others to move too I’m sure.
📅 Date [[2022-05-19]]

2022-05-19

📅 Date [[2022-05-18]]
  • [[braids]] + [[dust theory]] == [[?]]

  • [[samatha]]

  • TODO auto pull wp in empty nodes

  • TODO stop responding to hashtags in moa party

  • [[work]]

    • DONE stuff :)
  • [[flancia]]

    • I used to take Wednesdays off quite often to spend on Flancia — but haven’t for a while. there’s a lot to do at work and I need to catch up.

    • Looking forward to getting back into it!

    • DONE I’ll at least try to finish with work early tonight.

      • I stopped work early — then worked some more in the night :) it felt nice at times, I wanted to catch up, not optimal but worth it I think
  • [[mathew lowry]]

    • it was great meeting him!
    • very interesting experience consulting
    • [[myhub]] is very interesting and seems to have a lot of potential overlap with the [[agora]]
    • [[pipeline]] design, with inboxes leading through processing/selection steps and then publishing to feeds which are consumed by other people as inputs
  • [[frijof capra]]

📅 Date [[2022-05-17]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-16]]
  • Sunday didn’t go according to plan w.r.t. [[pomodoros]] and such, but I am OK with how it turned up anyway.
    • Did [[laundry]].
    • Helped a [[social coop]] user recover an account, and started a proposal for simplifying onboarding to the instance.
    • Had coffee with our [[neighbors]].
    • Met my [[brother]] and we had a long conversation.
    • Then I had a conversation with my [[mother]].
    • Then I caught up a bit (not completely) with [[friends online]].
  • #push [[week]]
  • [[work]]
    • big week at work, need to make some progress on a launch / give a presentation / send out a document for review. will try leave everything that needs to happen this week in decently ‘ready’ state by EOD today, Monday.
  • Eating [[plants]] is a lot of [[work]], because it takes a longer [[digestive]] system to process cellulose and [[plant]] toxins, whereas an [[animal]] is a high-[[energy]] package. [[Scavenging]] is easier than [[predation]], but there is more [[competition]] for scavenging, since the high-energy package is not putting up a [[fight]]. The cheapest [[prey]] to predate on is whichever prey would soonest die- either because they are [[young]] and not well-protected, or they are injured, [[old]], and otherwise at risk of soon starving.
  • The first step for a [[predator]] is [[finding]] [[prey]]- to know that prey is present in a [[space]], and then to know exactly where in that space the prey is. For the prey, it just has to know that there is a predator, and the rough direction the predator is in, so it can [[flee]]. Higher variability in its [[escape]], that comes from not knowing exactly where the predator is, can help with the escape. [[Attack]] and escape are high-[[energy]] actions, so they must make a [[decision]] about whether to attack or escape. If a predator doesn’t know exactly where prey is, it makes more sense for that prey to simply stay still, since many predators rely on [[movement]] to [[locate]] prey.

20220516

Varn Vlog

  • Agriculture arose only after there was enough carbon in the atmosphere to support it. Hunter gatherers knew about agriculture but explicitly did not pursue it
  • Societies tend to evolve to avoid war
📅 Date [[2022-05-15]]
  • What do they best like to do? Where can they do it? Which[[group]] can they do it in? If that [[space]] does not stand out, can we [[create]] it?

2022-05-15

📅 Date [[2022-05-14]]

2022-05-14

  • Enjoyed the session on [[Rewilding]] at the [[Transition Together Summit]]

  • Finished reading [[Red Plenty]]. Half-fact half-fiction account of Khruschev-era Soviet attempts at economic central planning and its collapse. Epic book. Francis Spufford is a virtuoso writer. No clue how objective it is. But it’s a very good read.

📅 Date [[2022-05-13]]

2022-05-13

  • [[Red Plenty]] is so good. Francis Spufford is a great writer.

  • Feeling quite inspired by the [[Transition Together Summit]]. I know there are criticisms of [[Transition town]]s but hard not to be inspired by all these examples of community projects. It all feels quite [[municipalist]]. There is a cadre of peeps there interested in the tech to support this kind of local community building, too.

  • Testing out logseq
  • LATER figure out how plugins work on mobile
📅 Date [[2022-05-12]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-11]]
  • [[Notes]] taken for a specific [[purpose]] to serve a particular [[aim]] offer a different kind of [[knowledge]] than notes taken to store knowledge for the sake of stored knowledge.
📅 Date [[2022-05-10]]

2022-05-10

  • Been reading [[Red Plenty]] in the evenings of late. Still great. The promised plenty of the planned economy goes sour over time. You get insights into the ways in which trying to plan everything can have unforeseen consequences. And the social ramifications of that. The chapters on the factory that deliberately breaks some of its machinery in order to get a replacement; on the ‘pusher’ who greases the wheels between different parts of the planned economy; and the horror of a psychoprophylactic childbirth regime (due to shortages of medicine, according to the author); they are all excellent.

  • Wouldn’t you know it, there’s an Adam Curtis doc that looks at [[Gosplan]]. Should be a fun watch. [[The Engineers’ Plot]].

📅 Date [[2022-05-09]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-08]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-07]]

2022-05-07

  • I’ve been journalling reasonably frequently in a good old-fashioned paper journal lately. With a pen. It’s nice. I find I’m in a different headspace altogether when I’m entirely away from an electronic computing device.
  • In the paper journal I tend to write more about personal things.
  • In my paper writing, I put wikilinks around things that I want to follow up on. They stand out visually when you scan back over something afterwards.
  • Social media wise I’m following a little more the local feeds (via Miniflux/Nitter).
  • Tad disappointed with the local election results in my area. Not awful, but not brilliant.
  • [[Lichen]] are cool.
📅 Date [[2022-05-06]]

[[postgresml]]

saw someone mention [[solidarity economy]], thought that was an interesting phrase.

📅 Date [[2022-05-05]]
  • [[Pine]] forests have lots of [[fruits]] in [[summer]], but few [[greens]] and [[roots]]. [[Hardwood]] [[forests]] have lots of roots, few fruits, and a lot of greens in [[spring]].
  • More [[certainty]] about what you’re [[taking]] in is needed than things that are not taken in.
  • [[Topology]] [[optimization]] can be used to reduce the amount of [[material]] used in a structure by identifying how [[strong]] a [[structure]] needs to be in the face of the directions it needs to be strong toward and using less material to meet that requirement.
  • To have [[charisma]] is to yearn for [[life]] enough to greet it with [[joy]] again and again, such that there is good cheer and [[calm]] [[happiness]].
📅 Date [[2022-05-04]]
📅 Date [[2022-05-03]]
  • How are disparate [[spaces]] [[explained]] in such a way that [[connect]] all of them, enough for the individual [[contexts]] to be apparent in the [[explanation]]? [[synthesis]]
    • It is much easier to [[explain]] something in one [[context]] than it is to explain that thing in all the contexts in which it appears.
    • If everything in a [[space]] sticks together better with a particular [[explanation]], that explanation fits the space better. However, for an explanation to [[fit]] well, it must always be taking in the space. It cannot rest on its laurels, it must always be listening.
    • [[Explain]] things in a [[space]] in the way that [fits] with the [[fastest]] way to use what we already know to tell the [[story]] of that space.
      • It’s easier to [[meet]] one [[new]] thing at a time, so it’s better to tell a [[story]] one thing at a time. Part of the story is in when we meet a thing, so that things that are met earlier have a bigger part to play in things that are met later. It is easier to set up many things that lead to the next thing earlier, so that when the later thing that requires the earlier things to know is met, it is met more easily.
        • It is more useful to an [[explanation]] for our explanation to [[decide]] when we meet a thing first and when we meet a thing later, rather than deciding on when we meet a thing first and sticking to that order.
        • The less we stick to a [[plan]], the easier it is to [[change]] when the [[world]] changes.
          • Any two things that do not have a clear [[story]] connecting them to everything else in a [[space]] are [[heavier]] to carry- that is, they take more [[work]] to [[memorize]], since they are [[separate]] and irrelevant to the bodies we’ve already constructed.
            • Whoever can tell a [[story]] connecting two things in a [[space]] where someone cannot find a [[connection]] will come to be trusted for knowing that space. They will be assumed to be [[bigger]] in that space, and be someone to [[trust]] learning that space from.
  • Everything is made of parts that are [[moving]] all the [[time]], parts that move toward each other when they’re further away, and move away from each other when they’re closer [[together]].
  • It is easier to give someone a seed of [[knowledge]] than it is to give them a whole, fully-grown tree. This is why explaining how to [[know]] is more useful than simply giving someone knowledge.
  • [[Alliums]] are self-[[propagating]]. Carrots, beets, artichoke, rhubarb, radishes, potatoes,
📅 Date [[2022-05-02]]

2022-05-02

📅 Date [[2022-05-01]]

I need to remember what I’d read — which holiday it was where the rich families would give out wafer/waffle cookies with their family crests on them. We watched a video on how to make [[stroopwafels]] and it’s just a pizzelle caramel sandwich — which then meant I found out about [[krumkake]], a Norwegian (or Norwegian-American?) version of [[pizzelle]]. For that, this iron looks real real cute.

📅 Date [[2022-04-30]]
  • [[Gliders]] were used in [[World War II]]. They have not been used much since then, with [[helicopters]] and [[parachutes]] taking their place, but they still offer a more precise method of troop transportation for one to two [[fire]] [[teams]].

2022-04-30

  • Signed the petition to [[Stop water pollution in the Lake District]]

  • Filling in a bridge with concrete for £124,000 rather than repointing it for £5,000. Highways England may have to reverse concreting of Victorian bridge arch | He…

  • My Nitter and Miniflux combo on YunoHost still going well for [[reading tweets without being on Twitter]]. I use it to keep up with what’s going on with organisations local to me, who are still on legacy social media platforms. Could still do with something that works well for RSSifying Facebook.

  • Been frequenting Mastodon more again recently what with the new wave of interesting people joining. Quickly remembering how [[microblog-style social media]] has a habit of sucking me in and distracting me. Even when the platform isn’t designed to do so. It’s just something about the medium I think. Of course it’s fabulous for connecting and discovering. Just need to keep up the willpower so it’s not distracting.

📅 Date [[2022-04-29]]
  • I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and I think: have I done [[enough]]?
  • What ways do we have to [[communicate]] [[information]] that is necessary for the completion of our [[mission]] when we do not have [[radio]] or [[internet]] contact?
  • There is something you are here for, that only you can do. Your [[mission]] is to transmit this to everyone around you, so that you are [[expendable]].
  • Oftentimes, an [[advantage]] is simply knowing a [[space]] better than your [[enemy]].

I’ve been working on an R&D agora using JavaScript and gun.db

📅 Date [[2022-04-28]]
  • [[backnoded]] #today
    • I worked what felt like a lot, but I didn’t produce that much I think — it was just about catching up with things. we had several incidents; good thing is that two of them were really interesting. we are learning a lot.
  • Small [[unit]] [[principles]]:
    • Modern [[special forces]] rely on an initial [[surprise]] to seize the [[initiative]]. [[Delaying]] actions are not in their favor. Slowing them down saps their [[momentum]]. [[Awareness]] leeches their potential for surprise.
    • The bigger the unit, the more [[friction]] [[scales]].
    • If the expected [[movement]] is not [[simple]], it is difficult to [[hide]] and even harder to setup a [[feedback]] [[loop]] for that particular target.
    • Requiring lots of [[control]] makes [[preparation]] difficult.
    • [[Simplicity]] happens by limiting [[goals]], using as much of what is available as possible, and having [[awareness]] of the enemy. Awareness makes it easier to lower the number of goals to only what is needed to finish the mission. [[Timing]] is what must be [[hidden]] for an attack.
    • Hiding your next [[move]] is most useful as a delaying effort.
    • The enemy is usually [[prepared]], but when are they least prepared?
      • The enemy is often least prepared in [[transition]].
    • For a [[raid]], [[speed]] is less [[relative]] because [[resistance]] is a given, since raids are necessarily an [[attack]] on a [[position]] where [[defense]] is [[prepared]]. Due to this, [[time]] works in favor of the defenders, and not the raiders. So raiders need to move with as much [[speed]] as possible.

I love that I can edit journal from agora website now. be the pull request you want to see in the world lol

https://twitter.com/St_Magee

📅 Date [[2022-04-27]]
  • Getting back into things after the holiday hiatus.
    • Tough day at work, but got through it and got some things done. Ended up on a positive note.
    • Did [[yoga 15]], still solid, actually closer to [[14 minutes]] long.
    • Looked for [[yoga 13]] but didn’t find it, now noded.
  • #push [[auerbach]]
  • #push [[do]]
    • LATER #meta I really need to implement [[autopush]], now that speed is back to normal in the Agora :)
  • If the plane is going down, landing it softly is better than crashing.
    • A fully decaying [[Empire]] can play for time by shaping it’s competitors [[growth]], [[fighting]] more with less [[energy]], and keeping an eye on the [[long-term]]. So the wise decaying Empire would stretch toward ability for springing back [[resilience]] and holding up what is already there [[sustainability]]. To do this, the Empire must keep up with begetting a few new things [[innovation]] to help it move (in part by copying the best of what it’s enemies use), encourage enemies to ignore it, and play enemies against each other.
    • An [[expeditionary]] [[enemy]] [[force]] is allowed to over [[reach]] into their [[territory]], until they can be separated from their [[base]] and finished off.
    • The [[aim]] is not to win [[battles]], but to [[win]] the [[war]] for [[life]].
    • "Conventional [[soldiers]] think of the [[jungle]] as being full of [[lurking]] enemies. Under our system, we will do the lurking."
  • [[Competitive]] [[advantage]] is [[context]] dependent.

2022-04-27

📅 Date [[2022-04-26]]

2022-04-26

📅 Date [[2022-04-25]]
  • Traveled back home from [[spain]].
📅 Date [[2022-04-24]]
  • Writing this straight from the [[github]] UI as I don’t have a garden editor set up in the laptop I am carrying with me.
    • It is nice to have the alternative, but wow, Github sucks. I am actually often surprised at how limited it is. "Only displaying 1000 files." — but why? :)
    • The code review/code viewing experience is… basic.
    • It might also be, of course, that I’m continuously out of patience for closed source platforms. I think I should probably move away from Github for garden hosting — after all, my garden isn’t really covered by Google’s limitations on open source hosting as it doesn’t contain code.
  • I missed out on the [[social coop strategy day]] due to being out on holidays. It was a shame — of course being on holidays is nice, but it goes to show there’s an opportunity cost :) I could have planned around it, of course, but I didn’t.
    • Thank you [[neil]] for attending and taking notes!
    • Looking forward to coming back tomorrow and resuming online/digital activities. I also promised I would coordinate the next [[social coop tech group]] session and I have failed to do so yet — my apologies. Will try to do it tomorrow evening at the latest.
  • #push [[spain 2022]]
    • Our itinerary in this trip:
      • [[granada]] (staying here)
        • Beautiful all around, liked it last time around, liked it this time, will return eventually unless death catches me first.
        • Did a small tour of bookshops this time around while looking for gifts for [[L]] and enjoyed it a lot.
      • [[montefrío]] (as a day trip)
        • Nice day trip; [[the view]] was great as expected. Small and sleepy otherwise.
      • [[málaga]] (staying here)
        • Nice for a beach city; interesting enough old town, great food all around. Good base (well connected, we flew in and out from the city airport).
      • [[nerja]] (as a day trip)
        • I think I tend not to like touristy beach towns in general. We had the worst lunch of the trip here; someone bought a once-great fonda and is running it into the ground.
        • My mum loved it when she visited it; I think some parts and nicer than others and she loves beaches to begin with, which probably helped.
      • [[ronda]] (as a day trip)
        • Amazing. We spent the afternoon here; [[la lechuguita]] is a great tapas place (1 euro each).
      • [[marbella]]
        • I don’t get it. Would skip. Perhaps if you’re rich, staying in a villa, liking to feel fancy. But it wasn’t even nice close to the beach — not in the city centre anyway. Would skip from now on.
    • [[being offline]]
  • Things to pay [[attention]] to when designing a way to learn how to know the [[thinking]] behind a particular [[skill]]:

    1. What’s it like to be someone who doesn’t know this [[skill]]? What is this like for a five year old learning this skill for the first time? [[mentalizing]]
      1. How can this [[skill]] be taught one [[movement]] at a [[time]]?
      1. How much [[energy]] does it take to [[learn]]? What’s the least amount of energy it takes for someone to learn what they need to know to know how to know what we know? How does the way a [[story]] moves change the way we learn?
    • collapsed:: true 4. How can we use what the learner already [[knows]] to help their [[learning]]? What does the learner know? How is this similar to what the learner needs to know to learn? What place are we using to show what the learner needs to know to learn? What can we avoid saying because it is already known? When something is partially similar, can we use what is the same to get to what isn’t the same?
      • By showing how a learner already knows some of what is going to be learned, we lower [[resistance]] to [[learning]].

2022-04-24

📅 Date [[2022-04-23]]
  • Musical notes have [[music]] potential, but they don’t carry a [[tune]] until there is a [[relationship]] between [[notes]], and the [[space]] between these notes is where music comes to life.
  • Connections to your [[base]] should be equally spaced apart as broadly as possible while still supporting your[[main body]] .
  • [[Symmetric]] [[center]] position is something you [[transition]] through, not something to hang out in during a [[fight]].
  • It’s easier to make someone [[fall]] when they are already falling- such as when attacking the [[foot]] [[sweep]] midstep.
  • The [[mouth]] must [[order]] [[thought]] because there is only one mouth, and it can only convey a [[narrow]] band of [[sound]] at a [[time]]. So [[language]] [[selects]] what [[information]] to prioritize. collapsed:: true
    • The [[verb]] is the center of each [[sentence]]. [[Who]], [[why]], [[how]], [[when]], [[where]], and [[with]] are structured differently depending on the needs of the language.
    • Before we express an [[idea]] in [[language]], it is useful to know what idea we want to express, and what the necessary elements of that idea are.
    • [[Language]] is [[political]] imposition of one [[dialect]] over other dialects in an area.
    • Expressing a [[thought]] or [[idea]] is far more difficult than it may appear. Usually what appears to be one [[expression]] is actually made up of many [[thoughts]].
  • A [[foot]] [[sweep]] happens when one foot is [[light]] and then that lightness is used to move the foot to a position across from the body’s [[center of gravity]] (as in [[inside]] foot sweep), or away from their center of gravity, as in an [[outside]] foot sweep leading them to over [[reach]] enough to fall. That is, when a [[joint]] connecting the main body to the base is light enough to allow an opponent to move that joint away from the base, disconnecting the [[main body]] from the [[base]].
📅 Date [[2022-04-20]]
📅 Date [[2022-04-19]]

2022-04-19

📅 Date [[2022-04-17]]
  • Thinking about using [[gun]] for agora interop. It uses a sitewide database but the data is owned by the user
📅 Date [[2022-04-16]]
📅 Date [[2022-04-15]]

2022-04-15

  • a small tour through a few [[pkm tools]] follows, please disregard if it’s not your kind of thing :) (I guess this applies implicitly to all my notes, of course.)
    • [[logseq]] just crashed again so I thought I’d give [[foam]] a try again, see how it’s holding up.
      • Right away I really like:
        • The multi pane layout, which I find more flexible than Logseq’s single pane with tabs which you only get through an extension.
        • The fact that it’s very responsive on , while Logseq often lags.
        • The built-in terminal and more full featured [[vim emulation mode]].
      • Right away I dislike:
        • The fact that auto completing wikilinks takes waaay to long still, essentially making linking very cumbersome (I already didn’t link [[logseq]] above twice because of how long autocomplete takes to run.)
      • I might keep using it, disabling autocomplete, and see what happens?
        • Plot twist, apparently you can’t disable autocomplete? Argh.
          • I tried disabling quickSuggest everybody I could find it in settings (dialogs, files) and it still does it and annoyingly hangs for several seconds every time I try to link anything.
      • Asked in the [[foam discord]] (argh) whether there’s any way to disable autocomplete or prioritize https://github.com/foambubble/foam/issues/906
        • I just need an open source PKM that offers a responsive text editing experience and can handle >5k files :(
          • OK, perhaps I should give [[wiki vim]]] a proper try.
    • #push [[wiki vim]]
      • Is where I’m writing this now :)
      • Right away I really like:
        • How fast this feels! As expected. It’s lightning fast while writing (it’s just [[vim]]), it’s lightning fast while following links (with ctrl+enter).
        • ,w,j is the way to visit my daily journal — as I have , as my leader key. It looks worse than it feels to use it — acceptable.
      • It doesn’t have link autocomplete, at least not just by writing [[ — but honestly this is relatively minor, and it seems it has pretty good searching capabilities, they just don’t trigger by default.
    • back to [[logseq]], which is a bit laggy but not overly so and has potential. I now also notice that it does auto save/git commit very well, it’s nice not having to think about it and having it just work (tm).
    • I just took a look while I was around in [[discord]] and, two years in, people are still asking about an export feature in [[athens]] and as far as I can tell it’s still not being worked on: https://github.com/athensresearch/athens/discussions/874 :(
    • BUT now the independently developed [[athens export]] exists, so that’s nice :)
  • [[pkm book]] https://twitter.com/PkgBook/status/1508347439409172480
  • [[agora]]
  • reported https://github.com/vector-im/element-web/issues/21812 to [[element]]
  • [[gyuri lajos]]
  • [[flancia]]
  • [[big timer]]
  • [[ivo]] == [[kvistgaard]]
  • [[federation]]
  • [[mondegreens]]

2022-04-15

📅 Date [[2022-04-14]]

2022-04-14

📅 Date [[2022-04-13]]
  • [[work]]
    • long day but with fewer meetings, I was able to get done what I set out to do in the day for a change, which felt nice :)
  • [[sci fi]]
    • we’re watching [[severance]] and it started well.
    • I had come up with a similar premise for a short story a few years ago (not surprising, it’s not very complex: people choosing to forsake their memories from periods of work) — so it’s naturally interesting to see it unfold.
📅 Date [[2022-04-11]]
  • #push [[work]]
    • "Work is work, that’s why they call it work even when it’s often labor."

Semana 2022-04-11

Facultad

VL Literatura ENS: Waterfront

  • Leer “[[Introduction. The Graphic Novel, a Special Type of Comics]]” to Jan Baetens and Hugo Frey: The Graphic Novel. An Introduction. Cambridge: Cambridge University Press, 2014.
  • (Leer) Coleridge’s poem “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner”
  • Browsear:
    • Steve Duin and Shannon Wheeler: Oil and Water, Seattle: Fantagraphics, 2011.
    • Joe Harris and Martín Morazzo: Great Pacific – Trashed! Portland: Image Comics, 2013.
    • Rachel Hope Allison: I’m Not a Plastic Bag, Los Angeles: Archaia, 2012.
    • Nick Hayes: The Rime of the Modern Mariner, New York: Viking, 2011.

Seminario Literatura ENS: Research Methodologies for Literary Studies

  • Escribir análisis de DFW "A radically condensed…"
  • Escribir análisis de Joy Harjo: “An American Sunrise”
  • Escribir análisis de Kate Chopin: "Story of an Hour"
  • Leer Frost, Robert. “Mending Wall” (1914).
  • Leer Wheatley, Phillis. “On Being Brought from Africa to America” (1773).

VL Literatura ENS: Conceptualizing Cosmopolitanism and World Literature (esta semana no hay clases)

  • Leer Craig Calhoun - ‘The Class Consciousness of Frequent Travellers’
  • Leer Jacques Derrida - ‘On Cosmopolitanism and Forgiveness’
  • Ver podcast
  • Leer Jessica Berman - ‘Modernist Fiction, Cosmopolitanism, and the Politics of Community’
  • Ver podcast

VL Literatura ENS: Victorian Gothic

  • Leer Sweeney Todd ch. 1.4.22
  • Leer Varney the Vampire ch. 1
  • Ver podcast
  • Leer Jane Eyre ch.20

VL Literatura ES: Escrituras en movimiento

  • Releer Guadalupe Nettel La version de Cecilia/La versión de Claudio
  • Leer Mentira romántica y verdad novelesca de René Girard

Seminario Literatura ES: BVM

Seminario Benjamin (29/04)

  • Leer Walter Benjamin, "Una imagen de Proust"
  • Preparar exposición

Taller de escritura académica en español

  • Escribir algo en el marco de lo que estamos haciendo
  • Armar mapa conceptual y marco teórico de un trabajo
  • Poner foco en los párrafos. Hacer ejercicio de intercalar frases largas y cortas. Y por qué hacemos una corta o larga.
  • Mandar el lunes de la semana del 06.05

2022-04-11

📅 Date [[2022-04-10]]

2022-04-10

2022-04-10

  • Finished the first book in [[spring reading challenge]] so on track!
  • Going to first home game of the season for my football team [[AIK]].
📅 Date [[2022-04-09]]
  • [[flancia meet]]
  • [[agora]]
    • LATER could probably improve the welcome message in [[index]] — it’s overly long, a bit confusing for first time users?
    • [[agora server]]
      • [[spaces to tabs conversion]]

        • I didn’t like the result so I took the liberty to revert. Some rationale in the node above :)
        • Reach out if you think it’s the wrong call! But I’d rather go with the Python community standard by default and not impose an extra burden on contributors (to override their editor defaults).
      • DONE fix links in /journals

        • was higher priority than expected, see below :)
      • LATER perhaps tell crawling bots to take it easy while I work

      • LATER [[sqlite]] experiment

      • LATER I should update to Python 3.8 so I can use f-strings with = at the end to print variable name and value in one swoop.

        • Surely there are also other improvements :)
      • NOW agora load balancing

        • it is time.
          • update: actually it is not quite :) squashing the 500s bug mentioned below made the Agora a lot more efficient. this is still high priority but not burning.
        • once the next item is ready, this unlocks arbitrary [[horizontal scaling]].
        • I think I’ll start with the simplest setup possible, solving balancing first and reliability later — that is, add balancing to the [[nginx]] running in [[thecla]].
      • LATER experiment with [[podman]] as [[docker]] replacement

      • crawlers/bots are hammering anagora.org quite a bit, might need to actually write a [[robots.txt]] file to tell them to take it easy while we work on better performance :)

  • I’ve been thinking of [[time]] from the point of view of [[lady burup]] (as I imagine it) and I’ve found it [[interesting]].
    • When it’s light, it’s the next day for her; she might not understand that [[dawn]] shifts from season to season?
  • [[twitter dall-e]]
  • [[doing laundry]]
  • #push [[agora speed]]
    • [[scaling]] must happen

      • but we still have time thanks to the block below :)
    • DONE hmm, but there is [[low hanging fruit]]: the per-worker cache should not all expire in unison (!)

      • also I wasn’t caching calls to G.node() (?).
      • AND, much more importantly, the Agora was restarting all the time due to 500s in URLs hit by bots — so none of the performance work I was doing was taking effect. Now that that’s fixed it feels much snappier! I am happy about this development.
  • [[daniel dennett]]
  • [[fin de semana]]
  • [[dallee]]
  • [[pep8]]
  • [[Violence]] providers grow into [[enforcement]] partners when they provide a [[stable]] set of [[constraints]] that enable [[agreements]] of [[economic]] [[exchange]].
    • After the [[collapse]] of the [[Soviet]] Union, it took about four years for [[violence]] providers to turn into [[enforcement]] partners.
      • [[Businesses]] did call on violence providers to resolve [[disputes]] and provide other services, but once called, they often found themselves in a permanent relationship with the provider that they may not have wanted.
        • A dummy [[business]] partnered with a [[violence]] [[provider]] might setup and con customers. When customers found the dummy business, they would be stopped from punishing the dummy business by the violence provider. However, if violence providers from another area requested that the dummy business returned the unrealized investment, the request would be honored. On both ends, violence providers would gain between 30 and 50 percent as a [[commission]]. The prevalence of [[scams]] and recuperation by violence providers led to a sort of [[insurance]] industry, where credit providers and local businesses would end up paying a violence provider for insurance against scams and [[theft]]. The violence providers observed a [[norm]] of never scamming each other. In the cases where that happened, [[punishment]] was especially harsh.
📅 Date [[2022-04-08]]
📅 Date [[2022-04-07]]
  • [[Emotional]] [[energy]] may [[flow]] in any [[meeting]]. Let it [[fill]] rather than [[drain]]. It fills when everyone [[feels]] [[together]].
    • Attend to where [[attention]] is. Bring everyone’s attention [[together]]. Any [[feeling]] can bring everyone together. The feeling is channeled to get everyone to [[move]] together. Watch [[rhythm]]. Build rhythm.
    • To give yourself [[energy]], [[give]] everyone else energy.
    • A clear [[aim]] makes every moment easy to [[listen]] to. Listening, it is easy to remember. Remembering, it is easy to continue [[moving]] [[together]]. So, every [[part]] is deeply interesting because of the [[whole]] it is a part of. Feel the part for the whole. Parts are not interesting when you are [[outgroup]], when you are out of the whole (as in non-grapplers watching [[bjj]] competitions). Parts are very interesting when you are [[ingroup]], because the ingroup knows the shared aim that the parts are important to.
    • Start now.
    • Get [[energy]] from filling a small pond, then [[flow]] to a big pond. Win in small [[arena]]s, then move on to a bigger arena. [[Strength]] against [[weakness]]. [[Surfaces]] and [[gaps]]. [[Local]] first, then [[global]].
    • Monitor for [[gap]]. Do not [[move]] for an [[attack]] until a gap is found. Watch for what does not [[fit]] with the [[land]]. What does not fit with the [[whole]]. The gap is often when people are moving between fixed [[priors]]. Between fixed positions, when they are looking for another position to [[fix]] to, and put all their [[weight]] into that expected position. Once a gap is found, enter and [[tame]]. The side that is more [[united]], that is more [[aligned]], typically tames the less united side. Bring them into the fold. collapsed:: true
      • [[Taming]] occurs when a more [[aligned]] part maintains their [[rhythm]] and draws another part into that rhythm.
    • [[Dense]], [[united]] [[ingroups]] are coalesced with many high [[emotional]] [[energy]] meetings, meetings that brim with [[movement]]. Shifting hierarchies between ingroups and outgroups are formed by [[canalizing]] [[groups]] into an [[arena]] with the possibility of a clear winner and winning that arena by [[taming]] other groups. [[Prestige]] comes from repeated [[change]] where an [[ingroup]] absorbs an [[outgroup]] and a part of the ingroup is associated with that change.
    • Strong [[ties]] between parts with high [[emotional]] [[energy]] bring a lot of [[change]]. The part that better pays [[attention]] to all the other high emotional energy parts (enough to be touched by them repeatedly) tends to be most [[robust]].
    • Pay [[diffuse]] [[attention]] to when and where a big [[wave]] is coming. [[Surf]] that wave. Which ponds are growing? Go there, and help coalesce a [[dense]], [[united]] [[ingroup]] there.
    • Where parts [[resist]] [[change]] is an opportunity for a part that lets change happen. The totality of [[reality]] is the most important [[whole]]. If an [[ideal]], an [[expectation]], a particular [[time]] or a [[wish]] are smaller than [[all]], they will be swept away by all. A part that is moving with what is between many other parts often ends up being most loved by all. Other’s [[fixations]] are your [[advantage]].
    • Maximum [[Attunement]]
    • Where do you get [[energy]]? Go there.
  • [[Attack]] when they’re unstable. They’re usually unstable when they’re [[moving]] between [[fixed]] positions, between [[priors]].
  • After the [[Soviet]] [[collapse]], [[groups]] of [[athletes]], [[martial artists]], and [[veterans]] rose to provide [[protection]] in place of the [[state]]. When the initial spike of [[inter]]-group [[conflict]] sorted the inter-group hierarchy, these [[men]], who were most familiar with [[violence]], were slowly edged out or turned into providers of [[stability]]. Those who used what they got right after the collapse to get more stable [[forms]] of [[power]] (such as legal businesses) and [[join]] with other groups to provide stability for a bigger population ended up with [[wealth]]. The groups that built mutually beneficial [[relationships]] with government officials did well, those that attacked representatives of the [[state]] were stamped out.
📅 Date [[2022-04-06]]
  • Olympic swimming [[winners]] seemed to enjoy practicing in an explorative way (such as through [[constraints]]-based training) better than their runner-ups. Their runner-ups tended to show more [[determination]]. collapsed:: true
  • Let ideologues [[punish]] each other to exhaustion. Sweep in later as a provider of [[stability]].
  • How may we be [[movement]] [[together]]? [[Connect]] as many [[network]]s as possible.
  • A high [[energy]], reality-distorting [[leader]] is great for [[seeding]] a [[network]], but can often be a [[weakness]] in [[expansion]], since the leader cannot be present everywhere, and the nodes that have come to rely on being led do not perform as well without that leadership.
  • [[Fertility]] of [[mind]] comes to those who get energy from re-arranging [[parts]] of a [[whole]] in a new way.
  • Putting yourself [[outside]] of any [[social]] [[network]] makes it difficult to [[move]]. Put yourself on the [[inside]], and you can’t help but [[move]].

2022-04-06

📅 Date [[2022-04-05]]
  • [[Luck]] is easily found where the most [[change]] is.
  • A [[growing]] [[pond]] is better than a [[stagnant]] pond, regardless of size. Start with a small pond.
  • How to [[give]] others [[energy]], and [[receive]] what energy they offer?
    • The quickest way to [[give]] others [[energy]] is to enable [[joint attention]] by attending to what they are attending to. collapsed:: true
    • By figuring out how others help the [[task]] of [[Now]], you gain [[energy]] from them.
      • [[Conflict]] can be used to get everyone on the same [[task]] with [[speed]]. Recall that hearing a [[No]] often reveals more than hearing [[Yes]] or [[Maybe]]. collapsed:: true
        • How do we turn the [[drama]] of [[conflict]] into a happy ending?
      • [[Attunement]] can arise like this: people [[gather]] in one [[place]], they look at one thing, see that they are all looking at the same thing, and share a feeling together. A [[feedback]] [[loop]] happens: more shared [[attention]] leads to more shared [[feeling]], and more shared feeling leads to more shared attention.
      • High [[attunement]] and sense of the [[collective]], a sense of ‘[[we]]‘, makes us want to [[move]] our bodies together.
      • The good thing about a [[win]] is the [[celebration]] after, which brings more people together.
      • One mark of high [[emotional]] [[energy]] is being in [[rhythm]] with yourself, which is also a mark of [[alignment]]. As [[Confucius]] notes that smaller stars are drawn to a larger star, a rhythm with an aligned [[flow]] draws others to the one with rhythm.
      • [[Emotional]] [[domination]] rises from one getting all the [[selective]] [[attention]], all the [[feelings]] coming from this one, and everyone else’s [[rhythm]] [[aligning]] with the rhythm of the one.
    • If you find yourself with "excess" [[energy]] such as [[anxiety]] or [[insomnia]], use it.

2022-04-05

  • We saw [[seal]]s today! A pod of about 25 of them, some swimming, most of them lounging around. They look very comical when they are just chilling on the beach.
📅 Date [[2022-04-04]]

2022-04-04

📅 Date [[2022-04-03]]
  • Let go of [[life]], and let it [[play]]. Playing, life [[flow]]s. [[Form]] [[within]] ([[information]]) rises from [[flow]], and flow arises from play, which is dancing with [[emptiness]]. More forms to play with. Inclining ears fill. Filled, form rises.
    • We are here to help you [[fit]] in with all [[life]]. We are here to support your [[change]] in the way you are already changing. We do this by joining with all life we find, and welcoming our change. We find that fit often involves more [[forms]] than are currently given space, and we aid in exploration to find the [[space]] for what is there, for what is struggling to [[flow]]. To give you an additional opportunity to [[explore]] how you may fit in with life, so you may choose to welcome the feeling of expansive change with us, if you want. [[aim]] [[mission]]
  • An [[aim]] is always expressed in terms of others. Your [[enemy]], your audience, your [[family]], your [[tribe]], your customers. Otherwise, you are not bigger than your self, and you have no motivation to [[work]] solely for your [[self]]. [[Emotional]] [[energy]] always comes from others.
  • It easier to [[move]] yourself than it is to move others. [[control]] collapsed:: true
  • When your [[end]] is a [[number]], you work [[hard]] instead of [[smart]]. This is how [[Goodhart’s law]] plays out. This is why wars of [[attrition]] happened, why killcounts don’t win wars, and why rewarding people for the number of rats killed does not result in fewer rats. When you select an [[end]], check your [[means]] and ask: how does this help my [[aim]]?

2022-04-03

  • Finished reading [[Bloodlands]] by [[Timothy D. Snyder]]. Utterly depressing read but very interesting to learn more about the history of [[Europe]]. 5 stars of 5.
📅 Date [[2022-04-02]]
  • [[Neediness]] comes from [[fixation]]. collapsed:: true
    • Your [[enemy]] cannot [[reject]] you. If you are [[fixated]] on an [[object]] that your enemy can associate with, they can offer to feed you that object in return for putting what they [[want]] above what you want. Your [[loss aversion]] becomes their gain.
      • Since a [[decision]] is a cutting off of a possible [[future]], many decisions start with [[No]].
        • Offering a [[Yes]] early [[trap]]s your opponent into over[[reach]]ing from [[fix]]ating on their goal, to turn a [[want]] into something that feels like a [[need]].
        • [[Invite]] your opponent to say [[No]].
        • If you make it [[safe]] for them to say [[No]], they’ll feel safer to hear [[No]].
      • There are always more [[prey]], if one costs too much [[energy]] to get, let it go.
      • If you attempt to [[rush]] someone to a [[judgement]], they will be scared into [[defensive]][[resistance]].
      • If you do not get what you [[need]], you cease [[moving]] and [[die]]. If you do not get what you [[want]], you [[change]] and [[live]].
      • Feed your enemy’s feeling of [[stability]] in their [[image]]. collapsed:: true
        • Let opponents show you their [[strength]], for it shows you their [[weakness]].
        • Someone in the room needs to occupy [[bottom]] [[status]], let it be you.
      • If you [[save]] your [[enemy]], you are [[responsible]] for their [[decision]].
  • There are >5200 [[Fremen]] out there. Paint a rallying point.
  • Instead of [[yes]] and [[no]] questions, in [[negotiation]], consider ‘what would you like me to do’? Or ‘how can we do X’?

2022-04-02

2022-04-02

📅 Date [[2022-04-01]]
  • [[ivo]]
  • [[ana]]
  • [[fauno]]
  • [[berni]] has severe toothache, I’m worried for him
  • I saw my [[dermatologist]] after long; I like her.
  • [[work]]
    • we built [[legos]] with my coworkers. I like my coworkers, I’m lucky there. I’m not sure I like assembling legos in general, (at least the model ones — the ones that are meant to build up to One Big Thing, with instructions — or perhaps this one was a particularly finicky one).
    • I realize now I’m critical of the company relatively often — I still think it’s a great place to work, and the people are great. I wonder if I’m the old curmudgeon now. Likely.
  • I would love to be a better person than I am — I am so insufficient really.
    • I find comfort in knowing there are many better than I — now and in the future.
  • started watching [[capra course]] [[lecture 6]]

  • Something dashes against the [[senses]]. So something is filled. So something [[lack]]s when it is not filled, and [[wants]]. So something [[acts]] from [[wants]]. Then the [[cycle]] starts again. At least, that’s what someone blown out said.

Writing journal entry from agora-ui using [[gitea]] integration. You can add app token in settings page

📅 Date [[2022-03-31]]
  • According to [[TE Lawrence]], [[strategy]] is a practice of seeing everything for the whole. "Strategy is the synoptic regard which sees everything by the standard of the collapsed:: true whole". Is ‘synoptic’ here the ‘[[view]] from the [[sun]]‘ or ‘the view with the sun’?
  • [[General]] [[intelligence]] is a picking out that begets, a selection that produces.

2022-03-31

📅 Date [[2022-03-30]]
  • According to [[Robert CH Chia]] and [[Robin Holt]], the [[Western]] tradition of [[war]] and [[debate]] go hand-in-hand. They point out that [[Francois Jullien]] shows that styles of open debate and [[open]] confrontation mimic a war of [[attrition]]. That is, the side with a [[surplus]] [[wins]]. Even though [[judgement]]s are made based on whether something is [[good]] or [[bad]], they are argued for based on what is [[more]] or [[less]]. A [[direct]] [[fight]] between positions with a long list of [[arguments]] decided by which [[compartmentalized]] [[events]] can be said to lead to an [[absolute]] [[good]] outcome is not the only way to make a strategic [[decision]]. Rather than trying to eliminate our [[competition]], we might let ourselves change with our competition. Since we often assign causes to effects, and pick individual events and people to [[reward]] [[fast]], there is something to [[resist]], something to [[block]]. There is something easy to resist, as in [[peasant resistance]]. An [[indirect]] approach can be [[silent]], invisible, and very [[slow]], so that it is difficult to resist. [[Loud]] [[direct]] [[action]] interrupts [[flow]], and so while it shows [[initiative]], it is an [[external]] initiative that often has to be [[force]]d. By intervening at a particular [[time]] and not all times, [[attention]] is attracted. That attention can result in an [[alarm]], for whatever [[local]] interests find the intervention [[disruptive]]. The intervention is [[rough]], [[harsh]], and [[cutting]] enough to let everyone register it as event- that is, like an [[anomaly]]. This gives us [[drama]], which we tend to want to [[justify]] our [[existence]], but it is not the most efficient way to [[win]]. Indirect, invisible [[change]], to contrast, is effective because it is constant and in the background, camouflaged by [[baseline]] [[movement]]s of everyday life.
    • The [[indirect]] approach happens through [[metis]], which can be [[listen]]ed to, but not [[command]]ed. [[Metis]] requires complete [[submission]] to whatever we are encircled by, so much so that there is no [[separation]] between what [[know]]s and what is known. With Metis, what is there is simply there, and changes. Metis is specific to one’s lineage, so the [[cunning]] of your [[lineage]] only works for your context. Metis is always on the [[move]], it [[flow]]s to take the shape of wherever it is. So in the [[shadow]] is it that lives in [[paradox]] and [[reversal]]. [[Metis]] is always on the [[edge]] of [[collapse]]. It is not indifference or [[nihilism]]: it merely influences from an unseen [[flank]], acting in the [[now]] rather than in a [[future]], so it is blind to [[reason]]. Using [[economy of force]], it will use anything that is there, including anything that would normally hurt an [[ego]] or require giving up an [[object]] of [[attachment]], such as a [[marker]] of [[success]].
📅 Date [[2022-03-29]]
  • A [[computer]] is a sort of [[clock]] that can add, check, and subtract numbers based on the [[time]]. A computer is many [[slaves]], constantly waiting for a [[signal]] to [[move]]. Lots and lots of detailed work is hidden, and so looks like [[magic]]. [[Programming]] [[language]] is something used to collect and organize different standardized ways to complete and balance numbers. Each of these standardized ways solves a particular mathematical obstacle that is put in front of someone. A lot of understanding computers is about understanding how [[fast]] it will take a computer to go through some standardized way of completing and balancing numbers.
  • A [[problem]] is a [[block]] that is put in front of someone. Like any block, you could [[use]] what is there, you could go through it, you could [[destroy]] it, you could [[move]] it, but the simplest method is often to move around it.
📅 Date [[2022-03-28]]
  • [[covid]]
    • still not recovered somehow — taking longer than expected
    • [[worked]] today but was low energy most of the day, only really felt myself "activate" after meetings/in the evening
  • [[V(λ)]]
📅 Date [[2022-03-27]]
  • [[Never Split the Difference]]: "[[No]]" is more useful when we’re trying to [[track]] the ways we will split our [[walk]] through [[talk]] than "[[Yes]]", because it shows more of what we want. Often, we cover what we want with "Yes". We like to say things to make it easy for us to move the way we are moving, not really to show where we are. So we say "Yes" to get people to leave us when they may be bothering us and we say "yes" when we simply [[agree]] with some way the world is. A "Yes" we use to agree to move in some one way does not happen as much, but this is the best "Yes" to get to if you are trying to get shit done. Fearing [[death]] and [[change]], we like to hide those things by thinking we have [[control]]. Using the word "No" often gives us a sense of control. So, when you are talking to someone to win with them, it is good to give them something to say "No" to, so they feel some control. Usually people are too scared to be moved by [[logic]], [[argument]], or other analytical methods of [[persuasion]]. Feeling control, they feel safe enough to look at what they may be missing, and safe enough to show you a little bit more of what they [[want]].
    • Instead of asking "when’s a good time to talk" consider "is now a bad time to talk". Since everyone in our [[society]] coordinates on "No", it is faster and smoother to continue coordinating in terms of finding the "No".
      • instead of "do you want to [[win]]" consider "do you want to [[lose]]" followed by asking your interlocutor for a way forward. This gives them a feeling of safety, first through control, then by the proof of control- by you asking them what path to take. This is pretty similar to using a fast direct attack ("do you want to lose") followed playing bottom in [[BJJ]] ("how should I win").
      • A "[[no]]" gives someone a moment to stop and think, much like [[defensive]] [[BJJ]] gives someone a moment to stop and find a [[direction]].
      • "No" gives people a way out of where they are [[trap]]ped, to show us more of their [[wants]]. "[[No]]" lets people find ways that actually help them [[move]], instead of being stuck.
        • You may have to [[hunt]] for [[No]], by [[wake]] hunting through making an openly false claim that they would say "no" to.
        • If someone is not saying "[[No]]", it’s a mark of someone too confused to make any decision about which way they want to go, or someone so deeply [[entrenched]] that it may take too long to draw their [[want]]s out.
    • [[Hunting]] for "[[yes]]" makes people [[defensive]], because they can sense they are being hunted.
  • [[Honest signals]] that you have been where someone else has been generally makes them more [[open]] to you.
📅 Date [[2022-03-26]]

“[Revolution] is the opening of social and individual bodies to each other, to different temporalities and spatialities, the rendering of property, nation, and family/ household inoperative as a result of such a movement: revolution means that dreaming becomes the dominant mode of being and becoming.”

The Theology of Democratic Modernity, Nazan Üstündağ, in Building Free Life - Dialogues with Öcalan

To read: Who Thinks Abstractly? To read: State Capitalism and Dictatorship

📅 Date [[2022-01-04]]

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[[Regrettable Century]] notes

  • The left defines itself in opposition so much so that the thing that it fears most is having power
  • that is to say that power is an object a for the left: a desire that it gets enjoyment out of not having
  • “the only thing worse than not having it is having it” (a description of [[objet a]])
📅 Date [[2022-01-03]]

2022-01-03